So you're secretly jealous again

"If you just want to have such a person by your side, there is no need to stick to whether this person is a love object."

"In other words, even if I'm not your lover, in the end, I'm going to live together anyway, right? Isn't the purpose to help each other in life in the future? In fact, we also have to rely on each other, right?"

"So, if you can trust me, you can rely on me with confidence."

Shu Jinshi's tone was neither light nor heavy, calm and gentle.

So is what she said.

There is no extravagant rhetoric, and there is no false big empty space. It is ordinary, but it is the most convincing.

Her whole person feels that she is caring, reliable, and meticulous.

Xu Fengyi's cheek was pressed against her arms, listening to her narrating the truth, he had an illusion in a trance, feeling that he was being well cared for in a soft world and was very safe.

With her fingers slightly curled up, Xu Fengyi pinched the coat fabric on her shoulders and neck tightly, and her brows frowned again.Finally, this time, she stopped holding back and cried loudly in her arms like a child.

Crying until his cheeks were wrinkled tightly, letting the tears flow wantonly, crying so that his whole body was hot and trembling.

As for Shu Jinshi, he just stroked her hair quietly, looking at the river in front of him that gradually darkened with time, without saying a word.

After an unknown amount of time, Xu Fengyi finally stopped crying and slowly left Shu Jinshi's arms.

"Here." Shu Jinshi saw that she finally stopped talking, so he slightly hooked the corners of his lips, and handed her two or three tissues.

"Thank you." Xu Fengyi paused for a second, reached out to take it, and held it in front of his eyes.

The paper towel is soft and white, with a light blue orchid printed on it, which is very fragrant.

Before, her emotional breakdown was too severe, so she just went there and cried, and didn't pay attention to the appearance of the tissue.

Now that I took a closer look, I realized that the paper towel looked very familiar.

Xu Fengyi always felt that he seemed to have seen it somewhere, but he couldn't remember it all at once.

After racking his brains and thinking again and again, Xu Fengyi suddenly realized, blinked his eyes, and looked at Shu Jinshi momentarily: "This is the tissue from the porridge shop? Jinshi, did you go to Congee's for dinner today? "

Unexpectedly, the other party would ask such a question at all, and Shu Jinshi's palms were suddenly sweating.

Xu Fengyi unfolded the tissue and put it in front of her: "Porridge's tissue is shaped like this, even the scent is exactly the same! Because I really like this scent, I paid special attention to it, and haven't bought it from other places yet. I've seen it."

Shu Jinshi: ...

This also works.How could anyone pay attention to these strange details?unbelievable

Afterwards, Shu Jinshi put his hands on his back, closed his eyes and calmly fabricated a lie: "I also went to Congee Kee to eat before, and I wiped my mouth with it when I left, and put the rest in my bag. "

"So that's how it is." Xu Fengyi understood.

Shu Jinshi glanced at her and urged: "Okay, hurry up and wipe it off, your face is full of tears now, and your eyelashes are all glued."

"Oh..." Xu Fengyi hurriedly lowered her head, and greeted her face with a tissue.

She really cried too much today, and she is a little dizzy now.His cheeks and eyes were hot, as if he had just been steamed in a steamer, it was strangely uncomfortable.

The same is true for the skin on the face. After the tears dry up, it becomes extremely tight.

After finishing her nose and throwing the tissue into the trash can next to her, Xu Fengyi let out a long breath, and when she looked at Shu Jin, she pursed her lips.

"What's wrong?" Shu Jinshi asked.

Under the other party's question, Xu Fengyi shuddered all over and shivered: "It's a little... cold."

It's six o'clock in the afternoon.

Looking at the time, it seems that it is not too late, but the days are short and the nights are long in winter, the sky has already turned dark, and the surrounding street lights have been lit up one after another with the attitude of pushing back the night by an inch.

At the same time, the wind by the river has gradually changed from gentle to wild, gradually becoming unbearable.

Just now she was crying, and she was so hot that she didn't feel much. Now that she stopped crying, and her attention was no longer focused on her own emotions, her heart felt cold in an instant, and her heart flew up.

"It's really cold, let's go, it will be better if we leave here." Shu Jinshi saw that she was able to speak normally like this, and finally relaxed her tight heart, and the corners of her lips were stained with a soft layer. smile.

"Okay." Xu Fengyi nodded.

Then the two of them stood side by side, turned around from the riverside, crossed the road, and walked to a sidewalk where they came from.

The temperature at night is much lower than that during the day, but it is much colder by the riverside.

After leaving that place now, it is cold, but at least there will be no feeling of being surrounded and suppressed by ice skates from all directions.

Under the dim streetlights, Xu Fengyi exhaled a cloud of white air, squeezed his right hand with his left hand, and pinched his left hand with his right hand many times, then jumped up and down again in order to warm himself up quickly.

Jump and the silver zipper ring on the side of the boot jiggles.

"Is it cold?"

At this time, Shu Jinshi's voice came from the side.

After Xu Fengyi withdrew his attention from the lights in front of him, looked at her, and nodded his chin lightly: "Especially the hands and ears, it feels like they are about to be frozen."

Shu Jinshi immediately stood still: "Then don't go, stop."

"Huh?" Xu Fengyi was very confused, took back the steps she had just taken, and retreated to the same level as her, standing extremely erect.

Shu Jinshi smiled: "How about standing in a military posture?"

Xu Fengyi was stunned, realizing that she was a little tense, and immediately relaxed her posture.

Immediately, Shu Jinshi stood in front of her.

She was already tall, but after wearing high heels, she became even taller. The moment she walked over, she blocked some of the light from the street lamps.

Xu Fengyi didn't know what she was going to do, she was full of curiosity.

After a few seconds, her ears felt hot.

It was Shu Jinshi who raised his hand and covered her ears.

Her palm was very warm, so warm that Xu Fengyi froze like a person who had just been rescued from the ice cave.

The moment the other party put his hands next to his ears, Xu Fengyi felt his heart stop.

Even, the whole world paused.

In this short second, she could not hear the sound of the wind, the roar of vehicles, or the whispers of pedestrians talking and laughing.

Only the sound of the other party's breathing can be heard.

You can only see the other party's beautiful eyes.

After a while, her heart started beating slowly again.

Her ears really became much warmer.

"Is this better?" Shu Jinshi opened his mouth.

Xu Fengyi woke up like a dream, his mind was stuck for a moment, and then he nodded like a chicken pecking rice: "Okay, it's better."

Shu Jinshi smiled slightly, put down his hand, and spread his palm up in front of her: "Hand, give it to me."

Xu Fengyi hooked her index finger imperceptibly, then raised her hands hanging by her sides, and gently placed them in Shu Jinshi's palms.

"It's really cold, why don't you put it in your pocket?" Shu Jinshi asked while holding her hand, raising his eyelids.

When the hand was clenched by the other party, when the cold fingertips were wrapped in a gentle warmth, Xu Fengyi's heart skipped a beat, and she pursed her lips and looked at her: "The clothes I'm wearing today... are fancy but useless. Pockets The design is very shallow and not easy to put.”

Shu Jinshi tilted his head to look at the clothes on her body that were nothing but pretty, and shook his head.

Taking a step forward, Shu Jinshi pulled her hand up to his lips, lowered his eyelashes, took a few breaths of hot air on her hand, and rubbed her hand carefully and meticulously.

Like a very gentle and caring parent.

Finally, her fingertips gradually became warmer.

The blood seems to have become unobstructed, and it is no longer as frozen as before. Whether it is stretched or squeezed, it is very stiff.

"Is it better?" Shu Jinshi raised his eyes and asked.

Xu Fengyi was stunned for two seconds, then nodded hurriedly: "Okay!"

Shu Jinshi laughed.

Seeing the gentle smile stretched out on her face, Xu Fengyi was taken aback, cleared his throat, and put his eyes on the ground: "Thank you."

"It's okay." Shu Jinshi returned to her side.

But she did not let go of Xu Fengyi's right hand, but squeezed her right hand and stuffed it into her coat pocket: "If the pocket is too shallow, then put it in my pocket. I am warmer here."

After finishing speaking, Shu Jinshi opened his legs and continued to walk forward with Xu Fengyi.

Xu Fengyi didn't care about what to say, and hurriedly followed her footsteps.

The pockets of Shu Jinshi's clothes were so big that it was more than enough to stuff both hands.

When I put my hands in it at first, it was actually a little cold, and I could clearly feel the coolness of the lining inside.

But soon, the coolness gradually disappeared and became warmer.

I don't know if it's Shu Jinshi's warm hands, or the fabric of the pocket just gets warm easily.

Gradually, another unknown warmth spread to Xu Fengyi's heart, meridians and blood vessels layer by layer.

After staring at the constantly receding road for a while, Xu Fengyi turned his gaze back to Shu Jinshi's pocket where both of their hands were stuffed, and the corners of his lips raised unconsciously.

Is she being cared for?

How long has it been since she experienced this feeling of being cared for like a child?

When was the last time you experienced this feeling?

It should be before her father cheated on her and before her mother was addicted to drinking.

"Go buy a pair of gloves later. If you have gloves, you don't have to be afraid even if your clothes don't have pockets. You still need to pay attention to keeping warm in winter." At this time, Shu Jinshi suddenly made a sound, interrupting Xu Fengyi's thoughts.

"Ah, okay!" Xu Fengyi nodded hastily after recovering, "I wanted to buy it at first, and I chose a particularly good-looking one online, but after waiting for a long time, I found that it never arrived. I opened the background and looked. I just found out that I threw it into the shopping cart and left it open, and I didn’t check out for a long time, so I was so angry.”

When Shu Jinshi heard the words, he shook his head speechlessly: "How stupid are you?"

Xu Fengyi frowned, and defended herself: "Where am I stupid? I'm not stupid!"

Shu Jinshi raised his eyebrows: "Are you sure?"

Xu Fengyi nodded: "I'm so smart, it's just that my brain often short-circuits. Like that, like an Apple phone in winter, it will automatically shut down when it gets cold!"

This metaphor is really, absolutely perfect.

Shu Jinshi shook his head again: "Fool."

However, having said that, the corners of her lips could not help but rise slightly.

Xu Fengyi puffed up her cheeks and glanced at her, then shook her head pretending to be annoyed: "I won't talk to you anymore, I won't talk to you anymore!"

Shu Jinshi turned his head, looked at her for a while, and said with a smile, "Is it really ignoring you?"

Xu Fengyi remained unmoved, looking at the sky and the earth, at the trees and flowers, at the house and at the pedestrians, but he just didn't look at her.

In this way, two people walked 100 meters in this state.

Then, when reaching a certain intersection, Shu Jinshi let out a "hiss" and raised his finger to a certain place: "Wow, I met a beautiful woman."

"This leg is too long, is it a model?"

"The dress is really good-looking, and I feel like I can go directly to the pictorial shoot."

When Xu Fengyi heard that there was a beautiful woman, she couldn't hold back in an instant.

In the next second, she turned her head hastily: "Where is it? Where are there beautiful women?"

But Shu Jinshi smiled: "Didn't Miss Xu just say something, don't talk to me anymore, don't talk to me anymore?"

Xu Fengyi reacted instantly.

Where is there any beauty!Shu Jinshi simply lied to her!

In an instant, Xu Fengyi turned his eyes to the people around him: "Shu Jinshi, you are playing tricks on me!"

Shu Jinshi continued to smile, putting on an appearance that ginger is still old and hot: "So what? Compared with me, you are still a little tender."

"You are so annoying!" Xu Fengyi raised his hand and lightly tapped her shoulder, dumbfounded.

Shu Jinshi looked sideways at her, with the corners of his lips slightly raised: "Since I hate you so much, why are you still smiling?"

Xu Fengyi was stunned for a moment before realizing that she was indeed laughing.

Xu Fengyi quickly withdrew the hand that was originally in Shu Jinshi's pocket, and held his face together with his left hand.

Then she glanced at Shu Jinshi again, hummed, and walked forward quickly: "I don't have it! Let's go, let's go, the mall is right in front of us, I'm going to buy gloves!"

At this time, Shu Jinshi stopped for a while.

With her hands in the pockets of her coat, she stood there with her back straight and looked at the slender and delicate figure in front of her for a while, a light and gentle smile appeared on the corners of her eyes and brows before she knew it.

Afterwards, Shu Jinshi also raised his feet and followed.

However, as soon as he reached the entrance of the mall, Xu Fengyi stopped in his tracks.

"What's the matter, don't you go in?" After Shu Jinshi walked to her side, he looked inside and then at her.

Xu Fengyi moved his hands lightly in front of him, finally cleared his throat, and looked at Shu Jinshi: "It's too bright inside, I'm sorry to go in."

Shu Jinshi tilted his head, not knowing why: "Why?"

Xu Fengyi shook his head: "Not good."

"I'm prone to bloat. I've been crying for so long just now, so I must be ugly right now."

Shu Jinshi understood.

Xu Fengyi in front of him is indeed a little swollen...

How should I put it, the eyelids look like a failed double eyelid surgery.

Shu Jinshi laughed: "It's simple."

After finishing speaking, Shu Jinshi took Xu Fengyi into the shopping mall.

During the whole process, Xu Fengyi kept his head down, not daring to be seen by others.

She didn't raise her head until the two walked into a shop.

However, before she could see what was around her, someone put a hat on her head.

When his eyes dimmed, Xu Fengyi stretched out his hand to support the hat: "This is..."

Shu Jinshi folded his arms and looked at her: "The fisherman's hat. I specially picked a big one for you. In this way, you only need to lower the brim of the hat so that others can't see your eyes."

Xu Fengyi's eyes lit up, and he hurriedly walked to a mirror.

It was only after this photo that she realized that it was true.

After wearing this hat, if I can't look up, others won't be able to see her eyes.

The only disadvantage is that when the brim of the hat is pressed down, one's sight will be blocked a little.

But that doesn't matter, it's more important not to be seen.

"Really?" Shu Jinshi stood beside her.

"Yes." Xu Fengyi breathed a sigh of relief, and then smiled, "That's great, this way, I can eat and drink wantonly later, I'm almost starving."

Shu Jinshi smiled, continued to walk to the shelf next to him, and took a look at a scarf: "Finally you know you're hungry?"

In fact, she was already hungry.

Xu Fengyi rubbed his belly: "Yeah...Actually, I felt very hungry just now. Suddenly I really want to eat spicy potatoes, fat intestines, taro chicken."

When Shu Jinshi heard this, he took out his mobile phone and held it in his palm, pointing to a shelf next to it: "Then take a look at the gloves first, and I'll see where the thing you mentioned is nearby."

"Well, okay." Xu Fengyi nodded with a smile, and then walked to the shelf that Shu Jinshi mentioned to look at the gloves.

There are quite a lot of gloves in this store, and the styles are also rich, covering a variety of styles, fresh and simple, sweet and cool, soft and cute, everything you expect.

After a pass of selection, Xu Fengyi picked up a pair of pink plush gloves with strings.

Although this kind of gloves is relatively thick and bulky, it looks inconvenient, and it is true that you cannot move your hands after wearing it, but it has a rope, which can be hung around the neck, and the gloves can be used as coat pockets.

When you don't need to use your hands, just insert your hands inside.When you need to use your hands, you can just take them out.

After picking out the gloves, Xu Fengyi took them together with the hat to the cash register to pay the bill, and took off the tag to use the things.

Then, Xu Fengyi turned his head to look at Shu Jinshi, only to find that Shu Jinshi had a serious face.

"What's wrong?" Xu Fengyi asked.

Shu Jinshi raised his head: "I searched all over the app, but I didn't see what you said. Here are spicy chicken with fat sausage, chicken with taro, spicy chicken with taro, chicken with spicy taro, and chicken with potato sausage." Chicken, taro chicken with fat intestines, but there is no potato fat intestines and taro chicken."

"Okay..." Xu Fengyi sighed, "That's right, there shouldn't be any here. I have them in my hometown, and I like to put everything in my hometown, so I eat like that."

Shu Jinshi put down his phone: "Then...among the ones I found, do you want to try one?"

Xu Fengyi pondered for a few seconds, then shook his head: "It still doesn't work. In fact, I just want to eat the taste from our hometown. But think about it... In fact, it is impossible to eat that taste here."

Shu Jinshi nodded: "Okay, then what do you want to eat?"

After Xu Fengyi straightened his gloves and thought for a while, he stood still: "Yes, barbecue, I want to eat barbecue!"

Shu Jinshi nodded: "Okay, which one?"

Xu Fengyi laughed: "I know there is a delicious place, let me take you there. Although that place may be a bit shabby for you, the taste is really good. How good is it, even if it doesn't go up Dianping is always full, and many people come here every day.”

"Okay." Hearing what she said, Shu Jinshi was really curious.

Afterwards, the two left the mall again, crossed a small square and a street, and turned into a small alley.

The alley is narrow and deep, but it is a magical place.

It was obviously so lively outside, full of traffic and feasting, it was exactly like a big city.

After entering here, all the impetuousness and hustle and bustle brought about by prosperity seem to be isolated, giving people a very comfortable feeling.

The street lights are shining brightly on the bluestone slabs, and the atmosphere is extremely peaceful.

While walking, Xu Fengyi suddenly turned his head, looked at Shu Jinshi, and said softly, "Thank you."

"Why did you suddenly say thank you? What is there to thank?" Shu Jinshi didn't stop walking, looking straight ahead.

Xu Fengyi pursed her lips: "It's been a long time since no one has treated me so well. Not only will they come to find me when I'm in danger, but they'll also blow cold wind with me when I'm hungry, warm my hands and ears, so thank you. "

After hearing her words, Shu Jinshi also slowed down, then turned to look at Xu Fengyi.

Under the street lamp, Xu Fengyi lowered his head slightly, keeping his gaze locked on the ground.

Because the hat was too deep and the brim was too low, her cheeks were always hidden in the dark shadows, making it difficult to see the expression clearly.

After a while, Shu Jinshi raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Is this good for you?"

Xu Fengyi thought for a moment, then nodded: "Yes."

At the end, she added: "To be honest, my mother didn't treat me so well. The winter when she and my father parted ways was also very cold. When I went shopping with her, I just complained that it was cold. , she scolded me as a maidservant, Miss Body."

"If you say that you can't bear such a little bit of hardship, you know that you are doomed to be a useless trash in the future."

"So, I think you are really, really good to me."

Shu Jinshi frowned when he heard her calmly talk about the past.

She feels that she has been a little sentimental lately.

Is it the ability to empathize?

She is obviously a person who is not only not moved but also hypocritical when watching talent show contestants cry and sell miserably, but now Xu Fengyi just casually mentioned something from the past, but she feels that her throat is tight and she is extremely uncomfortable.

Not knowing what to say, Shu Jinshi raised his hand and patted her shoulder lightly.

Xu Fengyi sighed, then turned her head to look at her: "Hey, after all, why are you being so nice to me?"

Shu Jinshi was stopped by her question.

Afterwards, Xu Fengyi smiled and tilted his head: "That's right, I have a question, if you treat me so well, aren't you afraid..."

"Aren't you afraid of anything?" Shu Jinshi waited for quite a while without her continuing to talk, and finally couldn't help turning his head and looking at her.

"That's it," Xu Fengyi squeezed his chin, and continued to speak in a relaxed tone, "Aren't you afraid that I will like you? Haha!"

Shu Jinshi's heart tightened and he stopped.

Then, Shu Jinshi turned his head and looked at her.

Under the street lamp, Xu Fengyi's cheeks were soft, and his smile was especially bright.

This face was the most beautiful among all the girls Shu Jinshi had seen in his life.

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The author has something to say:

Even people who are not good-looking in the first place can still have a good-looking smile.A smile is a feeling. If you refuse to come and argue with me, why do you think it looks good even if your eyes are swollen? It’s because of how thick the filter is. There’s no need to be so mean.