Bury me with a sprig of white camellia

21.

In the past, I really wanted Xie Yunyi to mark me.

But he kept dragging, no matter how I hooked him up or made trouble, I remained indifferent.

Yesterday was obviously very dull, I just said something in a low voice.

What is that sentence?

I forgot.

22.

The case sheet was thrown on the ground, in a mess like scattered white camellias.

I squatted down to pick it up, but the injury on my back two days ago was still very painful.

Xie Yunyi is always expressionless when she is upset.

He was always deadpan to me.

Xie Yunyi was not happy to see me.

23.

The gland injury did not allow Xie Yunyi to accompany me for a few days, he was always busy.

When I'm bored, I always like to look through Xia Niansui's circle of friends.

He won't block me, he just wants me to get the hell out of here as soon as I see it.

Eh, I don't.

24.

It still hurts.

The gland at the back of the neck seemed to have been pricked with a needle, and a few rusty nails were stuffed inside.

Is the wound inflamed?

I always suspected that I was rotting, but I had no proof.

25.

It was just a small injury, and it took two days to stay in the hospital.

But Xie Yunyi asked a secretary next to him to stare at me and asked me to do a full-body examination carefully.

I was bleeding so much that I almost passed out.

pain.

My white camellia is not watered at home, so it might be wilting.

26.

After the last inspection was completed, the secretary Xiao Chen took all the inspection sheets from my hand. He took them away so suddenly that one of the sheets scratched my right hand.

Road mouth.

"What are you doing with my list?"

Xiao Chen glanced at me and said calmly, "The doctor said earlier, show him the list after the examination, the road is quite long, I will help you go."

27.

Although he used "you".

But I know he despises me from the bottom of his heart.

I'm just a good looking "omega".

Other places are mediocre, nothing to show for it.

Oh.

I do have an identity that is different from ordinary people.

illegitimate child.

28.

Hate being in the hospital.

I don't like the smell of disinfectant.

I don't know what happened today. When I woke up, I felt dizzy and nauseous for no reason. I hurriedly got up and went to the bathroom to vomit for half an hour.

I took the medicine prescribed by the doctor.

No one told me that the side effects would be serious.

Where is my white camellia?

I miss my white camellia a bit.

29.

I was in the hospital for four days, wearing a hospital gown, and I really had a wonderful feeling of dying.

No one came to see me, except for one rather dull orderly.

I don't know why Xie Yunyi asked a nurse to watch me.

I won't run away... What is he going to do to me?

So boring, miss my flowers.

30.

Xiao Chen came to the hospital today!

He also brought my white camellia!

"Why did you move all my flowers here?"

I was very excited, but also uneasy, my heart was beating non-stop, as if it was going to break through my thin chest.

He answered my question, unlike the nurse who kept silent and was dumb.

"Mr. Xie said, move your things to the ward."

31.

"I want to go home."

I lifted the quilt, interrupted his movement of opening my suitcase, and stuffed back all the things Xiao Chen had already taken out.

"Why do you want to move my things to the ward? The ward is not my home."

I wanted to leave as soon as I said that.

I want to go home.

I want to go home.

I don't live in a hospital.

Where is Xie Yunyi?

What about Xie Yunyi?Why doesn't he come to see me!

32.

Little Chen Pi looked at me with a non-smiling smile, "Mr. Xie said that you will stay here for the time being."

I asked back, "Can't I go home by myself? At worst, I don't want him to pick it up."

I'm not here.

33.

The nurse and Xiao Chen pushed me back to the bed together. I stared at the silver handcuffs on my right wrist, and my breathing became short of breath.

"Let go of me!"

I want to go home!

I want to go home!

The bed board was shaken by my violent movement, and my wrist was red.

The nurse locked the door, and Xiao Chen finished the task and went back.

He was sitting on a small bench and was peeling apples. The knife was sharp and beautiful.

I was crying and fussing, but unfortunately the handcuffs restricted me.

34.

So I broke free from the handcuffs and broke my right hand.

35.

I want to see Xie Yunyi.

36.

I hid a knife under my pillow.

I love to sculpt.

37.

Xie Yunyi finally came to see me at night.

But Xia Niansui stood beside him.

I was sitting on my bed with my arms dangling looking out the window at the trees when he came in.

The glands hurt so much, and so do the hands.

Xie Yunyi always said that I was sick.

Now I feel the same way.

Xie Yunyi took away the knife I hid under my pillow.

He looked at me with a cold face, and said word by word, "Xia Weiran, you'd better not make a fuss during this time."

"I didn't make a fuss."

"If you continue to quarrel, you will get a divorce. You can go wherever you like, and I don't care about you outside."

……

Oh.

Xia Niansui folded her arms and looked at me funny after Xie Yunyi went out.

"You're really good at it."

I'm too lazy to talk to him, anyway, Xie Yunyi is mine now.

But Xia Niansui looked at me with a little bit of sympathy.

"It's so pitiful, the alpha who relied on the glands to attract others, now the glands are gone."

He sneered, and his words were like a thunderbolt hitting my world.

38.

Surgery is scheduled for next Wednesday.

39.

My white camellia was a bit wilted.

I'm going to die again.

40.

I want to rebel.

But Xie Yunyi didn't answer my call.

Gritting his teeth, he walked into the bathroom.

Although the nurse kept staring at me, he would not follow me into the bathroom.

41.

It's so easy to think about suicide.

He underestimated me.

When I was in the third grade of junior high school, I thought of a hundred ways to commit suicide.

42.

When I bit my hand, I was shaking with pain.

The blood vessel seemed to be misplaced, and I vaguely felt that I heard a snap.

Something broke.

Call Xie Yunyi before fainting.

He appears to be in a meeting.

"Mr. Xie, you are going to be a widow."

I giggled, my eyelids heavy while holding the phone.

43.

I will not die.

You see I am alive again, alive and kicking.

It's just hanging up, and it's pretty ugly.

I am weak and timid, but I just have teeth marks on my wrists.

I like to scare him.

He doesn't like me scaring him.

He doesn't like me.

44.

Xie Yunyi grabbed me out of the bathroom.

He carried me like a doll, very easy.

The nurse was not in the house, neither were Xia Nian and Xiao Chen.

I got excited for a while, and stared at him as soon as I was put on the bed, my eyes must be shining, "Xie Yunyi, are you here to sleep with me?"

of course not.

He raised his hand and slapped me.

45.

I don't like white camellia again.

It was too white and too bright to be seen.

When I was irritable, I couldn't help tearing off a petal. When the nurse went out to pour hot water, I ate that petal.

Sweet and bitter.

46.

I don't want surgery.

47.

I cried for a long time and was so emotional that I vomited all afternoon.

The nurse called the doctor to examine me.

The doctor looked at me with a strong sense of criticism in his eyes.

"You are a pregnant omega, if you continue to fight like this for three or two days, you will have a miscarriage sooner or later."

"A broken arm and crying again, where's your alpha?"

I am silly.

I had a full-body examination before, and Xiao Chen handed in the form and said that the results of the examination were handed over to Xie Yunyi.

He definitely knew I was pregnant.

48.

Wednesday's surgery is not the removal of the gland.

is an abortion.

Because gland surgery cannot be performed while pregnant.

49.

The petals of the white camellia have turned yellow a lot.

Xie Yunyi came to see me today. He glanced at the flower pot and said flatly, "I'll get you a new one tomorrow."

I said, "I don't want to lose my baby."

50.

"How did you know?"

"Why didn't you tell me?"

……

Xie Yunyi was silent for a while, and looked at me calmly.

He still doesn't smile.

"Kill it, there is no need to discuss it."

51.

I didn't continue talking to him, I just stared at him for a long time.

"Xie Yunyi, don't you want me right away?"

Xie Yunyi finally smiled, and looked at me with the corner of her mouth pulled, with a sneering tone.

"you know too."

52.

"But I really want to have an omega baby... Xie Yunyi, the baby will call you daddy after birth, let's not throw him away, shall we?"

"Do you think life is not important?" Xie Yunyi smiled, there was no smile in his eyes, which was completely different from the way he looked at Xia Niansui, "If you must keep him

It is not impossible. "

I looked at him expectantly.

Under my expectant gaze, he paused for a moment, then said viciously, with a vengeful smile on the corner of his mouth as he spoke.

"Take the bastard in your stomach and get out of Xie's house."

He said coldly, "Your child doesn't deserve to be called my father."

"A psychopath...but, what kind of good do you think you could be born with? A little neuropathy?"

Xie Yunyi knows how to make me hurt.

This time, my glands didn't hurt anymore, and my hands didn't hurt anymore. Only my heart seemed to have been dug up and carefully observed.

It hurts me to death, Xie Yunyi.

53.

Xia Niansui's circle of friends has been updated again.

He went to Xie Yunyi's company to deliver meals to my alpha.

Xie Yunyi never let me go to his company before.

He didn't say why.

I didn't ask, for fear of humiliating myself.

He probably didn't want to admit me.

54.

I am good and bad.

The white camellia was dead, and the nurse took it out and threw it away.

55.

I escaped while the nurse was going to the bathroom at night.

There is a marriage certificate for each person, and I slipped away with my marriage certificate and pills.

I also don't know where I should go.

It's not a hospital anyway.

56.

Xie Yunyi certainly never thought that I would not let him divorce me.

I know.

I know!

Xia Niansui is back, he will definitely leave me behind.

I am already ready!

57.

When I chose to keep the omega organs, I thought about it.

I know there are side effects.

But I didn't expect the price to be death.

The doctor said that if I just take medicine, I can probably live for a year and a half.

Enough... enough, Xie Yunyi.

58.

After getting off the train, I went to the hospital first.

I didn't know that I was pregnant before, so I had to check whether the medicines had any side effects.

59.

I have never used the money Xie Yunyi gave me.

This is charity.

In this way, I owe him more, and there is no reason to ask him for love.

I pulled out the old SIM card and threw it into the trash can, just like the flowers thrown away in the hospital, they are all rubbish.

60.

The baby is healthy.

I rent a small apartment.

I have a friend, a male alpha.

Xie Yunyi didn't know him.

61.

I like to be in a daze.

I asked my friend, am I sick?

Why am I always sleepy.

He patted my shoulder and smiled softly, "You're just too tired recently."

62.

The first time I met Xie Yunyi, I had just arrived at Xia's house.

Xia Niansui didn't like me, he often found someone to bully me in school, tore up my test papers, dragged me into the toilet and beat me up.

Of course, no one thought that Xia Niansui did these things.

After all everyone loves him.

My mother had just passed away, and I didn't really want to live.

A person was wandering on the school roof, looking for a place to jump off the building.

Xie Yunyi appeared at that time, wearing a red discipline armband, and dragged me down from the steps.

……

Xie Yunyi is very gentle to everyone, including me before.

He patiently squatted on the rooftop and talked to me about his philosophy of life for an hour. I thought he was stupid and silently wanted to stay away.

After finally waiting for him to finish nagging, it was almost dark.

It's so annoying, what are the senior students doing?

So much sympathy.

I wanted to roll my eyes, but the person in front of me felt in his pocket and put a small thing in my palm.

a piece of sugar.

Tangerine.

He had a nice smile, the eyebrows and eyes felt like the mist in the morning, clear and clean, and the upward curve of the corners of his lips was pleasing to the eye.

"Little classmate, don't give up, there is no hurdle in life that you can't get over."

He patted me on the shoulder lightly, "I'll give you a piece of orange candy, I think you're quite obedient. The next time you encounter something you can't think about, I'll come to the psychology room during the lunch break."

Find me. "

"My name is Xie Yunyi."

Xie Yunyi.

sounds so good.

Too bad I wasn't happy for long.

Because Xie Yunyi also likes Xia Niansui.

He is not mine.

63.

I have a cold today and don't want to go out.

My friend closed the window for me, but he said it would be cold if I didn't close it.

It's too cold for me.

I kind of want to thank Yunyi.

Will he miss me?

64.

The marriage certificate is with me... Xie Yunyi don't want to be with Xia Niansui.

I am an omega, so I can be with Xie Yunyi.

I'm mad.

65.

I almost fell when I went down the stairs today, it hurts.

The gland hurts so much that I want to cry, I dare not take painkillers, it is not good for the baby.

66.

I think I'm pretty bad.

Really.

Without me, Xie Yunyi and Xia Niansui would be very happy, right?

Why should I bother them?

really weird.

This time my friend was dumb, and he ignored me.

I stared at him, examined him carefully, and saw that he was crying.

67.

Xie Yunyi...

Don't you like white camellia?

My pheromone is white camellia flavor.

But you always don't like me.

68.

I was wrong, I was so wrong.

I knew earlier that I would not chase Xie Yunyi.

Brother Xie, of course he was wrong.

I shouldn't secretly like you.

69.

It's winter, so cold.

Without money to turn on the heating, I was wrapped in the quilt like a silkworm.

Friends lie down with me and chat with me.

He doesn't seem to be sleepy, he has been playing with the white camellia in his hand.

70.

I went to the hospital for an examination, and the doctor said that I should be extra careful during this time.

Of course I was extra careful, my friend supported me to help me carry things, this time the case sheet will not scratch my hands.

When I left the hospital, I saw a familiar figure.

Xie Yunyi stood in the wind and snow, expressionless.

I took a few steps back, trying to run.

The friend stared at him warily.

He stepped forward and grabbed my wrist. I couldn't hold it steady, and the things in my hand fell to the ground.

The snow-white case sheets were scattered all over the floor.

"How long will you be crazy alone?"

My eyes were wet, I lowered my head and stared at my hand in a daze.

The plaster was removed.

Both hands were covered with tiny scratches.

It turned out that there were no friends.