Bury me with a sprig of white camellia

That way you don't disappear.

I solemnly left a tooth mark on the back of his neck, but Xia Weiran tried his best to push me away.

Seconds later, his glands began to ooze blood.

33.

The hospital test results came out.

They said my omega glands were starting to fail.

It is a sequela left by severe damage to the glands in childhood.

If he had chosen to remove it for repair surgery back then, nothing would have happened.

I was dizzy, nearly unconscious, and my hands were cold.

Xia Weiran.

you idiot!

32.

I really couldn't laugh in front of him, and couldn't help stabbing him.

I'm going crazy, of course.

"You insist on forcing me like this? Relying on self-harm to keep me in vain?"

In fact, it's not that he wants to keep me, it's that I want to keep him.

He always wants to go.

I can't let go.

31.

I asked Xiao Chen to take him for an examination. For his safety, I had no choice but to find a nurse to monitor him.

He cannot be allowed to self-mutilate anymore.

He has to live.

30.

The company and the hospital were in a continuous relationship. I listened to one plan after another offered by the hospital, and I only hoped that he would survive.

"The report shows that your omega is pregnant."

I said feebly, "...I know."

"Usually, when this happens, omega will not choose to have an abortion. They want to leave the crystallization of love for their lover."

I gripped the report card tightly and closed my eyes in pain as I stared at the unformed child.

"... Please let my omega survive."

29.

During a company meeting, my right eyelid twitched.

After the meeting, the assistant handed me the phone.

Remarks: Of course.

As soon as it was connected, his voice lightly penetrated into my ears.

"Mr. Xie, you are going to be a widow."

I drove through five red lights and almost rear-ended.

When I went to the hospital and kicked open the door, he sat in the bathroom and smiled at me.

I put him on the bed.

My lips have been trembling slightly.After being together with Xia Weiran for so many years, it was the first time I fought with him.

I slapped him across the face.

Back in the empty home, I sat on the sofa and covered my face with tears streaming down my fingers.

I'm a useless alpha.

My omega is dying.

28.

Maybe I'm as crazy as he is.

27.

I dare not visit him when he is sober.

I always go at night, at this time my mind will be very quiet and will not hurt myself.

26.

Of course she knew she was pregnant.

He begged me to keep the baby.

I closed my eyes and it took almost all my strength to force myself to say those words.

Of course, don't leave a child to make me miserable.

I want you to live well.

When you recover, I will take you to see the sea and travel abroad.

I'll be with you every day, don't go.

25.

Xia Weiran disappeared.

I frantically called the monitoring from the hospital, but I didn't know where he went.

The city he went to was very large and empty.

He is a pregnant and sick omega, how many days can he live there without money?

Please, of course, don't play hide-and-seek with your brother.

do not scare me.

Stop being angry, okay, listen to brother, come back!!!!

24.

I left the company and searched for my Ranran all over the world.

My father took care of the company for me.

When Xia Niansui came looking for me, I was completely out of interest.

He told me that Xia Weiran once lived in a certain corner of that city.

23.

I really can't find him!!

God, please, let me die.

Let him live!

22.

However, winter is very cold.

Didn't you like to sleep with me the most?

I was wrong, I won't kill you anymore.

Come back obediently for treatment, okay?

21.

The doctor said it was too late.

... Xia Weiran.

Little madman.

20.

Finally caught him.

19.

Doctors said his condition had deteriorated very badly.

"Is there no other way?"

"He can only wait for the treatment after giving birth, and then..."

My heart is about to stop beating.

18.

I'm so tired.

When I saw him crying because of emotions, I really wanted to strangle him.

First strangle him, and then I jump off the building.

17.

He was in so much pain that he couldn't sleep at night, and he kept yelling in his dreams.

Good boy, don't kick your little daddy.

He is so tired.

16.

Why can't I die instead of him?

Why can't I be the one who is sick?

Why didn't I make it to the hospital in time to keep an eye on him the day he ran away?

Unfortunately, there is no regret medicine in the world.

I'm about to lose him.

15.

Xia Weiran died of pain in the emergency room.

I hid on the stairs, crying uncontrollably.

I banged on the wall hard, asking myself over and over again.

Why is it not me who is going to die?

Xie Yunyi, I knew this would be the consequence of him being by your side.

If you can't protect him, don't provoke him!

14.

I went to hospitals all over the country to seek medical treatment.

Sometimes I just couldn't hold on, and almost fell to the ground.

But I can't fall down.

As long as I look for death, maybe I can survive!

13.

Xiao Chen said that he is in a good mood these days.

He showed me pictures of the kids.

I said great, looks like him.

The pot of white camellia that Ranran had replaced earlier froze to death.

I want to give him another pot.

White camellia will not die.

Of course mine won't die.

12.

I walked into his ward at night and saw his pale face and thin body wrapped in a white quilt, lifeless.

The back of his hand was pierced with needles, and the blue blood vessels were clearly visible.

The thought of how soon he would be covered with a white cloth made my heart hurt so badly that I couldn't breathe.

My little madman.

Of course I am.

Tears fell on the backs of his hands.

I whispered, "Of course...why don't you listen to me, be good..."

I'm about to lose you.

11.

I finally found the hospital!

I found it!

I found it!

They told me there is a 15.00% chance!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA finally I found it!

Of course, hold on for me again.

I will not let you die!

10.

I sat on the high-speed rail and was distraught.

I have to transfer quickly with Ranran.

He will be fine.

We also have an omega baby.

Of course, of course.

9.

I rushed off the high-speed train, but my phone rang loudly at the exit.

Trembling, I picked up the phone.

The doctor's apologetic voice enveloped me with all the coldness in the world.

It was clearly the end of spring.

I feel like it's winter.

"Mr. Xie, I'm sorry. Your omega's condition suddenly deteriorated this morning. We immediately rescued it after we found it. It's a pity...the patient lost his life in the end.

want……"

I knelt at the exit of the high-speed rail and howled loudly.

Passers-by silently cast aside my incompetence with contemptuous eyes.

They didn't know that an alpha completely lost his beloved omega on that day.

Of course I am.

My little madman.

Died at the end of spring.

8.

I dealt with Ranran's funeral very calmly, and emptied my mind.

I can't live anymore.

7.

Xiao Chen said that Ranran left me a note.

There is also a book.

The pencil handwriting was blurred, but I could still make out the words on it.

- Xie Yunyi, I let you go.

The cover of that book is dark black, and the white camellias are illuminated in a faint blue.

- "Bury Me a Branch of White Camellia"

6.

However, you liked to pester me so much during your lifetime.

Why won't you stick to me after you leave?

why don't you come to my dream

5.

At the funeral, I placed a sprig of white camellia on top of his urn.

Little madman.

I love you.

Did you hear that in the little black box?

4.

My father and mother cheered me up.

However, the child left to me is still waiting for me to take care of.

I won't take names.

Xiaobaishancha was finally called Xie Xiaran.

3.

However, Xiaoran can speak.

I taught him to call him baby daddy.

Who is the little daddy?

The little dad's name is Xia Weiran.

Xia Weiran.

Xia Weiran is Xie Yunyi's favorite person.

2.

I miss you so much.

1.

Xiaoran asked me today why white camellias are planted at home no matter what season it is.

"Because the little daddy is a white camellia, the big daddy can see the little daddy when he sees the white camellia."

Xiaoran is still young, and he doesn't understand why Baishancha can see his little father.

He leaned forward foolishly, waved his hands purely and sincerely, and said, "How are you, little daddy? I'm Xiaoran. Xiaoran misses you so much, especially

Don't miss you.Big Daddy misses you too.When are you going home to see us? "

I hold Xiaoran's hand and look up at the blue sky.

The breeze picked up.

The wind that traveled around the world for a week stayed in front of us for a while, and then went away safely.

……

"Little lunatic."

"idiot!"

"You're the fool! You're the one!"

Xie Yunyi closed her eyes lightly, thinking.

Ok.

I am idiot.

You are a little crazy.

Big fools love little madmen.

Did you hear that little lunatic?