perfect out of control

Tan Qian asked Jie Pingan to go to a nearby coffee shop, and Jie Pingan said to her in a low voice when he ordered a single-wait coffee: "I'm sorry."

Tan Qian felt that she had been listening to others saying sorry to her all day today, for things that no one could control, but it seemed that everyone felt that they had some kind of responsibility. The fate of Tan Zhen and Shengye was theirs. The chain reaction of a butterfly flapping its wings at an inopportune time.

Chen Bohan blamed himself for not noticing Tan Zhen's strangeness earlier, and Jie Ping'an probably blamed himself for making that "Stable Structure".

They seem to have forgotten that Tan Zhen and Sheng Ye are two real people who can choose and love by themselves.

"Your mother has been blaming me," Jie Ping'an was dejected and ashamed, "If I hadn't let Tan Zhen know Xiao Ye, they might not..."

"Mediation," Tan Qian asked, "may I ask how you and my mother met?"

At this point, there is probably nothing to hide, Jie Pingan said: "We used to be a theater troupe, but then the theater troupe couldn't do it anymore, and your mother got married a few years later, and I won't do it any more. After acting, the connection between us faded."

When the waiter came to serve coffee, the two of them paused their conversation tacitly, silently watching the two cups of American style put on the table, and the waiter said "take it easy" and left.In the whole coffee shop, it seemed that only their table had the most dignified atmosphere.

Tan Qian knew in her heart that Jie Ping'an said this to save face for her mother. In fact, it was probably because her mother took the initiative to alienate them. As long as she could remember, she had never seen her mother and her classmates who had studied acting together or worked with the theater troupe. Colleagues have had any contact.It is impossible for her to have any contact with them again.

Jie Pingan still had some reservations in his words, Tan Qian didn't ask any more, but tentatively said: "My mother didn't agree with Tan Zhen and Sheng Ye before, she said... Sheng Ye is gay."

Jie Pingan frowned and shook his head: "I really don't know about this. I have known Sheng Ye since he was very young, as well as his parents. I really didn't see that he likes boys. He probably likes girls... I think he might just be too involved in the drama, and I also enlightened him later, I thought he had figured it out."

Do all actors play like this?Tan Qian really wants to ask, is it because Tan Zhen is in the play?He has filmed so many films and acted in so many roles, and he has always been able to take in and out freely. Why is this film an exception?

She observed Jie Ping'an's expression, and asked the question she always wanted to ask: "Why did you choose Sheng Ye to play with Tan Zhen?"

Jie Ping took a deep breath, and said slowly: "I was looking for Kong Xinghe's actor all the time, and I also asked Tan Zhen for his opinion. At that time, I was not sure whether to let Sheng Ye act, after all, he had a relationship with his father. It was an agreement, but we felt very reluctant after picking a new group of faces, so I told Tan Zhen that there was actually another candidate, and then I took him to the theater. We watched Sheng Ye’s play together, and after Tan Zhen finished watching it, we talked with him. I said I thought it was him..."

Before taking Tan Zhen to the Yihai Theater, he told Tan Zhen that Sheng Ye had never acted in a film and television drama, let alone a movie. After watching "The Life of an Actor", Tan Zhen was very puzzled and asked why he was such a good actor Gan is willing to act in dramas all the time, and even asked him: "Does he love dramas, or does he look down on film and television dramas?"

Jie Pingan didn't mention the matter of Sheng Ye's father to Tan Zhen, thinking that he, an outsider, shouldn't say that, so he just said that Sheng Ye also graduated from CTR Film Academy and was his junior.Tan Zhen looked surprised, but he seemed even more puzzled: "He is a student of acting, and his image is very suitable for film and television dramas, so why not try to make film and television dramas?" Jie Pingan didn't know how to answer. Coming out again to call the audience a curtain call, Tan Zhen also turned to the stage again.

"...It's a pity." Amidst the thunderous applause, he whispered alone.

After the performance that day, he accompanied Tan Zhen to the backstage. There is a flower shop near the theater. Fans who come to watch the show often order flowers in this store. Before going backstage, Tan Zhen bought a bouquet of roses first, because It was inconvenient for him to buy the flowers by himself. Jie Pingan bought the flowers on his behalf. Jie Pingan had never bought flowers to send to others. Before he went, he asked Tan Zhen what flowers to buy. Tan Zhen smiled and said that it would be fine not to buy chrysanthemums. Tan Zhen thought for a while and said, "It should be more expensive. Roses."

Jie Ping'an went to the flower shop and bought a bunch of 99 pink roses, the most expensive ones in the shop at that time. When he showed it to Tan Zhen, he asked, "Is this suitable?" He also took a blank card as Tan Zhen said.

Tan Zhen looked at the delicate and charming rose, said it was very good, then took the card, wrote a word of blessing, and signed it with his own name.

Seeing his signature, Jie Pingan suddenly remembered, handed the flower to Tan Zhen and said, "Oh, I forgot, he is still your fan!"

Tan Zhen stuffed the card into the flower and asked, "Who?" The next second he realized, "...Shengye?"

Jie Pingan nodded again and again: "Yes! He liked you since you debuted. Because you didn't listen to his father, he had to go to the CTR Film Academy, and he was really admitted!"

Tan Zhen looked at him with an incredulous expression, as if he felt that this was very inappropriate.

All the actors in the backstage were very pleasantly surprised to see Tan Zhen that day, and cheers erupted in the whole dressing room, but Shengye stood alone behind the crowd, so shocked that he couldn't make a sound from ear to ear, only a pair of eyes remained Staring at the tall and handsome star is shining brightly.

At that time, Sheng Ye was standing in the innermost part of the dressing room. Tan Zhen greeted the other actors in the room briefly, and then walked towards him. It said envy, he thought Tan Zhen was here for someone else.

The person he had only seen in TV and movies before approached with flowers like that at this moment, Sheng Ye didn't dare to look directly at Tan Zhen, and only secretly stared at the flowers in Tan Zhen's arms with envy.Tan Zhen looked down at the bouquet of roses, smiled, stopped in front of him, handed it to him, and said, "It's for you."

That was the first sentence between them, but it sounded like reunion after a long absence.

Tan Zhen asked Shengye that day: "The manager said you are my fan, is that true?"

Sheng Ye looked at Tan Zhen and him in surprise, and then said excitedly like every fan eager to show his loyalty to his idol: "It's true! I was interested in acting because of you, and I was admitted to CTR From film school!"

Sheng Ye said a lot at once, like a machine gun, Jie Pingan saw that Tan Zhen had been embarrassed several times, and there was no way to interrupt such a passionate confession, he sat on a chair beside Sheng Ye, and gradually lost Too daring to raise his eyes to meet the gazes of other people in the room, he just lowered his eyes and listened patiently to Sheng Ye.

The timing of Sheng Ye's confession was not very appropriate, because the more he talked about Tan Zhen, the more curious he would become.Sure enough, after listening to it, Tan Zhen asked, "Then why don't you make film and television dramas? It is very likely that we have known each other for a long time."

Sheng Ye was suddenly at a loss for words. He couldn't express the difficulty. He was struggling with how to express to Tan Zhen that you are really the original intention of my falling in love with acting.

Tan Zhen didn't get the answer from Sheng Ye's mouth, so he must have been more confused, and looked back at him puzzled, Jie Pingan didn't know how to explain.With that confusion, Tan Zhen turned to Sheng Ye again and asked, "Then if there is a chance to film with me, will you come?"

"I knew Sheng Ye was shaken at the first glance," Jie Pingan recalled, "but he couldn't agree, because his father had an agreement with him before his death. Later, I also told Tan Zhen, look, he won't come Acting. Tan Zhen said..."

At that time, they were sitting in the car on the return journey. Tan Zhen looked at the rain outside the windshield and thought to himself: "He must have some difficulties."

Jie Pingan didn't expect to be hit by Tan Zhen's words, and it felt like a stick in his throat for an instant.

"He said he was a fan of mine because I like acting. Since he didn't lie to me, he probably wouldn't resist making film and television dramas." Tan Zhen looked down at the screen of his phone. It was Bai Xingnian played by Tan Zhen in "Creating Love". He watched it for a while and said, "Let me try again."

Tan Qian could imagine the way Tan Zhen looked when he lowered his head and said this sentence. Outsiders thought Tan Zhen was indecisive, but she knew that Tan Zhen had a kind of flexibility and perseverance. He said "try again", once there was that kind of light in his eyes , it will try more than once.