last raving

When there is no real loss, it is often difficult for people to detect their own intentions. We will never compromise before we enter a desperate situation. We will only blame ourselves for not being so brave after a complete failure. Many things may be only one step away from success. , but we dare not take that step, a distance of 3 centimeters, lost love, separated by mountains and seas.

Love has always been crazy. Before I understood this truth, I naively thought that I could give up a fruitless love sensibly, break up with an unsuitable person very wisely, and not be in love when I was broken. Crying bitterly and being depressed, I can avoid those lovelorn reactions that I don't understand.In fact, TV dramas are not all so exaggerated, and the bloody plots in them may actually be staged at a certain time and place. I am not afraid that you will not believe it, because it just happened to you.

After spending countless sleepless nights alone, experiencing countless painful struggles, and going from full of hope to complete despair, I finally understand that life can really be full of blood.

When the rainbow of seven colors appears in the distant sky again, in the spring after the rain, my boy, do you know that I miss you again?You are a ray of light, soft but cold, give me your warmth with a smile, and watch me lose in silence; you are an angel but a devil, pull me into your arms and melt my spring heart. Let the pulsating spring water re-freeze for thousands of miles.

Maybe, my sentence is wrong, because, you let him into your heart, maybe, he has the same angelic smile, which is enough to melt your glacier temperature, obviously, I don't, mine The smile may be as pale as white paper, fluttering like catkins, which only makes you feel confused?Or, that to you is just an expression, the gesture of human emotion.It’s okay, bless you, sincerely bless you, but I still desire, still hope, dear M, can you let me keep you in my memory forever, can you not forget, don’t forget those days we laughed together Don't forget the tears you shed with me, don't forget the love words you said softly, don't forget the hug you gave generously, don't forget the good night you said every night, don't forget our countless quarrels, Don't forget... don't forget the me who was called a fool by you in a doting tone, pretending to be angry but actually elated.

do you remember?That summer when the sky was fishy white, the evening breeze was gentle, and your bangs were blowing with the wind.Such a plain evening breeze, such a plain sunset, such a plain rosy glow, and such a plain us.You must not remember, dear M, I do.I remember you smiled at me who was in a daze, like a peach blossom suddenly blooming in March, I smiled back at you, watching you continue to play with the girls around me, thinking, ah, you are so lively .

My impression of you started from a truth or dare you played with others during military training. You chose to do push-ups in public. I sat in the first row and listened to everyone’s noise. I looked towards the loudest place, you I was leaning over to do push-ups, my movements were fluent and standard, and my short hair was fluttering in the wind. I secretly thought it was a boy showing off his heroic posture, but when you looked up and smiled, I realized it was a girl Well, you said, why are you so strange, with a boy's hair cut, when I look at each other, I am immersed in your clear eyes, but I seem to have a feeling of heartbeat?

I was stupid, it seemed that after a moment of heartbeat, there were no more emotions except doubts.In the first year of high school, we had little contact. You became more and more dazzling and became the most popular classmate in the class. Both boys and girls liked to surround you, which made me very envious.We maintain a relationship where we greet each other with a smile when we meet on the road.I also have a cheerful, generous and generous personality, know how to be kind to others, and master the two personalities of foolishness and shrewdness well at the same time. I don’t care about things that ordinary girls care about. I will share snacks or other things with you. Have a good relationship with roommates.I am no longer as hesitant as I was when I first came here. I naively thought that my high school life would be extremely exciting, and being wonderful in study life is definitely not an emotional experience.

Fortunately, I became good friends with a very tall girl H in my class. We ate, studied, played together...we were inseparable. For H, who was only my friend, I had an advantage in friendship. She treated me I am very obedient, and I really enjoy this kind of unequal, but pleasant friendship. However, my study life is not as smooth as I used to be. The difficulty of some subjects has risen sharply, which makes me at a loss. Appear.Struggling through the ordinary life of the first semester of high school.

I thought being tired of grades was the most painful and embarrassing thing I have ever experienced, but unfortunately, I didn't consider being trapped by love.

Time passed day by day, and our real conversation was in the summer vacation when we entered the first semester of senior high school.On the last day of the holiday, I was scrambling to write the answers on the computer webpage. In the silence of 3 o'clock in the morning, the QQ reminder kept flashing. I was upset, so I put down my pen, clicked on the reminder, and I saw your name.

You asked me how I feel about the accommodation, what I need to bring to the accommodation, and if I can share a dormitory with me... You seem to be flipping through an encyclopedia. I should have replied you in a hurry and continued with homework, but I told you I have to hurry up with my homework, but you asked me to chat with you in a coquettish tone. When I don't do my homework, I may be crazy, but I can't help but agree to your request that may kill me.

As a result, the homework was not finished, and the next day I passed the homework review time with anxiety. To my surprise, the classmates who checked the homework did not report my failure to complete the homework to the teacher.The homework inspection in the student days has basically reached a consensus. People who like it will not report it until they complete their homework. Thank God for the kindness. I am still liked by everyone.

On the day you moved to the dormitory, I dragged my heavy luggage and staggered towards the dormitory. I saw your figure from a distance. You arrived earlier than me. When I looked back and saw me, I gave you a faint smile. Then say hi to you.You walked towards me and snatched my heavy suitcase without saying a word. I looked embarrassed and just wanted to ask you to return the suitcase to me, so I can take it myself.You were already carrying your suitcase, walking in big strides, and then you talked to me with a satisfied expression: "Thank you yesterday, I successfully moved to your dormitory, your upper bunk haha." I smiled and said I always replied politely: "You are welcome, M student, please take care of me in the future." Then I looked at you and smiled like a peach blossom blooming in early March.Seeing you effortlessly carrying the suitcase and handbag that made me stagger, I said softly in embarrassment: "That, thank you, this is super heavy." You gave me a funny expression: " It's okay, Dad is strong." The embarrassment disappeared in an instant, and I muttered: "What, who is Dad..." Then you made a face, "Of course it's me, I'm so handsome, you should feel Honor~"

We gradually got acquainted, your sunny and cheerful, handsome and refreshing deeply attracted me, like the sunshine, seeing your bright smile, it seems that my mood suddenly changed for the better.In my depressing study life, how much I need a sun, your jokes that are not funny at all, your confident beauty, and your clumsy and dull comfort...all of these They are like light, allowing me to see hope and feel warmth when I am overwhelmed by study.

Most of the dormmates are rotten women. When I was still ignorant about these things, they seemed to be on the verge of achieving positive results. They talked about their favorite CPs in the dormitory, and YYed their optimistic CPs with a happy face. Therefore, I Only then did they realize that in their eyes, the boss and the doctor in "Ya She" not only supported each other and took risks together because they were good friends; it turned out that Wu Xie and the younger brother in "Tomb Raiders Notes" were not only brothers, but also their favorite CP ;It turns out that the mutual harm between Shizuo Heiwajima and Rinya Orihara in "Strange Records of the Headless Horseman" can also be a sadomasochistic love and killing each other...I especially remember the sentence to my roommate, "Once you enter the rotten door, you are like Hai, from now on, morality is a passerby." I had vowed that I would always believe in the pure friendship between the boss and the doctor, and would not enter the "rotten door" they talked about, but the facts speak louder than words, and no one can escape the "true fragrance" Theorem, I gradually became one of the many rotten girls, and since then I have been unswervingly determined, and I have sprouted many CPs.

When one of our drama-chasing roommates watched the favorite idol dramas such as the overbearing president falling in love with me, she was obsessed with the plot of the president walking with style and the heroine of the wall. She talked about the hormone in the dormitory. The pictures are full of breath, and we are very happy to use us as an experiment. Most of the roommates have become the test subjects for her to imitate the dream of Oppa.

Seeing our roommate's clumsy and funny movements, we all showed disgusted expressions, and then advised her to wash up and go to sleep. M felt blind at the moment, pulled me and pushed me against the wall, before everyone laughed and closed their mouths, "peng" knocked me off the wall, and my roommate immediately let out a "wow~" sound of admiration , and I watched her refreshing and handsome face approaching a little bit in a daze, my heart beat faster, I closed my eyes silently, blushed, and then hurriedly pushed her away.Those poor experimental roommates all asked to be walled off, and then M smiled badly, "Five yuan a time~hey~L, give me five dollars quickly", I rolled my eyes at her, "Bidong I am ten yuan at a time, you should give me five yuan!!"

The author has something to say: the innocent daily life on campus, it is easy to express some emotions by writing with No.1 name, maybe you are not used to it?I hope you like it~ Will continue to update