Studying medicine can't save President Ji

Human beings should never speak only half of what they speak.

Guan Shanyue raised her head again, like a practicing kitten absorbing the essence of the moon, and said back to her, "I like it too."

I like the moon.

Ruan Qiuchi saw that she was shrouded in a halo, caught the moonlight in her eyes, and carefully hid the picture, she said again, "Then we are almost back?"

Although Ruan Qiuchi still didn't want to go home, it was time for her sister to go to bed.

When she got home, Guan Shanyue opened the door and saw Guan Canghai nestled on the sofa. She looked up at the door, stirred the tea with a teaspoon, and said, "Why is it so late?"

Guan Shanyue put down her schoolbag, but there was nothing in it, sat down beside her and said, "I went for a walk with my friends."

Guan Canghai raised his eyebrows as if he had heard something very strange, and the little mole on the right moved accordingly, "Oh? Friend."

"What do you mean, I have friends, too?" Guan Shanyue snorted, and saw the book on her lap. The cover was black, with a blond woman and a brunette printed on it, and the English in the middle was "" CAROL", she picked it up curiously and flipped through it, "What book are you reading?"

"A book that children can't read." Guan Canghai let her take the book away, but turned his head to look at her, the warm yellow living room light shone on her, and the neckline of the school uniform dropped a part because of bowing his head, exposing her collarbone .

This is the same-sex novel "Carol" in the 50s, also called "The Price of Salt", but she is not afraid of seeing something she shouldn't read.

"Why are they all in English?" She really couldn't understand, so she put down the book and went over her to get the two books on the other side. Her hand was on the other side of her, like a bridge.

Guan Shanyue smelled the faint smell of cedar on her body again, Guan Canghai did not move, like water mist condensed on the pine tree.

She flipped through, this one was "The Second Sex", that one was "The Interpretation of Dreams", what are these, she sat back and said, "Shouldn't you watch those bald men on the Financial Channel?"

"..."

Guan Canghai ignored her, and continued to read the "CAROL", leaning on the soft sofa, his slender legs crossed, Guan Shanyue thought, like the two feet of a compass.

Holding the spine of the book with one hand, she twisted the pages with her bony fingers, her nails were neatly trimmed and round, her delicate side face slightly covered by broken hair was glowing with warmth, and she had a calm look on her face.

Guan Shanyue was stunned for a moment, then suddenly yelled at her, "Hey, why on earth do you smell like pine trees?"

She paused, looked at her, "Is there?"

Guan Shanyue nodded, and she raised the hand that was turning the pages of the book in front of her face, her fingertips seemed to be shining, she sniffed and said, "No."

Guan Shanyue leaned over, sniffed her fingers like a puppy, and said, "I don't have any."

She leaned close to her neck, and breathed warmly, "Here it is."

Guan Canghai's eyes darkened, he raised his hand to hold her head and said, "Don't come so close to me."

She was pressed so suddenly that she almost uttered a sound, as if she was being lifted by the back of her neck, she didn't dare to move, her gaze was suppressed, and she could only see Guan Canghai's slightly parted lips in front of her, and her collarbone followed her. The action is more ups and downs.

Guan Shanyue raised her eyes and glared at her like a cat with fried hair, just about to blurt out, "Obviously you hugged me last time, but you still told me not to get so close to you, you double-standard dog", but in her threatening eyes Under her gaze, she abruptly shut up, only daring to mutter under her hand like this.

Guan Canghai let her go, brushed his long hair, and leaned on the sofa in a different position, "Okay, don't talk anymore."

She meant to let her be quiet for a while, Guan Shanyue snorted, stood up and went to do her own thing.

No matter how much noise Guan Canghai made, she ignored her, and at 11:30, she got up and went back to her room.

Guan Shanyue was leaning against the head of the bed, about to go to bed, when she suddenly saw a red circle drawn on May 5 on the calendar beside the table. Is it an important date?

The circle was drawn very out of circle, and the lines were trembling. Guan Shanyue recalled that she remembered that she had never drawn a circle before, as if it was drawn by her grandmother.

At that time, grandma said, "Treat your sister well and don't make her angry. She will help you do a good job in the future. Sisters must be single-minded. Old Ji's family used to..."

It was too long for her to remember.

She felt so baffled that she couldn't understand a word, but it seemed that grandma circled the calendar at that time and said, "Her birthday is coming, so I will celebrate it..."

correct!Is it her birthday?Guan Shanyue's eyes widened, that is, three days later?

Why didn't she move at all, Guan Shanyue was a little helpless, she didn't know how to prepare, after all, her own birthday was just grandma buying her a big cake, making a wish, every year passed by like this.

She rubbed her long hair, she should... just buy cakes and tie balloons as gifts, right?

But what gift should I give? Her money has already been taken away, and only Guan Canghai distributes fixed supplies to her every day, which is barely enough to support herself.

Do you send books?Guan Shanyue thought about it, what was that book written in English? She searched for "CAROL" thousands of times, and after looking through several times, she saw the cover. She suddenly saw in the introduction that it said "Same-sex.Love in the 50s novel"

homosexual.love.

Guan Shanyue was fooled all of a sudden, it turns out that Guan Canghai is good, is this good?

No, no, no, she shook her head, seeing that this might not necessarily be this, she thought of Tang Qiu and Qin Xia again, but there is nothing wrong with this.

But, but, what can we do between the same sex?

She remembered Ruan Qiuchi saying "If I like you, then I like you whether you are a woman, a man, a human or a dog"

And when she asked "Why can two girls kiss each other", Guan Canghai said "Because they have mouths"

So, is it just because everyone has a choice?

She suddenly thought of something, and her body trembled slightly. No wonder she was surprised when she saw Cheng Queyue and Luo Manyang before, but now that she thinks about it, many details are clear!

Although she has never heard gossip, Luo Manyang, as the number one person in the school, has vaguely heard that she is gay, even mentioned more times than she is a bad student.

Many people's boring life in high school was satisfied by discussing Luo Manyang together, so even the class leader Cheng Queyue was also discussed.

What did Cheng Queyue want to tell Luo Manyang that day?They had a fight?Are they friends?Or... lovers?

lovers!The English teacher and the history teacher are sure, right? Only lovers can kiss!

She rubbed her face, got out of bed and walked to the table, picked up the water glass and took a sip, the cold water slightly cooled down.

She stared at her own shadow under her feet, and Ruan Qiuchi.

Why did Ruan Qiuchi look at her like that today?She really couldn't understand the Kongming lanterns under the moonlight.

But, maybe, the friendship and love between girls is hard to define.

But Guan Canghai had no doubts, he just treated her like a child.

Thinking of this, Guan Shanyue was a little discouraged, and she felt confused again. It was the first time she faced these problems squarely.

She sat back on the bed, and the soft quilt sank, but... it has always been like this.

From now on, right?

She sighed, and suddenly she had a thought, she was very curious about what this novel was about, and she also wanted to know what Guan Canghai was usually reading, so she started watching the movie version of Carol.

Walked out the next day with dark circles under my eyes.

This was too exciting for her.

Guan Canghai, who was drinking porridge, glanced at her, "What's wrong?"

Guan Shanyue thought it was all your fault, and said, "I'm fine."

She arrived at the school in a trance, sat down on the seat listlessly, and opened the book for morning reading in a daze.

All kinds of pictures lingered in her mind, and she couldn't even hear the head teacher's keys. Ruan Qiuchi patted her, "The head teacher is here, why are you in a daze."

Guan Shanyue trembled in fright, Ruan Qiuchi's hand seemed to be very hot, the heat from patting her arm lingered for a long time, she rubbed her arm and shook her head.

Ruan Qiuchi was a little strange, she didn't use much force, she approached and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with you?"

Her breath and a few strands of hair rubbed against her body, Guan Shanyue was frightened again, her body trembled, she hurriedly leaned aside, and said repeatedly, "I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm really fine!"

Ruan Qiuchi felt even more strange. Normally, at this time, she would either push her away without any scruples, or ignore her. This was the first time she wanted to avoid her.

She frowned, didn't ask any more questions, but quietly glanced at the dazed Guan Shanyue again, could it be?

Guan Shanyue didn't pay attention to Ruan Qiuchi's doubts. She was all focused on observing some suspected same-sex relationship patterns in the class. She was still sitting in the last row of the classroom, and she had a panoramic view of everyone's small movements. She was the one who discovered it. some clues.

Why did Cheng Queyue quietly look at Luo Manyang when she lowered her head?Why didn't Luo Manyang ask her to help pick up the pen that fell on her side, but twisted his body and supported her leg to pick it up?Guan Shanyue even wanted to push the non-existent glasses on the bridge of her nose.

If she followed them, she would definitely find out more. She was taken aback by the thought that popped up in her heart. Why did she start to change so much that she wanted to follow others!This is not allowed!

But she remembered the conversation between Tang Qiu and Qin Xia that she heard at that time, Qin Xia said, "You shouldn't drink..."

What did they do after drinking?

Ah... Guan Shanyue couldn't figure it out, and her poor brain capacity made things worse. She lay on the table, buried in her arms, and let out a long sigh.

At this time, she heard the voice of the Chinese teacher Jiang Huan who was giving a lecture. The test paper might not have been corrected yet, so she didn't talk about the test paper, but she didn't know why she was teaching something about psychology.

Jiang Huan turned around and wrote a few words on the blackboard, and continued, "The pregnancy effect means that certain accidental factors make you feel that it is a common phenomenon with your own attention."

"For example, when a person is pregnant, it is easier to find a pregnant woman. When you drive a BMW, it is easier to see a BMW. If you carry an LV, it is easier to find that the streets are full of LV."

"It is used to describe the situation where people tend to project their focus on the outside world in order to find more cases to confirm their inner thoughts."

When Guan Shanyue heard this, she suddenly raised her head and looked around blankly. Ruan Qiuchi also noticed that she was always staring at the couples of female students in the class, and she had a very strange expression on her face.

Guan Shanyue's heart skipped a beat, wait, doesn't that mean, me too? ?

Ruan Qiuchi's heart skipped a beat, wait, could it be that she is homophobic? ?

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The author has something to say:

Guan Canghai: I forgot about the search engine, the weather is so cold

Guan Shanyue: It seems that the door to a new world has opened

Ruan Qiuchi: Impossible, Impossible, Homophobic, or Deep Closet

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