perfect out of control

When "Falling in Love with Friday" aired, Sheng Ye finally understood why Tan Zhen didn't let him appear on variety shows. He thought he had worked hard and made preparations, but there would always be a thunder that he didn't know was buried there.In this episode, he was drenched in water and flirting with Wia again, so everyone naturally scolded him for stealing the limelight and being pushy.

When he was scrolling through all kinds of complaints and ridicules on Weibo, Jackson was sleeping peacefully at his feet, turned over, and comfortably exposed his belly.

Man has so many tricks, he really wants to be an animal sometimes.

Xiyuan told him not to care too much, everyone came here like this: "If you don't steal the limelight, they will say you are not a gentleman again."

Kang Qi also comforted him: "Hey, these people are sick, you don't have to worry about it, Brother Sheng Ye, think about Sui Qingchi, what kind of hack he is all year round!"

Sheng Ye thought, but I'm not Sui Qingchi, I'm not as powerful as him.

Many times when he saw his father's portrait on the TV cabinet, he felt unable to lift his head.It's because he thinks the entertainment industry is too simple, he can't even bear it, he still has the energy to argue with his father, what does he know, he doesn't know the heights of heaven and earth at all.From childhood to adulthood, my father was right, even if he was gone, he was still proving to himself that he was right.

The episode of "Listen to Me" recorded by Tan Zhen was also broadcast on the platform. Sheng Ye still couldn't help but click on the video. After the host opened the show, introduced the guests to accompany the chat, saw Director Tang Qin, saw Uncle Jie, finally heard applause, and saw Tan Zhen appear on stage.

He looked at him quietly for a few seconds, then turned off the video.

Tan Zhen still didn't wear the ring.

This time Tan Zhen was wearing a black fashion suit embroidered with dark flowers of the same color, so-called low-key luxury.Whether it is a match or not, he has no strength to think about it.

In June, Tan Zhen got busy again, flying to a ground endorsement event, Sheng Ye found a fan uploaded video of Tan Zhen queuing up at the airport to go through the security check on Weibo. In the video, Tan Zhen was wearing a black-framed mirror , an ultra-loose black T-shirt and jeans.

The video was a bit noisy, and the fans who were filming were chattering away. They asked him this and that, and Tan Zhen responded from time to time, but they were all brief. Then one of the fans held up his mobile phone and filmed him and said loudly: "This ring You've been wearing it for so long, change it!"

Immediately, more than one person echoed, "That's right", "I've worn it for a long time", "It's not good-looking"...

Their tone was very familiar. Tan Zhen didn't reply this time, and he didn't look at the camera any more, but he obviously heard it, and his eyes shifted to this side, and there was an obvious frowning movement. The side of his face turned cold and stiff.

He didn't respond to the fans with a word, and just waited in line to go through the security check in silence. The second half of the video suddenly fell silent, and the fans' voices also decreased.Assistant Xiao Liu and two bodyguards were telling the fans "Don't follow" and "Don't follow". Tan Zhen finally waved to the fans behind him, and walked away quickly accompanied by the assistants and bodyguards.

He didn't look very happy, which is an expression that is difficult to see on Tan Zhen's face. He has always managed his expressions very well, so the video was first-rate, and once attracted many people to come to watch "Tan Zhen's black face".

This black-faced video seems to be evidence of Tan Zhen's hypocrisy and posturing.

Xiyuan went to watch it admiringly, but was very disappointed after watching the video: "What kind of black face is this? Mom!"

Kang Qi was amazed at the side: "Amazing, I thought sister Xi Yuan didn't like Tan Zhen!"

Xiyuan shrugged: "One size fits all." Perhaps realizing that Sheng Ye was there, she added, "I don't dislike him, okay? At most I... don't like him that much."

Sheng Ye only felt that he and Tan Zhen were destined for each other, that they could get together even when they were blackmailed. Seeing the moment Tan Zhen frowned, there was warmth in his chest, the warmth was like a drop of water on a dry river bed.

He was thirstier and sicker.

***

Summer is here, and Tan Zhen's birthday is coming soon. Tan Zhen was born in summer, and Sheng Ye felt incredible when he thought of this. He always thought that Tan Zhen was born on a certain day when winter turns to spring.

He seldom went to Fushan Villa because Tan Zhen came back less often. Every time he went to Fushan Villa, he wanted to forget that record and what Tan Zhen had said... If it didn’t match the facts, he wanted to cherish the two. Every 1 minute when I reunite after a long absence, so I try my best to forget and ignore those unhappiness.

In the evening, the two watched "A Thousand Years of Snow" on the first floor. Sheng Ye saw the scene of Li Yuan being betrayed again. The camera seemed to restore everything, and it was like a time machine. He seemed to be looking at his past life. In the previous life, Kong Xinghe was him, and Li Yuan was also him.

He panicked, and then heard Tan Zhen say, "Why is my boyfriend so good at acting?"

Sheng Ye looked back at him, Tan Zhen leaned back against the sofa, stretched out his hand and put it on his back, stroked it gently with open palm, looked at him and smiled.

It seemed to remind him that the show had already been finished, and there was no time machine or past life.

There was an advertisement on TV, and Sheng Ye pretended to be at ease and asked, "Your birthday is coming soon, do you want to invite me?"

He knew that every year on Tan Zhen's birthday—as long as he wasn't on the set—there would be a small party. On one wall of Tan Zhen's study was a group photo of him and his friends on his birthday every year. He had seen Fei Yue on it, and Miss Tan Qian.He missed Tan Zhen's birthday last year, when he was filming "Comedy Life", thinking about it now, many things may be destined.

Tan Zhen looked a little surprised and said, "Of course."

Sheng Ye jokingly asked: "Then how are you going to introduce me?"

Tan Zhen opened his mouth, but he didn't speak, maybe he realized that this question was not so easy to answer.

Seeing Tan Zhen's Adam's apple pulling down slightly, Sheng Ye regretted asking this question. He shouldn't have asked Tan Zhen a problem. He would accept whatever Tan Zhen wanted to introduce himself, and it didn't matter anymore.

The corners of Tan Zhen's lips slowly rose a little, and he said calmly, "How do you want me to introduce you?"

He seemed to be really calm, without waves, and his voice was steady and firm, as if Tan Zhen would agree with whatever he said.

Why did you praise me just now and introduce me like that, Sheng Ye thought crazily, but he knew it was just an extravagant wish, so he just smiled: "You can introduce me as your brother Kong Xinghe."

After all, even Kong Xinghe and Yan Fei are more aboveboard than us.

Tan Zhen looked at him with eyes like autumn water, and Sheng Ye saw apology from inside, like autumn rain hitting his body, it turned out that looking through autumn water could also mean this, he couldn't get enough of Tan Zhen's eyes.So when Tan Zhen softly said "Yes", he immediately accepted the sadness, helplessness, and guilt in his eyes.

This is what infatuation is like, when the rain drenches you, you still enjoy it.

After watching CBS's "A Thousand Years of Snow" that day, they went downstairs to watch another movie, another old movie, "Sleepless in Seattle," with the protagonist Tan Zhen's favorite Tom Hanks.When the two of them are together, there seems to be nothing else to pass the time. I don’t know how many movies they have watched together. From the beginning, they watched everything, and now they only watch romance movies.

The first romance movie they watched together was "Titanic", which was also chosen by Tan Zhen. At that time, Sheng Ye wanted to watch "Night at the Museum", but when Tan Zhen said, "Why don't you watch "Titanic"?" He immediately wailed in his heart: Three hours!Tan Zhen asked him, "Don't you like it? If you don't like it, we can watch something else." He immediately said to watch this, if you like it, I will like it.

Tan Zhen said at the time: "It's also the first time I watch it, and I don't know if I will like it."

"Ah," Sheng Ye was surprised, "Haven't you seen it?"

"I've seen it, but it was too long. At that time, I was young and impatient, so I fell asleep."

Sheng Ye was curious: "How small?"

"Elementary school."

Sheng Ye looked at him with wide eyes in surprise, thinking what Titanic are you watching in primary school, shouldn't you be watching Ultraman?He asked again, "Then you haven't seen it again?"

Tan Zhen shook his head: "I watched some classic clips over and over again when I was in film school, but I never watched them from beginning to end."

Sheng Ye criticized him seriously: "You are a top student in the film school, you should be too unreasonable."

Tan Zhen lowered his head and smiled: "Aren't you the same, why don't you read it?"

Sheng Ye thought about it, but he didn't know why, maybe it was because some clips were too familiar, so he was not interested, or maybe it was because three hours was too long, who has the American time to sit in front of the computer and watch for so long love movie.

But now they have, that reason for sticking around for three hours.

He laughed: "Then do you think we will fall asleep together this time?"

As a result, none of them fell asleep, and they were moved by the hot love in the cold Atlantic.Sheng Ye never thought that one day he would be conquered by such a romantic movie.Those stalks that turned into jokes turned out to be so romantic.

"Sleepless in Seattle" is also very romantic, a commonplace romance.

He doesn't usually watch romance movies very much, and he doesn't know why he prefers them now. Watching them with Tan Zhen, he understands romance and lingering, and even the soundtrack of the movie sounds so exciting.

Tan Zhen gave him an unparalleled experience in romance films, and he is no longer an idiot who doesn't know anything about romance films.

He understands that the sea is dry and the stone is rotten, and the sea is changing, and my heart is eternal.

He looked at the people beside him. At the moment they were sitting in the private theater on the lower floor, the lights were dim, and the light and shadow in the movie were projected on Tan Zhen's face. The sculpture-like tranquility and gentleness captured him again, just like At first sight.

At this time, Sheng Ye heard the lingering theme song.

When If Fall in Love

It will be forever

Or I'll never fall in love

……

When I give my heart

It will be completely

Or I'll never give my heart

The day at Toyama Mountain Villa is coming to an end, he is in this warm corner of the basement, blowing the wind on the roof of the Empire State Building at night, this night they are with Tom Hanks, with Meg Ryan, In New York in 1993, under endless starlight.

Tan Zhen turned his head, looked at him, and raised his hand to wipe his cheek.

That hand seemed to trigger the mechanism of tears instead, Sheng Ye felt that his eyes blurred in an instant, and felt that Tan Zhen kept wiping away his tears, over and over again.

His tears wet one of Tan Zhen's hands, but Tan Zhen laughed, and then sat up with a "squeak" sound. Sheng Ye felt that Tan Zhen's turned face blocked the light of the screen, and everything fell into darkness. He closed his eyes, feeling Tan Zhen kissing the tears on his cheek and mouth.

Once I love, it's forever.

Once I surrender my sincerity, I hold nothing back.

How to say goodbye to such a person, such a relationship?

I have done everything I can.

Let me turn back into that idiot who doesn't know anything about love.