I just want to be a vegetable

In the end, Yearning didn't buy a soft sleeper ticket, and even the hard sleeper tickets were sold out, so he had to buy a seat ticket.

After buying the tickets, looking at the serpentine queue behind him, he began to regret, why did he agree to his mother to go home as soon as his brain got hot?

Judging by the popularity of the train ticket window, one can imagine how crowded the train will be.

After a week of classes, finally ushered in the National Day holiday.Yearning underestimated the crowdedness of the train. He never expected that his good seat ticket would end up as a standing ticket.

Because he couldn't squeeze his own seat at all, the aisle was full of people, even in the toilet, and the toilet door couldn't be closed.

He was blocked at the entrance a little bit, and he could have walked forward, but his suitcase disappeared during the push.When he found it, an uncle was sitting under his suitcase.

Yearning and speechless, she took back her suitcase and didn't want to squeeze any more. She used the suitcase as a seat and leaned against the position between the two carriages to watch the distant scenery outside the window.

After finally getting out of the car, he waited until the main force had almost left, then dragged his luggage and walked out of the car slowly.

When he got out of the platform, he saw his mother standing in the crowd looking around, he took a deep breath, raised one arm and swung it in the air a few times, Yu Su finally saw him.

"Your dad went to play mahjong. I haven't got my driver's license yet, so let's go back."

"Ah."

"It's dark. Why are you still thin?" Yu Su said while touching his face with the palm of his hand, he turned slightly sideways, and was afraid that the action would be too obvious to hurt his mother's heart, so he maintained the posture of tilting his head slightly to let the old man Mother touch.

Along the way, Yu Su kept chattering and asking him about his school life, and he picked out what his mother might like and said something.

After returning home, Yu Su began to arrange meals.He was lying in his room, smelling the aroma of food coming from the kitchen, and he felt at ease.

But this sense of steadfastness didn't last long, because he heard the sound of his father Xiangjun opening the door and coming in.

"Are you moving?"

"Well, in the room, I must be exhausted from the train ride for more than [-] hours."

Listening to the conversation between his parents, he felt for a moment that if he was too reflexive, their family could be very harmonious.

After the meal was ready, Yearning had to come out of the room.He walked into the restaurant, greeted Xiang Jun who was sitting at the table, and Xiang Jun responded, and the family began dinner.

"Eat more gourds, don't you like this?" Yu Su picked up a handful of vegetables for him.

Yearning nodded: "Mom, I will do it myself."

"How is the school? Is it okay?" Xiang Jun asked.

"It's okay." Yearning didn't want to talk more.

Xiang Jun said to Yu Su: "Bring that bottle of wine, Dongdong and I will have a drink, he is considered an adult, it's time to learn how to drink."

Xiang Xiang's body tensed up, and she quickly stopped Yu Su: "Mom! Don't take it, I've been in the car all day, and my stomach is not feeling well, so I can't drink it."

"I'll drink it if you don't want it, take it!"

Yu Su took a look at Xiang Xiang, Xiang Xiang could see the comforting emotions in her eyes, and he felt uncomfortable.

Xiang Jun opened the wine bottle, filled a glass for himself, and poured half a glass for Xiangxiang: "Come on, it's okay to drink. What if a man can't drink?"

Yearning to go all out, clinked glasses with him, and drank it down.After drinking, I yearned for my nerves to relax a little, thinking that perhaps what I had been worrying about would never happen again.

At the end of the meal, Xiang Jun had already drank a lot of wine, so he just drank two glasses without feeling anything.

It's not that he can't drink, he would drink at class reunions in high school, and there was a lot of it, but he never told his parents and didn't want to.

"Bring the bottle that the customer gave me last time, and drink it to your heart's content today," Xiang Jun said to Su.

Yu Su didn't listen to him this time, and poured him a glass of juice and handed it over.What Xiang Xiang and she didn't expect was that Xiang Jun slapped Yu Su's wrist so hard that Yu Su's hand hurt and the cup fell off.

The cup first fell on the dining table, spreading water on the table, and then rolled to the ground, making a crisp and cracking sound.

Yearning for a moment, her eyes turned red, and she grabbed Xiang Jun's hand and threw it to the ground: "Fuck you! Can't a dog change from eating shit!"

Yu Su hurriedly stopped Xiang Xiang's fist that was about to swing forward: "Don't hit, don't hit. I'm fine, I'm really fine, I just broke a cup and replaced it."

"Mom!" Xiang Xiang blushed, unable to say a word.

At this time, Xiang Jun, who was lying on the ground, sat up with his body propped up, and looked at Xiang Xiang fiercely: "My son beat me! You are going to go against the sky!"

"Fuck! Are you worthy of being an old man! You are the one who hit me! If you dare to hit my mother again! I am not a child anymore, so try to touch me?"

Yu Su was about to cry in a hurry, and tried to stop Xiang Xiang with a crying voice: "Move, move, don't, don't talk. Mom is fine, he is not like before, tonight was just an accident, really , it was an accident. Don't be angry."

Yearning for the scene he was most unwilling to face appeared before his eyes again, and he really regretted that he shouldn't have come back.

He turned his head and said to Su: "Mom, I'll take you to Aunt Wang's house, don't stay at home, okay?"

Yu Su looked at him, hesitant to speak.Xiang Xiang was too familiar with her appearance, so she broke away from her grasping hand and walked towards the door.

Yu Su chased him out: "Move, don't go out, just stay at home when you get home. Mom is really fine. I'm sorry, you just came back..."

Xiang Xiang held her shoulder: "It's not me who should be sorry, but you."

Yu Su looked at the back of yearning to close the door, and stared blankly at the closed door.

Yearning ran to the river, lit a cigarette, and took a deep drag.He lay on the riverside guardrail, looking at the sparkling river surface in the night, his heart could not calm down no matter what.

He thought that as he got older, Xiang Jun's habit of beating his wife after drinking would gradually get rid of, but he forgot that the saying that the country is easy to change and the nature is hard to change is not just talking.

As long as he can remember, he has witnessed countless such scenes, to be exact, situations that are more serious than that.

Once, Xiang Jun even knocked his mother unconscious. It was he who cried and ran to the neighbor's house and knocked on the door, begging someone to take his mother to the hospital. He was only 11 years old that year.

When he was still young, he wanted to hide in the room whenever he heard his father's voice getting louder, because he was very afraid to see what happened next.

When he was older, he dared to stop Xiang Jun loudly, but he was beaten in response.Later, Yu Su locked him in the room first to prevent him from getting hurt.After entering high school, he chose to live on campus without hesitation.

Although out of sight is pure, he was still very worried that Yu Su would face this kind of thing alone at home, fearing that her mother would get hurt and no one would care.

Before he moved to school, he told Yu Su that if something like this happened, he should leave home immediately and live at Aunt Wang's house, and that he should not leave his mobile phone with him, and call him if there was anything to do.

It can be said that he didn't have any rebellious period at all, what he had was just fighting with the breath in his heart, he didn't know what to do, who to talk to.

He also persuaded Yu Su to divorce, and even asked her to go to court to sue Xiang Jun, but Yu Su refused.

According to Yu Su's words, when your dad doesn't drink alcohol and doesn't go crazy, he's still fine, and he loves me a lot.

I yearn to think of Yu Su every time I read a sentence in the text "sorrow for misfortune and anger for anger".

After blowing a pack of cigarettes in the evening wind by the river, he walked back slowly.When I got home, the dining room had been cleaned up, and the parents' bedroom hadn't leaked light.He sighed and went back to his room to lie down.

In the next few days, Xiang Jun really restrained himself, stopped drinking, and never mentioned what happened that night.

After a few days of vacation, Yearning couldn't wait to board the return train.Looking at Yu Su's reluctant figure on the platform, his nose felt a little sour.

After the vacation, the various clubs in the school began to recruit new activities.Longing to see the words of the basketball club at a glance in the colorful promotional signs.He went straight to the booth of the basketball club.

"I want to join the club."

"Student is refreshing, did you type in high school?" The recruiting senior handed him a pen and asked him to fill in the form.

Yearning nodded and filled in the basic information on the form.

After Xiangqian finished filling out the form, the senior handed him a brochure, and Xiangqian looked down page by page.

"Longing? It's a very special name. Wow, I'm an interior designer, a fellow apprentice!"

Looking forward to hearing this familiar voice, she looked up in surprise, only to see Cheng Zhiyuan tilting his head and looking him up and down.In the eyes of yearning, he smiled very strangely.

Xiang Xiang's mouth trembled, but he couldn't think of anything to say back. The scene of the third canteen was replaying in his mind, and his face started to burn again.

He kept on doing nothing, snatched the registration form from Cheng Chengyuan's hand, crumpled it up, and put it in his pocket: "Sorry, I forgot to promise a fellow villager that he would join another club, and he couldn't choose the basketball club." .”

"Another club? Which club?" Cheng Zhiyuan refused to let go, glanced at the booths on both sides, and pretended to be firm: "Volleyball club!"

As Xiang Xiang said, he walked towards the volleyball club on the side, Cheng Zhiyuan looked at the red ears on Xiang Xiang's side face, and the corners of his mouth could not help but curl up, this kid is interesting.

When Xiang Xiang walked to the volleyball club booth, the seniors immediately greeted him enthusiastically, blowing all kinds of compliments.

Xiang Xiang didn't want to hear this, but he could feel that the eyes not far away were still following him.

In order not to let his own words become an excuse in Cheng Zhiyuan's eyes, he randomly asked a few questions and pretended to be very serious to listen to the senior's explanation.

After a while, he thought that Cheng Zhiyuan should not look at him, so he tentatively turned his head away. This turn surprised him a lot. Cheng Zhiyuan looked at him straightly, and turned around when he saw Xiangxiang, and turned towards him deliberately. Blinking her eyes, Yearning got goosebumps all over her body, and hurriedly turned around.

Yearning heart down, really reported the volleyball club.When he signed up and passed the basketball club, he deliberately shook the form in his hand and the information of the volleyball club at Cheng Zhiyuan, and gave him a contemptuous look.

Seeing his expression and movements, Cheng Zhiyuan burst out laughing, then laughed out loud, and then half-stretched on the table with his stomach full, causing question marks on the faces of his companions who didn't know the truth.

Yearning really wanted to go over and punch this man who deserved a beating, but he held back.I am a civilized person, he repeated this sentence in his heart, leaving Cheng Zhiyuan with a back view full of anger