a certain Zheng Kexin

They only stayed at grandma's house for one night, and left the next day. Ding Xin was promoted to the grade leader some time ago, and the students made an appointment to go back to see the teacher during the holiday.

It’s been a long time since we’ve seen each other and we’re not in a hurry to go home. After leaving school, we opened a private room in the store, chatting lively about the subjects we’ve failed each other and our love affairs. Without the constraints of homework and college entrance examinations, everyone is more excited than in high school. comfortable.

Hearing that Wen Yu had a girlfriend, Qiao Yuan carelessly hooked his neck, and felt really sorry: "Oh, Zheng Kexin thought we were a couple, it's a pity."

Wen Yu looked at him in shock. After being quite frightened, he still blushed like in high school, and it didn't change at all.

Seeing Wen Yu blushing, Zheng Kexin didn't know which tendon was wrong, bowed her head and said to Xu Niannian: "You said that you don't like boys like Wen Yu, who else can you fancy? Seriously, you are the only one between the two of us." You chose me by chance, have you ever regretted it?"

Xu Niannian helplessly listened to her nonsense, blinked and asked, "Can I return the product if I regret it?"

An Ji and Ning Zhi were sitting next to each other, concentrating on studying the weight gain of a table of classmates, they all turned their heads when they heard this.

Ning Zhi: "When the car hits the wall, you know it's turned."

An Ji: "When the stock rises, you know you bought it."

Ning Zhi: "If you made a mistake and sentenced you to a sentence, you know it will change."

Qiao Yuan didn't know what they were talking about, and after hearing a voice, he continued to answer regardless of the chaos, and said with a final word: "It's late!"

Zheng Kexin and Xu Niannian glanced at each other without anything to say, with mixed feelings in their hearts, they always felt that something was wrong.

Xu Niannian felt as if he was being calculated to make a loss-making business, and he found himself in a lot of trouble at a high price, while Zheng Kexin, who was forcibly sold, vaguely heard from the tone of these three people that the eldest daughter of the family was married. The urgency felt that the three of them were almost yelling "I will buy it and leave it, and I will never return it".

Virtuous asshole!

The place to eat was not far from Xu Gao, and two blocks away was their small rental house. After dinner, Zheng Kexin and Xu Niannian bid farewell to a group of high school classmates, and decided to go downstairs to the rental house.

After the new community was built, the originally desolate commercial street became more prosperous, and three milk tea shops opened 500 meters along the way.The malatang shop that has been half-dead is still open, not only selling malatang, but also selling pancakes, fruits and baked cold noodles. The boss at the door still has all the tools used by the boss to stick mobile phone film, and there is a sign next to it, saying that it will be collected Express delivery, it seems that the skills are not overwhelming, and the business is quite wide.

Zheng Kexin stared at it for a long time, then murmured to Xu Niannian in a low voice, "I thought this store had closed down a long time ago, but I didn't expect it to still be open."

The owner of the Malatang shop was playing chess with the owner of the early shop next door, and his ears were quite good. He looked back at her and said "tsk": "Little girl, what are you talking about? If I can't open one today, it's on you Ah—do you want Malatang?"

Zheng Kexin didn't dare. Now that she is getting older, she is becoming more and more life-threatening. She has become a health-preserving girl who soaks red dates and goji berries in a thermos cup. She will never do the immoral things that were difficult for her body in high school. Go to bed early and get up early every day, and do morning exercises Running, eating less oil and less salt, it seems that he intends to live to one hundred and one.

She wasn't hungry when she was eating, and she didn't move her chopsticks very much. Now she felt a little craving for something to eat, so she ordered a cold baked noodle to help the boss open. Just after paying, the phone in her pocket rang suddenly. She took When he got up, he saw that it was Su Yingyu.

Zheng Kexin said that she would go home today, but she didn't know when the class reunion would end, so she called Su Yingyu before and told her not to prepare her own meal.

In the past few years, the family business has gradually stabilized. The people living in the nearby communities are demolished households. Many housewives come to work as part-time workers when they have nothing to do at home. How difficult.It is impossible to earn a lot of money, but it is no problem to meet the daily expenses of the family.

Zheng Kexin looked at the caller ID and instinctively felt that something was wrong.

Sheng Yunming is still the same, as long as he is awake, he will never be idle, looking for trouble in all kinds of ways.

She doesn't talk nonsense in front of outsiders, she looks like a kind old lady, probably because she is determined in her bones that "family ugliness should not be exposed", and then all kinds of dirty curses are reserved for her daughter and son-in-law. Hei scolded until dawn, his dirty mouth can revive ashes.

Zheng Kexin occasionally went home on weekends to help with housework, but she would still be woken up in the middle of the night. Later, Su Yingyu refused to let her run home, and told her to just call when she had nothing to do, and to stay away from home and have fun outside.

She was probably the first mother to let her child go home less often.

Zheng Kexin did some psychological training before answering the phone, and it turned out that something happened to Sheng Yunming.

Today, the aunt who works in the shop asked for leave to attend the wedding. Zheng Shupei had a cold and drank medicine and slept upstairs. Su Yingyu just had lunch and saw Sheng Yunming enter the door. Then she went to the front to place the goods. Delivering the clothes, I found the door was open and the person was gone.

In the past two years, Sheng Yunming has developed from "firmly believing that he has a suite" to "firmly believing that he has a home". He ran out while others were not paying attention, and lost it several times.Su Yingyu had no choice but to tie her up with a rope, so she had to throw it and find it again, endlessly.

Zheng Kexin had no choice but to help her back to find someone, she hurriedly bid farewell to Xu Niannian and got on the bus, the bus stopped a few meters away, then Xu Niannian swiped her card and ran up, Zheng Kexin looked at her in confusion: "This is not the direction to the train station. "

"I know, it's important to find someone." Xu Niannian patted her hand, "Besides, my aunt always said that she would cook me a meal."

In the past six months, Zheng Kexin has also thought about what will happen next. It is impossible for the relationship between the two of them to be hidden from the family all the time, and they always have to see their parents.

I feel very nervous when thinking about it. She doesn't have the personality of Ning Zhi, who is not afraid of the sky, nor the eloquence cultivated by the Anji debate team. She can't even match Qiao Yuan. Zheng Kexin's acting skills are clumsy, she can only make her feel bitter and bitter, and she might cry and make trouble.

She originally planned to go to see Gao Qing first, fight the big monsters first and then the small monsters, and take Xu Niannian home after Gao Qing was dealt with, but now the plan couldn't keep up with the change.

It's quite interesting to think about it carefully. Regarding the two of them, Zheng Kexin's ideas always fell through, and the plans he made were never realized. Even the confession, breakup, and reconciliation from the beginning to the end did not go through any grand ceremony. Feelings appeared naturally in this way, and then lasted for a long time, immortal.

Now that this day has come, she is not as nervous as she imagined.

Zheng Kexin and Xu Niannian sat side by side in the back row of the rickety bus. The tension she imagined turned into joy. After the car turned the corner, she completely relaxed, with a peaceful smile on her face, and started to be annoying again: "Yes, ugly wife I also want to see my in-laws."

When the two of them rushed back to the store, Sheng Yunming had already been sent back. The peddler who unlocked the door at the street saw the old lady walking out at noon and felt something was wrong, so he stopped her and chatted with her for a while. Sheng Yunmingyu's memory was questioned. She only said "I want to go home", but the peddler couldn't figure out why and started talking to her about other things. Sheng Yunming's thoughts became confused, and she couldn't think of "I want to go home".

Su Yingyu found the intersection at this moment, thanked her hurriedly, and brought him back. Zheng Kexin entered the door just in time to see Su Yingyu walking Sheng Yunming into the back room, and called her: "Mom."

Su Yingyu responded, turned her head hastily, and saw the person next to Zheng Kexin froze for a moment, then stared at Xu Niannian for several seconds as if unsure, she seemed unable to react, her eyes slid from Xu Niannian to Zheng Kexin , and then slid from Zheng Kexin to the hands held together by the two of them, turning back and forth several times, but didn't say anything except the "hmm" just now.

Xu Niannian said politely, "Hello, Auntie."

With these words, Su Yingyu remembered what she wanted to say, hurriedly nodded and said "Hello" indiscriminately, then hurriedly turned and entered the room.

Xu Niannian poked Zheng Kexin: "Did I scare Auntie?"

Zheng Kexin patted her hand, but said nothing.

Her mother is completely different from Gao Qing's mother. Gao Qing knows how to apply pressure tactfully in a reasonable way, knowing that beating a mandarin duck with a stick is often counterproductive, forcing the teenagers to be more determined than Jin Jian and never turn back.

It's better to retreat and let Zheng Kexin make his own choice, whether he wants to "harm" or not. Xu Niannian".

Sometimes scheming and means are not derogatory. Gao Qing is smart enough to solve problems with a peaceful conversation, which is much more decent than hysterical beating and cursing.

In contrast, Su Yingyu is much clumsier, she doesn't have such a delicate heart, she is a complete "I will do what others want me to do", she has little ability to think when encountering problems, she can only say "no."

I don't know why it doesn't work, and I can't say any great reason. I only know that the minority obeys the majority.

Such people are actually more difficult to persuade.

Su Yingyu didn't come out after entering the house, Zheng Kexin closed the shop door, went into the room and poured Su Yingyu a glass of water, Su Yingyu didn't do anything, just sat on the bed in a daze, Zheng Kexin handed the cup and she took it, but didn't drink it , just hold it silently.

Zheng Kexin yelled worriedly: "Mom."

Su Yingyu calmed down, but didn't know what to say, she was stunned for a long time before asking: "That child...that child..."

Zheng Kexin took her words: "Nian Nian, Xu Nian Nian."

Su Yingyu let out a "hmm".

Ever since Zheng Kexin applied for Hua'an, Su Yingyu's heart has been hanging, always thinking that the two of them would meet, but Su Yingyu didn't know that they were in the same school, Zheng Kexin never mentioned Xu Niannian, so although Su Yingyu was frightened, but There is no chance of testing.

Her mind was in a mess, she felt that she had many questions, she couldn't think of any of them when she opened her mouth, and finally said, "Have you eaten?"

Probably this is the mantra of mothers, and it is used to save the situation when there is nothing to say. Anyway, the answer is not important.

Zheng Kexin was silent for a long time, finally took Su Yingyu's hand, held it quietly, and made sure that Su Yingyu was in a better mood before asking her: "Mom, can I be with Niannian?"

Su Yingyu's smiling Bodhisattva personality is what she fears most is making a decision. She was tongue-tied for a long time and felt that she was nodding or shaking her head, which was harder than doing math problems when she was in school.

Zheng Kexin didn't force her, nor did she talk about the principles of getting married and having children, but said very peacefully: "Niannian and I are together...very happy."

After saying this, she breathed a sigh of relief, her brows and eyes relaxed for the most part as if she had finished some task, and the corners of her mouth also curled up unconsciously, with a strong smile that couldn't be hidden, which made people feel special happiness.

Su Yingyu had probably seen her smile like this at home for many years.

"I liked her since I was in high school. She is very nice, very nice. Although we separated later, I have always liked her, and it has never changed until now."

Zheng Kexin said frankly, "Mom, I have liked her alone in my whole life. I have never liked her before, and I will never have one in the future. I always thought that I would live alone until I was old. It doesn't matter if no one knows when I die, but now I don’t think so anymore, I want to be with Nian Nian for the rest of my life and live happily.”

If you do it all over again—sometimes when talking with Xu Niannian, Zheng Kexin often has such assumptions, if you do it all over again, will she still make the same choice in her third year of high school?

Intellectually, it would.

Once again, those pressures and difficulties will still not be reduced, Zheng Kexin still has to face a lot of helplessness, and will still choose to face the dilemma alone.

This is life.

Even knowing this, it was still the thing she regretted the most in her life.

The train home had already left, Xu Niannian stayed at Zheng Kexin's house for two days, Su Yingyu didn't let the two of them watch the store, saying that they should take a good rest during the holidays after all, and sent the two of them back upstairs to rest.

Xu Niannian pulled Zheng Kexin's hand: "I think Auntie is a little nervous."

Look at me with dodgy eyes, very cute.

After a while she said again: "Does Auntie like me a little bit?"

Zheng Kexin heard Xu Niannian's nervousness, hugged her lightly, and nodded very positively: "My mother has always liked you very much, don't worry."

The author has something to say: Xu Niannian helplessly listened to her nonsense, blinked and asked, "Can I return the product if I regret it?"

An Ji and Ning Zhi were sitting next to each other, concentrating on studying the weight gain of a table of classmates, they all turned their heads when they heard this.

Ning Zhi: "When the car hits the wall, you know it's turned."

An Ji: "When the stock rises, you know you bought it."

Ning Zhi: "If you made a mistake and sentenced you to a sentence, you know it will change."

Qiao Yuan didn't know what they were talking about, and after hearing a voice, he continued to answer regardless of the chaos, and said with a final word: "It's late!"

Zheng Kexin and Xu Niannian glanced at each other without anything to say, with mixed feelings in their hearts, they always felt that something was wrong.

— was sold.

In contrast, Su Yingyu is much clumsier, she doesn't have such a delicate heart, she is a complete "I will do what others want me to do", she has little ability to think when encountering problems, she can only say "no."

I don't know why it doesn't work, and I can't say any great reason. I only know that the minority obeys the majority.

Such people are actually more difficult to persuade.

——That’s right, such a person is even more difficult to persuade.

These photos are pure sweetness, happy holidays everyone.