a certain Zheng Kexin

The big guy was taken aback, An Ji reacted, and asked her: "I know what it is to donate blood, what should I do to donate bone marrow, and where to donate? Should I go to the city?"

"No, I checked. Traditional Chinese medicine hospitals are fine, and there are blood stations." Zheng Kexin said, "Take a small tube of blood to keep a blood sample, and then fill out the registration form. If a patient with bone marrow matching is detected in the future, the bone marrow bank will connect."

Zheng Kexin's seat was far away. Xu Niannian helped her pick up some bacon and bamboo shoots and handed her the bowl: "When are you going? I'll go with you and cook something delicious for you when I get home."

"Go on Friday." Qiao Yuan said, "I'll go too, as a companion."

Ning Zhi: "Then I will go too."

"Pull it down, not underage." After saying this, Qiao Yuan suddenly felt an adult's superiority, and shouted at Ning Zhi cheaply, "Kid be honest."

Then Ning Zhi kicked her on the calf, the two of them got into a fight, and the table shook.

An Ji held onto the table, there was nothing he could do about them, he could only give them a blank stare: "Ningzhi and I have birthdays in March, we will go after our birthdays."

Xu Niannian: "My birthday is in January, so I will go there in two weeks."

"Huh?" Zheng Kexin glanced at her, "Didn't you go home this weekend?"

"No one cares about me when I go home." Xu Niannian has long been used to the busyness of her parents, and obeyed the family's arrangement without complaint, "My mother said that she found a tutor for me, and it ended a year ago. This morning she Just call me and tell me, I forgot to tell you."

Wen Yu waited until he had finished expressing his position to everyone before speaking, and said a little embarrassedly: "Then I can only wait until after I go to college. I go to school early, and I am only eighteen when I go to college."

Ning Zhi reacted quickly: "Oh? Call me sister."

Qiao Yuan is not too annoying: "Call me Dad!"

The school was closed for disinfection on Friday, and the homework for the winter vacation was arranged. School ended early at [-]:[-] pm. Qi Yao took the last bag of things when he left. Others’ desks were piled up with papers in a mess, only his desk was clean, like It's like no one has ever sat.

Zheng Kexin watched him go out, and finally didn't know what to say.

Wen Yu had something to do, so he went home first. Ning Zhi and An Ji had never seen bone marrow donation before, so they thought it was fresh and insisted on going. Qiao Yuan was very reluctant about this, so he nagged all the way, and quietly pulled An Ji at the hospital gate and said: "Can you pull Ning Zhi and wait outside."

An Ji: "Why?"

Qiao Yuan buzzed like a mosquito: "I'm dizzy from needles."

An Ji was entrusted by Qiao Yuan to take Ning Zhi away. As Qiao Yuan expected, when he came out with a pale face leaning on the wall, An Ji had already explained everything. Slowed down, he failed to react as usual, his face turned pale and his mouth closed, looking pitiful.

Ning Zhi pushed him, and then supported him: "What are you trying to do, just talk if you can't."

An Ji imitated Qiao Yuan's usual tone: "Men can't say no."

Then he was stared at by Qiao Yuan weakly.

It was still early, and a few people didn't want to go home. An Ji suggested to visit Zheng Kexin and Xu Niannian's rental house. They haven't visited Zheng Kexin's house since they moved.

Zheng Kexin objected to this, thinking that you open your mouths so much, Qiao Yuan will be one to two, and you just open your mouth and don't work, because you want to exhaust someone, but she is not ashamed to refuse, and she glared at Ning Zhi who was making a fuss with resentment .

Ning Zhi was baffled, before she opened her mouth Xu Niannian had already agreed on behalf of the two of them, but there was one thing, the small rice cooker at home could only cook rice for two people at a time, and suggested that everyone go to the hospital cafeteria to buy a few bowls of rice for home.

A group of people walked to the cafeteria downstairs in a mighty way, Qiao Yuan recovered after resting for a while, and started to disagree with Ning Zhi again.

While they were making noise, the food buying team suddenly bumped into Su Yingyu, who was carrying a lunch box, at the corner.

Zheng Kexin was stunned: "Mom?"

At this time, nearly fifty days have passed since Zheng Kexin came to the hospital last time. Sheng Yunming just fell and got a bruise on his leg, but he didn't hurt his muscles or bones. As for staying in the hospital for such a long time?

Zheng Kexin thought she had already been discharged from the hospital.

What other disease is that?Or is there another reason?

Sheng Yunming's mind is confused, but her body is strong. She only has some leg and foot problems that old people have. She feels that she is sick all over her body. She spends a lot of time tossing the whole family to accompany her to the hospital for checkups in the middle of the night. Every time it is a false alarm, every time she deliberately finds fault , It's been a long time, even the night shift nurses know their family.

Zheng Kexin couldn't think of the reason why her mother was in the hospital, and asked, "Mom, why are you here?"

"It's sweet, Mom... Mom was thinking about telling you when you're on vacation." Su Yingyu walked up to her in panic and took her hand. She couldn't continue talking when she got to this point. Her hand shook, and Zheng Kexin became nervous. stand up.

"What's the matter?" She suddenly had an ominous premonition in her heart. Could it be that Sheng Yun will be old next year, and when her life expectancy is up, there will be many old people at this age who will suddenly fall down. Is it... Sheng Yunming is going to die?

The group of people behind were all frightened, exchanged glances with each other, and stood still without making a sound.

Zheng Kexin asked with difficulty: "Is it my grandma?"

She had fantasized about Sheng Yunming's death countless times, and sometimes when she got angry, she thought about rushing into the kitchen and killing her with a kitchen knife, but now that she really faced this death, she only had one thought in her mind - my grandma was leaving.

Her grandma left when her father was a child, her grandfather died when she was in elementary school, and her grandfather died when she was in middle school. They all said that they were relatives from generation to generation. Among the four old people who loved her, only Sheng Yunming was left. Now Sheng Yunming is leaving too. up.

"It's okay." Zheng Kexin blinked, and pressed Su Yingyu's trembling hand firmly, "The old man is getting old, so..."

Su Yingyu's eyes were red, she shook her head fiercely, and said after shaking for a while, "Your grandma is fine, it's your father..."

There was a burst of crying from the family members in the distance, the man covered in blood was put on the cart, the cart was moved and there was a sharp rubbing sound, the noisy sound was amplified by the corridor, Zheng Kexin looked towards the far end of the corridor, There is a sense of unreality in watching movies.

The words of Su Yingyu nearby also made people feel untrue. Su Yingyu said that one night Sheng Yunming was not feeling well and wanted to go to the hospital. Sitting in the back row, all right, just scared, but Zheng Shupei was seriously injured.

Zheng Kexin listened to everything verbatim, but she just couldn't understand what it meant. She looked at Su Yingyu blankly, her brain, which had been stimulated by the death of her uncle's family, refused to accept any information.

After a while, when Xu Niannian stepped forward to hold her hand, she realized what happened as if she suddenly woke up: "My dad... what happened to my dad, no, no, which ward my dad is in, what ward are you talking about?" ah!"

Zheng Kexin rushed all the way to the door of the ward, did not dare to go in, first glanced in through the small glass window, and saw Zheng Shupei was sleeping on the bed covered with a quilt, and then slowly relieved.

After Su Yingyu mentioned the ward, Zheng Kexin ran all the way over, and before she had time to listen to the rest of Su Yingyu's words, she made a "worst plan" in her heart in just half a minute, scaring herself out of breath. At this moment, there is a kind of panic and happiness for the rest of my life.

Zheng Kexin trembled for a while, then stretched out her hand to hug Xu Niannian who was beside her.

Xu Niannian knew what she was thinking, and could feel her fear and helplessness, so he patted her on the shoulder to coax her: "It's okay, it's okay."

Zheng Shupei was still asleep, Zheng Kexin walked in lightly, stood beside the bed and looked at him quietly.

Her father is no longer young, his hair is a little gray, and there are more wrinkles. He has not lost any obvious weight during this period, and the flesh on his cheeks is deeply sunken, revealing his distinct cheekbones.

Her father has had a hard time these years. Sheng Yun often complained that he was sick at night, and Zheng Shupei could only sleep for two or three hours. No one's body was made of iron, he was really tired.

Zheng Kexin picked up an orange from the table and peeled it slowly, then carefully stretched the quilt. She pulled it, and the raised quilt suddenly collapsed.

He wanted to sit up, but he braced himself twice, and the movement was difficult and he couldn't exert his strength.

The orange in Zheng Kexin's hand rolled to the ground. She also looked at the outline outlined by the quilt in panic. Under the quilt, there seemed to be only one leg.

"Dad." She asked in a trembling voice, "what's wrong with your leg."

Just now Su Yingyu was hesitating, Zheng Kexin turned her head and ran upstairs when she heard half of what she said, except for Qiao Yuan who stayed where she was to take care of Su Yingyu, everyone else followed immediately, and Zheng Shupei was still asleep, it's not appropriate for several people to go in and visit at this time, I had to sit in a row on the chairs at the door.

Ning Zhi and An Ji were discussing whether to go downstairs to buy some water, but before they finished speaking, they saw Zheng Kexin knocked open the door with red eyes, and ran upstairs without stopping.

"What's the situation?" Ning Zhi and An Ji were stunned for a moment, and Xu Niannian had already quickly chased after him.

The three of them avoided the crowd in the corridor, and chased Zheng Kexin all the way up the stairs. Zheng Kexin ran forward like crazy. She didn't know where she was going, and she didn't have time to think about anything. At this moment, there was only one thing in her heart. idea.

Kill Sheng Yunming.

To kill Sheng Yunming.

She wanted to kill Sheng Yunming.

The three of them ran out of breath, chased her up to the top floor and then down the ground floor, and finally blocked her in the lobby on the first floor. The college entrance examination does not take physical education, and all physical education classes have become homework classes. Sheng's fragile body couldn't stand the toss, An Ji coughed violently, Ning Zhi and Xu Niannian were too tired to stand up straight.

Surrounded by everyone, Zheng Kexin was full of anger, his eyes couldn't focus, and his eyes fell on the floor in the distance with anger and confusion. Xu Niannian stepped forward to hug her gently, and carefully pulled her hand: " What happened to uncle?"

Zheng Kexin trembled all over, gritted his teeth and was speechless.

She suddenly understood her mother's silence.

People who are overwhelmed by suffering can't breathe, and people can do it, probably only by being silent.

At this time, Qiao Yuan, the only one who heard Su Yingyu finish speaking, called, and Ning Zhi picked it up, then his expression changed, and he looked at Zheng Kexin in a panic.

An Ji was taken aback by her eyes: "What's wrong?"

When Su Yingyu appeared in the hall with Qiao Yuan's help, Zheng Kexin suddenly realized that her father was old, and her mother was also old. There were already white hairs on the edge of Su Yingyu's bun, and such an obvious strand made one's nose sour. .

No one will spare the years.

Zheng Kexin let go of Xu Niannian and rushed forward, questioning her viciously, her gums shaking with anger: "Where is Sheng Yunming!"

Su Yingyu didn't speak.

Zheng Kexin shouted: "I'm asking you about Sheng Yunming!"

An Ji and Ning Zhi, who had already understood the situation, rushed up to hold her, while Xu Niannian held Zheng Kexin's hand beside her, and Zheng Kexin pinched her back in pain.

Xu Niannian could clearly see that Zheng Kexin looked like he wanted to kill someone.

Su Yingyu's eyes were red, and she suddenly slapped her hard, and raised her voice with difficulty: "That's your grandma!"

Zheng Kexin was staggered by the slap, and even Ning Zhi and An Ji were stunned. Qiao Yuan rushed forward and pulled Su Yingyu away a little, blocking them in front of them like a meat shield.

For most of her life, Su Yingyu has always seen people with a smiling face. She is a merciful Bodhisattva in this world. She has not learned to be ruthless, nor has she learned to make up her mind. If there is any problem, she relies on her parents, brothers and sisters, and her husband to support her.I couldn't make up my mind about the two pots of flowers I liked, and I liked both of them, so I had to call Zheng Kexin to ask Zheng Kexin. In the end, I was still like a child, and I couldn't bear to let go of the two pots, so I took them all home.

However, at this moment, for the first time in her life, she raised her hand and slapped her daughter.

However, at this moment, she had to stand up to the chaotic situation and act like a mother.

"Niannian." Su Yingyu wiped her face, swallowed the vague cry, her voice was cold and quiet, "Auntie, please do something, you take Kexin back, ah, help Auntie look after her these two days , don't let her run around, and don't come to the hospital, Auntie please."

Zheng Kexin was dumbfounded by the sudden slap, and she was at the mercy of others like a marionette. It wasn't until she pushed open the door of the small rental house that the overwhelming anger in her heart suddenly stimulated her nerves, and she rushed without saying a word. Back in the room, he slammed the door and locked it.

She didn't have the strength to go to bed, nor did she have the strength to turn on the light. She closed the door and sat on the floor directly. Her helplessness and anger were like a bottomless sea. Zheng Kexin was submerged in the sea and almost suffocated. , slowly hugging his knees.

She bent her neck at ninety degrees, and rested her heavy head on the bed.She's always been tired, for years, from lack of sleep or mental torment, but she's never felt so tired.

It's like, once a person closes his eyes, he will never open them again.

Xu Niannian hesitantly knocked on the door a few times, as if worried about her, but also afraid of disturbing her to rest, she struck very lightly, with a rustling voice, Zheng Kexin even felt that she was dreaming.

The knock on the door was my dream, and the car accident was also my dream.

She had no strength at all, her bent head seemed to have been dismantled, and her body had been split into two objects.

A blanket was spread beside the bed, which was only half a meter long and wide. She was 165 tall, and half of her legs would stick to the ground when they were stretched out.

Both her and dad have the warm area of ​​the thigh, and the cold area of ​​the calf is gone.

She remembered the school-wide safety lectures she had seen at school when she was a child. The one she remembered most was a little boy without legs, neither legs nor thighs. The family gave him a ball for his lower limbs.

Because Zheng Shupei was the door-to-door son-in-law, Sheng Yunming poked the spine for more than ten years. Sheng Yunming talked about the dowry, the dowry, and the job that her husband helped Zheng Shupei find in the beginning.

At first, one person was scolded, and then Zheng Kexin's grandmother was added to the scolded members, and later, Zheng Shupei took on the title of "thief".

A mouth with thin skin and tender flesh can spit out a knife that pierces flesh and blood.

A person's dignity is being worn away bit by bit.

Now, his legs are also worn out.

She silently told herself that her father lost a leg.

She silently asked herself what to do in the days to come.

She remembered that when her parents first got married, they ran to ride a horse on the grassland. Xiao Zheng Kexin saw it when she was looking at old photos, and insisted on wanting to ride a horse.

Zheng Shupei lifted her on his back, used her as a big horse, and said to her: "Dad taught you, you said get ready, drive! Dad will go forward, okay?"

Xiao Zheng Kexin is still not satisfied: "But I still want to ride a real horse"

Zheng Shupei hooked up with her: "When you grow up, Dad will take you to ride a real horse on the grassland."

What do adults mean by growing up?

Refers to?

Refers to the hurdle of the college entrance examination?

Does it mean how many times have you been in love?Got your first salary?

Or do you get married and have children, and are chased by another life and called mom and dad?

So many adults mentioned growing up to her, and grandpa pointed to the words Zhan Xin'an on the New Year's card and told her: "When you grow up, you will get better."

Not long after that, my grandfather passed away.

Zheng Kexin sat by the bed for several hours, it was finally completely dark, there was no light inside and outside the room, the whole world was silent, the cold air from the ground pressed against her skin and invaded her internal organs, she stood up quietly and walked Entering the dark living room, he opened the kitchen door and took a kitchen knife.

Xu Niannian stood guard in front of her door for a while, and finally didn't knock on the door to disturb her. She went back to the room and read a book while paying attention. Now when she heard the movement, she ran out in a panic and saw the knife in Zheng Kexin's hand.

Without saying a word, Xu Niannian immediately opened her arms, subconsciously trying to stop her, opened her mouth and shouted soothingly: "Ke Xin."

She already knew about Zheng Kexin's father, and her eyes were red when she saw Zheng Kexin. She wanted to hug her and pull her hand, but was stopped by the knife in Zheng Kexin's hand. Zheng Kexin's state is easy to understand , just two words.

--"Step aside."

"Ke Xin." Of course Xu Niannian knew what she wanted to do, and stamped her feet anxiously, "Put down the knife first, okay, put down the knife, let's talk."

Xu Niannian's speech was incoherent, he babbled a lot, changed the soup without changing the medicine, repeated a few words of persuasion, no matter what he said, Zheng Kexin didn't respond at all, until he heard four words: "Uncle's legs."

Xu Niannian wanted to say "Uncle's leg can still be fitted with prosthetics", but Zheng Kexin couldn't listen to a word, so he pushed Xu Niannian away and rushed to the door.

As soon as the door opened, she saw Ning Zhi, An Ji and Qiao Yuan on the stairs.

Ning Zhi and the others were worried about her, knowing that she had locked herself into the bedroom, they didn't know how to persuade them, but they didn't dare to leave. They sat in the breakfast shop downstairs for several hours, staring at Zheng Kexin's window, and just wanted to go upstairs to have a look. The door was knocked open, and the wind rushed to his face.

Qiao Yuan was yelling into the phone: "I told you I'll go back later, if something like this happens, I can go back now, okay, I know, I don't think I'm in danger with these girls Ah, no—they're not in danger either!"

The kitchen knife hit the anti-theft door, and there was a shocking metal impact sound. Ning Zhi and An Jiteng stood up, holding hands and blocking the entrance of the corridor.

Qiao Yuan was disturbed by the movement upstairs, and ran up with his mobile phone in two or three steps. He was dazzled by the light reflected by the blade, and almost threw the mobile phone out of his hand when he trembled. He pushed the two girls away and stood in front. Muttering: "Speak well if you have something to say, talk well and talk well."

Behind him, in a moment, Xu Niannian was covered by Qiao Yuan, and pulled the knives out of Zheng Kexin's hand. Qiao Yuan took advantage of the situation and tied Zheng Kexin with his arms. Ning Zhi and An Ji hurriedly slapped the door handle open People pushed in, and a group of people tripped over the threshold and fell into the living room in unison.

An Ji got up and pointed at Zheng Kexin's nose and scolded: "What do you want? Ah! You want to kill someone, I tell you, even if you kill your grandma and your father's leg today, it won't get better. You kill her? Then go In prison? Have you ever thought about your mother? What about your mother, pushing your father to deliver food to you in prison?!"

An Ji is not as aggressive as Ning Zhi, and Ning Zhi takes the lead in transforming into a machine gun in the daily work of annoying people, and most likely it will not be her turn.Ning Zhi subconsciously gave her a hand—these words made sense, but good medicine is bitter, and good words hurt others.

These words pierced Zheng Kexin's bleeding wound one by one, Ning Zhi couldn't bear it.

"Think about it." An Ji picked up the kitchen knife on the floor and threw it into the kitchen. The sound of the metal colliding with the floor made her gums tingle. Then she looked down at Zheng Kexin, held the knife pierced in her heart, and went again Li sent a few inches: "Do you want Auntie to lose her mother and daughter at the same time?"

The knife entered through the chest, pierced the heart and pierced the back skin, finally exposing the bloody knife tip.