you are unspeakable

Jin Shi was dumbfounded, he touched his hair irritably: "Then what should we do now?"

"I'll help him calm down first," Liu Wen said calmly, "Prepare a rest room. I'll see if there is any medicine in his bag. If it doesn't work, he can only be sent to the hospital, but it shouldn't be that serious. , he is just too emotional now, take it easy."

"Go to my office." Jin Shi said in a deep voice.

The two put Wang Qi on the sofa to rest, but he was so stiff that he didn't lie down at all, but just sat there stupidly, his eyes were dull and out of focus.

Jin Shi glanced at Wang Qi, who was in a vegetable state, and asked Liu Wen, "Will he be okay like this?"

"It will improve after a while. He has now activated his own defense mechanism and closed himself up, but he is not completely insensitive to the outside world. Otherwise, we will not be able to bring him over," Liu Wen explained: "Here The environment is quiet, let's stay away from him and let him stay alone."

Jin Shi nodded, and followed Liu Wen to the door, with the door half-closed, they could just see Wang Qi in the room.Only then did Liu Wen ask Jin Shi what happened just now, and Jin Shi told Liu Wen about what happened and how he and Wang Qi met: "I didn't mean to scold him, but who am I, Jin Shi? There are a few in Xuancheng who can ask me to cook him a meal. I don’t know why. Anyway, I just like him and want him to try something new. It happens that I am developing a new dish recently. He arrived almost two hours late, so it’s okay Standing there without speaking, the more I watched, the more angry I became."

Liu Wen nodded. He knew that Jinshi couldn't be blamed for this. People like Jinshi and Li Xinglu who grew up surrounded by love are self-centered and don't care too much about other people's feelings. Qi's late arrival today also touched Jinshi's seriousness about cooking. Jinshi never treats others like this. Wang Qi's behavior makes Jinshi feel like a hot face is attached to a cold butt.The proud son of heaven has his own arrogance, which cannot be easily challenged.

"I know," Liu Wen reassured him, "It's okay for normal people, but people with depression are very sensitive."

Jin Shi nodded slightly, and looked at Wang Qi who had not changed his posture and movements during the rest for a while, and after a while, Jin Shi suddenly asked, "Is he more serious than you were back then?"

Liu Wen didn't speak.

"I remember that you were never like this back then," Jin Shi recalled, "you were quite strong in front of me, if Li Xinglu reminded me, I might not have noticed."

"It's good that you didn't notice," Liu Wen said. "We don't want to be treated differently, but that's over. I've recovered, and now I can heal others."

Jin Shi smiled and asked Liu Wen: "Can you cure Wang Qi well? He looks a little pitiful."

Liu Wen fell into silence, and after a while he opened the door and went in: "I'll go and see him, I see that there are quite a lot of people in the restaurant today."

Seeing that Liu Wen didn't answer, Jin Shi stopped asking, "I'll go get busy first."

Liu Wen walked to Wang Qi and sat down quietly, keeping a distance of about 1.5 meters from him, so that he would not be repulsed. He looked at Wang Qi carefully for a while, and found that he was gradually recovering, and his complexion was not as bad as before.

Liu Wen got up and poured him a glass of warm water.

"Drink some water."

Wang Qi rolled his eyes, stared at the water glass for a long time, did not take it, and said softly: "I want to go home."

Unfamiliar environment, strange people, no matter whether it is kind eyes or kind actions, Wang Qi feels that he will be stabbed by them. Jinshi's angry voice seems to be still in his ears, and he is in a state of extreme tension. Only a familiar and safe environment can make him feel comfortable. The so-called recovery here is just another form of tension.

Just as Liu Wen was about to say something, his cell phone rang eagerly. He answered the call with a solemn expression, and said to Wang Qi: "Sorry, the hospital is in a hurry and I have to go back immediately. You are not in good condition now, even if you want to go back, it's best not to go back." Go alone, I'll let Jinshi...can you arrange someone to take you back?"

Wang Qi nodded.

After speaking, Liu Wen left in a hurry. As soon as he left, Wang Qi put on his bag and was about to leave, but he didn't expect Jin Shi to come back so fast, and he just opened the door of the lounge, and he appeared outside.

Jin Shi looked a little embarrassed, and he didn't have the usual cynical smile on his face, but he looked a bit cautious. Wang Qi was not used to Jin Shi's appearance, so he took a step back, keeping a relatively comfortable distance from Jin Shi .

"I'll take you back." Jin Shi said, "If you don't want to talk, send your location to my phone."

Wang Qi wanted to refuse, but he was so tired that he didn't even have the strength to speak. He lowered his head, took out his mobile phone and sent Jinshi the location of a nearby supermarket.

The two left the hotel one after the other, and Jin Shi got into the driver's seat. According to etiquette, Wang Qi should sit in the passenger seat, but he got into the back seat.

Being in the same space as Jin Shi was enough to suffocate him.

The two of them didn't say a word during the whole process, and Jin Shi occasionally raised his eyes to look in the rearview mirror, while Wang Qi kept her head down and remained silent.

The atmosphere was a little depressing.

When he arrived at the location, Jin Shi stopped the car, but he locked the car door, and Wang Qi withdrew his hand because he couldn't punch the card.

"I'm sorry, I didn't control my emotions well today." Jin Shi looked forward, and the apology in his tone was obvious: "I hurt you unintentionally."

He actually didn't intend to get a reply from Wang Qi after he finished speaking, after all, Wang Qi's appearance in the restaurant, silence and retreat were his labels.

But Wang Qi spoke, and his voice sounded the same as usual: "It's not your fault, it's my fault, you're right, I shouldn't be late on purpose, it's rude, you're right, it's my fault .”

My fault, Wang Qi said twice.

Jin Shi nodded in his heart. Although he apologized, it was because of his bad tone, but as far as the matter itself was concerned, he still believed that Wang Qi had done something wrong. He was happy, he smiled, and his voice became much lighter: "Where does your family live? Do you want me to take you there?"

"No need," Wang Qi refused, "It's just behind the supermarket, very close."

"Okay then, send me a WeChat message when you get home, by the way," Jin Shi turned his head and looked at him: "I didn't succeed in eating this time, come over to eat next time, I will pick you up from your company, and I won't be late."

Wang Qi nodded hesitantly, persuading Jinshi to give up was more tiring than passively accepting it.

Jin Shi watched Wang Qi enter the street next to the supermarket until he was out of sight before driving away. After Jin Shi left, Wang Qi walked for more than half an hour before returning home.

When his heart is empty, he likes someone alone, just like a wounded person. Small animals like to find a quiet environment to lick their wounds. This environment needs to be unknown.

In the elevator, the phone rang, and it was a call from home. Wang Qi silenced the voice, and then stared at the phone interface until it turned into a missed call.

He got home, closed the door, stood at the door and played back.

It rang for a long time before his mother picked it up.

"Your brother is getting married, on the [-]th of next month, remember to come back," his mother's voice was flat, unable to hear any emotion, but when she mentioned his brother, she was full of doting and pride: " Your younger brother is terrible. This year he was promoted to section chief in the unit. He married the daughter of a leader in our city. When you came, dress decently. Don’t embarrass our Wang family. By the way, your elder brother is coming back too. He will drive When you come back from the capital and pass by Xuancheng, you can contact him and ask him to take you with him."

Wang Qi listened quietly for a long time without interrupting, until his mother said it was over, and then Wang Qi spoke slowly.

"I'm too busy, I can't go back, I'll send you the money, please send it for me."

His mother thought about the taciturn appearance of her second son, and agreed: "Okay, you can call here."

The phone is hung up.

But Wang Qi is still holding the phone. A long time ago, how much he wished that the phone call with his mother could last more than 19 seconds, instead of a few simple sentences. Did he run out of money again?Okay, I got it, so I hung up, how much he wanted to talk to his mother about his daily life, just like his elder brother, how much he wanted to listen to his mother's advice, tell him to remember to add clothes when it's cold, and it's hot Don't suffer from heat stroke.But I don't know when, he will never look forward to these unnecessary and illusory things.

Never look forward to such meaningless things again.

But now, he really wanted to call Li Xinglu, even if it was just to hear his voice.

It was the first time he mustered up the courage to call Li Xinglu, but there was no answer there two times in a row. It took a long time before he received a WeChat message.

I'm busy, what's the matter?

It's nothing, just get busy and don't bother you anymore.

Wang Qi really didn't bother.

Li Xinglu was indeed busy, but he returned to the hotel after ten o'clock in the evening, but he just chose to send Wang Qi a WeChat message, and then went to take a shower.

He deliberately kept a distance from Wang Qi, as if he was afraid of losing himself if he took one more step forward.

Wang Qi stood on the balcony in the middle of the night, looking downstairs, across, and at the city.

He really hates himself, because of a little thing, his mood is so low and terrible.

He wanted to jump, but he was afraid of hurting the landlord, afraid that the whole building would be clouded by his death. When people came naked, why couldn't they leave quietly?

Jin Shi was naturally enthusiastic, and he really came to pick him up two days later. He parked the car directly at the door of their unit. The eye-catching sign of the car attracted many people to stop and watch. Wang Qi hurriedly opened the door and sat on it. Jin Shi looked at him. After a while, he said with satisfaction: "You seem to be in good condition today. Did you take your medicine on time? Liu Wen said that you have to take your medicine on time for this illness."

"Take it," Wang Qi replied, "I'm following the doctor's orders very much now."

"That's good," Jin Shi smiled: "Let me tell you in advance that Liu Wen and a friend of mine are here today, and it's the first time I've brought friends other than them to dinner, so you can't help me today Yes, did you hear me?"

Wang Qi nodded. Although Jin Shi acted on his own, his heart was not bad, at least... Wang Qi didn't feel too much malice.