you are unspeakable

On the first day of work after the new year, everyone is not very energetic. The streets and alleys are still full of the smell of the New Year. Some merchants have continued to discount for more than ten days. Anyway, the Lantern Festival will be in a few days, which is quite a big sale. Stance.

After work, Wang Qi went back to the rental house, but the door was cold and unpopular. Li Xinglu hadn't come back yet, and Wang Qi didn't ask him when he would come back. He was afraid of being disgusted by Li Xinglu, so he tried his best to restrain himself.

After standing at the door for a while, Wang Qi went into the house and put down the bag, then turned and went to the nearby supermarket.

He remembered that before Li Xinglu left, he disposed of all the things that could not be kept in the refrigerator for a long time, and the only thing left was drinks and drinks, which seemed empty. The place that best reflects the fireworks in a house is the kitchen. Wang Qi likes to watch Li When Xing Lu was busy in the kitchen, he wanted to wait until Li Xing Lu got home and opened the refrigerator to see a refrigerator full of ingredients.

Going to the supermarket alone is very boring. Wang Qi is not only boring, but also very distressed. People who don’t know how to cook and don’t like to eat come to the supermarket to buy ingredients. It's the same meat but the price is so different. Pushing the shopping cart and walking around the supermarket in a daze, Wang Qi only took a handful of Chinese cabbage and put it in. He barely recognized it.

The mobile phone rang suddenly. Although Wang Qi heard the voice, he never thought it was his own phone call. Few people called him, and the supermarket was noisy. He thought he had heard it wrong.

Until someone around him reminded him that his phone rang.

Wang Qi took it out and saw that it was Li Xinglu's call, and he quickly pressed the answer button.

"Where are you?" Li Xinglu said, "I saw your bag on the sofa."

"You're back?" Wang Qi's tone was full of surprises: "I'm in the supermarket, and there's nothing in the refrigerator," Wang Qi explained, "What do you want me to bring?"

Li Xinglu was a little surprised that Wang Qi would go shopping alone in the supermarket. In his impression, Wang Qi was very homely and afraid of getting along with people. He almost never went to crowded places without necessity.

"You can buy whatever you want to eat at night. I'll cook the rice first." Li Xinglu didn't ask why. He is a pragmatic person: "Buy some seasonal vegetables, and we have to process them again."

He understood every word of this sentence, but when put together, his mind was a mess.

Li Xinglu noticed Wang Qi's silence, and he paused: "Which supermarket are you in? Send me the location."

The supermarket is not far from home, and Li Xinglu appeared in it 10 minutes later. Wang Qi was afraid that Li Xinglu would not be able to find him. After sending Li Xinglu the location, he specifically said that he was at the weighing place that sells seafood.

The supermarket staff saw him standing alone at the weighing place for a long time, and came over to ask him if he needed help.

Wang Qi looked at the entrance of the supermarket every few minutes, hoping to see Li Xinglu's appearance in the next second. He hadn't seen him for a few days, but Wang Qi felt as if it had been a long time, and now he knew that he would see him soon He died, and Wang Qi almost couldn't adapt to the beating frequency of his heart.

There was no figure of Li Xinglu in sight, and Wang Qi became a little anxious. He didn't dare to rush, so he could only stand there and wait.

Someone behind him patted him on the shoulder, Wang Qi was so scared that he turned his head, Li Xinglu was wearing a dark black woolen coat, behind him, he was as handsome as the person he was repeatedly thinking about in his mind.

The surprise in Wang Qi's eyes couldn't be hidden: "Why are you behind me?"

"Stop the car, go through the side door." After speaking, Li Xinglu glanced at the only handful of cabbage in the shopping cart: "I bought this after so long?"

"Hmm..." Wang Qi nodded shyly, "I don't know...what to buy."

Li Xinglu pushed the cart forward, and Wang Qi followed behind him step by step.

"I don't know what to buy, but I always know what I want to eat, right?"

"As long as it's made by you, I want to eat anything."

Li Xinglu was stunned for a moment, then glanced at Wang Qi: "Love talk?"

It's a pity that Wang Qi didn't react, he raised his head and looked at Li Xinglu in a daze, Li Xinglu was annoyed, and changed the subject calmly: "Let's eat something light, the food at home during the Chinese New Year is too greasy .”

Wang Qi unconditionally complied: "Well, good."

Although Wang Qi didn't eat any greasy food these days, she did eat instant noodles and snacks.

They bought a lot of vegetables and very little meat in the end. Li Xinglu said to eat lightly. That night, he cooked a pot of tomato and vegetable soup, stir-fried a plate of diced lotus root, and ate it with rice.

Sitting opposite Li Xinglu, Wang Qi glanced at him several times without knowing it. He thought about it and recalled how he lived this year, but he couldn't recall it. It's gone in a whoosh, and the Spring Festival has never passed so quickly in any year.

It's good to have Li Xinglu by my side.

"Sneak peek at what I do?"

Wang Qi was discovered, and he hurriedly lowered his head to pick up the rice. His guilty look reminded Li Xinglu that the student who was caught by the teacher doing tricks in class was small in the first place, and this gesture seemed even less like 27...28 people.

"I cook, you wash the dishes."

"it is good."

"We will clean up together in a while, and we haven't come back for several days. The house is too dirty."

"it is good."

"I sleep with you tonight?"

"……it is good……"

"Is it okay for you to say whatever I say?"

Wang Qi didn't speak this time, he just nodded solemnly.

The next day I woke up in Li Xinglu's arms. The two of them were very tired after cleaning yesterday. Wang Qi thought that Li Xinglu would go back to his room after taking a shower, but he didn't expect that when he got out of the shower, he would already be lying in bed. Looking at the mobile phone on the bed, Wang Qi climbed onto the bed cautiously, groping her body with her hands, trying to take off her pajamas, but was stopped by Li Xinglu.

"You still have energy? Are you not sleepy?"

Wang Qi couldn't get up and down, and didn't know how to answer.

In terms of tiredness, Wang Qi has always been tired, but his tiredness is not what Li Xinglu can understand. As for the question of whether he is sleepy or not, Li Xinglu doesn't understand Wang Qi, and of course he doesn't know how much sleep Wang Qi has. Poor, he has a serious sleep disorder, it is normal to not be able to fall asleep all night, maybe he can still squint for a while after doing that, but he can't say it.

"Oh." Wang Qi hesitated for a long time, and only said this word.

After turning off the lights, the two of them were covered with a quilt and separated by a punch. Wang Qi's body temperature was low. The body temperature was high, Wang Qi closed her eyes, and felt as if there was a little sun lying beside her in the dark, warm and reassuring.

I thought that I would not be able to fall asleep until four or five o'clock as before, and woke up after an hour or two of confusion, but because there was a person who reassured me by my side, Wang Qi felt sleepy at one o'clock in the morning, and this sleep reached the second day It was more than six o'clock in the morning.

After sleeping for more than five hours without waking up, Wang Qi felt like she had won a lottery when she woke up.

Li Xinglu is used to getting up early, his biological clock is at six o'clock in the morning, he woke up earlier than Wang Qi, and he was still hesitating whether to go out for a run, when he felt the movement of the person in his arms, Li Xinglu opened his eyes and looked at Wang Qi for a while, and couldn't help but speak : "Have a good dream? So happy?"

"Did I wake you up?"

"No," Li Xinglu said, "I'm used to getting up early, how about you, I saw you smiling just now."

"I..." Wang Qi pursed her lips: "I had a particularly good dream."

"What did you dream about?"

The atmosphere was so good, Li Xinglu put his arms around Wang Qi, his every move was like a couple in love.

Wang Qi didn't expect that Li Xinglu would continue to ask. In a panic, he replied that he forgot. Li Xinglu laughed and pinched the back of his neck. The atmosphere between the two gradually became ambiguous.

The four lips were close to each other, Li Xinglu asked Wang Qi if he could be late for work today, Wang Qi responded breathlessly.

"I can ask for leave."

New year and new weather, Wang Qi feels that this year is particularly good. After Li Xinglu came back, their love seems to be heating up. Their relationship is no longer the same as last year, always somewhat inexplicably alienated, but a little more tender.

Perhaps because of the fit of the body, Li Xinglu gradually paid more and more attention to Wang Qi. He would lament that Wang Qi was too thin, and he should eat more and eat a little fatter, so that he would be comfortable to hug. Wang Qi felt warm after hearing this, He tugged at his sleeve and said that he lost weight after eating too much takeaway. If you cook for me every day, I must eat several bowls every day.

It was rare for Li Xinglu to see cunning in his eyes, he nodded with a smile, and said that if he had nothing to do, he would go home and cook as much as possible.

It was Wang Qi's first time coaxing someone to make a promise to herself, her little face flushed.

For the first time in the past few months, he felt the warmth of being a human being.

It is not the temperature that can be measured with a thermometer, but the temperature that can be felt with emotion.

It turned out to be so warm and so comfortable.

No wonder so many people are chasing.

Persisting in taking medicine, seeing a psychiatrist, and eating, and accompanied by Li Xinglu, Wang Qi's complexion is getting better and better, and his body has gained more than ten catties. He originally looked like a thin high school student. After eating the meat, it still looks small, but it doesn't look so pitiful anymore. It looks like a little sapling has finally grown up a little.

Wang Qi is not very aware of the changes in himself, but Liu Wen, who meets him regularly, can keenly capture these changes. He is really relieved that Wang Qi is not his first patient, but he has a relationship with him once. There are many similarities, whether it is the role of a doctor or from his own point of view, Liu Wen hopes that Wang Qi will get better and better. He has witnessed the process of Wang Qi's gradual improvement since he fell in love. He sees Seeing the deep love in Wang Qi's eyes, Liu Wen took it for granted that Wang Qi's lover must also love Wang Qi as deeply as Wang Qi loves him.

If not, how could it be possible for a depressed patient to change so much?

Tomorrow is the day to meet with the doctor again, Wang Qi doesn't want to miss every time with Li Xinglu, but Li Xinglu will gather with friends regularly, and Wang Qi will regard the day of Li Xinglu's meeting as his own visit to the doctor day.

Treatment and Li Xing's law, he must have the same.

Liu Wen took a look at the work arrangement and thought it was a coincidence. Every time he made an appointment with Wang Qi for consultation, Li Xinglu said to get together at night.