Number one!Sankeng school belle is not white moonlight

Su Xiang walked in front of the boulevard.

Just walking in small steps, as if recording inch by inch in the brain, the eighth day when Gu Yunche disappeared.Pain all over without knowing it.

She never seemed to be as dazed as she is now.

Being in the verdant Qingcheng thousands of miles away, I just felt its innate coldness, as well as my own despondency and homelessness.

Su Xiang never thought that he would be a family-minded person.

After all, apart from the sound of the woman's high-heeled shoes, there are only her and her father who are "busy" endlessly, and those fast food products that I don't know how to eat.

Other than that, she never seemed to have a home.

However, she didn't feel sad.In other words, she couldn't feel any sadness from the pain.

Just like a wandering footless bird, will you feel sad for a moment?

It doesn't seem to be.

They just rush across the mountains and go to endless distances one after another.For a long time, until the heroic death, I have been chasing the end of the distance all my life.

Pain Pain Pain Pain.

The pain was so painful that I couldn't speak it out.

…Speaking of which, to whom should I tell this supreme pain, and who can I tell?

...so that's weird.

Qingcheng is not as it is named, it is evergreen all year round.On the contrary, there will be fallen leaves falling from nowhere throughout the year, recording the decline of life all the time.

Su Xiang kicked the dead leaves on the ground, and the latter was like a fish caught by a fishing rod, but it just writhed in a dying struggle, and there was no more sound.

So it's really boring.

Strange, obviously no longer kicking the fallen leaves on the ground.

Hmm... probably when did it start, probably after meeting Gu Yunche.

"Why do you like kicking fallen leaves?" Gu Yunche asked her suddenly.

After Su Xiang finished listening, he looked at the fallen leaves on the ground, and then at Gu Yunche beside him. For some reason, he suddenly felt an indescribable shame, and even his tone became coy.

"Ah, there seems to be nothing I like or dislike about this..."

"Look at that leaf," Gu Yunche casually pointed to a yellow leaf on the ground, and continued, "Does it look like an old man who is dying? Look on the tree, there is his son and daughter-in-law over there. His grandson and grandson-in-law..."

"There are many descendants and grandchildren whose names cannot be named, still staying safely on the tree like this, but I can only fall on the ground like this, or sleep on the ground and watch them. Don't you think, he Is it actually very pitiful?"

"Okay, okay..." Su Xiang shrank his hands, looking very much like a child who has been taught a lesson by a teacher.

"Let's go, let's eat egg noodles with tomatoes."

Gu Yunche pulled her up, that hand was as cold as ever, even in midsummer, it was still so cold that there was no warmth at all.

"Eh, but...!"

Su Xiang didn't know why he came here, to a familiar cafeteria, and asked for a bowl of noodles that he was too familiar with.

Su Xiang stared at the steaming bowl of tomato and egg noodles in front of him, but he stretched out his right hand meaninglessly, trying to shake off the condensed water vapor gathered in front of his eyes.

Strange, obviously I hate tomato egg noodles the most.

Hmm... probably when did it start to change, probably after meeting Gu Yunche.

"Why must it be tomato and egg noodles..." Su Xiang looked at the noodle bowl in front of him with a sallow face.

"Probably because no matter which store you go to, if you eat vegetarian noodles, there is a high probability that you won't step on the thunder."

Gu Yunche thought for a while, and then continued, "Then, maybe because I happened to eat the plain noodles in this store with tomato egg noodles, so after a long time, I will gradually get used to the taste of tomato egg noodles."

Su Xiang was a little anxious, watching Gu Yunche wrinkle his nose, "Then why don't you try other noodles! This cafeteria also has a lot of delicious noodles! For example, sour soup fatty beef noodles, pickled vegetable meat Silk noodles, such as..."

Gu Yunche shook his head, and said helplessly, "It may be that after getting used to the taste of tomato egg noodles, a kind of dependence gradually began to develop, and I felt that if it wasn't for tomato egg noodles, maybe I would be a little uncomfortable. Thinking about getting used to a new face again.”

Su Xiang opened his mouth hesitantly, wanting to justify something but finally gave up.

Gu Yunche picked up his chopsticks and carefully mixed the noodles.

"This sense of comfort for no reason... how should I put it, it will make me involuntarily dependent. Then I thought, since I have dependence, I don't want to force myself to go to other places."

After Gu Yunche finished speaking, he suddenly looked at Su Xiang apologetically.

Afterwards, Gu Yunche smiled helplessly at her, "I'm sorry, I let you down. I didn't expect that I would be such a boring person."

When Su Xiang heard this, he immediately became unhappy, and retorted angrily, "You are not boring, you are the best person in the world!"

Yeah, you're the nicest guy in the world.

So compared to me, you deserve someone more worthy than me to treat you well.

That person will cook for you a bowl of noodles that only you like, no longer the same, no longer disagreement, no longer compromise.

Then, Su Xiang followed Gu Yunche's example, picking up the chopsticks tremblingly like a baby learning to walk.

For a long time, Su Xiang stared at Gu Yunche's stunned eyes, and said softly, "Besides, I have always felt that there is nothing wrong with having more fate. And the moment I met you, it was already my greatest fate." .”

Gu Yunche didn't answer directly, but just smiled softly. "If you don't like tomato and egg noodles, don't force yourself."

"T-I didn't force it!" Su Xiang stuffed a big mouthful of noodles into his mouth as he spoke, and started to gobble it up.

Then, Su Xiang said vaguely but impatiently, "Because I like you, I gradually began to like everything about you. It's too late to like it, and it's not even enough. How could there be such a thing as hate?" kind of thing!"

Looking at Su Xiang's appearance, Gu Yunche somehow suddenly remembered that when they met in the cafeteria, Su Xiang accidentally spilled soup on himself.

"Pfft." Gu Yunche shook his head helplessly, and said softly, "Fool."

... Strange, this side is really light.There is no taste at all.

Su Xiang picked up the vinegar pot, and tilted the body of the pot violently until the bottom of the vinegar pot was reached. She poured the whole pot of vinegar into the bowl, but she still wanted to make the vinegar pot spit out. Some vinegar comes out.

Seeing the gradually blackening noodle soup, Su Xiang didn't even stir it, but just picked up the noodle and swallowed it simply and mechanically, even if it was tasteless, even if it was bitter...she didn't care anymore.

Because in Su Xiang's heart, the mood at this moment is far more difficult to swallow than the sour noodles in his mouth.

"Do you like to add a little vinegar to the noodles, and then you don't like to eat coriander and green onion... Well, I'll write it down." Su Xiang suddenly muttered to himself.

Gu Yunche looked at her, and said seriously, "Although you don't pick what you eat, you don't know why, it seems that you just don't like bamboo shoots."

Su Xiang seemed to be reminded of some terrible childhood shadows, and said in a trembling voice, "...because I ate too much boxed lunches when I was young. I am also curious about why, nine out of ten boxed lunches I ate contained bamboo shoots piece."

"That's more difficult."

Gu Yunche frowned slightly, "Because I read that bamboo shoot fiber is still something... the content is quite high, and it is also very nutritious. So I was thinking, what would be better to replace it when cooking in the future."

Su Xiang was still chewing noodles, and said vaguely, "Actually, it doesn't need to be so troublesome! You eat...I will eat it! I will eat whatever you eat!"

Gu Yunche looked at her and sighed, "You really...don't force yourself all the time."

Su Xiang grabbed Gu Yunche's knuckle-knuckle hands and said, "You're still talking about me, look at your hands, how well you practiced the piano for a party."

Seeing that the white and slender fingertips were severely red and swollen, Su Xiang gently blew on her in distress, "Hula, the pain is all flying away~"

"Pfft." Gu Yunche chuckled unobtrusively.

After hearing this laughter, Su Xiang was ashamed and angry, his face flushed with anger, "You...you, what are you doing, it's shameful to say such a thing, but you still laugh at me! Scoundrel Scoundrel! Sister Gu is a big villain!"

But Gu Yunche smiled dotingly and said, "Yes yes yes. What you said is true, I am a big villain."

Su Xiang still refused to let it go, pointing to her thick dark circles, "And your panda eyes! Did you draw all night again last night!"

After all, most of the night was spent rehearsing the music for the party, and the daily homework had to be completed on time. In desperation, Gu Yunche had no choice but to extend the night to complete unfinished tasks.

"...Okay, okay, I admit defeat, I really convinced you." Gu Yunche shook his head with a warm smile.

Su Xiang stared at the gradually empty noodle bowl, not knowing whether she was full or not, or whether she was really hungry, and even felt the sourness and bitterness in her mouth were all neutralized, making her already numb sense of taste Lost all senses.

When he walked out of the cafeteria and walked on the road, Su Xiang was still a little dazed, as if everything was just a real dream.

As long as everything can return to normal after waking up from the dream, her sister Guanyin will come back and say to her with a smile, "Let's go eat tomato and egg noodles together."

"Tch, playing Mengyin Taoyuan is so frustrating, I don't think there is anyone else. Don't you have a fucking trumpet, why don't you open it?" A girl with a cigarette in her mouth slurred and accused The boy next to her.

"It's so boring to play a trumpet!" The boy complained a little guilty.

Su Xiang happened to pass by the place where the couple had just walked, and the smoke was still there.

The nicotine blends with the air and has a burnt taste, which is very fragrant.

It's the smell she misses.

Strange, it has been a long time since I decided to quit smoking.Hmm... When did it start, probably after meeting Gu Yunche.

Weird... so weird.

Obviously, he has worked hard to learn how to pretend to be an ordinary person, but he still can't act like a real normal person.

For a while, more profound pain began to spread in Su Xiang's heart.

The interweaving and collision of the pain spreading all over the limbs and the intensifying desire///desire in her heart produced a more violent explosive reaction.

This feeling of extreme depression that cannot be uttered once made Su Xiang want to fall into deeper pain and deeper darkness.

Anywhere is fine.

Please don't leave again.

Please don't...leave me alone again.

I'm scared.

I'm afraid to walk alone in the darker day, I'm afraid to be asked what color I like, I'm afraid to go shopping with girls...

please.

... help me.

"Boss, do you sell cigarettes here?" Su Xiang asked softly.

"Yes, yes! Little girl, do you want some cigarettes?" The simple-looking aunt looked at Su Xiang with a smile, and rubbed her hands excitedly.

Su Xiang hesitated for a moment, "... the Xuanhe Sect. Does the Xuanhe Sect exist?"

"Yeah, yeah, wait a minute and I'll get it for you." The aunt bent down and groped around the counter.

While groping for the location of the cigarette, she murmured, "The little girl is buying Dibo for your partner, now let the girlfriend who smokes and buys cigarettes for you find where to find it!"

"No, I smoke." Su Xiang looked away from the aunt.

The aunt was surprised, "No way, you don't look like a smoking Neng either."

What am I like?Even I don't know.But now, does this kind of thing matter?

With a "click", Su Xiang silently lit a cigarette.