a certain Zheng Kexin

A week before October [-]st, Xiao Xu called and asked Zheng Kexin to meet at KFC - as a senior, she left high school earlier than Zheng Kexin, and successfully became a college student who leisurely and focused on spreading hatred.

Zheng Kexin asked her why she came back at this time, Xiao Xu said shamelessly: "There are so many people in October, so I gave myself an early vacation."

When they were young, the two of them played together and were only concerned with drawing ducks on the wall. They didn’t do any meaningful things. In addition to family reasons, when Zheng Kexin was lively, Xiao Xu was always silent. Xiao Xu’s condition improved a little. It has become the virtue of talking less and avoiding others.

The two have known each other for so many years, and they have become the most unfamiliar acquaintances.

Then Xiao Xu moved with his mother, and the only contact with each other was the phone. Neither of them was keen on maintaining interpersonal relationships, and they knew little about each other's situation.

On the contrary, it was after Xiao Xu left Lincheng to go to college that Xiao Xu learned design, and when he went to college, he took out the extroversion that he couldn't use when he was a child, and his network of contacts grew stronger and stronger. Earn extra money.

Ning Zhi, a little money fan, heard by accident that he spent a whole winter vacation lighting up a lot of skills by taking pictures of cats and tigers, and followed Xiao Xu's buttocks to start private work in his spare time.

Zheng Kexin is also idle when she is idle. Apart from doing homework, she has nothing else to do to pass the time. She doesn't play games or chase celebrities, and she is even less lazy about demagogic things like puppy love. She is really poor and only has time left.

Gradually, if Xiao Xu was too busy with work, he would notify Zheng Kexin, and every time he came back, he would ask Zheng Kexin to come out to meet him, always at KFC, always eating French fries and dipping ice cream, no matter what the season was.

Xu Niannian said that he was going to eat Coca-Cola Chicken Wings tonight, Zheng Kexin was thinking about it, so he only ordered a glass of juice.

Xiao Xu sat down by the window as usual, and heard Zheng Kexin ask: "Is it delicious?"

"French fries dipped in ice cream." Zheng Kexin pointed, "I always see you eating like this. Is it delicious?"

"It's not like you don't know that I've been eating like this since I was a child." Xiao Xu picked up a French fries dipped in ice cream and handed it to her, "You haven't asked me for so many years, why are you curious today?"

Zheng Kexin swallowed the french fries. As she expected, the french fries tasted like french fries, and the ice cream tasted like ice cream. The flavors didn't blend at all.

Before when Xu Niannian was frying French fries at home, she mentioned that she had a friend who had to eat French fries with ice cream. Xu Niannian was very serious about eating this matter, and she had an attitude of researching the subject. What magical formula did she hear? I wanted to try it, but unfortunately there was no ice cream at home, so I put it on hold.

When I saw Xiao Xu's standard equipment today, Zheng Kexin suddenly remembered.

Although Zheng Kexin didn't think so, Xiao Xu was a few years older after all, and she had already left Lincheng as an early adult. She didn't say anything, but thought of herself as a sister in her heart. What, asked with a smirk: "I'm in love."

Zheng Kexin was startled, the doubts in his eyes were self-evident, and he didn't know the source of Xiao Xu's conclusion at all.

"Ningzhi told me that the boy who chased you in junior high school is back."

Zheng Kexin swallowed a whole piece of ice in front of Xiao Xu, coughing like hell, struggling on the verge of life and death when she heard Xiao Xu slowly add another sentence.

"This kid is persistent enough."

Zheng Kexin rolled her eyes at her, and suddenly thought that all the notebooks she used to preview her homework were Xiao Xu's notebooks. , but with excellent imagination, he once regarded Xiao Xu as a rival in love.

As soon as Qi Yao was mentioned, Xiao Xu knew that he had guessed wrong, but it was rare to see Zheng Kexin like this, who didn't stop the car, and made fun of him: "That kid is also very funny, stupid, and he treats me like a fool." As for the rival in love, don't you remember?"

Qi Yao had a wide network of contacts, and Lin Cheng was not big at first, so he couldn't ask Zheng Kexin anything, so he aggressively found Xiao Xu's mistress, as if he was catching the traitor.

"Remember." Zheng Kexin gave her an angry look and calmed down, "You said you like men, which scared him into thinking you were gay."

Xiao Xu seemed satisfied and nostalgic for the glory days of the past. Not only was he not angry, but he also found it quite amusing. The vicious senior sister couldn't hold back her face at all, and asked Zheng Kexin like a child: "It's not him, so who are you talking to?" In love."

Zheng Kexin was furious, biting the ice cube in his mouth: "Do I look idle?"

Xiao Xu's attitude was not sincere at all: "Busy, yes, yes, the third year of high school is busy, but it's not that you can't take a break from your busy schedule."

Zheng Kexin: "..."

Xiao Xu: "Let me tell you, there are statistics showing that the probability of a person marrying one's high school classmate is as high as 70.00%. You should also take a look in class when you find time. If you meet someone you like, don't let it go. Don't wait for college, college is even more important." It's ugly, and it's either a boys' school or a girls' school, the probability of a yin and yang school is too low, and the ratio of male to female is never balanced..."

It is very common for outsiders to look down from various heights, point fingers at other people’s affairs, and make all kinds of remarks that are not painful or itchy or backache. Perhaps only those who have struggled in the same predicament can truly understand each other's difficulties.

Just like when Zheng Kexin demolished and moved in junior high school, Sheng Yunming sat at the door of his new house all day and scolded Zheng Kexin's parents with his neighbors.

If Zheng Kexin said "I hate her", outsiders would definitely take a deep breath and insult her, how can this child talk, that's your grandma—how can you hate your grandma.

Only Xiao Xu would tell her, stay away if you hate it, out of sight and out of mind.

So Zheng Kexin can't be regarded as cheerful, but that little friendship made her willing to talk to Xiao Xu. Xiao Xu must have always remembered that in junior high school, he said that he would spend his whole life alone. Suddenly worried.

Zheng Kexin asked her seriously: "Is this year your birth year?"

"no."

"You're not even 24, what are you pretending to be." Zheng Ke choked on her, "Also, you made up the number 70.00% again."

Xiao Xu coughed: "I'm talking nonsense about the data, but the yin and yang imbalance in our school is true. After class, we stopped at the intersection and saw that there were all girls in the past. You can tell by the popular lipstick numbers this year."

Zheng Kexin, a minor who is in the stage of puppy love is looking for death, can't understand Xiao Xu's pain at all, and equates the direct girl with Xu Niannian in his heart, completely ignoring the two gods of war, An Ji and Ning Zhi, thinking how pure the girl is, He said casually, "That's not very good."

"Ah." Xiao Xu sighed for a long time. Ever since she learned design, she always wanted to marry herself before she became bald, so she attached great importance to dating.

"The quality of the products in the seller's market formed by the supply is less than the demand is absolutely not extravagant. That's fine. They still have internal consumption. There are only five people in our class who are in a relationship, and one of them is a boy."

Zheng Kexin was stunned: "Two...boys?"

Xiao Xu said casually, "That's right, there are quite a lot of homosexuals in our school."

Lincheng is a place that is not small but certainly not big. If you talk about homosexuality to the elders, they may not be able to understand what it means at first.

The same is the same, sex is sex, love is love, they are ordinary words when taken apart, but the words that can be put together seem to live in the dictionary, wandering outside the forest city.

Even at the beginning of junior high school, more than half of the girls in the class are keen on stories about boys and boys. Several female class representatives in the class spontaneously formed an alliance to drive the whole class to scream all day long. Zheng Kexin has also seen the wildly circulated novel comics.

Once in a geography class, she also received a form made by the representative of the history class for all the boys in the class. After Qiao Yuan's name, there were four eye-catching characters - "Gong Shou Unknown".

Even so.

But when Xiao Xu suddenly heard something about the outside world, it still felt unreal, as if Ultraman was really fighting monsters in this world.

"Doesn't the teacher care?" Zheng Kexin asked subconsciously, and it was only after asking that he realized that he was not underage.

Xiao Xuhui misunderstood: "Whatever it is, stay with whomever you like, it's none of other people's business."

The two chatted a few more things about their studies. Since they were in the third year of high school, Xiao Xu refused Zheng Kexin to earn extra money in his spare time. There is no useless time in the third year of high school, and now he can use the free time to earn 100 yuan. Make good use of it. Can earn countless 100 yuan.

Scattered time, right? Scattered time to memorize vocabulary, can you get full marks by filling in the blanks?

Su Yingyu called to ask Zheng Kexin to go home. Before leaving, Zheng Kexin suddenly asked: "Back then, what was your mother's decision to divorce?"

Zheng Kexin has always been curious about this matter, but she has never asked about it. She knows in her heart that this is a sensitive topic, and at the same time, she also understands that it is no longer the case.

Xiao Xu smiled indifferently: "Because my dad ran away from home suddenly one day, and the whole family searched for him for a whole night, from the suburbs to the city, but they didn't find anyone at dawn. In the end, he was hungry at noon and came back by himself. .”

Xiao Xu was dazzled by the sun, and blocked it with his hand. Zheng Kexin suddenly thought that a long time ago, when Xiao Xu's mother was not at home, the man suddenly went crazy and smashed Xiao Xu's desk. At the door of her own house, she cried and crawled into Sheng Yunming's arms.

Crying and shouting: "Mother-in-law, save me, I'm afraid."

It's all over, and now she doesn't have to be afraid anymore.

"It's just a small thing." Xiao Xu waved his hand to hailed the car, and smiled brightly at Zheng Kexin, "It's kind of weird when you think about it now, maybe this is what people often say, the last straw that broke the camel's back .”

After Xiao Xu left, Zheng Kexin spent some effort and walked home along the path.

On the way, I met a flower shop, ran to buy a bouquet of carnations, met the mung bean cake shop recommended by Xu Niannian, and went to bring a bag of mung bean cakes. When I walked to the door, I suddenly remembered that the table at home was missing a tablecloth, so I turned back and measured it as before. Good size picked a tablecloth.

Light yellow, with a small lace on it. Su Yingyu is such a big person, and she still has a pink girly heart. She likes to buy everything with a little lace.

Zheng Kexin smiled subconsciously, and then the warm smile turned a little cold.

Her mudflat-like home, regardless of day and night, is always pretending to be crying and howling. A moment of purity is obtained by kneeling to gods and praying to Buddha. Sleeping is a luxury, which is really not "good".

Sitting in it, she felt uncomfortable panting for breath, but her mother was still able to smile like a Bodhisattva in front of her every month, she still liked flowers, she still loved cooking, and she still looked like a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl.

Xiao Xu's mother was depressed and helpless, waiting for the last grass, but her mother was full of optimism, and didn't take anything seriously, as if she was born with full happiness.

"That's pretty good." Zheng Kexin thought compromisingly, "No matter what, it's a good thing to be able to feel happiness. People can taste the sweetness in their mouths. Only when they have something they can't let go of can they be called alive."

When Zheng Kexin arrived home, the sun was just right. At this time, Su Yingyu was usually taking a nap. Zheng Kexin didn't disturb her, and took out the key to open the house while listening to the music that vibrated in the earphones, and when she opened the door, she saw Su Yingyu sitting at the dining table, embroidering cross-stitch .

Su Yingyu wore her hair in a bun, turned her head sideways, spread a small piece of sunlight on her knees, and had a gentleness that Zheng Kexin would never learn.

"Mom!" Zheng Kexin mobilized all the lively elements in his body and shouted in a lively tone, holding up a large bouquet of flowers in his hand.

Su Yingyu turned her head, her eyes lit up immediately, she rubbed her hands, happily took it, and then awkwardly put away her favorites: "Why do you still buy flowers, save some flowers for your money, what's the point of buying this?" Use, waste of money."

"Don't worry, it's enough." Zheng Kexin saw her smile, and the smile on her face eased as if she had found a main road. The corners of her mouth moved again, and the smile was sincere, "Why didn't you sleep?"

Su Yingyu looked at the bouquet of precious flowers over and over again: "It's not that you said that I didn't sleep when I came back in the afternoon. Let me see——Is it... Is it fat?"

Zheng Kexin took a deep breath, a little speechless, finally spit it out slowly, nodded and had to admit: "It's a great meal."

Sheng Yunming fell asleep, Zheng Shupei was having a meeting at the company, Zheng Kexin was sure there was no risk, took off his earphones, put his phone on the coffee table, helped arrange the flowers, tidied up the dining table and spread the tablecloth.

After tidying up everything, Su Yingyu put the vase in front of her nose, and sat down contentedly like a child who hid candy under her pillow while sleeping.

Zheng Kexin laughed, and sitting with her, suddenly performed a magic trick, and took out a bag of mung bean cakes from his bag.

Su Yingyu said "ah" for the third time, happily took it, and heard Zheng Kexin ask: "Mom, what do you think about homosexuality?"

The author has something to say: I just said that there are four hours between twelve o'clock and three o'clock.

I:?

Xiaodao: "Ah! I'm so stupid!"

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