Number one!Sankeng school belle is not white moonlight

"How's it going?"

Su Xiang stared at Meng Yue who was struggling to come in from the activity room, and asked him eagerly.

Meng Yue scratched her head and said falteringly, "...that little Susu, why don't I buy you a cup of milk tea first."

Su Xiang grabbed Meng Yue's collar and kept shaking him, "Tell me quickly! What's going on?!"

"Calm down first..." Meng Yue's face was a little embarrassed, and she waved her hands, trying to make Su Xiang let go of herself first.

"How can this make me calm down?" Su Xiang's tone changed, and he was so anxious that he was about to cry.

Meng Yue patted her on the shoulder and explained, "Now I just heard that Gu Yunche has temporarily resigned as the president of the Guqin Club. I don't know anything else yet. If not, I will continue to ask for you."

"I haven't been able to contact her since the end of the party... I can't get in touch with her, whether it's by phone, phone or WeChat..." Su Xiang was in a trance, repeating what she had repeated countless times in a daze.

Meng Yue could only sigh and comfort her, "Don't worry, maybe something happened to her."

Su Xiang still grabbed Meng Yue's collar and refused to let go, as if grabbing a life-saving straw, "But you won't just disappear if you encounter anything..."

Seeing Su Xiang repeating these few words again, in order not to let her continue to repeat, Spice Girl could only deduce helplessly, "... Maybe something happened at the party?"

Su Xiang was shocked, and suddenly remembered the few words he said to Gu Yunche in the darkness.

"Gu Yunche, while it's dark now...I want to tell you that I like you. So I will be with you no matter what."

I like you.

So no matter what, I'll be with you.

I will be with you.

……

Could it be because she said that?

Maybe it's actually Sister Gu who doesn't like herself at all, and doesn't want to be with her at all?

Now it's just because I don't want to see myself, so I'm avoiding her?

"How could it be, how could it be..." Su Xiang let go of Meng Yue, shook his head in disbelief, and retreated step by step.

The hot girl looked at her like this, and her heart couldn't help but tugged. "you……"

Su Xiang kept shaking his head and said in a trembling voice, "I don't believe it, I don't believe it... Where is her dormitory? Where is her home? Where is she? I'm going to find her, I'm going to find her...!"

Su Xiang suddenly ran towards the door like crazy.

"No! You can't go!"

But Meng Yue stopped Su Xiang when she was about to rush out the door.

Su Xiang's shoulders kept trembling, and he uttered a series of broken words, "Why? Why why...! Do you know something... I know, I understand everything! You must know something... That's it, definitely What do you know! That's why you don't let me find her!..."

Su Xiang seemed to have confirmed the fact that no one could refute it, so her emotions that had been suppressed for a long time finally found a support point, and they all burst out in an instant.

Su Xiang completely collapsed.

She even went crazy, punching and kicking Meng Yue who was blocking her, to show her resistance.

"...You must have colluded! You and that, that person named Gu Wangshu...you stinky men, you stinky shit! It must be you, it must be you who prevented me from seeing her... You liars, liars! You are big liars...!"

Seeing Su Xiang who was gradually losing his mind, Meng Yue roared angrily, "Su Xiang, calm down the fuck! How can you find her after you have become like this?!"

But Su Xiang suddenly laughed, the louder the laughter, it seemed that everything was just a weird joke, as long as you laugh easily, as long as you keep laughing like this, everything will disappear, everything will... return to normal .

Su Xiang tilted his head, his tear-filled eyes were still trying to stare at Meng Yue with a half-smile, and although his voice was still a little trembling, he tried his best to say, "...President Meng? What do I look like now?" , Doesn’t it look calm enough...? Hehehe...I am very calm, I am very calm. I am very good now, I am very good...I feel good, I don’t need you to care about it!"

"Look what you've become now!"

The incomprehension of Meng Yue exacerbated Su Xiang's fear, anger, sadness, and grievance... She also yelled at him like a little hedgehog defending her territory.

"You don't have to worry about my business!"

Meng Yue's violent temper flared up after she endured everything, "Who the hell is going to care about you?!"

"Ugh..."

Su Xiang whimpered very softly, as if because of the final hoarseness, or because of Meng Yue's final judgment, and sat on the ground helplessly.

"Su Xiang...!"

Su Xiang tried to wipe his eyes with his right hand, and tried to wave Meng Yue away with his left hand, "I'm fine, I'm fine...! Leave me alone...don't..."

Meng Yue held back her anger, gritted her teeth and said, "...I'll help you find out about this matter. Before that, please give me a good time, do you hear me?"

"No, you don't understand,"

It seems that because of Meng Yue's words, Su Xiang's nearly withered struggle was revived again. She kept thrashing and trying to get herself up again, and kept saying, "I'm going, I'm going...I, I must go... ..."

Meng Yue stopped her again, her words were tough and her attitude was firm, "You can't go."

"Let me, let me go...let, I go..."

Su Xiang could only wave this powerless hand out of thin air, and no longer tried to hide the crying in his words, "Everyone should have the qualifications to pursue gods..."

Su Xiang spoke intermittently until he could piece together a complete sentence, "It's because I have someone I want to see that I have expectations about being alive..."

Meng Yue was startled, and put down the hand that was holding her back.

It seemed that he was the one who underestimated the weight of this emotion.

Although the trip on the night of the show was only a brief episode, nothing went wrong until the end of the show.If anything really happened between them, it would only be at... that time.

The emergence of this conclusion further made Meng Yue confirm an idea in her heart.

If this matter really happened because of Su Xiang, and this emotion is also very important to Su Xiang, it is better not to tell her that Gu Yunche seems to have dropped out of school.

After a long silence, Meng Yue turned her back to her, and finally sighed as if she let go, "... If you want to find her, then go. But I didn't lie to you, I really don't know where she is now, and I don't know where she is now." Where is her home?"

"Where are you going, where are you going...?" Su Xiang's lips moved, and he said dully.

In my memory, it is often accompanied by the sound of high heels stepping on the wooden floor.

That capable woman who wears a suit and shirt all the year round seems to never take off her haughty high heels, even at home, and always looks like she is in a hurry.

Women never seem to be willing to stop and look, never... never stop.

After hearing her daughter's doubts about "where are you going", the woman stood at the door and looked at her, holding a lot of folders in her hand.

——She didn't even want to put down her things, even if she just had a few more words with herself.

"Mom still has work to do. The dinner is in the refrigerator. If you're hungry, heat it up for yourself. Turn it on in the microwave for two or three minutes on medium heat. If you think it's not hot enough, you can heat it up for another minute or two."

"Ahem..." But mom, I... have a sore throat.

"Okay, okay..." Su Xiang leaned his little head on the door frame and nodded obediently.

The woman's eyes moved, and then she smiled nonchalantly, "Remember not to eat cold food, or you will have a stomachache. Mom is in a hurry, so I left first."

don't want……

"Okay, goodbye mom." Su Xiang also tried to smile.

Bang.

After the door was slammed shut, Su Xiang crouched down with his head in his arms.

I don't know since when Su Xiang was afraid of the sound of closing the door.

Because as long as she hears this voice, it means that no matter she is experiencing joy, anger or illness, no matter what kind of emotional concerns she has, she must learn to accept and choose to be strong.Other than that, no thoughts.

As if aware of the little master's depression, the furry white figure also squatted at her feet in great disappointment, whimpering softly, and kept pressing its small head against her hand.

Su Xiang raised his head, patted the little Samo's head, and comforted it, "Tuantuan, you can't, you can't be willful. Mom, she is... very busy. However, she is also working hard... to let Susu live I want to be happier... So, Susu can't trouble her, and Susu should work hard..."

Be sure to work hard.

Eat well, go to school obediently, take good care of yourself, and be obedient.

But ah, mother.

Susu uses the microwave oven to heat up meals for herself every day, and never drinks cold water or eats cold food.

Every day, I go to school obediently on time, do not talk to strangers, and do my homework when I get home...

Even though I worked hard to overcome the pain, from eating those foods that I couldn’t even read, to taking the wrong medicine, I could only kneel on the ground and cry because of the pain in my stomach, until...

When I was sick again, I was able to show myself some common symptoms, and I have been working hard not to cause you any trouble.

But why, why are you still unwilling to look back at me...even a glance?

Is it because... Susu didn't work hard enough?

Susu must, must be the pride of... mother, so that... mother can not work so hard, so... she can look back at herself.

Su Xiang clearly remembered the day when he thought his mother would see his hard work, holding the trophy in his hand, he called her on the mobile phone of teacher Chen, the head teacher.

"Mom, do you remember what day it is today? You promised, today..."

"...Which one are you talking about? Oh, I remembered. It's about the parent-teacher meeting, right? Mom has already told your class teacher, so let's not go ahead. Even if mom is not here, Susu has to listen to the teacher obediently." If so, study hard and don't get awkward with your classmates. Well, mom still has things to do, so let's..."

No, no... where are you going...

Su Xiang's tone slowly sank, "Mom, today is the commendation meeting..."

On the other end of the phone, there was only a "beep beep" silence.

Su Xiang's voice gradually lowered, "Don't..."

"Your daughter's situation may be special. According to the spectral light efficiency curve results of photopic and scotopic vision, she is very likely to suffer from complete cone dysfunction."

The doctor is just mechanically using terminology to conduct academic data analysis. To him, the pale report result sheet seems to be just an easy short-answer question.

"...Doctor, what does this mean?" The woman's expression showed a rare confusion.

"Don't...please don't..." Su Xiang tried to stop everything.

Please stop talking.

The doctor adjusted his glasses and stated the final verdict. "To put it simply, your daughter is an extremely rare congenital achromatopsia. The only colors she can see are simple light, dark, black and white."

The woman took a few steps back in disbelief, her throat moved, and she choked up and said, "...how is this possible? She never told me about it."

The doctor was expressionless, but said indifferently, "It's normal for children to be ignorant and not aware of their condition. It is precisely because of this that parents should pay more attention..."

"……don't want."

Su Xiang hugged her head in pain, trying to drive away those nightmares that never left her.

"I beg you……"

I beg you.

do not go.

I just...don't want anyone to leave again.