Studying medicine can't save President Ji

Zhao Qiangfu's test results came out, and he was positive for hepatitis B virus. The hospital immediately provided anti-hepatitis B immunoglobulin, and then he was vaccinated against hepatitis B vaccine.

Fortunately, Guan Shanyue's test results were negative, and she still needs to be re-examined in a week, half a month, or three months later. Now she has basically stabilized.

It's just that appendicitis started to get serious and needed surgery to get rid of it.

Guan Shanyue fell asleep on the hospital bed, Ji Canghai was watching by, Shao Xingzhi had already rushed to Yandu, and first asked her, "Mr. Ji, do you need to invite the most qualified director to perform the operation?"

Ji Canghai said in a low voice, "No need, although the old director has rich experience, his actual operation may not be as good as the doctors who often go on stage."

Shao Xingzhi nodded, and she quietly glanced at Ji Canghai next to the bed, his face seemed a little tired, and he didn't know how long he hadn't slept.

"Mr. Ji, take a rest, I'll just watch over."

Ji Canghai pondered for a moment, then nodded, when the door of the ward was opened, Ji Yutang hurried in, just about to say something, Ji Canghai put his index finger on his lips to signal her to keep silent.

Ji Yutang asked in a low voice, "Are you asleep?"

Ji Canghai nodded.

"Are you all right?"

Ji Canghai shook his head.

"Reconciled?"

Ji Canghai didn't move.

"It's not easy for me to interfere in your emotional life, but you hurt her deeply."

Ji Canghai nodded.

"Are you dumb?" Ji Yutang said boldly.

Ji Canghai stared at her.

"I don't know if she still wants to see you when she wakes up."

Ji Canghai lowered his eyes and did not speak.

"When she came to live in my house, she said she wanted to clean it up."

Ji Canghai's long eyelashes trembled.

"Oh, but she really likes you. You said you, why did you leave her behind?"

Ji Canghai was silent, the sunlight outside the window passed her by.

Ji Yutang felt that she was very much like a teacher, and the high-ranking President Ji was the student being scolded. She smiled and said, "If you know your mistakes, you can correct them. You are still a good boy."

Ji Canghai raised his hand and pointed at the door of the ward, signaling to see off the guests, Ji Yutang was puzzled, why did this guy blow up at any point, he is not a good child at all!

Knowing that Guan Shanyue was in good condition and there was nothing serious, she left the ward and hurried to the operation.

Shao Xingzhi guarded Guan Shanyue for her, and she got up and rested for a while.

Shao Xingzhi looked at Guan Shanyue who was sleeping on the hospital bed, and then at Mr. Ji's back, thinking to himself, you are not tired yet, I am tired of watching.

After an unknown amount of time, Guan Shanyue's long eyelashes trembled, and she opened her eyes. Shao Xingzhi saw her move, and asked softly, "Are you awake? How do you feel?"

Guan Shanyue was dazzled by the sunlight outside the window, and then she heard the woman in front of her speak. She paused and nodded.

Shao Xingzhi pursed his lips and smiled, and was about to get up, "President Ji is still resting, I'll call her."

Guan Shanyue suddenly reached out to grab her and shook her head.

Shao Xingzhi thought to himself, is the nodding and shaking of the two people hereditary?

She said, "Then you have a good rest, and you may have surgery later."

Guan Shanyue opened her mouth, her voice hoarse, "What surgery?"

"Appendicitis surgery, the doctor said you should have been in pain for a while."

Guan Shanyue didn't speak, Ji Canghai entered the ward, Shao Xingzhi saw her, got up and said, "President Ji."

Ji Canghai nodded, seeing Guan Shanyue woke up, and sat down beside the hospital bed.

silence.

Shao Xingzhi felt that her face was a little tense, and she didn't dare to find an excuse to slip away after being exposed to this embarrassing atmosphere.

"How do you feel?" Ji Canghai opened his mouth.

Guan Shanyue looked at the snow-white sheets and said, "It's pretty good."

silence.

"Are you hungry?"

Guan Shanyue shook her head.

silence.

Ji Canghai looked at her, she was leaning on the hospital bed, her face was a little pale, and her clear face was even more pitiful.

Ji Canghai reached out to rub her forehead, but she avoided it with some resistance, Ji Canghai paused, then withdrew his hand and said, "Have a good rest, don't worry about anything else."

Guan Shanyue half closed her eyes, didn't speak, just nodded slightly.

Ji Canghai seemed to sigh, got up and left the ward, leaving the bleak atmosphere.

Guan Shanyue sometimes wakes up and sometimes sleeps, her body is sometimes hot and cold, she doesn't speak when she sees her beside the bed, and she doesn't know what she's thinking when she looks at the snow-white sheets all day long.

Ji Canghai was afraid that she would be bored, so he often turned on the TV, or put a few books by her hand, and she would stare at the TV or flip through the books beside the bed.

That evening, Guan Shanyue fell asleep again, the lights were not turned on in the ward, and the dim and tired sunset shrouded her face, her kitten eyes were closed, and her innocent face was full of obedient expressions.

Shao Xingzhi knocked lightly on the door and came in, "Mr. Ji, here is the month-end summary."

Ji Canghai responded lightly, flipping through the company's financial report.

Looking at her tired face, Shao Xingzhi hesitated for a while and said, "Mr. Ji, you have been away from the company for too long. Although Chairman Xi is standing up, the other directors of the company are already dissatisfied."

Ji Canghai suddenly felt very tired and closed his eyes.

I really want to say let them die.

But she can't.

"I see," she said.

"When will she have surgery?" she asked.

Shao Xingzhi replied, "Anytime."

"Let's raise it for two more days."

"Yes."

After Shao Xingzhi left, Ji Canghai silently looked at Guan Shanyue's familiar but slightly changed sleeping face, kissed the corner of her lips lightly, and said in a low voice, "Get well soon."

Guan Shanyue didn't move.

Ji Canghai didn't ask her to forgive her, but only hoped that she would be healthy and happy.

The next few days have been recuperating, and the operation has been successfully completed. These days, Guan Shanyue is doing the final recuperation.

Ji Canghai finished her official duties outside and entered the ward, only the sound of the TV was playing, she asked, "Do you feel okay?"

Guan Shanyue nodded and said, "Yes."

She was just watching the TV, but she didn't look into it. The eyes of the woman beside her made her feel lost again and again.

"Do you not want to see me?" Ji Canghai said.

Guan Shanyue didn't speak.

Ji Canghai smiled, and finally said sincerely, "I'm sorry."

Guan Shanyue still didn't look at her, she took a deep look at Guan Shanyue, and finally stroked the top of her hair lightly.

Ji Canghai left.

She was tired all over.

So overwhelmed.

In the ward where only Guan Shanyue was left alone, her tears were hot and cold.

Everything will pass.

After recuperating, Guan Shanyue went to work the next day. When the patients saw her return to the hospital after a long time, they asked her about her physical condition, and she responded one by one with a smile.

It's just that Li Xiangyan's situation seems to be a little bit worse. The boy was always by her side in the past, but now he seems to be going back first.

Guan Shanyue remembers that when Li Xiangyan fell asleep, the boy always chatted with her, saying, did she cry today? She always told me not to come again. She said she was hopeless, but as long as she was still alive , I just want to stay by her side.

In the past, Guan Shanyue would always lament that many encounters and departures were nothing but fate.

"Xiangyan, how do you feel?" Guan Shanyue asked her.

The girl lost a lot of weight again, and the blue veins on her arms were clearly visible, but she still smiled and said, "I feel like I'm getting less and less energetic."

Guan Shanyue touched her hand, "It will get better."

Li Xiangyan's voice was a little weak, and he said to her, "Doctor Guan, how long can I live?"

Guan Shanyue pursed her lips and said softly, "No matter how long it takes, we will do our best."

Li Xiangyan nodded, "Doctor Guan, tell him not to come here again."

Guan Shanyue was taken aback for a moment, and she continued, "Last time I told my dad not to save me, but my dad didn't listen."

"I told him not to come again, but I couldn't drive him away."

"If only I wasn't sick."

There is nothing more important than life in the world.

Guan Shanyue was a little distraught, and returned to her small rental house after many days. The layout and furnishings have not been changed, but something seems to be missing.

She was standing in the living room that was getting darker. The low sofa was the same as before, but there should still be someone there.

She pushed open the door of the room, there was no one in the hazy darkness, the sheets and quilts were neat, as if no one had lived there before, she suddenly saw a few pieces of Ji Canghai's clothes in the closet.

Ji Canghai.

When she thought of her name, a sore pain gradually climbed up in her heart. She walked to the closet involuntarily, and gently stroked the marks left by her.

Do you really want to get rid of her one day?

Her eyes were a little blurry, but she found that there seemed to be a piece of paper on the bedside.

She picked it up, and the neat and handsome characters were printed in her eyes.

Ji Canghai's handwriting is as beautiful as hers.

she says:

Hello Guan Shanyue,

I have never written you a love letter for nine years, I don't know if you still need it now.I have a lot of words that I don't know how to say, but I still want to write a letter to you.

These days I think a lot, if I let go of my prejudices to save you five years ago, would the ending be different?

But no matter what I was then, the fact is that I was late, and I don't want to make excuses.

You are right, I am a bastard, a bastard who loves to bully you and refuses to admit his mistakes.

But I'm not bad now, I always seem to want to kiss you when I see you.

My tachycardia is you.real.

Guan Shanyue smiled suddenly, she was so cute.Laughed and laughed and cried again.

she says:

Originally I thought I would never make mistakes, but when I really said "I'm sorry", I found that it's not that difficult.

On the contrary, when I said it, there was a sense of relief, of course, it was my own relief, you should not forgive me, you should blame me and hate me.

Your vitality is far stronger than mine, like a fire fueled by the soul, which will never stop.

But the darkness I live in has swallowed up your light, I have brought you too much pain, it's all my fault, it's all my fault.

When I was with you in the past, I was indifferent and numb, arrogant and rude. Now that I think about it, I don't know how you put up with me.

Please forgive me for talking to myself now and for being silent in the past. Too many suspicions have stood in my way.

During that time, I was really upset because of work and I neglected you, but this is not the reason for me to hurt you, I confess.

Every time I go to Lizhidu to feed pigeons, I always think, are the white pigeons I feed now the same white pigeons I used to feed?

I'm belatedly apologizing now, can I still save my little rabbit?

I just think you will be soft-hearted, and you will quietly forgive me again and again, but I forgot that rabbits can bite people when they are in a hurry, let alone you?

(But you bite me really hurt, if there is a next time, remember to be lighter)

I don't know if I can say the above sentence, if you are not happy after watching it, just pretend you didn't see it.

Also, as a doctor, you don't know where you feel pain, you don't know what to check, and you don't know what to say?If it gets worse, I want your appendix to be buried with you in your hospital (just kidding, don’t be angry)

I guess you must be much more aware of what you need to pay attention to after surgery than I am, but I still want to tell you: do not touch the wound with water, the medicine prescribed by the director is in the first drawer, six pills three times a day, orally.

I have already said to your dean that you will not be assigned too many heavy tasks at present. Oh, Nurse Chen told me a lot about you. She said that you are very popular. Actually, I was thinking It's you after all, and I hope she can tell me about some suspicious people around you (not meant to put eyeliner on...well, there is a bit of it)

By the way, everything I say counts. If you want to take a step back, you can come to me at any time.

I wanted to change your medicine for you before leaving, but you don’t want to see me. I’m already a little sad after writing this, so please don’t laugh at me.

It's just that I think you are very good and should meet someone better. I also hope that person is me, but unfortunately I can't go back to the past.

May your vitality always be strong.

Wish you never met me.

(This letter was written at the dinner table, seriously, you should have moved out with me to another house.

There are a lot of oil stains on the table, and there is no place to put my hands, so my handwriting is not good, and I don't mean you are lazy.If you are not happy, then I take it back immediately.

Also, are you playing the kind of drama that pretends to still love me, so that I can hope to finally get rid of me?

In fact, you pretend to still love me, and I am also very happy.

But I still want to tell you: Ginger is still old and spicy, I hope you will not be fooled by a bastard like me in the future. )

yours,

Ji Canghai

Ji Canghai really can't speak, she can't bear to write it down.

She broke down in tears, and she wasn't pretending.

Her tears blurred Ji Canghai's handwriting drop by drop.

I am right.She hurt me.She abandoned me when I was most helpless.

But I love her.

As for her, she never bows her head to admit her mistakes, only insists, and always has an annoying desire to control and possess, superior and arrogant.

He knew how to kiss forcefully as if he was a domineering president, but when he asked her to be mature, he suddenly became childish, and when he asked her to explain, he only knew how to be silent.

But I love her.

Guan Shanyue stumbled and ran out the door, but she didn't know where to find her.

She didn't want to torture herself, and she didn't want to torture her anymore.

She would rather maintain the subtle rift of love.

She would rather forget the pain of those five years.

She wants to hold on to her mirror.

She wants to keep her Ji Canghai.

Guan Shanyue dialed the number with trembling hands.

do not go.

The phone is connected.There is the sound of wind.

Guan Shanyue suddenly stopped talking.

"Hello?" Ji Canghai's voice remained the same as before.

Guan Shanyue bit her lip, her tears became hot and then cold, "Where are you?"

Ji Canghai hung up the phone.

Guan Shanyue leaned against the old wooden door, the world in front of her was blurred, and the snow outside the window began to sway and fall into the world again.

Suddenly the phone rang again.

Ji Canghai said, "Look out the window."

Her Ji Canghai is downstairs, and the snowflakes surround the breeze.

Guan Shanyue's eyes were blurred, and the sour love rushed to the embankment in her heart, and stumbled into her arms.

Ji Canghai smiled.

The cool fingertips caressed her back, her tears fell into her collar, her body trembled slightly, and she couldn't stop crying.

Ji Canghai said, "Doctor Guan, I seem to have some hearing problems."

Guan Shanyue said with a choked voice, "What are you doing, only half of your ears can hear the voice?"

Ji Canghai gently kissed the top of her hair, and said, "Why didn't I hear you say you love me."

Guan Shanyue hugged her tightly and said, "Ji Canghai, I love you."

Ji Canghai paused, and asked her softly, "Forgive me?"

"I'm sorry."

Ji Canghai lowered his head slightly, gently stroking away her tears, "Nine years of entanglement, I've had enough."

"let's be together."

"Do it all over again."

It was snowing heavily.

Ji Canghai bowed his head and kissed her.

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The author has something to say:

Finish.

That's what I want to say, but there are still a few chapters to come