you are unspeakable

Wang Qi left the hospital, and when he passed the gate of the hospital, he didn't notice that the second car imported by the hospital belonged to Li Xinglu.

The friend Li Xinglu wanted to see was Liu Wen. It happened that both Liu Wen and Jin Shi had time today. Li Xinglu called Jinshi and made an appointment to have dinner at Jinshi Restaurant. After work, Li Xinglu came to pick up Liu Wen.

Li Xinglu is already familiar with the place where Liu Wen works. He did not go directly to his consulting room, but went to Liu Wen's office. Liu Wen said that as a psychologist, he should have a clear sense of boundaries with patients. Has a personal relationship with him, so of course the patient is not allowed to see his friends and family.

Liu Wen tapped out, just in time to meet Li Xinglu.

After changing their clothes, the two walked towards the parking lot side by side. Li Xinglu naturally took the things in Liu Wen's hands: "There are only two boxes, and you are going to send one box to Jinshi?"

"Haha," Liu Wen smiled, "Who told you to be stingy and never give gifts to Jinshi?"

"He doesn't like food, so it's a waste to give it away." Li Xinglu opened the car door and put the things on the back seat: "I just tried my best to make the same taste. If it's easy for him to make it, then Fuji It can’t be called a century-old shop.”

"Oh, don't be so long-winded," Liu Wen teased him: "Jinshi is a chef by nature, let him delve into it."

The two arrived at the restaurant chatting and laughing, the waiter recognized them and didn't entertain them, so Li Xinglu and the others sat down in the usual place and waited for Jinshi to serve the food.

When Jin Shi came in, he was smiling, others couldn't see it, but Li Xinglu could detect it at a glance.

"You look proud? What's going on?"

"Guess," Jin Shi saw the box on the stool, "Hey, you brought a blessing to Liu Wen again? Just right, I improved the formula some time ago, and I think I can definitely make the same taste this time."

"Show face, it's not for you," Li Xinglu said.

"Why isn't it for me? You came with Liu Wen, why don't you let him talk about it?"

"Okay, how many years have you two been doing this, are you not tired?" Liu Wen glanced at Jin Shi, and suddenly said: "You are really in high spirits today, are you in a relationship?"

Jin Shi laughed loudly: "It really is a psychiatrist, I can't hide it from you, yes, I'm in love."

"Seriously?" Liu Wen asked again, "When will you bring it here for us to see?"

"Eat vegetables first, eat vegetables first," Jin Shi avoided talking about it, and talked about other things: "Who knows how long we can stay together."

Everyone is not continuing this topic, Liu Wen is a person who is very good at observing words and expressions, Jin Shi is unwilling to say that he will never ask more questions, but Li Xinglu knows Jin Shi too well, he is passionate, and every relationship is quite good I'm happy, but I don't want to go on for a long time. When I was in college, Jinshi told Li Xinglu that he would bring his loved ones to this restaurant and cook a meal for him in person. He said that the Jin family relied on Everyone in the Jin family loves to eat the food of the Jin family.

Up to now, Jin Shi has brought Liu Wen to eat at Jin's restaurant.

Li Xinglu didn't ask Jin Shi about Wang Qi. He knew that he had done the matter unethically at the beginning, so he didn't ask whether there was any contact between Wang Qi and Jin Shi. He can't tell others, and he doesn't know why, probably because he thinks it's impossible for the two of them to go far.

What a coincidence, Wang Qi thought so too.

They drank a lot that night, Li Xinglu got drunk, he almost never got drunk, except with friends or family.He was not on guard against Jin Shi and Liu Wen, and he drank a lot without paying attention. The waiter in the restaurant called a car for him and Liu Wen respectively. house.

It wasn't too late for him to arrive. Wang Qi had just vomited. Hearing the sound of the door being unlocked, Wang Qi was startled. She hurriedly flushed the toilet and rinsed her mouth quickly. I brushed my teeth.

Li Xinglu was dizzy, sitting on the sofa, leaning lazily on the back of the chair, his eyes were out of focus.

The first time Wang Qi saw Li Xinglu drunk, he sat next to him worriedly, and after thinking for a while, he felt that he should pour Li Xinglu a glass of warm water.

Waiting to come back with warm water, just after putting down the cup, Li Xinglu has already hugged Wang Qi in his arms, the smell of wine is pungent, but with the temperature of Li Xinglu's body, Wang Qi doesn't hate it , he likes everything from Li Xinglu, the taste, the breath, and the space that once left him.

He moved his head slightly, buried his nose into his shoulder, and took a deep breath.

"Why is the air conditioner turned on so low?" Li Xinglu's voice was slightly hoarse and deep after he was drunk, and it sounded so good that it made one's scalp tingle.

Wang Qi had already forgotten to answer Li Xinglu's words, Li Xinglu was drunk by the smell of wine, and Wang Qi was also drunk.

The next day was the weekend, and the two woke up together in the same bed. Li Xinglu's arm touched the naked body that belonged to someone else in his arms, which was really startling. But soon, memories of last night flooded in, and Li Xinglu Xing Lu's body stiffened for a moment.

It's a bit strange in the adult world that two people have been together for so long before they have physical contact. After all, adults have needs.

But for the two of them, Wang Qi is very indifferent to most things in this world. Before meeting Li Xinglu, trying to control his emotions so that he can live well has consumed too much energy, and he can't think about sex. , after being with Li Xinglu, trying to make himself live like a 'normal person' is slowly consuming him, so he never cared about this aspect, besides, a person who treats this relationship as a luxury is careful The caring man will not and cannot take the initiative to mention this matter.If Li Xinglu was not drunk, the relationship between them might have been 'pure' until the end.

From Li Xinglu's point of view, he didn't have a relationship with Wang Qi just because he thought he was dirty.

Because of his obsession with cleanliness, he hasn't found a partner for so many years. Even if there is a need, the partner he finds is clean that he can recognize.

Different classes, Wang Qi does give people a lifeless and unclean feeling.

But for everything last night, Li Xinglu felt that the eyes of the person in his arms were moist and clean, his figure was thin, and his skin was fair. A desperate demon that has been infiltrated by evil flames in hell.

Li Xinglu frowned and closed his eyes, he felt that he must have drunk too much wine to have such a strange idea, the person in his arms was just an ordinary cowardly man.

The first intimate contact between lovers did not make Li Xinglu feel happy, he was even a little bored, Wang Qi hadn't woken up yet, he glanced at the person lying beside him from the corner of his eye, and saw the eye-catching red mark on his neck, Li Xinglu reached out to pick up Wang Qi's clothes from yesterday on the sofa, covered Wang Qi's face, and then got up to take a shower.

Four or ten minutes later, Wang Qi heard the sound of the door closing.

He actually woke up earlier than Li Xinglu, but since he is not good at handling relationships, he chose to pretend to be asleep, tearing off the clothes on his face, Wang Qi only felt a big emptiness in his heart.

The first thing he did was not to take a shower, but wrapped in a quilt and dragged his heavy body to turn off the air conditioner in the room.

If everyone's emotions are thermometers, then Wang Qi's thermometer is too sensitive, he will magnify all the sadness and pain, and he will sink himself deep in ignorance, with a depressed patient, with infinite love Not even a single thought may make the thermometer heat up, but it only needs a look and a back view to bring its temperature down to the lowest level.

It's not that Wang Qi doesn't understand, it's just that he can't bear the breakfast that Li Xinglu brought him, and he can't bear to bear the Children's Day next year.

What he can't say, he can only wait for Li Xinglu to speak first.

If only he could wait.

Li Xinglu just sorted out his thoughts for a short while, when he drove to his house, he made a pot of tea quietly, and he also figured it out while making it.

He doesn't want to be separated from Wang Qi for the time being, and it's not that he didn't feel good about everything last night, it's because he thought badly, after all, he and Wang Qi are in a relationship, so it's very normal for this to happen.

After figuring it out, Li Xinglu's heart also got peace of mind. He looked at the time, and it was almost 12 noon. Li Xinglu went to the supermarket to buy some vegetables, and went to the pharmacy to buy medicine. Then he sent Wang Qi a WeChat message, I asked him if he was awake and how he was doing. By the way, he explained that he had to go out because of a temporary business in the morning.

On WeChat, Li Xinglu is considerate like a perfect lover, and Wang Qi follows him unconditionally. When he returns home with the vegetables, Wang Qi has already adjusted the air conditioner to an appropriate temperature, and is dressed in the living room. wait for him.

Li Xinglu made him a light lunch, and put the ointment on Wang Qi's bedside. Wang Qi finished eating seriously, and played games with Li Xinglu on the sofa, but he played very well. Every time he dies, Wang Qi smiles apologetically at Li Xinglu. Seeing his sad look, Li Xinglu feels pain in his heart. He bows his head and kisses Wang Qi's cheek. Forehead, say it's okay.

From that day on, Li Xinglu treated Wang Qi very well. The biggest change was in the material aspect. He gave Wang Qi a credit card with a high limit, bought Wang Qi a lot of things, clothes and luxury goods, and took Wang Qi to many places. There are many delicious shops, Li Xinglu is really like a perfect lover.

The New Year is coming, Li Xinglu said that he was going home to celebrate the New Year, and asked Wang Qi about his plans.

He said, "I'm going home to celebrate the New Year too," with the same expression as usual: "I've already bought a high-speed rail ticket."

"When will you leave? Do you want me to take you there?"

"No need," Wang Qi refused with a smile, "I can."

Li Xinglu didn't insist anymore.

The day before New Year's Eve, Li Xinglu left early in the morning. When he left, Wang Qi left the house behind.It's just that he didn't go to the high-speed rail station, but returned to the original rental house.

During the few days of the annual leave, Li Xinglu ate a delicious New Year’s Eve dinner at home, chatted with his parents and friends, and socialized with friends. His year was the year that little Wang Qi envied a long, long time ago.

However, Wang Qi, who grew up, no longer has such emotions of envy. His youth, like the previous years, was in a rental house, eating the same things as usual, and looking at the sky on the balcony without windows Fireworks reminded myself not to jump over and over again.

Of course, this year's Chinese New Year is also different. In the past, Wang Qi would suffer from continuous insomnia, no difference between day and night, but this year, he drank a lot of wine and fell asleep.

It's just that after drinking so much wine, it doesn't have the fragrance of wine that Li Xinglu had on that day.

The first time the New Year's bell rang, Wang Qi sent a happy new year to Li Xinglu on WeChat.

This was the first chat they had after they separated, but Wang Qi only received a reply at noon the next day, four words, Happy New Year.

Li Xinglu would not share his life with Wang Qi, because subconsciously, he believed that it was a place where Wang Qi would never set foot.

Because it is not necessary.