a certain Zheng Kexin

Chapter 46 New Year's Wish

It’s been a while since Zheng Kexin’s birthday. In these days, there are final exams, Qi Yao’s mother’s leukemia, a car accident in Zheng Kexin’s family, Zheng Kexin’s father’s leg, life, death, illness, and difficulty. How exciting and how come, life is like a dream.

Everyone talked to Zheng Kexin with all their hearts, and tried every means to coax her to help her, hoping that she would feel better.Xu Niannian ran to Zheng Kexin's house every day, cooked delicious food for her in different ways, talked with her, did homework and took care of the housework, which was what she expected in her heart.

She felt sorry for her friend, so she tried every means to treat her well. There were so many accidents one after another that she almost forgot what happened at her grandma's house.

I also forgot the suspicion at the beginning - Zheng Kexin's liking for herself... Isn't it the liking for her friends?

No.

No?

Extraordinary physical contact between boys is easy to make people think, but it is normal for girls to kiss and hug each other, and some intimate movements are normal.Even if Zheng Kexin doesn't have a personality that likes to be close to people, there is nothing wrong with being a bit more lively in front of friends.

What Xu Niannian couldn't overthrow was not these, but Zheng Kexin's different treatment - she only treated her like this.

Although half of the class is a layman when it comes to falling in love, Xu Gao strictly guards against the difficulty of sticking to puppy love, and everyone can't laugh at anyone, but in the final analysis, the sensitivity of most girls can beat the boys by several blocks.

This matter is specifically manifested in that Qi Yao will never understand the poster-like rejection on the face of the girl she is chasing, but Xu Niannian can distinguish the emotions on Shen Yan's smiling face, Qiao Yuan's heart belongs to him, and after knowing that Yes, Zheng Kexin's gaze on her own face is only different from her own.

The body is frozen, the mouth can still speak, and the mouth is closed, but the eyes cannot deceive people.

Xu Niannian's heart was in a mess, not to mention that there was no hard evidence that this matter could not be reversed, even if it was true, she would never want to give Zheng Kexin any stimulation at this juncture.She thought and thought, and before Zheng Kexin woke up, she found a piece of foam board and put the fourteen "little snowmen" neatly into the refrigerator, put her schoolbag on her back and left.

As soon as the door was closed, Zheng Kexin who was on the sofa suddenly opened his eyes before the elevator in the corridor came up from the first floor.Xu Niannian is like some kind of peace talisman, Zheng Kexin is doing well here, eats well and sleeps soundly, when she leaves, Zheng Kexin is either a bonsai or a machine, he doesn't look like a living person anyway.

Zheng Kexin sat up in a daze and looked around, and found that Xu Niannian had gone back, leaving a note on the table asking her to open the refrigerator. When the refrigerator door opened, a whole floor of "Santa Claus" told her happy winter.

That night, Zheng Kexin didn't fall asleep as usual. It was uncomfortable to lie on the bed all night, but she didn't seem to feel anything. It's just that after eating too much candied haws and brushing her teeth, the taste of strawberries remained in her mouth. Sweet.

The fourteen bamboo sticks were washed and tied by her and put into a paper box. The paper box had a green background and white flowers. In addition to the bamboo sticks, there were some odds and ends inside—Xu Niannian's twigs under the tree of grandma's house, Xu Niannian's English grades The best test paper, the unused gauze when Xu Niannian was injured, the two fountain pen refills that Xu Niannian used up...

I don't know when the bits and pieces were collected. By the time Zheng Kexin realized, the carton that could hold eight oranges had already been half filled.

She put the carton on the other side of the bed and pressed it with the quilt. When she couldn't fall asleep, she reached out to touch it. She didn't need to open it to read it. Just touching it would make her feel more relaxed—as if Xu Niannian was here.

Zheng Kexin wasn't the only one who didn't fall asleep that night. Xu Niannian hesitated for a long time when he got home, and pushed open the door of Zheng Kexin's room by a strange coincidence.

Zheng Kexin's room is nothing special, her family is in a hurry, and the textbooks and homework on the table are all cleaned up by Xu Niannian. If there is any "secret" here, she has already discovered it.Xu Niannian sat down on Zheng Kexin's bed inexplicably, and she couldn't explain what she was thinking, maybe she just wanted to see Zheng Kexin's daily living environment, and then draw a little conclusion about why Zheng Kexin likes herself.

Maybe doing so can make this thing that has no sense of reality stick to a little fireworks, and the sky that can't go up or down will make people dizzy.

However, after sitting for a long time, except that Zheng Kexin's bed was a bit hard, Xu Niannian didn't understand anything.

She has never liked anyone.

Never liked girls.

Not only has she never liked girls, but no girl around her has ever liked girls.

Although the love between girls and girls exists, but because the number is small and the probability is low, it sounds like there will be a meteor shower on a certain day in a certain year.There is such a thing, it really does, but the real thing just has no sense of reality.

She couldn't even find a precedent to refer to.

Ever since she was promoted to the third year of high school, Ding Xin didn't know whether she was angry with a group of brats or because she was getting old. After the meeting, whatever she said was always related to the college entrance examination. When it came to the college entrance examination, she always said a few encouraging words. The tasteless chicken soup is not convincing, so she just used examples to say that Zhang San made a comeback in the previous session, and Wang Wuyi in the previous session was a blockbuster.

One has to have a tangible goal to know where to go. Zheng Kexin likes her. There is nothing wrong with this. Individuals have personal preferences and personal choices.But the horizon was vast and boundless, and the wasteland stretched from her feet to the other side of the world. Xu Niannian could not find a house that could be the focal point of his vision.

But can emotional matters be delayed? No, it can cause trouble if you don’t memorize English words for a day, not to mention this outrageous thing that can’t be unreasonable.

Xu Niannian thought about it over and over all night, and only in the middle of the night did she come to a conclusion in a daze: Anyway, this matter is not yet settled. Although she has some judgments in her heart, everything is reversed by a ten-thousandth. It's possible——she must at least confirm Zheng Kexin's mind first, the kind that's set in stone.

But the next day she couldn't get anything out of Zheng Kexin's mouth, because she didn't go to Zheng Kexin's house at all.

At around ten o'clock this morning, Xu Niannian was sitting in the crowded remedial class taking notes when he suddenly received two messages.

They were all sent by Zheng Kexin: one was: "Sheng Yunming has been discharged from the hospital."

The other one is: "Let's meet outside in the future, or call and tell me if there is something, I can't leave if my mother is not here, don't be lazy, and happy new year."

Xu Niannian reacted quickly, so yesterday she didn't want to wash the dishes and dragged her to eat fried rice, and didn't do her homework and dragged her to watch TV. It was Zheng Kexin who gave her a vacation before the storm came... so it turned out to be the case.

It's this time, why is she still holding back everything, Xu Niannian suddenly felt angry, poked the notebook with a pen, the force was a bit strong, the notebook flew straight out from the poke, and hit the teacher's desk like suicide superior.

The cram school teacher is an old man. The old man lectures well, is humorous and can make jokes. He usually likes this little girl who sits in the first row.

I was not angry when I was hit by the flying notebook, I glanced at the lit phone screen, smiled and coaxed her and said, "Little girl, don't be so angry, your boyfriend is angry with you, what's the matter with me after class?" Tell me, I promise not to tell your mother."

The students watching the play lay down all over with a smile.

The days when Sheng Yunming returned home were more peaceful than Zheng Kexin imagined.

Anyway, she couldn't sleep at night, Zheng Kexin got up as soon as the sun was shining, and started reciting the book. Around breakfast time, she ordered two bowls of noodle soup, one for herself, and the other for Sheng Yunming's room. By the way, she took out her bedpan and washed it clean.

She still doesn't know how to stir-fry, but fortunately the restaurant downstairs is still open, and the rice is steamed at home. Every time she goes to the store, she orders two dishes, one meat and one vegetarian.

For dinner and porridge, Zheng Kexin has figured out the rice and noodles at home. One day, the rice porridge will be rice porridge the next day, and the next day two rice porridges. Elderly and sick people eat light food.

In the rest of the time, she does her homework, and when her neck hurts, she gets up to do housework. Now Sheng Yunming is lying on the bed day and night, not making noise or talking to anyone. I don't know if she is scared or old.

The old and the young were separated by a wall, silently facing their own room every day, and spent the most peaceful winter vacation in history.

Although she couldn't sleep, Zheng Kexin didn't refuse the formalistic thing of sleeping. In order to reassure her mother, it was estimated that the hospital would be quieter after ten o'clock. Zheng Kexin would call Su Yingyu, and the two of them skipped All the sad things, each report their own safety.

Zheng Shupei had such an incident, and that day he bumped into Zheng Kexin with a shocked expression. He didn't know how to face it. Zheng Kexin called him and asked him, but he pretended to sleep with his ears up. Su Yingyu didn't expose it, and just said it was fine. .

All good, all good is good.If you don't ask for better, everything is fine.

Their family should suffer as much as possible.

After those two messages were sent out, Xu Niannian really didn't come back.Zheng Ke thought to himself, Sheng Yunming is crazy, and it would cost half his life to make a fuss, her home is really not a place where he can study with peace of mind.Zheng Kexin knew why Xu Niannian went to her house every day to cook for her and chat with her, but she could tell Xu Niannian about the family affairs, but she didn't want to drag Xu Niannian in and dirty her feet.

Fortunately, the new year is approaching, Xu Niannian's class is over, and it's time to go home for the new year.

Zheng Kexin got up from the bed on New Year's Eve, counting today as the day Xu Niannian would go home, just took out her phone and sent her a message, telling her to be careful on the road.

After saying this sentence, she sat up and put on her clothes. Before she could say the second sentence, her head suddenly turned upside down and she became dizzy. For a moment, all five senses disappeared, and she felt pain everywhere in her body. Then Zheng Kexin looked up and straightened Falling towards the edge of the bed.

She owed it for several days and refused to drag the debt to the next year, so she rushed to the door to ask for it on the first day of the new year. Zheng Kexin slept all day, and did not wake up until it was dark outside the window.

A whole day has passed, but my body is still tired, my bones seem to be falling apart, and I can't exert my strength continuously.Especially the head, the buzzing sound of the headache, and people who feel dizzy when they move a little bit want to vomit.Zheng Kexin struggled for a long time before getting up from the bed as if he was paralyzed.

She touched Sheng Yunming's room and took a look. Sheng Yunming was asleep, and the whole plate of snacks on the bedside yesterday was empty. She took the plate and walked out. Before closing the door, her heart suddenly moved, and she breathed Sheng Yunming's breath as if thinking of something. .

Fortunately, he didn't die, this pass is dead, and it's not a good year.

The watch in the living room clicked to twelve, and it was seven o'clock in the evening. Every household upstairs and downstairs was making dumplings and eating New Year's Eve dinner. Live a hundred years in one second, live longer than Nanshan in the next second, and smile all over your face.

The whole family reunites with laughter and laughter, and the distant horizon is full of fireworks. Lincheng, which has not yet implemented the smoking ban, is full of New Year flavor, and only her family has the lights on.

Zheng Kexin numbly washed the dim sum dishes, realized that he was thirsty, and poured himself a glass of cold water; realized that he was hungry, opened the refrigerator and looked, and found that there were leftovers from yesterday's noon.

Eating leftover eggplants on New Year's Eve seemed unlucky, so she searched the corners of the house in the dark, then moved a chair and dug out a bottle of wine from the top of the locker by the door.

In the past years, my father and his friends gathered together to say-"On the occasion of this new year, I would like to offer a sincere glass of wine."

When the Spring Festival arrives, people laugh.

When the Spring Festival arrives, people laugh.

When the Spring Festival arrives, people laugh.

On New Year's Eve, thousands of houses were lit up. On the last day of the old year, Zheng Kexin was sitting on a dark balcony with a wine bottle in his arms.

She just said that she forgot something, she cared about being angry, caring about anger, caring about Su Yingyu's difficulties, half the sky falling down, just forgetting that people will suffer in the face of sorrow, and wringing out the snot and tears in her heart The monstrous grievance and powerlessness.

It's a pity that Zheng Kexin has become instinctive to suppress his emotions. The wail skills he learned without a teacher when he was a child have long since entered his mother's stomach, and he has lost the ability to "express sadness".She had no strength, and struggled to catch her breath after being hungry all day. She cried for more than half an hour in a state where she was unable to walk in a straight line, not only dizzy but also tinnitus.

So she didn't hear the vibrating cell phone that was left in the bedroom, and Ning Zhi, An Ji and Qiao Yuan called her in turn, going crazy.

Zheng Kexin's family had such a big incident, and several people were worried all the time, but they didn't dare to run to her house rashly. When people cried, they became more comforted and gasped, and the worried faces of them all made Zheng Kexin difficult.Fortunately, Xu Niannian found a "justifiable reason" to be able to accompany her and take care of her.

Later when Sheng Yunming came home, Xu Niannian didn't go any more, so they used the pretext of discussing homework to send messages to Zheng Kexin from time to time, not for anything else, at least to make sure that this person was healthy and still breathing.

However, on the New Year's Eve, when the New Year's greetings message was sent, the person could not be contacted.

An Ji was out of town, Ning Chen was in his hometown, and Qiao Yuan was thrown into a ravine by his father. He climbed the mountain road for 10 minutes every day and raised his mobile phone to jump to get a signal. It was still 2G.

A few people didn't dare to disturb Su Yingyu, so they called her in the afternoon on the pretext of paying New Year's greetings, and they panicked even more after they came to the conclusion that Zheng Kexin was not in the hospital.

When Xu Niannian received Ning Zhi's call, she had just arrived at the train station, and there were few trains leading to her house, and there was only one trip at six o'clock in the evening that day.The Spring Festival travel can worry half of the head, she dragged the suitcase and poked around the roadside for half an hour before stopping the car. By the time she arrived downstairs at Zheng Kexin's house, it was almost eight o'clock.

No one answered the phone, no one answered the door, and the lights in the house were still dark. Compared with the happy New Year's Eve atmosphere around, the imagination running wildly to the bad can really drive people out of heart disease.Xu Niannian hesitated for a while, then reached out and took out a key from the corner of the electric meter box at the door, and entered someone's house without permission for the first time.

She threw her luggage at the door, didn't even bother to change her shoes and turn on the light, and rushed straight to Zheng Kexin's room with a chill in her body.There was no one in the room, and the pitch-black curtains were not even drawn. Xu Niannian ran wildly and was frightened repeatedly, his heart jumped into his throat, and he almost couldn't catch his breath.

Then I heard the sound of glass bottles smashing to the floor in another bedroom.

The wine on the cabinet was given by relatives and friends during the holidays. Zheng Shupei didn't drink much on weekdays, so he kept it on the cabinet.Zheng Kexin groped in the dark and pulled out a bottle, but he didn't see whether it was red or yellow, and he didn't care about the prescription.

The result is white.

The girls at the class party all drank fruit beer. Only when they graduated from junior high school, Ning Zhi snatched a bottle of liquor from the boys and drank it down. Most of her small coffers.

Just because Qiao Yuan said that wine is a good thing, Zheng Kexin was stunned for a while holding the wine bottle, a little confused, Qiao Yuan said this?

She was so dizzy that she saw double images, her eyes were cloudy with water vapor, but she turned her head and saw Xu Niannian.

I should have said that alcohol is really a good thing, you can see everything when you are drunk.

She had no strength and couldn't get up, so she waved to Xu Niannian, Xu Niannian was very obedient, and sat next to her, but Zheng Kexin couldn't see the expression on her face.

"I miss you."

"I miss you very much." Zheng Kexin said in a low voice, her eyes were scattered and her face was full of tears.

Xu Niannian's panic and worry were overwhelmed by heartache, his heart was so soft that he couldn't say a word, so he stretched out his hand: "Come."

Zheng Kexin didn't hug her, but just stared at Xu Niannian. She felt that there was something between the two of them, and she couldn't see clearly, so she moved and moved closer.

I still couldn't see clearly, so I moved again.

Xu Niannian reached out to help her wipe the water marks on her face, then Zheng Kexin blinked, and the last two tears in her eyes fell down.

The Spring Festival Gala has begun, and the fireworks on the horizon stretch across the city. From south to north, from east to west, the whole world is gorgeous.Sitting in the darkness, Zheng Kexin kissed Xu Niannian lightly against the light in the distance, very lightly, as lightly as those words on paper that dare not use force.

When the Spring Festival comes, people laugh, put up window grilles and set off firecrackers.

A girl's kiss is as light as a New Year's wish.

The author has something to say: the body is frozen, the mouth can still speak, and the mouth is closed, but the eyes cannot deceive people. ——When I wrote this sentence, my mind was full of Du Fei: "Your heart is dead, but your mouth is not dead, and you still forcefully kiss others. It's terrible!" (God, it's so brainwashed)

But the horizon was vast and boundless, and the wasteland stretched from her feet to the other side of the world. Xu Niannian could not find a house that could be the focal point of his vision. ——When I was a child, I had an eye exam, and the doctor kept telling me to look carefully at the little house in the machine. That’s how I felt, I couldn’t see it!

Say Happy New Years months in advance.