So you're secretly jealous again

Soon, the police came and took Chen Siqi and his party away.

Everything was as Shu Jinshi expected, this group of people did that, and they had been doing it for a long time, so they were habitual offenders.

Did she originally do this? She was a white-collar worker in a serious company, and she was also a management team.

Everything was normal until she fell in love a few years ago.

At that time, her love brain was online, not only was she cheated by that man, she had to repay the mortgage every month, and her family members were still sick, so she joined this organization with a twitch of her brain, and she was stuck in the quagmire from then on, and she couldn't get out again. .

The most frightening thing was that she actually thought that she could become a master in the future.

And Chen Siqi will transfer here recently because Anna's World has just opened a store, so she needs to come here to watch.

In other words, although she spent nearly [-] yuan on a necklace in front of Xu Fengyi, it was all fake.

He would do this, but he wanted to make Xu Fengyi admire her more, and was eager to do this with her.

Later, she would treat Xu Fengyi hard, because she found that Xu Fengyi didn't eat soft ones.

The reason why she chose Xu Fengyi was precisely because she knew that Xu Fengyi admired herself very much, and they met at the entrepreneurship lecture, and a lot of the content they talked about was about entrepreneurship, even if she had nothing to do. Speaking of these, Xu Fengyi will not have any doubts.

After all matters were dealt with, Shu Jinshi took Xu Fengyi to the hospital for various examinations.

Along the way, Shu Jinshi didn't say a word except to ask her if she was in pain. He just concentrated on driving without asking anything.

But her brows were tightly knit, filled with countless complex emotions.

She could feel the rhythm of her heart beating, and there was a feeling of panic spreading in the interval.

Occasionally, when the car encounters a green light and stops beside the zebra crossing, she will take the opportunity to turn her head to look at Xu Fengyi who is sitting next to her.

No matter when he looked over, Xu Fengyi kept his eyes down, clasped his hands from time to time, his lips were tightly drawn into a line, as if he lost his soul, he didn't know what he was thinking.

From the time she got out of the Caidejin Building and got into the car, Xu Fengyi maintained this dejected and silent look, as if she had lost her dream about the whole world.

Shu Jinshi couldn't help opening his mouth slightly and let out a long breath, then turned his eyes back and turned to the front.

The weather is weird today too.

It looked clear and clear in the morning, but now it has changed.

The sky was cloudy, like a thick quilt soaked in water. After being covered up, it was so heavy that people could hardly breathe.

Shu Jinshi tightened his brows again, feeling as if his heart was blocked by something, making him uncomfortable.

After 1 minute, the traffic lights switch.

Shu Jinshi raised his eyebrows slightly, and then continued to drive towards the city's first hospital.

Now she only hopes that Xu Fengyi will be fine, and that there will be no serious internal injuries that cannot be seen from the outside.

Fortunately, after an examination, the doctor said that her problem was not serious.

Although some parts of her scalp had hematoma due to trauma, the area was not large and the injury was not serious, and it could be absorbed by itself with just a cold compress.

In addition, although her limbs had some bruises from twisting with the two big men, there was no major problem, and the use of safflower oil could subside.

After the inspection, Xu Fengyi took the medicine and paid for it, first put a cold compress in the courtyard for a while, and then came out together with Shu Jinshi.

During the whole process, Xu Fengyi was still the same as when he was in the car just now, without any energy, as if he was completely immersed in his own world.

Every time Shu Jinshi turns his head and sees her like that, the melancholy in his heart will add another layer.

Although Xu Fengyi's physical trauma was relatively minor, it does not mean that her psychological trauma was not serious.

On the contrary, she may have fallen into the shadows.

You know, this kind of thing is comparable to a horror story, and Xu Fengyi has experienced it himself.

Therefore, even though the whole thing has been over for a long time now, Xu Fengyi's back including his fingers would still tremble from time to time, and his eyes were even more empty and gloomy.

Shu Jinshi had never experienced such a thing before, but she completely understood her current mood.

Who would have thought that things would turn out like this?

I thought that everyone had a good friendship, but in fact, I had been betrayed long ago. In the eyes of the other party, I was simply a business.

No one likes the feeling of being betrayed.

After coming out of the hospital gate, Shu Jinshi thought for a while, then turned his head and called her: "Fengyi?"

"Huh?" After a while, Xu Fengyi hurriedly turned his head and looked at her as if he had just woken up from a dream.

With her hair gently fluttering, Shu Jinshi finally saw her current appearance clearly.

Those eyes were extremely light in color, like glazed glass, and looked as clear and bright as ever.

She wasn't crying, but her entire eye sockets, including the tip of her nose, were flushed.

But this kind of her made Shu Jinshi feel more distressed.

Xu Fengyi was not like this in the past.

In the past, Xu Fengyi always had a smile in his eyes, sunny and cute.

Where is it like now, there is no expression in the corners of the eyes and brows.

Shu Jinshi let out a long sigh, looked down at the watch on his wrist, and showed a gentle smile: "It's 05:30, are you hungry? I seemed to hear your stomach growling just now."

"If you are hungry, I will take you to eat something. What do you want to eat? You can tell me what you want to eat. Anyway, I have money, so you can just kill me. You can kill me however you want. "

"Hungry?" After hearing her words, Xu Fengyi finally raised his hand to stroke his stomach in a daze.

In the end, she bit her lower lip and shook her head gently, "No, I don't feel hungry, and I don't really want to eat..."

To be honest, she didn't pay attention to whether her stomach was growling, because she really didn't have any appetite now, and she didn't even feel hungry at all.

Shu Jinshi didn't insist: "If you don't want to eat, then don't. Then, do you want to go back and have a rest?"

Anyway, she has no principles now, the only principle is that Xu Fengyi can do whatever she wants now.

Xu Fengyi looked down at the ground, and after a while, he finally said, "No, I want to go for a walk by the river."

"I want to blow some air."

Yes, her current thoughts are simply messed up like a mess of hemp that is constantly being cut and straightened.She didn't even know what she was thinking.

That feeling is weird.

Originally, she thought that she would definitely cry a lot, but she never expected that she didn't.

For a moment, she wondered if she had lost her feelings and turned into a very numb person.

Shu Jinshi didn't stop her, and then walked to her side: "Okay, then I will accompany you."

Although Shu Jinshi felt that it was a bit cold over there.

Xu Fengyi turned his head slightly according to the sound, and the tall and thin figure of the other party came into view immediately.

Inexplicably, a voice came into her head: This dress is so pretty, and Shu Jinshi is so cool in it.

Then, Xu Fengyi pursed her lips and nodded, then followed her and walked towards the edge of Yu Jiang.

The riverside is very close to here, you only need to cross a street to get there.

Although today is Sunday, because the wind is relatively strong here, there are not many people, and it looks like a quiet place.

At the same time, because it is winter now, there are not many green leaves left, only black and bare tree trunks standing on the side of the road, and the sense of depression is getting stronger.

"Do you like the riverside?" Shu Jinshi asked while walking.

Xu Fengyi turned to look at her and nodded.

I don't know when I developed the habit of going for a walk by the river whenever my mood got bad.

Probably developed it in junior high school.

At that time, Xu Fengyi's parents were arguing almost every day, causing a lot of restlessness.Every time at this time, she would take out two earphones and stuff them in her ears, then listen to the music and walk along Binjiang Road with her hands in her hands.

Why do I like to go there? Apart from the fact that it is the nearest place to take a walk from my home, another reason may be that if you look around, you can see peace.

Yes, as long as there is no strong wind or heavy rain, the surface of the river looks extremely peaceful at any time.

That peace and tranquility once became her spiritual opium.

So later, no matter where he studied, no matter where he was, whenever he was depressed, Xu Fengyi would go for a walk by the river.

If there is no river around, then go to the river or some lake.

After a while, Xu Fengyi glanced at her slightly: "Jin Shi..."

Shu Jinshi was still looking up with his mobile phone on how to get Xu Fengyi out of those shadows quickly, but when he heard the other party's voice, he paused.

This should be the first sentence Xu Fengyi voluntarily said after he came out of Kai Dejin, right?

"Huh?" Shu Jinshi threw the phone back into his jacket pocket, "What do you want to say?"

Xu Fengyi raised her hand, lifted a strand of hair that was blown by the wind and pressed it behind her ear: "Thank you for today's matter."

"If it weren't for you, I don't even know what would happen next."

Shu Jinshi sighed: "It's good that you're fine."

Xu Fengyi lowered his head and looked at the ground for a long time: "I really didn't expect such a thing to happen."

"I……"

Speaking of this, Xu Fengyi didn't know what happened to him all of a sudden.

Before, I still felt that my whole body was numb, but at this moment, I suddenly felt an emotional burst, and I couldn't stop it no matter what.

A soreness suddenly spread from the bridge of her nose, and gradually became denser, blurring her vision at once.

Then, Xu Fengyi turned her head, raised her face facing the railing by the river, blinked at the sky, and blinked at the lake, as if trying her best to prevent tears from falling.

Shu Jinshi pursed his lips tightly, raised his hand after a while, put it on her shoulder, and said in a low voice: "Cry if you want to, it's okay. It's not ashamed."

In many cases, only when you really cry can your emotions be truly and well vented.

But Xu Fengyi stubbornly shook his head and denied it: "I didn't want to cry..."

Shu Jinshi held her shoulders and asked in a low voice, "Then why are your eyes so red?"

Xu Fengyi continued to look at the sky, and denied it very stubbornly: "It was blown by the wind."

Mingming speaks with a crying voice and vibrato.

Shu Jinshi couldn't help turning his head to look at her again.

Then, she found that the tip of Xu Fengyi's nose was redder than before.

Shu Jinshi couldn't help frowning: "Fengyi?"

Xu Fengyi pinched the railing with both hands, turned his head to the other side: "I don't understand...I really don't understand why things turned out like this..."

As the mood swings became more and more severe, the trembling in her voice became more and more clear.

Shu Jinshi let out a breath of white air: "Fengyi."

Xu Fengyi still turned his head sideways, and then turned his head to her, sucked his nose, and swallowed forcefully:

"When she asked me out, I was happy for a long time."

"I have been preparing for a long time in advance. I have been thinking about how I can make her have fun, because she used to take me to play, and I was poor at that time..."

"Then I thought, now that I've made money, although it's not much, it should be okay to take her to eat and play all over the city. I wrote down all the dishes she likes..."

Speaking of this, Xu Fengyi sniffed again, then raised his right hand, and blocked his mouth and nose with the back of his hand, trying to block back the sound of sobbing and all the unsteady breath.

Even though the temperature by the river was very low at this time, her cheeks were still stubbornly hot.

After a while, Xu Fengyi let go of his hand and continued:

"But who knew things would turn out like this?"

"I don't understand what I did wrong, why do I always have to be cheated over and over again?"

"The same goes for Yi Zhiya. She chased me for half a year before I was with her, but in the end..."

"Could it be that I did too many bad things in my previous life, so I'm doomed to suffer all kinds of retribution in this life...

When she was extremely sad, Xu Fengyi became struggling to speak, and her voice was so low that it was almost out of breath.

At this point, Shu Jinshi couldn't help opening his lips and teeth slightly, and sighed: "Don't think that way, Fengyi, you are fine. Really."

For the first time, Shu Jinshi realized that he was also at a loss for words.

Let's be reasonable, in fact, to be honest, Xu Fengyi knows those big truths, she just got stuck right now, and she doesn't need others to remind her at all.

Comfort... Actually, Shu Jinshi is not very good at comforting people.

Because she was used to being independent since she was a child.

She has never shown her vulnerable side in front of outsiders, so no one has comforted her, and she doesn't know how to comfort others.

At this time, Xu Fengyi shook his head and continued to sob: "I hate her, but I also hate myself."

"Why am I so stupid? It's not that I haven't read the news about the MLM personnel picking out acquaintances. I saw it just last month. The protagonist in the news met with an old classmate whom he hadn't contacted for a long time. cheated..."

While speaking, she trembled even more.

Shu Jinshi couldn't see her like this at all, stretched out his hand to gently cover her hand, and tried his best to comfort her: "But the long-lost contact in the news refers to the one who hasn't contacted once in many years. If Chen Siqi is like this , I have never had any contact with you, and if I suddenly ask you out to talk about this, you must be very vigilant, right? There are many things that need to be analyzed in detail. "

Xu Fengyi shook her head, didn't say anything, just gritted her teeth tightly, looked across the lake stubbornly, and let two lines of tears fall down her cheeks.

Tears are miraculous, once they are not strained, they will fall like a bank burst.

Endless, endless.

It seems that it can flow for as long as a century.

Then, Shu Jinshi lowered his head, took out a tissue and gently folded it, walked up to her, pressed it gently under her eyelids, and wiped her tears.

Xu Fengyi continued to sob, her eyelashes were all wet.

Even after being cared by her, more tears flowed.

She's just that weird physique.

It's okay if no one cares, she is crying and crying alone, and it will stop soon, and it will be over.

But once someone cares, she will become more and more endless.

Then, Xu Fengyi took the tissue from Shu Jinshi's hand and pressed it on his eyes: "It's so annoying...why do you keep crying? I don't want to cry, I really don't want to..."

Shu Jinshi looked at her: "It's good to cry once in a while. Did you know that tears actually have a cleaning function for the eyes."

"Moreover, crying can lose weight. It is known that tears contain a lot of fat, so you can completely treat yourself as doing a weight loss exercise."

"...Really?" Xu Fengyi continued to sniff his nose in a low voice.

"Yes, how could I lie to you?" Shu Jinshi stretched out his hand to catch a strand of her hair that was already wet with tears, and pressed her behind the helix.

Xu Fengyi continued to choke with sobs: "Okay then."

"But don't look at me, I'm ugly when I cry..."

Shu Jinshi was stunned for a second, then turned his head: "Okay, I won't watch."

While speaking, she returned from Xu Fengyi's face to her side.

However, he handed her a new tissue.

"...Thank you," Xu Fengyi took the tissue, let out a sigh of relief from his chest, and continued, "Actually, I usually don't cry, but I'm really, I'm really fed up with being betrayed. "

"I understand." Shu Jinshi nodded.

Xu Fengyi pursed her lower lip and wiped away the new wave of tears:

"Actually, I shouldn't be so sad. I should have expected it a long time ago. Things like Yi Zhiya can happen. What else can't happen."

"Speaking of Yi Zhiya, I really almost laughed out loud."

"But actually, why do I think she is someone I can rely on?"

"I thought I could lie on her shoulders to sleep when I was tired, and throw myself into her arms and cry wantonly when I was sad, but in fact, all I thought was what I thought."

"It's like I thought that Chen Siqi was a good senior and old friend who would think about me, but in fact it was all I thought. Others didn't care at all, they just thought, look, another idiot took the bait!"

"Hey, what the hell am I talking about? It's all messed up and inexplicable."

"Help……"

However, at this moment, a hand stretched out and grabbed Xu Fengyi's wrist.

Xu Fengyi looked down at that plain white hand, then at Shu Jinshi, and was dumbfounded for a moment.

At this moment, Shu Jinshi pulled Xu Fengyi into his arms with a strong hand.

As the body tilted and swayed, when Xu Fengyi's eyes widened, before he could react, his whole body had already fallen into a warm embrace, and his heart suddenly missed a beat.

In a panic, when Xu Fengyi fell into the opponent's arms, he hurriedly put his hand on the opponent's shoulder.

At the same time, a warm palm was pressed against the back of her head, with extremely gentle movements.

Involuntarily, Xu Fengyi shrank her neck.

Immediately afterwards, a pleasant voice floated over from above, very pleasant to hear: "Then I will rely on you."

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