you are unspeakable

Li Xinglu got off the plane this morning, not long after he came back, Jinshi called to ask him to have dinner together in the evening, Li Xinglu agreed, and he went straight back to his home, took a shower, changed his clothes, slept all afternoon, and drove to Take Liu Wen to Jinshi's restaurant together.

Today Liu Wen didn't have any patients, so the two of them came early, sat down at the place, waited for a long time, Jin Shi didn't come, Liu Wen asked, the waiter said that the boss went to pick up the patient, Li Xinglu looked puzzled Xiang Liuwen: "Pick up? Is there anyone else today?"

Liu Wen thought of something, but no one came, so he wasn't sure, so he asked the waiter, "Is there a new dish today?"

"Yeah," the waiter is a cute little girl, with two cute dimples in her smile: "The boss has been researching new dishes for the past few days. He made new dishes last time, but something happened. So the boss made a decision for today."

"Okay, we know, go get busy."

The little girl left with a smile, Li Xinglu looked at Liu Wen and asked him: "What are you hiding from me?"

"Jin Shi has made a friend," Liu Wen carefully chose his words: "You will know after a while."

Sure enough, you'll know it when you see it.

Li Xinglu and Wang Qi didn't expect each other to be there. The moment their eyes met, they didn't know what expression to put on. Li Xinglu looked away and frowned subconsciously. He saw his every move, so naturally he didn't miss Li Xinglu's frowning expression.

He hadn't figured out why Li Xinglu had already returned to Xuancheng but was stabbed by Li Xinglu's action without telling himself.

Jin Shi felt the unnaturalness of Li Xinglu and Wang Qi, he thought for a while, and said with a smile: "You should know each other."

Jin Shi's words made the two of them feel tight.

Immediately afterwards, he said to Wang Qi: "You probably don't know his name. You've seen him before. I'm Faxiao, Li Xinglu. He was there the two times we were at the bar. The second time you were drunk , or he sent you back, do you have any impression?"

It turned out that Jinshi didn't know anything.

Wang Qi stared at Li Xinglu right and wrong, and nodded lightly. Li Xinglu didn't want to reveal his relationship with him, so he cooperated with the performance, and he said: "Well, now, I know , Mr. Li."

Mr. Li, although it sounds alienated, Li Xinglu's ears still have a little more unconcealable yearning.

He didn't know if he could hear it, his ears moved, suppressing the inexplicable emotions in his heart, Li Xinglu nodded coldly.

This meal was a bit embarrassing, but maybe only Wang Qi felt awkward. At least the atmosphere among the three of them was good. With Li Xinglu and Liu Wen around, the task of tasting new dishes naturally fell. When it came to Wang Qi, when the show was about to end, Li Xinglu went to the bathroom, Wang Qi couldn't sit still anymore, and after a while, he also left the box with his head down.

The two met unexpectedly in the bathroom, Li Xinglu took out a piece of paper and slowly dried his hands: "Aren't you coming?"

Wang Qi shook her head, he didn't come to the toilet in the first place, and looked at Li Xinglu expectantly with his eyes.

"Come with me," Li Xinglu threw away the tissue, motioning for Wang Qi to follow behind him.

He was too familiar with Jinshi's restaurant, so he led Wang Qi to the empty box at the end of the corridor and closed the door.

"When did we become so familiar with Jin Shi?" Li Xinglu himself could not detect the anger in his tone. When he came back and saw Wang Qi and Jin Shi walking so close, he was not afraid that Jin Shi and Liu Wen would know that he was with Jin Shi. He only felt angry about the relationship between Wang Qi, and this kind of anger could not be clarified, but one thing was certain about Li Xing's law-in his impression, Wang Qi was easy to be controlled, but today, when He and Jin Shi walked in from outside the box one after the other, and Li Xinglu couldn't accept the way Jin Shi talked in his ear from time to time, as if the weather forecast told you that the weather would be sunny tomorrow, and you will check it the next day, It became as annoying as a cloudy sky: "Still you have kept in touch with him."

"I didn't," Wang Qi eagerly denied, anxiously explaining to Li Xinglu what happened a few days ago, but he concealed the part of his illness. As a depression patient, he has a strong inferiority complex that follows him everywhere. Because of this illness, he decided to feel sorry for Li Xinglu. Therefore, he would subconsciously conceal everything related to depression. At least in front of Li Xinglu, he was trying to present a normal person.

I don't know if this reason can offset Li Xinglv's anger. Wang Qi guessed that Li Xinglv's anger should come from his relationship with him. If there is any exclusion.

"I see," Li Xinglu said with a pale face, "Go back."

Wang Qi responded. He looked at the back of Li Xinglu who opened the door, and suddenly blurted out: "You... When did you come back?"

Li Xinglu didn't seem to hear it, and walked forward.

But the cold violence left behind by Li Xinglu's back made Wang Qi's accumulated courage crumble in an instant.

When it was time to leave after drinking and eating, Wang Qi had an unrealistic hope in her heart. She hoped that Li Xinglu would speak out about their relationship, and that she and Li Xinglu would leave hand in hand.

But he didn't wait for anything, Li Xinglu and Liu Wen chatted so happily, Wang Qi sat opposite him, and could see the smile in those deep eyes.

Jin Shi sat beside him, leaned close to his ear, and whispered: "Do you think it is difficult for people to penetrate between them?"

Wang Qi turned to look at him.

Jin Shi smiled, and continued on his own: "It's a pity that Liu Wen likes women."

Wang Qi was so perceptive this time that he understood the meaning of Jin Shi's words immediately. He tried his best to calm down and asked in a low voice: "Mr. Li, do you like Dr. Liu?"

Jin Shi smiled without saying a word, and said something else: "It's getting late, I picked you up and sent you back." He blinked his eyes: "I can't throw you to someone else like last time in the bar, haha."

His words were quite loud, and several people in the room heard them. Liu Wen shook his head with a smile, and said: "Be careful when driving, we won't wait for you."

Wang Qi's thoughts were all in Jin Shi's words just now, and she followed Jin Shi out of the private room blankly.

Jin Shi didn't ask Wang Qi's address, and drove Wang Qi to the place where he was sent back last time: "Should I send you to the entrance of the supermarket? You can't park in your community? I'll go directly downstairs."

Wang Qi came back to her senses: "Huh? Oh, I can't..."

"What are you thinking about? You are so obsessed with thinking about it," Jin Shi glanced at him, "I said that you didn't seem to hear what I was talking to you along the way."

"No……"

The car was driving all the way, and some merchants on the side of Wang Qi's road were decorating their doors. When he saw those cute stickers, he realized that the day after tomorrow was Children's Day.

He looked forward to the holiday with great anticipation.

His mood seemed to be better. He opened the car window so that he could see more clearly. Just looking at it made his heart soften.

"It's Children's Day soon, that's great."

Wang Qi's voice was not loud, as if the wind had blown away, only half of it was left, and only three words remained in Jinshi's ears.

"Why are you like Liu Wen?" Jin Shi said with a smile, "They all have a soft spot for this festival."

Wang Qi suddenly looked away and looked at Jin Shi: "What did you say?"

"I said that you and Liu Wen are very similar. He used to suffer from depression. When he was in college, he seemed depressed every day, but he would feel better every year on Children's Day, so Xing Lv and I always took him to the amusement park. , Later, he went abroad, so he seldom went there." Jin Shixin spoke bluntly, and after he finished speaking, he realized that he was talking baldly, and clicked his tongue twice: "My mouth, Wang Qi, just pretend that you have never heard of it. Hey, forget it, I will confess to Liu Wen later, but since you are Liu Wen's patient, you should learn from him, he is very strong, he just carried it over by himself, and even went abroad to study and come back, you have a look , He can still cure diseases and save lives, so depression is nothing to be afraid of."

Wang Qi couldn't listen to what was said later, so he sat up straight and closed the car window to block out the whistling wind and the sound of traffic.

"Does Doctor Liu like Fu Ji cakes?"

"how do you know?"

"I saw it in Dr. Liu's office when I went for consultation."

"Yeah, Liu Wen loves that one the most, mainly because he likes to eat sweets. When Liu Wen was in a bad mood, Xing Lu would buy him desserts. Speaking of which, do you like it? Don't say anything else, I'm also good at making desserts, isn't there scientific research that eating something sweet when you're in a bad mood is quite effective?"

"No need," Wang Qi opened her mouth slowly, "I hate sweets, any sweets."

"That's a pity." Jin Shi lamented.

"Yeah," Wang Qi echoed him in a rare way: "What a pity."

What a shame, if only he didn't know.

Jin Shi sent him to the entrance of the supermarket and left. Wang Qi stood on the side of the busy street and watched Jin Shi's car merge into the traffic.

He sent Liu Wen a text message on WeChat to make an appointment for tomorrow's consultation.

Liu Wen rejected him on the grounds that they were already friends, and as friends, he might be empathetic if he consulted again, and Liu Wen would refer Wang Qi to another experienced consultant.

Wang Qi also rejected him.

Since they are friends, Wang Qi can ask what he wants to ask. He stands on the road at night, holding his mobile phone in both hands, typing slowly.

Dr. Liu, have you ever suffered from depression?

It took a long time to reply with a word: yes.

Wang Qi said thanks.

He should have stopped a car to go home—at least in his heart, it is the home he owns with Li Xinglu, waiting for Li Xinglu's return, but at this moment Wang Qi couldn't walk anymore, it was the first time he didn't want to Meet Li Xinglu.

Li Xinglu didn't drive today, so Liu Wen offered to take him home. He glanced at the watch on his wrist, hesitated for a while, and was about to speak, Liu Wen said with a smile: "It seems that you have other things, then I won't see you off, you can take a taxi back by yourself."

Li Xinglu smiled apologetically at Liu Wen, turned around and took a taxi.

If Liu Wen sent him off, Li Xinglu would go back to his home. Originally, he had planned this way, but when he saw the backs of Jin Shi and Wang Qi leaving, Li Xinglu couldn't sit still.

When he arrived at the rental house, it was deserted and deserted, and Wang Qi hadn't come back yet.

The irritability in Li Xinglu's heart came again, he wanted to call Wang Qi, but his hand was still on the dial button, and in the end, he only sent a cold WeChat message.

haven't come back yet?

There was no reply there.