last raving

Because of sharing the same bed, our relationship has improved day by day, and fighting with each other has become a daily routine. We deliberately find fault with each other, and then push and shove in full view, but how can I be your opponent?In the end, you grabbed your hands and pushed me towards the bed. You pushed me onto the bed, raised your eyebrows and asked me triumphantly if I knew I was wrong~ I deliberately dragged the long ending sound, and my roommate smiled mysteriously In the past, my face turned red, and how could I easily give up when I am so competitive?Smiled and said I don’t know~ make a grimace, you push me back without saying a word, your whole body presses on my body, looking down at me, your approaching face makes my heart beat faster and faster Faster, and then amidst the booing of my roommates, I immediately begged for mercy, "I'm sorry I was wrong~ Please let me go~" This embarrassing begging for mercy seemed to put you in a good mood, and then you let go of me with a smirk, you After I got up, I took advantage of your inattention and pushed you down on the bed with force, then imitated your appearance, pressed your hands, pressed on your body, and imitated your mean tone , ask you "Do you know I'm wrong~" leaned over and looked at you with a smirk, you looked at me and thought it was funny, if you didn't pay attention, you suddenly raised your head, in the distance between our lips only a few centimeters, I felt like my heart was about to stop beating, and then let go of you in a panic.You laughed loudly, and pressed me under you with your backhand. This time, you didn't let me go, the rotten girls in the dormitory shouted MLcp, and I corrected me loudly in shame, it's LM! ! !

I began to go back to the dormitory with anticipation, and gradually became addicted to the ambiguous fight with you, listening to you say some misleading words, what moved by myself, what bed vibration... I was always a little shy at first, and was molested by you I couldn't speak, and finally my skin became thicker, and I learned to tease you in reverse

- "Come up, move yourself"

——"Hey, don't do it, my back hurts, it's all your fault"

- "That's not what you said in bed last night"

—"I wasn't in your bed yesterday, woo woo woo, you heartless man, stealing women behind my back"

-"so sleepy"

—"Can't it be done in one night, seven times? It won't work so soon?"

You brush your teeth late every time, you sleep on the upper bunk, and I sleep on the lower bunk, I wait for you to brush your teeth and go to bed every day before I can sleep peacefully, when you come back, you will walk to my bed, yes I pretended to be sleeping and said goodnight softly, but occasionally found that I was not asleep, you would pounce on my quilt like a bear, I begged you softly, and you quietly crawled into my quilt again, scratching my itch , The roommates are almost asleep, and then you get up in my rich expression of holding back your laughter, touch my head, say good night softly, and then go to bed.

Invisibly, in every bit of life that neither you nor I have noticed, I may have fallen in love with you just like that.

There is a male couple in the class. They are top students with top grades. When we had dinner with you, we talked about them. I sighed, gay guys are so smart!You replied that yes, I pretended to be distressed and said, "Hey, unfortunately I am not." Then you looked at me, smiled charmingly in an extremely provocative tone and said, "Isn't there me?" You know, that sentence, really It disturbed my mind, I quickly lowered my head and pretended to eat seriously, this sentence echoed in my mind, after so long, it still lingers.

The next night, because the desk lamp was out of power, I pretended to be distressed and groaned in the dormitory with anticipation. I didn't directly look at you for help, and waited for your invitation, but you didn't. My classmate sent me a warm invitation, so I forced a smile on my face and climbed onto the upper bunk bed opposite, sharing the lamp with her.When the homework was finished, I wrote a poem to her as a thank you. She always thought I was cute and liked me very much. She accepted it very happily, and then excitedly wanted to kiss me. I hid her I opened it, and then I secretly looked at you, hoping you could take a look at me, but you stared at the homework intently, that kind of seriousness really chilled me, so you didn't care about me.

Later, the sports meeting was held, and the whole school was immersed in the joy of being liberated from learning. On the football field in the middle of the playground, many people sat and played on it, some were in love, some were playing poker, and some were playing games.As the seed player in your class, you participated in the 400m and 800m. Your "fans" chased you everywhere. When the race started, they all rushed to get clothes for you. There was a classmate from another class who seemed to be your old friend. Acquaintance, calling you a male god loudly, you turned your head back and said that she loves you, she wants to record your heroic appearance for you with a SLR...I suddenly seemed so redundant, so I walked away silently, H and them Cheering for you together, you see so many people like you, maybe it is the same for you as having me or not?

Hearing H's voice calling your name, I knew that the race had already started. I squeezed into the side of the track and saw your galloping figure. I cheered for you secretly from the bottom of my heart.Your free and easy figure is moving forward under the sunshine. No wonder so many people are obsessed with you.In the last 100 meters of the race, you are on par with a sports student, and the whole class is shouting for you excitedly, and I also raised my voice, hoping you win, I hope you take the first place.

Many people are waiting for you at the finish line. I stand behind the crowd and vaguely watch your figure approaching step by step, wondering who will you fall into the arms of later?Then I saw your figure enlarged a little bit, you crossed the crowd, and fell into my arms, I hugged you tightly, hugging this body that I have hugged countless times, it seems that you belong to me again Woolen cloth.

I helped you walk out of the runway slowly, you are No.1, the crowd swarmed up and cheered for you, the classmate with the camera came over and took you away from me, before I could speak, you were caught Pulling to look at the photos she took for you, I walked more and more slowly, watching your back, watching you enjoy your victory in the crowd.I can't do anything for you, I'm just a worthless person.

After that, every time I walk with you and meet that classmate, you will have a happy chat, I will not say a word by the side, and I will look at you and smile, you know?I can't laugh, so my smile must be ugly. I told myself that I don't like this kind of thing to happen because of embarrassment. I will wait for you quietly, but you seem to have a lot to say, your past So wonderful, what have I got to participate in?So I told you very casually, hey~ I'll go first!I still have homework to write!You can't hear the emotion in my voice, but you are still happily chatting with her.

The next night, I forgot to charge the desk lamp again, and the girl on the upper bunk didn’t charge it either. I planned to go to bed without doing my homework. You told me that your desk lamp has power, and we can be together. I was very happy Ruokian, but I just thanked you calmly and slowly climbed into your bed.

After finishing your homework, you were so bored that you wanted to chat with me. You told me about your previous love history. Many boys liked you, and many girls liked you. You rejected them all. You told me that your first kiss was at night. In the back of the bus, you kissed your best friend S, you said she was your best friend...

I may be a little sad, but I still smile and tell you that my first kiss was also given to a girl. There is a very beautiful but social girl in the junior high school class. On the first day I transferred to another school, she was ranked first Front, then turned around and kissed me unexpectedly, my first kiss was gone like that, in my bewildered expression, she said she was kissing for fun, I didn't think there was anything wrong, I didn't care at all .But hearing you tell about your experience, I'm suddenly happy, glad I gave that girl my first kiss.

You suddenly asked me: "What if a girl likes you?" I froze for a few seconds, not understanding what you were referring to, thinking to myself, do you know that I like you?Want to politely refuse?Or, another reason I can't believe it, you like me too?My thoughts are disordered, because I am afraid that it is the reason of the former, and I am afraid of saying no from you, so I stammered and said that it depends on who, I may accept it!

— What if it’s your tablemate?

—Then I may accept it, because she is very good to me and I don't want to hurt her.

I frightened and asked you what's wrong, but you didn't speak, just said lightly, just asking, how scared I am, you will think I'm frivolous, and accept others casually, but I'm just afraid that you will reject me completely, I'm just afraid that the one who will be rejected The one I like is you, the deskmate is me... You seem to have completely forgotten that conversation, you still joked with me as before, and went crazy with me and H, I should be lucky, I can still conceive Stay by your side with your own little thoughts.

On a roommate’s birthday, we bought a cake and took it back to the dormitory to celebrate her birthday after the lights were off. I just got out of the shower and wore a black tight vest. The roommates all praised me for my good figure, what a big breast, Thin waist, long legs... I sneaked a glance at you, and you were playing with your phone with your head down. In fact, I didn't plan to wear tights, but under the exaggeration of my roommate, I didn't put on the coat I was supposed to wear , I just, just want you to look at me too...

In the bathroom, I went out and you opened the door to come in. I blocked you with a smile, as usual, and said in a cheap tone that you were not allowed to pass, so you smiled and hugged my waist , did not speak, and then looked at me quietly, there is a vast starry sky in your eyes, I looked at you obsessively, put my hands on your shoulders and held your neck, how I wish time would stand still, right there For a moment I felt as if we could really have love.

The roommate saw us blocking the door, and asked strangely, "What are you doing? Xiu En loves you so fast!!!" We bought snacks, cakes, and fruits that night, and I sat next to you, and others fed you Things, rejected by you with a smile, I carefully tried to feed you when I picked up the fruit, I was afraid that you would not want others to feed you, and began to regret it secretly, but you accepted it, and looked at me with a naughty expression Smile, so I feed you almost all the time, you seem to enjoy it, and the roommates just eat and drink by themselves, completely ignoring my little pride, look, only I can feed you.Although I didn't eat much, I really felt very happy that night.

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