Studying medicine can't save President Ji

"Aren't you leaving?" Guan Shanyue looked at the woman sitting comfortably on the low sofa, and felt as if she had fallen into her trap again.

Ji Canghai said, "Yes, I almost got on the plane. I'm not lying to you."

"If I don't call, you will really leave, right?"

Ji Canghai pulled her over and said around her, "Isn't that why you don't want to see me? I'm afraid that the more you look at me, the more annoying you will be."

To be honest, she wasn't particularly sure, she handed over the initiative to Guan Shanyue, and everything depended on Guan Shanyue's mood.

God knows what was going on in her mind while she waited.

Guan Shanyue glanced at her, "Almost boarded the plane? But the airport is far from here."

Ji Canghai blinked, "I almost boarded the car to the airport."

Guan Shanyue knew that she was sitting on the sidelines, "Bastard! Is this called almost boarding?"

Ji Canghai clasped her hand, rubbed her long black hair, just smiled lowly.

She didn't speak anymore, she lowered her eyes to feel the warmth of the woman behind her, Ji Canghai asked again, "Why did you forgive me?"

She came back to her senses and said lightly, "Because I am nostalgic, soft-hearted, or I have never really forgotten you."

Ji Canghai was silent for a moment, "...Really?"

"Well, every time I see you, I will think of myself who was desperate before, and I will be moved by myself, and I will not lose my hope for life."

Ji Canghai: "..."

It sounds like talking nonsense, just be a tool person obediently.

Guan Shanyue moved away from her, and asked, "Why did you come to me now."

She covered her eyes, remained silent for a while, and said, "I don't know much about it. In fact, when I was a child, I was the kind who wouldn't cry out for pain when I was beaten to death. I was stubborn and not good at talking. I suffered a lot. Later, I learned to be smart, and when I became an adult, I also understood all kinds of ways of the world, but I was still so unreasonable in my bones that I had to hit the south wall to know the pain."

Guan Shanyue listened to her and didn't express any opinions. Her voice was the same as before, "Because you are like a little rabbit. When you are bullied, you just lean over with red circles. When I face you, I can't help but expose you. My bad nature."

Ji Canghai paused, hugged Guan Shanyue and said in an urgent voice, "Don't be angry, I'm a bastard, I'm sorry."

Guan Shanyue snorted lightly, "I'm not angry, it's the truth."

She used to be really weak and bully, hateful and cute.

Ji Canghai paused, then twisted her long hair that fell in front of her, and said slowly, "I know what you want, you want clean love without impurities, but unfortunately I can't give it to you, and I'm afraid you Disappointed in me after seeing my true nature.”

"I want to push you away, but I can't bear it," Ji Canghai buried her neck, her long black hair smelled good, "So I always do some inexplicable things when I'm hot and cold. "

Surrounded by her warm breath, Guan Shanyue sighed softly, "You are so mature and capable at work, why do you act like a child when it comes to dealing with emotional issues?"

She was bored for a while and didn't speak, Guan Shanyue just waited quietly for her to speak.

She choked out a sentence for a long time, "I'm sorry, sister Guan, please teach me more in the future."

Guan Shanyue closed her eyes slightly, "Do you want me to teach you?"

She immediately reacted, lowered her head and admitted her mistake, "I'm sorry, Sister Guan, I can learn it right away, and I promise to give you meticulous experience and affordable and conscientious after-sales service."

Guan Shanyue: ...

Do you agree to die or admit your mistakes?And what is your product?

Guan Shanyue turned her head to look at her, and moved closer, "Continue talking."

Ji Canghai felt relieved under her gaze, and said, "I was too selfish at the time, and I was never willing to explain and communicate with you. Many unspoken words caused our conflicts to accumulate bit by bit. Finally, in that incident It got out of control, and all the conflicts that had built up started to explode."

She let out a breath, "And I just didn't handle it well."

Guan Shanyue half closed her eyes, thinking of that day.

She said, "I'm blaming you. Those things obviously have nothing to do with you. Anyone can make mistakes, but you are the one who needs comfort the most."

"It's my dereliction of duty for not taking good care of my mother, and it's my dereliction of duty for not protecting you when you need me most."

"But I, I hurt you. Later, the more I thought about it, the more frightened I became, and the more I thought about it, the more I regretted it. I always felt that I never made mistakes, so I seldom faced my mistakes. But this time it seems to be different. Thinking about it made it harder for me to speak, and I started to get scared."

"I'm afraid that if I take the initiative to touch you, you will throw me away without hesitation. I think you will come back after you calm down. I think I will never do this kind of thing again after you come back. I have been dying forever." Hold on until now."

The two fell into a long silence again, and then Ji Canghai seemed to sigh and hum, "It turned out that it was my cowardice that couldn't face the reality."

Guan Shanyue listened to her slow voice, and there was a slight resonance in her chest. She had always been on guard, never refusing to admit her fragility.

"Then one day, I fell asleep in the middle of the night, and when I got up and closed the window, I caught a glimpse of your diary that was blown open," she coughed lightly, and added, "Oh, after you left, I slept in your diary." Room."

"I remember once you insisted that I peeked at your diary, that I didn't respect your privacy and wanted to punish me, but I didn't peek."

Guan Shanyue raised her eyebrows, "Dare you say you didn't peek?"

Guan Shanyue grabbed her, making her hard to guard against, so she said lightly, "No, you put it on the table by yourself, I didn't even touch it, I just glanced over it in a hurry, and accidentally saw what you wrote in your heart .”

Guan Shanyue snorted softly, but didn't pursue it further, "And then."

"I asked you how to punish me. You said that when you grow up to my age, you must peek at all my written things."

Ji Canghai lowered his voice, "At that time, I thought again, you are already 25 years old now, why don't you read what I wrote? Is it true that you will never come back again?"

"I looked at the test papers you wrote, the clothes you wore, the water glasses you used. All traces of you will disappear. I stood and watched all night. I am very sad."

"Are you sad, did you cry?"

Ji Canghai paused when he heard the words, turned his eyes and said, "No."

This is not acceptable, it would be embarrassing to say it.

Guan Shanyue teased, "That's right, how could the invulnerable Mr. Ji cry?"

Ji Canghai: ...

Guan Shanyue smiled, "That's why you decided to come to me."

Ji Canghai said in a low voice, "I came too late."

Guan Shanyue was noncommittal, "Then why do you think I left you?"

"I have done too many bad things, and I often neglect you, lack of communication and exchange, and... um..."

Ji Canghai looked at her, hesitant to speak.

Guan Shanyue understood, "I know, there is still inequality in status. At that time, I was too attached and dependent on you, so that you didn't put me on an equal position to fall in love with me."

Ji Canghai gently stroked her long hair, "I'm sorry, I was too arrogant."

She brushed her long hair smoothed by Ji Canghai, and said, "It's different now Ji Canghai, I can live well without you, I do still love you, but the only reason I fell in love with you is because you grow up It looks good, and I want to sleep with you."

Ji Canghai choked for a moment, and responded in a low voice, "If you are not satisfied with me..."

"Just leave me anytime."

Guan Shanyue laughed, patted her head and said, "Yo, it's the other way around? Where's my high-ranking President Ji?"

"There is no high-ranking President Ji anymore, only Master Ji who is responsible for picking you up." Ji Canghai obediently let her ruffle his long hair.

Guan Shanyue pondered for a moment, and said, "Why do I think it's because I'm working and can support my family? Ji Canghai the bastard, a damn capitalist."

Ji Canghai kissed her earlobe and said, "...I can't afford to support you, it's just that you were studying before and I was afraid of disturbing you."

"Don't pretend here, you're not afraid to disturb me now?"

"You have already entered the society. If you are not disturbed by me, you will be disturbed by others."

Guan Shanyue restrained her fidgeting hands, "Won't you miss me for five whole years?"

Ji Canghai paused, resting his chin on her shoulder, and tightening his arms around her, "Who said that, as long as I'm free, I'll start thinking about you."

Guan Shanyue let out a low "huh" and leaned back. The two people's body temperature was separated by layers of shirts, "It's a lie."

Ji Canghai seemed to be aggrieved, "I went to your school many times to secretly watch you, but you acted like you didn't see me when you saw me, which made me very embarrassed."

Guan Shanyue turned her head to look at her and said, "When did you come here?"

"What I remember most is on October 10th, I went to your school, you glanced at me, and then continued talking and laughing with your classmates, I suddenly felt that you seemed happier without me, so I thought about it I'll let you go, but I really couldn't bear it later."

Guan Shanyue was speechless for a while, "...I didn't see you."

"...that's your problem."

"Ji Canghai."

"Ok?"

"You are childish."

Ji Canghai looked "You are so brave", and buried her neck again, she was itchy, broke away from her arms, and left after touching again, went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Ji Canghai watched her come out of the shower with some dark eyes of resentment, Guan Shanyue secretly smiled, leaned against her and sat in her arms, turned on the TV, and asked, "What do you want to watch? Show it to you."

Like coaxing a child.

The woman in her arms seemed to be faintly steaming with heat, and her body smelled even better. She turned her head slightly, revealing half of her pure and innocent face. Human aqua.

Ji Canghai couldn't help slowing down his breathing, and his heartbeat fluctuated intermittently, "You can do whatever you want."

She nodded slightly, and moved away a little bit. The earlobes under her black hair were a little red from the heat, and she switched to the movie channel.

The TV is not big, it looks a bit blurry from a distance, Ji Canghai is not thinking about it at all, Guan Shanyue's voice is full of smiles, and suddenly said,

"Ji Canghai, I feel that your heartbeat is irregular."

"Call my sister."

"Ji Canghai, my sister feels that your heartbeat is irregular."

Ji Canghai smiled, warm breath around her neck, cool fingertips across the back of her hand, she pushed her away again and said, "Go take a bath."

Ji Canghai: "...Woman, you are playing hard to get."

Guan Shanyue narrowed her eyes and smiled, "President Ji, I'll give you 500 million, leave me now."

Ji Canghai said, "Dr. Guan, can you get it out?"

Guan Shanyue shook her head seriously, "I can't take it out, I still owe you money."

"That's good, there is no 500 million, don't want me to leave you." Ji Canghai hugged her back, and said, "When did you owe me money?"

"Tuition, have you forgotten?"

"Hmm..." Ji Canghai pondered.

"What are you thinking about?"

"I'm thinking about how you should pay it back."

"Transfer, how else can I pay it back?"

Ji Canghai squeezed her hand and said, "Why, do you want to settle with me?"

Guan Shanyue chuckled, "Brothers will settle accounts."

"My sisters don't have to settle accounts clearly." She lowered her eyes and gently stroked her fingers.

Guan Shanyue glanced at her, "Seriously, you used to think of me as your younger sister?"

Ji Canghai seemed a little disgusted, raised his eyes and said, "You? Sister?"

"If I had such a sister, I would have thrown it away long ago. She is neither obedient nor obedient, and has not inherited my intelligence."

Guan Shanyue smiled, "Why didn't I find Mr. Ji so narcissistic before."

Ji Canghai coughed lightly, and said, "I still love you the most."

Guan Shanyue felt cold all over her body, and gestured to the bathroom with disgust, Ji Canghai had no choice but to let her go reluctantly.

Guan Shanyue was watching TV when Ji Canghai's hazy voice came from the small and old bathroom, "Why is there no water?"

Guan Shanyue asked her to open the door, took a general look at the situation and said, "The sluice seems to be leaking."

Then he went to the drawer to find out the waterproof tape and wrench, tinkling for a while, Ji Canghai felt that he was a housewife who stayed alone, and Guan Shanyue seemed to come to repair the plumbing.

She turned the switch, hot water flowed out, "Okay."

Ji Canghai smiled and said, "Master, how much is it?"

Guan Shanyue glanced at her, saw her well-maintained skin, and touched it with her hands, "Tsk tsk tsk. No more money."

"what happened?"

"It's okay, I'm not afraid of getting old all of a sudden."

"I'm not old." She was wronged.

"Okay, you have 31 flowers."

She pulled her over and poured some water, Guan Shanyue pushed her, "What are you doing?"

"Water my flowers."

"Childish." She rolled her eyes.

Moisture began to diffuse in the small bathroom, and the temperature gradually increased.

When Guan Shanyue was about to go out, she suddenly turned her head, leaned against the door, and looked at her with a smile.

She paused with her half-undressed hands, put down her clothes again, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Guan Shanyue said in a soft voice in the foggy bathroom, "It's okay, Mr. Ji, wash up a bit."

After teasing, she left again. The small room was still the same, but she was no longer alone, and she put away the letter carefully.

It was cold under the quilt, and there were Ji Canghai's clothes in the closet beside him, occupying the space and getting her smell.

her imprint.

The door of the room was opened, and her tall figure stepped in with the light behind her.

The smell of cedar came up with warmth, the small bed creaked, Ji Canghai leaned down and whispered in her ear, "It's finished washing."

Guan Shanyue put his arms around her neck, and she froze for a moment.

"Oh, wait." She sent an urgent message and hurried downstairs to get the daily necessities sent by Shao Xingzhi.

Not long after, Guan Shanyue had already tidied her clothes, leaning against the bedside to read a book with an indifference that was not stained with worldly desires.

She hesitated for a moment, and asked a little aggrieved, "Aren't you going to do it?"

Guan Shanyue laughed out loud, "Well, I won't do it."

Ji Canghai's eyes were full of resentment, he still hugged her honestly, and asked her in a muffled voice, "What are you looking at?"

Guan Shanyue showed her the cover, which was "A Bouquet for Algernon", Ji Canghai leaned over to read it with her, and said, "If it were you, would you choose the pain of sobriety, or the joy of ignorance?"

"What do you think I will choose?" Guan Shanyue turned her head to look at her, the lights were warm, and her long eyelashes were like golden threads.

"I don't know," Ji Canghai didn't answer directly, but smiled at her, "Anyway, I choose you."

Guan Shanyue said, "Are you trying to make up for the sweet words you didn't say before?"

"Yeah, you have to get used to it." Ji Canghai answered her.

Guan Shanyue smiled, "You don't have to force yourself to say something strange, it turns out that's fine."

Ji Canghai was bored for a while and said nothing, "Do you like that too?"

Guan Shanyue turned off the lights, the room darkened, and said, "Huh? I might like it if I don't do assholes."

"No, really." Ji Canghait said seriously.

Guan Shanyue responded softly, "Well, trust you for now, go to sleep."

When she was about to fall asleep in a daze, she felt Ji Canghai approaching beside her, kissed her earlobe lightly, and whispered, "Thank you for choosing to forgive me."

She fell asleep.

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No, it's exam time, I'm getting anxious