a certain Zheng Kexin

On the first day of going back, Zheng Kexin ran around Hua'an according to the map on his mobile phone, and bought a set of the old man's favorite things in the time-honored store, such as walnut crispy chestnut cake and fruit stuffed glutinous rice balls, a lot of food and drink. In the trunk, the smoked ribs were placed in the co-driver, wrapped in oiled paper so that there was no smell, and January was so hungry on the road that he yelled all the way.

Xu Niannian was quite helpless: "You buy so much, grandma can't eat by herself."

"I didn't prepare in advance when I came last time." Zheng Kexin patted her on the head, "Here's the etiquette."

The last time I came here in a hurry, I only brought a carton of milk. Zheng Kexin regretted it for a long time, and felt guilty all the time for no reason.

When a person reaches a certain age, his appearance is fixed, and after decades, it will not show much change.

When the two of them entered the door, grandma Xu was melting persimmons. The old man wore more clothes in winter, but the color was still very simple. The plain silver hairpin was still used to tie his hair. There were not many white hairs, but he seemed a little shorter. Zheng Kexin went to hug her, feeling that she could reach her shoulders before, but now she can only reach her chest.

Grandma Xu still blamed her for buying things, but she didn't say much, and her attention was instantly attracted by the January in the backpack.Most of the old people like small animals, and Grandma Xu is no exception. Zheng Kexin told her before January came, that at this time, don't be rude or messy, grandma stretched out her hand to hug her, and he obediently rubbed her hand.

This guy looks like a real jerk, but he's also good at pretending to be nice.

No wonder young and old eat all and walk sideways in the university city!

January: "Meow~"

Grandma Xu: "Hey, grandma is so obedient."

Zheng Kexin: "..."

Over the past few years, my grandma's ears have become even more difficult to use. Zheng Kexin was ready to yell at her throat, and bought a pack of chewing gum before going out. As a result, grandma forgot about people when she had a cat. He picked up food for the two of them, asked long and short questions, and then maybe knew that he was struggling to listen, so without waiting for the two of them to answer, he directly lowered his head and asked January in his arms: "Did you say that, my dear?"

Zheng Kexin: "..."

A coquettish cat is the best life!

After eating, grandma hugged the cat and went to bed. January was very face-saving and didn't express any dissatisfaction. Xu Niannian praised him for being sensible, but Zheng Kexin thought it was because grandma had just made braised prawns.

The two of them cleaned up the kitchen and watched cartoons on the sofa as before. They couldn't find Brother Xiaosha's story, so they ordered a rooster and chose one at random, watching the lazy sheep swimming in the huge jelly in a daze.

Xu Niannian added coal to the stove, and sprinkled a circle of chestnuts on the edge of the stove as usual, and after a while came back with a handful of fragrant chestnuts, Zheng Kexin lay on her lap as if she had no bones, Xu Niannian peeled one and she opened her mouth to eat One, too lazy to have a side.

Xu Niannian played with Zheng Kexin's hair and leaned on the sofa in a daze. After a while, she wanted to get up to get another one, only to find that Zheng Kexin had fallen asleep.Zheng Kexin slept peacefully, her eyelashes curled up in a beautiful arc, her mouth moved occasionally, she didn't know what she dreamed about, but it seemed like a good dream.Xu Niannian took a blanket from the side to cover her, and turned down the volume of the TV.

Suddenly it snowed outside the window, and because of the snow, the sky was brighter than usual. At a glance, you can see the infinitely distant past and future. Come watch cartoons with Xu Niannian.

Grandma Xu pointed to Zheng Kexin and whispered, "Kexin is asleep."

Xu Niannian nodded.

Grandma asked again: "Are you two in the same university? Why didn't you bring Kexin to play at home before?"

Xu Niannian leaned against her ear: "I will bring her to see you often in the future."

Grandma didn't know if she heard it, but she just nodded and said to herself: "I'm a senior this year, should I be working? Is there anyone I like? I want to bring it back to show grandma if I'm in love. Do you know?" .”

Yiyue jumped down from her grandma's arms, stretched out on the sofa, brushed her tail, and rubbed against Xu Niannian's arm.

Xu Niannian patted his head, then Zheng Kexin's: "Yes, I have already brought it back."

Grandma looked at her and smiled very kindly.

When Zheng Kexin woke up, it was already dark. After dinner, she found gloves while Xu Niannian was taking a bath, and went out to have a snowball fight with the trees in the yard.

There was little snow in the evening, and it stopped after a while. There was only a thin layer on the ground. It was definitely not enough to make snowmen, but it was barely enough for snowball fights.

Zheng Kexin entertained herself, pretending that she was Pea Cannon and concentrated on attacking the persimmon tree in the yard, sweating herself out of playing.

Then, counting the time, without disturbing the grandma who was soaking her feet, she tiptoed into the bedroom, quickly wrapped the snow-stained coat into a ball and stuffed it on the chair, and wiped the uppers of the shoes carefully with toilet paper to make sure there were no flaws. Pushing the door, as soon as he pushed the door, he bumped into Xu Niannian at the door.

Xu Niannian glanced at her, and immediately searched her from top to bottom as if searching her body. Her hands were cold, her ears were red from the cold, and there were some drops of water in her hair, "Why did you go?"

January behind him: "Meow!"

Zheng Kexin was rushed into the bathroom by Xu Niannian to take a hot bath, and was forced to drink a bowl of ginger soup when she came out. Grandma went to bed early, and the juniors were not allowed to stay up late, so two rooms were prepared for them, and they would leave before ten o'clock. Urge them to sleep.

Zheng Kexin slept all afternoon. At this moment, he was so excited that he seemed to drink a box of Red Bull. He rolled on the bed alone and couldn't fall asleep. He turned on his mobile phone to watch Taobao and ran to the window to look at the moon. The more he struggled, the more awake he became.

The moon was brighter after the snow. Zheng Kexin wanted to go to Xu Niannian to watch the moon, but Xu Niannian's room was very close to her grandma. She was afraid of disturbing her grandma, so she tossed and turned to do psychological training. After twelve o'clock, she still didn't dare to go out.The sound of telling the hour came from the living room, Zheng Kexin listened to it, and thought to himself, forget it, it's so late, let's sleep well.

As a result, when she came back from the bathroom, she opened the door and saw January who was circling on the bed. At the same time, an inexplicable smell came from the room.

Zheng Kexin turned on the light.

A fresh "map" was spread out on the bed.

The little bastard who did something wrong looked at her confidently, without the slightest intention of admitting his mistake, and walked around the "map" twice proudly in front of Zheng Kexin's gray face, which probably meant that he was very proud of himself. Quite round.

Convulsions in the middle of the night are probably a unique problem of cats. Zheng Ke wanted to die with him, but when the fire was about to hit her head, she suddenly understood something, blinked at January in disbelief, and then opened He hugged the pillow happily and went to find Xu Niannian.

Before leaving, he tore off the bed sheet and closed the door. No matter what, he would still be punished for wetting the bed.

Zheng Ke felt that January was a bastard, and she was not much better. She slept too much in the afternoon, and now she couldn't fall asleep after counting thousands of grass, but she turned back and forth to wake up Xu Niannian.

Xu Niannian got up full of resentment: "Are you going to sleep or not?"

Knowing her mistake, Zheng Ke admitted it, immediately kissed her on the lips, and asked flatteringly: "I can't sleep, do you have any books here, I might get sleepy after reading for a while."

Xu Niannian closed her eyes and thought for a while, then opened the bedside table and took out a heavy booklet, which was so heavy that it could be used as a murder weapon. Zheng Kexin opened it and found that it was full of photos, about three or four hundred.

"It was taken when I was in Japan." Xu Niannian flipped through it casually, "The owner who sells the camera is also Zheng Kexin, who has the same name and surname as you... Well, then I bought a camera. Take a picture and keep it, thinking that I will show it to you when I have a chance in the future.”

At that time, I didn’t know if we would meet again in the future, and if so, when we could meet again, and whether it would be possible to return to the way it was before. I couldn’t tell, but I still wanted to keep a part of my life and leave you alone. I will tell you about my days.

Zheng Kexin hugged the booklet and looked at it carefully, without saying a word, most of the photos were street scenes and pedestrians, almost without Xu Niannian's face, Zheng Kexin listened to her telling the story behind each photo, and asked softly: "Why don't you take a picture of yourself? Woolen cloth."

"I was over there by myself, and no one took pictures for me." Xu Niannian was not so sleepy, and leaned on her shoulder, "When I came back, I washed these out and didn't know where you were, so I took them back and showed them to grandma .

After I came back from Japan, you followed me to school every day. After so long, why didn’t you come to say hello to me? If I knew that you were by my side, you would have seen these photos earlier. "

Zheng Kexin looked at her in shock, she froze.

She has never talked about these things with Xu Niannian. On the one hand, she felt that the actions back then were too stupid, as hypocritical as if she was filming a TV series, and there was no place to put her face on it; on the other hand, she was trying her best to avoid mentioning the days when the two were separated. No matter how much she couldn't let it go and how reluctant she was, they really separated. Since it was her own choice, what's the point of flaunting her sadness.

That's what she deserves.

Zheng Kexin quickly asked: "Ning Zhi told you?!"

"It's not Ningzhi—does Ningzhi often take the blame?" Xu Niannian poked her with a smile, "Ningzhi only said that you usually walk around the South Campus in order not to run into me, and the courier addresses are all studios. Don't go to the school delivery station."

She really didn't say much.

After talking on the phone, Xu Niannian regained her energy and turned to ask her, "Do you want to drink?"

The plum wine that Xiao Hua gave them was actually green plums soaked in white wine. Zheng Kexin hadn't touched wine since the New Year's Eve of the third year of high school, and had no idea about this thing.

Grandma was still asleep, Zheng Kexin didn't dare to cough loudly, covered her mouth and shivered for a while, feeling the small cup of liquid miraculously flow to the whole body, and suddenly had an indescribable wonderful feeling.

She stuffed two mouthfuls of stewed beef, and she didn't know which memory to catch up with, and said in a daze: "When you were in Japan, I often mentioned you to Ning Zhi and the others, and Ning Zhi and Qiao Yuan started to boo , Ning Zhi once asked me 'if she likes girls, would I find it strange'".

Xu Niannian took her hand, and asked her unhurriedly: "Then what did you say?"

Zheng Kexin poured herself two more cups, and said loudly after finishing drinking, "What should Qiao Yuan do?"

Zheng Kexin's capacity for alcohol was zero, and he drank heavily again. After a while, the word "drunk" was capitalized on his face. He spoke well at first, but then he acted in a melodrama with himself.

That day Qiao Yuan bought two bags of crayfish, one bag of spicy and one bag of thirteen spices. A few people had a meeting while eating crayfish. Zheng Kexin forgot the reason, probably because she said some nonsense again.

Qiao Yuan questioned her: "You can't always use the old saying, and the old saying goes about three wives and four concubines."

Ning Zhi: "There's an old saying about the three-inch golden lotus."

Qiao Yuan: "There's an old saying about Sangong Sixth Court."

Ning Zhi: "There is an old saying that there are three obediences and four virtues."

"Cough, it's off." An Ji glanced at the two of them, "The more you talk, the more you run away."

Zheng Kexin simulated the scene of the day, one person played the four roles to reenact the scene for Xu Niannian, Xu Niannian laughed with a stomach ache, held back for a long time before turning on the phone to record it for her.

Then she stabilized herself and smiled, "What happened next?"

Zheng Kexin seemed to be unable to remember, and after a while she became quieter, and replied: "Ning Zhi said, if you like it, you are presumptuous, and if you don't dare to be presumptuous, you don't like it."

After she finished speaking, she started to cry, crying like a child, quite aggrieved, making Xu Niannian laugh and cry, she intended to pour her a little wine to let her sleep well, but it turned out to be the current situation, there is no need to sleep at all.

Xu Niannian coaxed and patted her on the shoulder until Zheng Kexin regained consciousness before asking her, "Why are you crying?"

Zheng Kexin was wronged, and immediately complained: "What she said is wrong, I just like you, she is talking nonsense."

Xu Niannian patted her on the back: "Well, she is wrong."

The corner of Zheng Kexin's mouth curled down, and she was about to cry again; "But I can't say no to her."

Xu Niannian couldn't laugh or cry, coaxed Zheng Kexin to go to bed, but Zheng Kexin refused, hugging the table and refusing to let go, so Xu Niannian had to put clothes on her and let her lie down for a while, then went out to pour honey water for her.

As a result, when she came back, Zheng Kexin was already fast asleep. After waiting for a long time, Xu Niannian saw that she had no intention of waking up, so he had to use all his strength to move the drunk to the bed, take off her shoes, cover her with a quilt, and rest. After a while, he got up and put the wine and beef on the table back into the refrigerator.

After tossing about these things, Xu Niannian couldn't fall asleep at all, and looked at his watch that it wasn't long before dawn, so he simply sat aside and put on his earphones to look through the heavy photo album.

In her sophomore year, Xu Niannian went to be an exchange student. She went to a strange country and a strange city by herself. There was always heavy snowfall there in winter. Every time it snowed, Xu Niannian would make two bowls of beef noodles for herself and eat with one bowl. Looking at a bowl, you will feel lonely and still miss you.

It turns out that after going out so far, I still won't forget the previous days.

Zheng Kexin fell into a deep sleep after drinking, and she didn't move at all. Then when the day after tomorrow was about to dawn, she suddenly sat up from the bed. Xu Niannian fed her half a glass of water, saw her looking out of the window with blurred eyes, wondering what she was thinking, and stuffed her He gave her an earphone, playing the song they had heard on the bus the day they attended Qi Yao's mother's funeral.

Zheng Kexin listened to it, and suddenly said: "This song,... the school radio station let it go."

Because I heard it with Xu Niannian, Zheng Kexin always remembers it.

It's a pity that when they were together, she only heard "happiness is really not easy, I don't want to be separated from you again", and after they separated, she realized that the song was also singing: "Happiness is really not easy, I will be with you You are together."

"If I love you, I will be with you."

The sun came up little by little, and it was a new day. Zheng Kexin's spirits went up and down. He was still talking just now, and now he closed his eyes and squinted for 5 minutes. After opening his eyes, he didn't know which two memories belonged to Together, I vaguely thought that I was in a rental house, leaning on Xu Niannian's shoulder and playing the old game: "How do you say windows in English..."

"How do you say winter in English..."

"How do you say snow in English..."

"I miss you very much... I miss you very much... How do you say it in English..."

After finishing speaking, Zheng Ke felt sleepy and fell asleep again. When he woke up, there were two bowls of beef noodles and two cups of orange tea on the table. Let her drink orange tea to sober up.

The taste of the beef noodles was still the same as it used to be, and it hadn't changed a bit. Zheng Kexin picked up the bowl and drank a big mouthful of the soup, and his whole body came alive.

She didn't know anything about what happened after she was drunk, but she only remembered that she seemed to have said a lot. It was rumored that being drunk and going crazy was terrible, and some people even danced in striptease, so she went to poke Xu Niannian with a guilty conscience and asked her: " Did I say a lot of things last night, what did I say?"

Xu Niannian quietly blew on the coriander floating on the noodle soup, silent for a long time, and silently raised her eyebrows: "There are not many."

She slowly ate a mouthful of noodles, and then slowly ate a mouthful of beef, and said thoughtfully: "You just asked me, how do you say 'I miss you very much' in English."

Zheng Kexin tilted her head in a daze, as if she felt that she had done something more outrageous, her eyes hurt a little, she didn't know if she had cried, but before she could recall what happened, she suddenly heard Xu Niannian answer softly.

"Love is love."

The author has something to say: On the first day when I went back, Zheng Kexin ran around Hua’an according to the map on his mobile phone, and bought a set of the same things that the old people like to eat in the time-honored shop, such as walnut crispy chestnut cake and fruit stuffed glutinous rice balls, and ate a lot of them. The trunk was filled with drinks, the smoked ribs were placed in the passenger seat, and the oil paper was wrapped to keep the smell away. On the way, January was so hungry that he yelled all the way.

——I don’t know if you have ever eaten smoked pork ribs. When I went home in my sophomore year, I found a time-honored shop on the way and bought some for my dad. I wrapped them in oil paper and made me hungry all the way. I still remember the taste. (His smoked pork liver is also super delicious!)

Over the past few years, my grandma's ears have become even more difficult to use. Zheng Kexin was ready to yell at her throat, and bought a pack of chewing gum before going out. As a result, grandma forgot about people when she had a cat. He picked up food for the two of them, asked long and short questions, and then maybe knew that he was struggling to listen, so without waiting for the two of them to answer, he directly lowered his head and asked January in his arms: "Did you say that, my dear?"

——It’s so true, ever since my mother had a dog, she has to add one sentence to all the conversations with me——Did you say that, Pippi?

When Zheng Kexin woke up, it was already dark. After dinner, she found gloves while Xu Niannian was taking a bath, and went out to have a snowball fight with the trees in the yard.

——Probably, a ball of snow was thrown on the tree trunk.

The plum wine that Xiao Hua gave them was actually green plums soaked in white wine. Zheng Kexin hadn't touched wine since the New Year's Eve of the third year of high school, and had no idea about this thing.

——One year I spent Chinese New Year in a B&B. When the New Year’s bell rang, the owner of the B&B poured me a glass of plum wine. I didn’t know that plum wine was green plums soaked in white wine. I choked to death.

She slowly ate a mouthful of noodles, and then slowly ate a mouthful of beef, and said thoughtfully: "You just asked me, how do you say 'I miss you very much' in English."

Zheng Kexin tilted her head in a daze, as if she felt that she had done something more outrageous, her eyes hurt a little, she didn't know if she had cried, but before she could recall what happened, she suddenly heard Xu Niannian answer softly.

"Love is love."

——At the very beginning, when the outline was still blank, I thought of this scene, thinking, no matter what, I had to write such an infinitely warm winter day, and now it seems that I probably did it.

It should be over in a few chapters. I wish you all a happy winter in advance.