perfect out of control

Tan Zhen didn't reply to Xia Qian, and he didn't know what she meant by these two messages. He always emphasized that "you don't have to do this".

He knew that Xia Qian didn't do it on purpose, she was just stubborn.If it were him, if there were friends around him who loved him but couldn't, he couldn't help but want to help them.

People always want to make up for their regrets on others.

It was already eleven o'clock when he came out of the theater in the basement, and his eyes improved a little. He read the script on the sofa for a while, but it was difficult to concentrate. god.He took off his glasses and wanted to close his eyes and rest for a while, but fell asleep on the sofa at some point, with the French windows on the terrace still open, and the chill grew stronger as the night deepened, and he was woken up by a cool breeze at midnight.

He didn't have the strength to sit up, his body was stiff and sore, so he rested his head on the armrest of the sofa and reached for the phone that was pressed under him. He wanted to check the time, but when he turned on the phone, he froze.

On the WeChat list, Jackson's profile picture appeared in the first row, with a red dot in the upper right corner.

About half an hour ago, Sheng Ye suddenly left him two sentences——

Jackson: Brother Tan Zhen, where are you?

Jackson: Are you in Lantian County or Langxing?

Tan Zhen woke up after staring at it for two seconds, sat up with a rustle, and typed quickly reflexively: I am in Toyama.

After typing these four words, he stopped in time and almost pressed send.

He closed his dry eyes, pressed the delete key for a long time, cleared the dialog box, and re-entered a sentence: What's the matter?I'm in Langxing apartment.

After replying to the message, he turned off the Do Not Disturb mode, put the phone on the coffee table, gathered his coat, and sat facing the phone.It was already one o'clock in the morning, and he couldn't figure out why Sheng Ye contacted him suddenly in the middle of the night, maybe asking about something related to the shock wave?or...

I thought it was so late, and Sheng Ye wouldn't reply for a while, but I didn't expect that WeChat rang immediately.

Tan Zhen picked up the phone and saw the sentence from Shengye: Then wait for me, I'll come right over!

He thought he had read it wrong, what does "come right away" mean?Why do you want to come here now?

The surroundings of the villa were completely silent, but the rumble in his heart grew louder because of these four words. He was stunned for a long time before he remembered that it was so late. Could it be something urgent, so he frowned and typed: What's wrong?Did something happen?

He held the phone in his hand and waited for a long time, but Sheng Ye didn't reply.

He thought for a while, and then clicked on the voice: "You..." He didn't know how to explain his ridiculous lie at the beginning, but he thought that Shengye might really be going to Langxing's apartment, so he said, " You don't want to come to Langxing, I'm not here," he confessed in a tone almost out of strength, "I'm in Fushan."

Forget it, let him know that I am deceiving myself.

However, 10 minutes have passed since this voice was sent out, and Sheng Ye still has not replied.He didn't know whether Shengye came to Fushan, or he didn't receive his reply, he had already gone to Langxing apartment, sat on the sofa for a while, thinking of Shengye's feet, he still couldn't sit still, took the car keys and got up , sent another one: "Don't drive," she thought for a while, "I'll drive over to find you."

After sending the voice, he still held the phone and stared at the WeChat page.

back to me.

However, there was still no news.

***

At a quarter past one in the morning, Tan Zhen drove the black Mercedes-Benz G down the mountain and headed towards Langxing apartment.

While waiting for the red light on the road, he sent another voice message to Sheng Ye: "I'm coming, just call me back if you see it."

The car got on the bridge, but there was still no reply. Tan Zhen became more and more impatient, and the speed of the car on the bridge suddenly reached [-]. The scenery on the bridge has never retreated so fast in his memory.The fastest time he ever drove on this sea-crossing bridge was the night when he was preparing to confess.

It turns out that when I can't hold my breath, I will drive fast.

He left a few more voice messages:

"What's wrong with you? Why didn't you call me back?"

"If you've arrived at Langxing's apartment, wait for me, I'm almost there."

"If you see it, return it to me, you are like this..."

The phrase "I'm really worried" stuck in his throat after all.

At the intersection after getting off the bridge, the red light stopped him again. He stared at the red numbers counting down from second to second, pressed the steering wheel with both hands, and pressed his lips anxiously. good taste.

The countdown seemed endless, and Tan Zhen opened WeChat again: "Sheng Ye, where are you? I've already got off the bridge." The red light finally turned green, and he stepped on the accelerator urgently, "Can you answer me?"

At 01:30 in the morning, the big black Mercedes-Benz G was galloping along the deserted Binhai Road. At a certain moment, Tan Zhen suddenly remembered that he could still make a phone call. How could he be so stupid?

Holding the steering wheel with one hand, he quickly flipped to Shengye's cell phone number with the other and dialed it.

With the mobile phone close to his ear, he steered the steering wheel with his left hand and turned around a curve. The beep signal sounded off with a "click", and then there was a notification sound that "the other user has turned off the phone".

...Is the phone dead?

The shutdown prompt sound finally calmed his anxiety, put down the phone, he heard himself take a deep breath of relief, felt the cold sweat dripping down his back, and turned up the heating again.

When he was about to arrive at Langxing's apartment, the WeChat notification tone finally rang, and Tan Zhen immediately picked up his phone and clicked on the voice.

"Brother Tan Zhen, my phone is out of battery. I just recharged it and saw your message!" On the other end of the phone, Sheng Ye's voice trembled slightly, and he spoke urgently and quickly, "I didn't drive by myself. It’s rented out! I’m already downstairs in Langxing’s apartment..."

In front of the windshield, the arrows on the road were receding at high speed. Tan Zhen's attention was still on the voice. He didn't hear Sheng Ye cut off the voice, but he could still hear the sound of heavy breathing. After a few seconds, or In ten seconds, he heard Sheng Ye say:

"Brother Tan Zhen, I'm not going anywhere, I'll just wait for you here, don't drive too fast."

Tan Zhen glanced at the dashboard subconsciously. The speed of the car was more than 90, approaching [-].Before passing the speed measuring section ahead, he slowed down the car in time.

At the end of the road, the tall building of Langxing Apartment can already be seen. Tan Zhen doesn't know how to describe the feeling his body gives him at this moment, and he doesn't know why he rushed to such a date.

His body seemed to be electrified, his back was cold, and his chest was hot.

The light from the headlights gradually illuminated the scenery on the side of the road. When the light hit the thin figure wrapped in a large sweater in the cold wind and leaning on a cane, his breathing quickened.

It seemed that Kong Xinghe was standing there, which made his nose sour.

That's not Kong Xinghe, but the only person in this world who can make him breathe faster, get electrified all over his body, and feel pain in his heart.

The black off-road vehicle stopped slowly, and it stopped at a place where Sheng Ye could reach the door. He didn't even need to move a step to open the door.The moment the car door opened, Tan Zhen quickly unbuckled his seat belt, and reached out to help him lift his crutches in and put them in the back row. He wanted to remind Sheng Ye to be careful, and said to stand still and wait for me to get off, but there was nothing in time. Said, was hugged.

Sheng Ye directly stepped up with his injured right foot. The chassis of the off-road vehicle is so high, and the Achilles tendon strain is still in the acute stage. Tan Zhen's heart felt like he was hit, because of the clumsiness and bravery of this action.

"Sister Xia Qian told me all about it!" Sheng Ye hugged him, "I'm sorry! I don't know anything..."

Tan Zhen was stunned when he heard that, one second he was terrified of being exposed, and the next second he seemed to be pulled up from a deep place.He raised his arms and hugged the person in his arms, he didn't want to pursue anything anymore, when Sheng Ye hugged him like this, he couldn't let go of his hands at all.

"Why don't you tell me? You tell me, brother Tan Zhen! I can! I really can, as long as you tell me, even if everyone around you doesn't like me or accept me, I will It doesn't matter! How can they compare with you?!"

Tan Zhen couldn't say anything, his heart ached and he had nothing to repay, but how could it be okay?

"Brother Tan Zhen, every day after we separated from you, I have a bad life. I am not happy at all! I understand now, I understand everything," Sheng Ye said, choked up, and lowered his voice, like A coquettish little animal, said, "Let's go back."

"Shengye..."

"Stop talking, it's useless to say anything."

This sentence is not shocking, but it is full of amazing sense of belief like the line they said when they entered a certain role wholeheartedly in the acting class of CTR Film Academy for the first time.As soon as Tan Zhen closed his eyes, he felt his face was covered with water, and his mouth tasted endless salty taste.Everything he didn't want Sheng Ye to know, now Sheng Ye knows everything. After knowing all this and being hurt, he will continue to love him...

"Are you okay?" Sheng Ye asked him.

It seems that a well-meaning fisherman is asking the drowning person he salvaged, "Are you okay?"Tan Zhen's throat rolled, and after a long time, he asked hoarsely, "Aren't your feet hurting?"

"……A little."

Tan Zhen said, "Don't do this again." He put his right hand on the back of Shengye's neck, and wrapped his other arm around his waist, and realized that this was such a possessive gesture that he couldn't do it anymore. let go.

"What's the matter?" Sheng Ye asked softly.

Tan Zhen raised his hand to tuck the open neckline of Shengye's sweater, wrapping his bare neck and the thin pendant chain on the back of his neck: "Don't wear such thin clothes, don't torment yourself like this when your feet hurt, don't forget your phone Charge……"

"Okay." Sheng Ye leaned his head on his shoulder and did not move. "Let me hug you like this for a while," he said, "I've been waiting for a long time, it's too cold outside."

Tan Zhen remained motionless and let him lean on him. After a long time, he whispered, "Sheng Ye, if one day you regret it..."

"Brother Tan Zhen, I don't know if I will regret it in the future, but if I don't come to you now, I will definitely regret it in the future. So let's not think about the future." Shengye let go of him and said, "Let's go back to Fushan Villa .”