you are unspeakable

Will anyone sink into it because of a casual compliment?

Will do.

Wang Qi is.

Li Xinglu said that he wanted to chase him, but in fact he didn't need to chase him deliberately, because Wang Qi was a floating duckweed, and when he was gently tugged, he followed her away.

Wang Qi couldn't express his joy. When he got off Li Xinglu's car, he found for the first time that the clouds in the evening were so beautiful.

At night, he still suffers from insomnia, and the night is still like an endless abyss to him, but this time, he doesn't have so many panics.

Li Xinglu is a person who keeps his word and has a high ability to execute. How does he chase people... Wang Qi doesn't have any other ideas, but he has expectations for WeChat news, and he has an expectation for Li Xinglu's pursuit. expect.

For the first time, he experienced 'expectation'.

He would subconsciously think, when will Li Xinglu send him a message?Will they have a next date?

He will also worry about gains and losses, and sometimes he will always fall into negation. Maybe Li Xinglu was joking that day, after all, Wang Qi often can't understand the scale of normal people's jokes.

However, it turned out that Li Xinglu was not joking, he would ask Wang Qi once a week, take him to dinner, and buy him desserts.

May passed by in a hurry, and on Children's Day, Li Xinglu took Wang Qi out to play. There were signs celebrating Children's Day on the streets and alleys that day. When Li Xinglu went to pick him up, he was still holding a Just cute balloons.The balloon was a very popular cartoon character at the moment, but it was a pity that Wang Qi couldn't name it, but it didn't matter, Wang Qi still felt happy as if he had flown into the sky.

Li Xinglu was dressed like a college student that day, with a light-colored sweater and sweatpants, light-colored sneakers, and the hair that was not fixed with hairspray was blown up by the breeze. He held a balloon in one hand and stood downstairs in Wang Qi's company , Attracting all eyes on this street.

Wang Qi walked into his side, Li Xinglu looked at him and showed a gentle smile facing it.

At that moment, Wang Qi felt that all the sounds and pictures around him disappeared, and the whole world, the whole world only had Li Xinglu's pretty face.

It turns out that when people feel happy, they will smile unconsciously.

It was Li Xinglu who reminded him.

He said: "It's so cute seeing you smile for the first time."

So I laughed?

Wang Qi said in his heart, he tilted his head slightly, and glanced at his own shadow on the car window behind Li Xinglu.

He was really smiling, which was so different from the smile he forced on, his eyes were shining brightly.

Li Xinglu handed the balloon to his hand: "I will take you to June [-]st, little friend Wang Qi."

There was a faint light in Wang Qi's eyes, and he nodded several times abruptly, agreeing.

There are other children, Wang Qi also wants to have, Li Xinglu bought balloons for him, took him to eat cute children's set meals and sweet ice cream, and then went to the Children's Paradise with him.

The only thing that makes people feel regretful is that when they went to the Children's Paradise after dinner, they found that there were not many people in it, and it was about to close at 07:30 in the evening. A big man is too embarrassed to compete with a bunch of real kids.

But Wang Qi is still not satisfied.

Perhaps Li Xinglu will never know that this is the first time Wang Qi celebrates Children's Day, the first time someone calls him a kid, and the first time someone buys children's meals and ice cream for him, although the sweet ice cream is barely eaten. I went to my stomach, but these are not important, what is important is all the first times.

Wang Qi, who will not reject others, will not reject what Li Xinglu has given him.

After all, since she was a child, Wang Qi knew that her own preferences are the least important thing.

When Li Xinglu sent Wang Qi home that day, it was already dark, the street lights were all on, and the streets at night lost the lovely and lively atmosphere of Children's Day in the daytime. .

Wang Qi was holding the balloon in his hand as if he was holding a precious gift, even though his palms were already sweating a lot, he didn't care, and when he looked up occasionally, he seemed to be healed again.

Li Xinglu parked the car on the side of the road and walked downstairs with Wang Qi.

"Go upstairs."

"Thank you," Wang Qi said with a smile, "I'm very happy."

No one knows, Wang Qi said for the first time, I am very happy.

I am happy, really happy.

Li Xinglu glanced at the balloon in his hand: "Then because you are so happy, did you agree to my pursuit?"

Wang Qi was a little nervous, followed by uncontrollable joy welling up in her heart.

He said, "OK."

Li Xinglu didn't expect Wang Qi to agree so quickly, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, but it quickly hid in the depths of his eyes.Looking into those handsome eyes, he suddenly took a step forward, bent down and gently kissed his forehead.

This kiss fixed Wang Qi in place.

"Wang Qi, what do you want to say to me?"

Wang Qi just put his hand on the place where Li Xinglu's lips touched, he felt that it was so hot that it was about to burn.

He doesn't remember what he said in a trance, but he remembers his determination to say that sentence. It was the first time in Wang Qi's 27 years that he had the idea of ​​living well.

But Li Xinglu remembered.

He saw the bewildered young man in front of him whispering but firmly: "I will live well."

It's a pity that this sentence was only half realized later.

What's it like to be in love?

Wang Qi didn't know, didn't teach him, Li Xinglu made him so happy, so happy, Wang Qi also wanted to make him happy, make him happy.For the first time, this person who has no energy to do anything began to search for everything about beautiful love.

Movies and TV dramas, novels, short films, music, etc. everything he can touch, but no matter what he reads or listens to, Wang Qi is still confused. There are thousands of forms of love, but none of them belong to him.

This made Wang Qi very annoyed. In his depression, he made an appointment for consultation again, and it was the same Dr. Liu from last time.

When we met again after more than a month, Liu Wen didn't change much, but he could feel the difference in Wang Qi. The eyes of this young man who was lifeless when he met for the first time now had light in his eyes.

Liu Wen was happy for him.

Considerate and thoughtful service, Liu Wen personally poured a glass of water for Wang Qi, sat opposite him, and greeted with a smile: "Long time no see, how are you doing recently?"

Wang Qi nodded lightly: "Very well, there has never been a time like this time, Dr. Liu, I am in love."

Liu Wen was a little surprised, but felt that it was expected. He sincerely wished Wang Qi: "Congratulations."

Wang Qi smiled embarrassedly, and the embarrassment climbed into his ears. Liu Wen could see it, but he didn't say anything, just smiled and encouraged him: "Is there any trouble this time?"

"I don't know how to... fall in love," Wang Qi said dejectedly: "I'm so bad, maybe one day he will leave me, no, I know, he will definitely leave me," Wang Qi's voice trembled , he knew that everything around him would leave one day, he said to himself all the time, it doesn't matter, they will all go, it doesn't matter.

"I'm not afraid of him leaving, I'm afraid I can't give him the best when he's around me."

What a humble request.

Liu Wen feels sorry for this young man, but as a psychiatrist, he cannot get too involved in Wang Qi's emotions. He can empathize, but he must not empathize.

"Does he know your situation?" Liu Wen asked him.

Wang Qi paused for a long time before speaking: "I didn't say it, but I guess...he should know."

"It's a good thing, isn't it?" Liu Wen said to him, "It shows that at least he respects you and tries to accept you, Wang Qi. You are emotionally sensitive and fragile, and you lack energy, but you cannot Everyone around you imagines that you are the same as you. Your lover can make you feel happy. In the process, this is enough. Now, what you can do is to try to receive treatment and become more and more The better, so that the two of you can go farther and farther."

Farther……

Wang Qi chewed these four words, just imagining the words related to the future with Li Xinglu, his limbs went numb—that kind of uncontrollable excitement.

Wang Qi said yes seriously.

The effect of this consultation was very good. Wang Qi cooperated with Liu Wen very much. Wang Qi carefully recorded the treatment methods that Liu Wen told Wang Qi, and promised to perform well after returning home, and would definitely take the medicine on time.

Wang Qi is a well-behaved lover, and Li Xinglu thinks so. Of course, he doesn't know what other people's objects are like, but when he was in the company, he saw his subordinates being investigated, and he looked embarrassed and happy.

How should I put it, it is a contradictory description.

Wang Qi has never checked the post, nor has he asked about Li Xinglu's private life. He has shown [-]% trust in Li Xinglu.Perhaps the two are still in the ambiguous relationship that just confirmed their relationship. Every time they meet, Wang Qi obediently follows Li Xinglu. No matter where Li Xinglu takes him, he always follows Li Xinglu with a smile. Behind him, as long as Li Xinglu turns his head, Wang Qi will definitely be there, and he will always be in his eyes.

Li Xinglu stretched out his hand to hold Wang Qi's hand, and his big palm wrapped almost all of his hand in his palm: "Shall we go and see the house?"

"it is good."

"Don't ask me what room I'm looking at?"

"Then... what room are you looking at?"

"How stupid," Li Xinglu laughed, and rubbed his head with the other hand.

Wang Qi smiled foolishly and did not argue.

"So stupid, be careful to sell you."

"Not for sale," Wang Qi shook Li Xinglu's hand very lightly: "I'm afraid."

Li Xinglu was amused, stretched out his hand to hold him in his arms, and said with emotion: "Why are you so cute?"

But Wang Qi was really afraid, really afraid that Li Xinglu would sell him out.

Love is really amazing, it seems that Wang Qi can feel at ease only by Li Xinglu's side, even if he jokes, Wang Qi will take it seriously.But in the next second, he would be instantly happy because of Li Xinglu's compliment.

Li Xinglu really took Wang Qi to see the house. Li Xinglu planned to rent a house and live with Wang Qi.