you are unspeakable

Even though Wang Qi was weak and had no strength, Li Xinglu still did not dare to take it lightly. Wang Qi's action of rushing to open the window just now surprised him, but now he is afraid.He had no doubt that if the window was pushed open, Wang Qi would jump out without hesitation.

The original intention of Li Xinglu to bring Wang Qi back was to have a good chat with him. Of course, it is undeniable that he regretted what he said in the hotel lobby that day.

Regretted, so I always thought of some way to make up for it, but now the development of the situation seems to be beyond my control. After Wang Qi fell silent, his body suddenly began to tremble, and his temperature dropped suddenly. He was already cold all over, but now Li Xinglu hugged him , just feel stiff.

He dialed Liu Wen's phone number.

He didn't want Liu Wen to know his relationship with Wang Qi, but now, the only person he can think of is Liu Wen.

In the middle of the night, Liu Wen crawled out of bed, hurriedly dressed and left home, and drove towards the hospital.

Twenty minutes later, he saw Li Xinglu's car at the entrance of the hospital. Liu Wen got out of the car and walked forward quickly. It is rare to see such a weak emotion on Li Xinglu's face.

"What's the situation," Liu Wen asked, "You didn't say clearly on the phone, who is the patient? I just asked someone to help prepare a single ward."

Li Xinglu opened the door of the back seat, and carried out Wang Qi who was wrapped in a thin blanket. The person in his arms was very light, and it was not difficult for him to hold him.

"Where is the ward? You take us in first and then talk about it."

Most of Wang Qi's face was covered by the blanket, Liu Wen didn't recognize him, he thought it was someone from Li Xinglu's family, so he didn't ask any more questions, and took Li Xinglu to the ward silently.

The hospital where Liu Wen works is good at treating mental illnesses. Doctors from other departments are in other buildings. When Li Xinglu called him, he briefly explained it. Liu Wen was afraid that it would be too late, so he called two doctors from other departments over. help.

When he changed into his white coat and put on a mask and returned to the ward, Li Xinglu was already standing outside waiting.

Wang Qi was surrounded by several doctors in the ward, Liu Wen nodded to him, and went in too.

After a while, Liu Wen and two doctors came out. Liu Wen suppressed the doubts in his heart and asked about Li Xinglu and Wang Qi's situation. After everything was done, Liu Wen took off his mask: "What's going on."

Li Xinglu stared at Wang Qi who was quietly hanging water on the hospital bed through the small window on the door of the ward, and said, "It's nothing."

Liu Wen frowned: "It's not that I don't know anything. Jin Shi just called me a few days ago and asked about Wang Qi's situation. Xing Lu, if you don't tell me anything, I can't help Wang Qi. His condition is very serious, he is no longer simply depressed, he also has other mental illnesses, you should know better than me, he may be at any time... He is now in a state of numbness, I smell a lot of alcohol Taste, he drinks too much? Not only that, but his physical fitness is also very poor, malnutrition makes him weak, the physical disease may not be so fatal, but his psychological disease is almost to the point where we are helpless." Liu Wendun After a pause: "Did you drink too? Drunk driving? Xing Lu, you would never do such a thing. It seems that Wang Qi is very important to you."

Li Xinglu looked away from Wang Qi: "I used to be with him, but now we are separated."

"What did you say?" Liu Wen's voice was unsteady: "How long...how long ago?"

"Just broke up a few months ago." Li Xinglu was not surprised by Liu Wen's shock: "Do you still remember the last time the four of us ate together, at the dinner table, we pretended not to know each other, I didn't think it was necessary to tell you this at that time The existence of a relationship, I never thought of letting him intervene in my life, our relationship is simple and direct."

Liu Wen understood what Li Xinglu said about the so-called simple and direct relationship, but he remembered the appearance of Wang Qi when he mentioned his lover when he consulted him, and suddenly felt sad for the person lying in it, the person who was so loved by Wang Qi , then the cherished person is right in front of his eyes. If it were someone else, Liu Wen would not understand, but Li Xinglu, Liu Wen would understand. This man is too sensible, too restrained, just like his name, every word and deed They all have their own standards. He was with Wang Qi, and he also rejected Wang Qi. He was only doing business with Wang Qi within the allowed range.

Does Wang Qi know all this?Maybe you know... After Liu Wen consulted Wang Qi for the last time, he looked at his back as he left the consulting room, and blessed him from the bottom of his heart——even if he will be separated from the person he cherishes in the end, he also hopes that Wang Qi will continue their relationship during the time of their relationship At least it was taken seriously.

Liu Wen understands that most love cannot be continued, it is like fireworks, the countdown starts from the moment it is lit.

Maybe Wang Qi was unlucky, the firework he lit was cold.

Wang Qi's condition wasn't good, but it wasn't the worst either. After a few days, he slowly recovered from his stupor, but he still ate very little and barely moved, like a stiff puppet.

Li Xinglu came here very frequently these days. Basically, he would come to see him after work. Sometimes he would look at him at the door, and sometimes he would go in and sit for a while. He tried to talk to Wang Qi, but he didn't look at him, nor did he Ignoring him, Li Xinglu's face was not very good, Liu Wen comforted him: "He is recovering slowly, let's not force him."

After leaving the ward, Li Xinglu suddenly said: "You were not like this back then."

"Why do depressions have to be the same?" Liu Wen said, "It's like a cold. Although the symptoms of a cold are similar to everyone, individual differences will inevitably lead to differences. Some people have a sore throat and some people have a headache. Xing Law, Wang Qi is different from me, we are two people, he is him, and I am me."

Li Xinglu fell silent.

"Since we're separated, you shouldn't go to him again." Liu Wen couldn't help but say, that night he didn't ask Li Xinglu, nor did he discuss Wang Qi with Li Xinglu, Wang Qi once told him that, As a psychiatrist, he must keep it secret for him, but he has to let Li Xinglu understand some things: "You are a source of stimulation to him, and he may live better without you."

"Live better?" Li Xinglu sneered: "Drinking and indulging in sex? Sleeping with different men every day makes life better?"

"What does it have to do with you?" Liu Wen said lightly, "That's his own life. He didn't ask you for help, nor did he appear in front of you. From the moment we separated, you should be strangers."

Li Xinglu opened his mouth, he couldn't understand that Liu Wen would say such a thing.

"Doctor Liu, Wang Qi said just now that he is going to be discharged from the hospital." The nurse ran over, "He has a very strong desire to leave."

The two stopped their conversation, turned around and walked towards the ward where Wang Qi was.

Wang Qi did seem to have recovered. He was wearing a large hospital gown, sitting on the edge of the bed with his feet in slippers, and when he saw Liu Wen and Li Xinglu coming in one after the other, he hooked his lips, Showing a not-so-obvious smile: "Doctor Liu, Mr. Li."

Mr. Li.

Li Xinglu's joyful mood just now quickly cooled down after hearing this title.

"I feel good now, and I want to be discharged from the hospital," Wang Qi said calmly, "Can I go through the discharge procedures?"

"No." Before Liu Wen spoke, Li Xinglu said straightforwardly: "You look like you can be discharged from the hospital? What are you doing after you are discharged from the hospital? Continue to drink in bars?"

Wang Qi looked up at Li Xinglu and then set her eyes on Liu Wen: "I am an adult, and I can make my own decisions. Mr. Li has nothing to do with me. Doctor Liu, I can leave the hospital as soon as I want." ,Is it right?"

Liu Wen nodded: "Yes, but I suggest you stay for a few more days. To be honest, your condition is really bad."

Wang Qi shook her head lightly, her tone was a little uncertain: "Doctor Liu, you should be able to... understand a little bit, hospitalization can only help me temporarily, I can't stay in the hospital for the rest of my life," he paused for a while: " I know what my situation is and I can handle it."

"OK then……"

"I said no," Li Xinglu's tone was very firm: "You must be hospitalized. You don't have to worry about the hospitalization fee. I will take full responsibility for it. If you are sick, you must treat it well until you recover."

Wang Qi curled up his toes, he was not feeling well at the moment.

He is so tired, but he always has to socialize even more tiredly in order to be cleaner and more relaxed.

"Mr. Li, you can't make the choice for me," Wang Qi gasped, he was flustered and his chest was very tight.

"Does your family know about your situation?" Li Xinglu suddenly changed the subject: "I think it is necessary to inform your family of your current situation."

Wang Qi was silent.

Li Xinglu didn't like to hear Wang Qi say that he had nothing to do with him, but he subconsciously felt that Wang Qi had to be put in the hospital so that he could... ensure that he could see him when he got off work. Maybe Wang Qi rushed to the hospital that day The behavior of the window left a lot of psychological shadow on Li Xinglu, and Li Xinglu hated this feeling of being out of control very much.

"Xing Lu is right, Wang Qi, your family should know about your situation, can you give me your family's contact information?" Liu Wen said with a smile: "I think the company of your family may be helpful to your illness." help."

"I don't remember their numbers," Wang Qi said, "It's in the phone, my phone..." He thought for a while: "It might be at Mr. Li's place, and the password is 201961."

Li Xinglu drove back and found Wang Qi's cell phone which was left in the room. After so many days, the cell phone had already run out of battery, so Li Xinglu charged it.

The battery was just enough to support the boot, so Li Xinglu opened the address book and searched for the phone numbers of Wang Qi's family.

Wang Qi's address book is very simple, with only a few people.

Parents' remarks are also quite satisfactory, father, mother, elder brother, younger brother.

Li Xinglu didn't find the remarks of his phone number. He thought about it, but he couldn't remember whether he and Wang Qi had spoken on the phone. Then he opened the call log, and Li Xinglu found that Wang Qi really had no social interaction, except for harassing calls. There was almost nothing in or out.

Li Xinglu would not go through the other contents of Wang Qi's phone. After writing down these phone calls, he rushed back to the hospital with Wang Qi's phone and charger.

He was afraid that Wang Qi's family would think it was a liar if he called Wang Qi on his own phone, so he planned to use Liu Wen's office phone.

The phone was dialed out, Liu Wen turned on the speaker, Wang Qi and Li Xinglu were all present.

Liu Wen explained his purpose.

The middle-aged woman at the other end listened impatiently, and sneered: "What do you live in? Let him go out of the hospital if he wants to be discharged, depression? He has this problem since he was a teenager, huh, it's just a fuss, moaning for nothing, I see that he is doing very well every day, looking for something to do when he has nothing to do. With this effort, why can’t he succeed? What kind of suffering has he suffered? ?Since childhood, emotional problems? Who doesn’t have emotional problems? Suicide and self-mutilation are all self-made monsters. If you threaten us, you have to let him coax him? We have been threatened enough by him before, and we have already seen it clearly , He would have died a long time ago if he was going to die, and he has not died until now, he has been tossing people all day long, I hung up, and I am very busy here."

The busy tone hit the eardrums of those present.

Liu Wen and Li Xinglu couldn't hide their anger and a little distress on their faces, but Wang Qi was used to it and had no emotions.

"Doctor Liu, don't make a fuss. I'm fine and can be discharged." Wang Qi said, "Then I'll go through the discharge procedures."