you are unspeakable

Neither Liu Wen nor Li Xinglu had any reason to prevent Wang Qi from being discharged from the hospital. Li Xinglu still wanted to stop it, but Liu Wen had asked the nurse to help Wang Qi with the discharge procedures.

Wang Qi didn't bring anything, and it was very easy to leave. When passing by Li Xinglu who was waiting at the door, Wang Qi politely thanked him and promised to return all the hospitalization expenses for the past few days.

Li Xinglu was very upset, especially when he heard that Wang Qi wanted to pay him back the money.

"I'm not short of this money, so you don't need to pay it back," Li Xinglu didn't like Wang Qi's attitude towards him now, so he took a deep look at him, turned his back and walked out: "Let's go, I'll see you off." .”

But Wang Qi was not willing, he had already thanked him, and when Li Xinglu turned around, he also turned his back to him, and chose another passage to leave.

Li Xinglu walked a few steps and found that there was no Wang Qi behind him. He turned his head and frowned and watched Wang Qi leave alone. After thinking about it, he didn't catch up, even though his hand hanging by his side had already clenched tightly into a fist.He is trying his best to restrain himself from chasing after him. Liu Wen is right, he and Wang Qi should not have any more contact with each other. From the moment they separated, their best relationship should be two strangers. You see, No matter how well Wang Qi did, his attitude towards himself these few days was no different from that of strangers. Attorney Li Xing has not been subdued more than twice for anyone at such a young age.

His self-esteem will not allow him to get close to Wang Qi again.

But he soon discovered that he couldn't control himself, couldn't control himself from thinking of Wang Qi all the time.

Wang Qi didn't expect that he had just finished dealing with Li Xinglu, and then he was going to deal with Jinshi.

Jin Shi was waiting at the crossroads where he was going home, just right, he seemed to know that he would pass by today, Jin Shi was tall and stuck in the middle of the road, Wang Qi couldn't get around even if he wanted to.When Jin Shi saw the target, he showed a gentle smile and walked towards him: "I asked Liu Wen, he said that you were discharged from the hospital today, do you want to have a meal together?"

Jinshi moved forward, Wang Qi retreated uncomfortably, he shook his head, trying to shake off Jinshi, Jinshi saw his intention, he turned left, Jinshi turned left, and Wang Qi turned right when he turned right.

Wang Qi was bored, but there were people coming and going, he didn't want to have any disputes with Jin Shi, and he didn't want others to cast curious eyes, so he walked forward sullenly.

Jin Shi shrugged his shoulders slightly. He was not in the habit of letting others watch the excitement on the main road, so he followed Wang Qi not far or near. He was not an idiot, and he could see Wang Qi's impatience. On the back of Wang Qi's head, Jin Shi was slightly relieved by the emotion Wang Qi showed just now. Compared with the Wang Qi he had seen a few times before, Jin Shi felt that Wang Qi could occasionally show emotions after being discharged from the hospital, not so...how should I put it? In the past, Wang Qi was so depressed, just like the manhole covers and sewers on the side of the road, which were obviously full of fermented rancid things, but on the surface, she still tried her best to maintain normal, trying her best to keep the people and things around her uncontaminated superior.

They walked to the road in front of the community. It was time for work and school, and there were not many people around. Wang Qi walked to the corner and stopped.

"I'm not hungry, and I won't go to eat with you first," Wang Qi said coldly, "I'm going home, Mr. Jin, please go back."

"It's okay, I can go and make it for you." Jin Shi seemed unable to hear Wang Qi's refusal. He pointed to the supermarket at the entrance of the community: "There are vegetable sellers there. What do you need at home? What do you want to eat?"

Wang Qi gritted his teeth. He was very angry in his heart, but he couldn't express it. Since he was hospitalized, he took medicine and got injections. The fatigue of Yan Yu made it difficult for him to speak out loud, and he didn't know whether it was the effect of the medicine or the cause of the disease. Wang Qi sighed: "I don't want to have anything to do with you, Mr. Jin," he spoke slowly, but He didn't deliberately emphasize: "Can you please stay away from me, there is a big gap between us, there shouldn't be any intersection."

Jin Shi suppressed his smile, and quietly looked at the young man in front of him like a puddle of stagnant water.

"This is the first time you have said such a long word to me." Jin Shi paused, looking into his eyes: "It is also the first time you have looked into my eyes for such a long time."

Wang Qi quickly looked away and lowered her head.

Now Jinshi's eyes only have one head.

"I don't want to make friends, and I don't need friends." After Wang Qi finished speaking, he turned around and was about to leave, Jin Shi quickly grabbed his wrist.

Being touched by someone while awake caused Wang Qi to have a strong stress response. He threw away Jin Shi's hand suddenly, took a few steps back quickly, and looked at him warily.

Jin Shi looked at Wang Qi's excited look, and retracted his legs that were about to move forward. He was not sure whether Wang Qi would become like the one in the restaurant last time. He didn't dare to take risks, so he had to settle for the next best thing: "Sorry, I...you go back and rest, I'm leaving first."

Wang Qi watched Jin Shi's back disappear, and then went home with support.

He has lived in this house for more than five years, and perhaps there is no other place more like home than here, but Wang Qi still can't take this place as his home, just because of familiarity, whenever he can't bear it, Wang Qi will find ways come back and stay.

like now.

His tense nerves relaxed a little the moment he closed the door, and he was on the verge of collapse after dealing with Li Xinglu, Jin Shi, Liu Wen, and those doctors and nurses Wang Qi continuously.

But he knew very clearly that Liu Wen couldn't save him, and neither could medicine. How could he tell others the pain and sorrow in his heart that he couldn't even understand?

He lived for more than 20 years and struggled in depression and pain for more than ten years, but he was not crazy, and he did not die. He thought more than once——Thinking about what his family said. Make a fuss and make a fuss, saying that he was moaning about nothing, saying that he was going to die and died early.Sometimes he thought they were right.

That's right, even he himself thinks so.

He can't get better, he can't be crazy, he can't die, he can't live well, he seems to be caught in a strange circle.

Jin Shi appeared at the bar early, he really didn't expect to meet Li Xinglu before he found Wang Qi's figure.

But when he saw Li Xinglu's gloomy face, he didn't feel too surprised.

It was the first time that the two of them did not drink at the bar, and it was also the first time that the atmosphere between the two of them was so awkward.Modi sat next to the two of them. For some unknown reason, he greeted them with a smile and asked them to serve wine.

Before they were poured, they both stood up from their seats and hurried towards the door one after the other. Modi followed curiously and saw Wang Qi, Jin Shi, and Li Xinglu facing each other. Fantastic picture.

It's not too late now, the bar on this street has just opened, but Wang Qi's face is flushed, she still has a bottle of beer in her hand, she seems to have drunk a lot, Li Xinglu gets angry and grabs Wang Qi's hand Throwing the wine bottle in the bag aside, he drank lowly: "Do you know that you just came out of the hospital and came to give me a drink! What on earth do you think of your own body!"

Wang Qi was not drunk, he was very conscious. He was in a good mood and was going to come in to play disco, dance, and feel the body temperature of the people around him, but just as soon as he stepped in, he was slammed by Li Xinglu, and he was stunned for a moment After that, Wang Qi trembled slightly.He tried his best to keep himself calm, but probably the alcohol got into his brain, Wang Qi reached out to pick up the wine that was put aside, and splashed it directly on Li Xinglu's face.

Both Jinshi and Modi showed shocking expressions, especially Modi. He couldn't imagine that someone would pour wine on Li Xinglu's face. After getting along with him, I realized that he is indifferent, and he also cares about face.

Although what happened just now showed that the three of them knew each other, Modi didn't think that Li Xinglu would let Wang Qi go, in front of so many people... Modi quickly gave Jinshi a wink and asked him to persuade him, Jinshi But after seeing Wang Qi pouring wine, he lowered his head and smiled, and stepped aside.

Li Xinglu didn't wipe it, and he didn't pick up the tissue handed over by the person next to him. He just let the drink fall from his face and fell on the ground, and he didn't care about the shocked, puzzled, and curious eyes of the people around him. He didn't even have much anger .

Because when the glass of wine was poured over, Li Xinglu saw the emotion in Wang Qi's eyes.

They are angry, unwilling.

No longer calm indifference, nor despair and desolation.

Li Xinglu even felt an indescribable joy because of this, until now, Li Xinglu finally sorted out the thoughts that he had been unable to figure out in his heart for so many days, it turned out that what he was waiting for was Wang Qi's joy and anger.

Li Xinglu bullied him, everyone thought he might want to do something, but Li Xinglu just took Wang Qi's wrist, forced Wang Qi into his arms, and led him out of the bar.

Modi opened his eyes wide, and before he had time to ask what was going on, Jin Shi hurriedly followed behind them, leaving the confused Modi behind.

Li Xinglu brought the man to the back seat of his car, Wang Qi struggled to open the door, Li Xinglu quickly locked the door, and then followed.

Wang Qi couldn't escape, so she could only curl up and stay as far away from Li Xinglu as possible.

Li Xinglu was stung by Wang Qi's dodging action. He waited in the car, took out a tissue and simply wiped the wine stains on his face. Holding the dirty tissue in his hand, he realized that he didn't know what to throw place, he hesitated for a moment before pinching it in his hand.

What does this mean for a clean freak?Li Xinglu never realized that he could endure such a dirty self.It seems that with Wang Qi, his cleanliness can be temporarily cured.

Li Xinglu's heart is very peaceful at the moment.

"It was my haste to separate," he turned his head to look at Wang Qi, not trying to approach him, but his sincerity could be heard in his voice: "I regret it now, Wang Qi, can we start over?"

Wang Qi never thought that one day Li Xinglu would say such a thing.

He was probably drunk, but it was precisely because he was drunk that Wang Qi was able to say what he wanted to say.

"Start again?" He heard his own laughter: "Mr. Li, I'm going to be dirty first, do you know how many people I've slept with? You still want to be with me?"

As expected, Li Xinglu's face darkened.

Wang Qi smiled and rolled her eyes.

"Even I think I'm disgusting, let alone you? Don't be funny, Mr. Li," Wang Qi said more and more vigorously: "You and I know exactly what happened during our period, and now we Forget about it, forget about it too, I've been very happy these past few months, can you hold me high and let me continue to be happy?"