So you're secretly jealous again

Shu Jinshi raised his hand and patted the back of her head lightly, without saying anything, he let her vent in his arms.

After a while, Xu Fengyi's cheek left Shu Jinshi's chest a little, and said softly: "...OK."

The blue-to-purple lights in the venue shone on her face, enveloping her slightly frowned brows and misty eyes, making her look like a beautiful and delicate glass doll that was easily broken.

Shu Jinshi raised his hand to wipe off the greasy liquid on her cheeks, opened his lips slightly but didn't know what to say, he just repeated in his heart: I want to be nice to her.

……

A long time ago, when everyone was half-grown, a friend asked Xu Fengyi a question: What do you think love is?

It was difficult for Xu Fengyi at that time to answer this question.

Although if you look closely, you will find that the answer is everywhere.In a love novel closest to her, it was also said that love is a kind of holiness, so beautiful that it cannot be defiled or profane.

The fact is, no matter how hard she thinks, she can't concretize the answer. In the end, she blames the excessive artistic processing in the book, deliberately portraying love in a way that ordinary people like her can't understand.

In her mind, love is not so magical.

Love is from being sticky and greasy at the beginning to falling asleep in separate beds and ignoring each other in the later stage. Love is from being tolerant in every way at the beginning to confronting each other later. Stay together like years.

Love is from a swaying and blooming beautiful bud to a dead branch and rotten leaf. Love is an ugly liar with a gorgeous appearance but full of scars inside.

Therefore, she would always be very vigilant against this liar, holding a stick and guarding the door, and once he tried to come in, she would catch him by surprise.

Even facing Yi Zhiya who had spent half a year chasing after her, she finally let her guard down and let her step into her own world.

When she was with Yi Zhiya, whenever Yi Zhiya wanted to do something intimate with her at night, she would put her hands on her pillow and ask Yi Zhiya: "Do you really like me?"

"Do you really really like me?"

Perhaps it was because Xu Fengyi's eyes were too bright, and it was full of things like "You have to be responsible to me" that Yi Zhiya couldn't bear, and Yi Zhiya became very impatient when she heard this question.At first, she just felt disappointed, but later she would scold Xu Fengyi directly, scolding her for being crazy all day long, like crazy, if you don't want to do further intimate things, don't do them, stop talking and shut up quickly.

Xu Fengyi finally stopped talking, but her mood was also silent for a long time.

She thought, did she really ask too much, why did she always try to confirm it over and over again?

Didn't everyone say that when a person meets true love, he will ignore everything as soon as his head is hot, why is her worry still not dissipated?

Is it because I didn't really fall in love with the other party, or because Yi Zhiya's behavior really didn't give her enough sense of security?

Xu Fengyi thought for a long time but did not get an answer, but now she gradually understood.

Yi Zhiya is too formal in everything she does. She will give Xu Fengyi gifts, but those gifts are actually useless to Xu Fengyi, and there are even some things that Xu Fengyi has clearly stated that she doesn't like them.

At that time, she didn't know why Yi Zhiya prepared such gifts for her while remembering various festivals, but now she understands.In the final analysis, Yi Zhiya knew that things like form must go, but he really couldn't care about Xu Fengyi from the bottom of his heart, so he couldn't remember what she liked.

In other words, Yi Zhiya had brought many things to her before, but she had never brought her sincerity to her.

That's how she looks like.

So, after talking about this love, Xu Fengyi found that she couldn't answer the question "what is love?"

But now, Xu Fengyi found that he seemed to be able to answer vaguely.

It was an unstoppable love that grew from the bottom of my heart.

It is a power that even if you still have doubts about this thing, you can't help but try it.

It is a force that makes life change from mediocre to full of expectation.

It is a kind of power that is very happy to see the other party by your side.

It is a kind of power that instantly refreshes you when you think of seeing each other immediately after a brief separation.

like now.

The first time Xu Fengyi woke up in the morning, her first reaction was to pick up her phone and look at the calendar.

Today is January [-]st, New Year's Day.

It is a holiday for everyone, and it is her holiday.

Because today is the day when Shu Jinshi returns home from a business trip.

Yes, from the third day when they confirmed their relationship, Shu Jinshi went on a business trip, and he was not coming back until today.

In other words, they haven't seen each other for five full days, and during these few days, they have been in contact through the Internet.Although the Internet is good, it lacks a sense of reality, which always makes people wonder if it is a dream.

Then, Xu Fengyi had a choice phobia when faced with the clothes in that cabinet.

Usually she is very quick in choosing clothes, but today she changed many sets and was not satisfied.

Maybe it was because he always wanted to appear in front of Shu Jinshi with the best appearance.

In the past, except for some important occasions, she dressed herself up mostly for her own liking, but today she wanted Shu Jinshi to like her.

It turns out that it's such a feeling for someone who pleases himself, it's so strange.

Xu Fengyi couldn't help laughing after changing those clothes.

After eating a sloppy breakfast, Xu Fengyi headed towards the biggest supermarket nearby.

The sun in winter rarely has warmth, and today is no exception. It hangs high in the sky, but it is deserted, and the cold wind blows it, which is even more heart-wrenching.

Xu Fengyi has always hated this kind of weather the most. She always feels that her ears will soon be frozen into ice sculptures that are easy to break. Cover a pore with a layer of cream.

If it was on weekdays, she might be eager to go home as soon as she came out, and even her brows and eyes would be frowned.

It doesn't feel that way today.

Today, her mind is full of what to buy to go home and what to make for Shu Jinshi's dinner tonight.

Before, Shu Jinshi said on the phone that the people on the business trip brought her food that was not very good, whether it was goose soup, pickled cabbage, yellow duck, or even stewed meat, they all had an earthy smell, no matter how much they changed Everyone is the same, and the car overturning is particularly outrageous. It is estimated that the person in charge has that taste, no matter where they are changed.

Xu Fengyi made a decision when she heard it, thinking that when she comes back, she must make a table of delicious food for her, so that she can have a good meal.

Thinking of this, Xu Fengyi gradually ignored the cold wind, and because of his too fast pace, a thin layer of sweat dripped down his back.

Because of the New Year's Day holiday, the supermarket, which is usually depressed at this point, has changed today. There are people coming and going, bustling, and people will bump into other people's shoulders if they are not paying attention.

During the period, Xu Fengyi was also bumped by several children, but her good mood was never affected.

Walking to the vegetable and fruit area, looking at the brightly colored fruits and vegetables, the corners of Xu Fengyi's lips couldn't help but rise when he thought that he would be able to have dinner with Shu Jinshi in the evening.

After finishing the dishes, it suddenly occurred to Xu Fengyi that she needed to buy a new toothbrush, so Xu Fengyi pushed the shopping cart around and walked to the daily necessities area.

The tall shelves were filled with all kinds of daily necessities, with a variety of varieties and dazzling arrays. The toothbrush she wanted to buy took up half of the shelf.

Fortunately, there are not as many people in the daily necessities area as there are in the fruit and vegetable area, and there are only a few people between the shelves. Finally, I feel a sense of liberation.

There were not so many people crowding around, Xu Fengyi could finally choose something a little bit now, instead of having to leave after taking something like just now.

Among a large row of toothbrushes, Xu Fengyi quickly found the one she used frequently, put it in the shopping cart, and was about to leave.But before she left, her gaze drifted to the toothbrush of the same style next to her, so she froze again.

Different colors of the same style, no matter how they look like a pair.

Xu Fengyi looked at the toothbrush and couldn't help but think of the TV series he had watched before.

In TV dramas, after the protagonist falls in love, he always buys a lot of things for couples.

For example, this toothbrush of the same style but different colors.

Just put them on the sink, you will feel that kind of love, right?

Putting two similar toothbrushes together, you can see that they are not alone, but two people sharing their lives together.

When Xu Fengyi thought of that scene, his heart beat faster and he was all smiles.

She had never paid attention to these couple items before, but now, just thinking of using the same items as Shu Jinshi, she felt excited, and even her steps became a little lighter.

After buying toothbrushes, Xu Fengyi was about to push the cart to check out, when she suddenly saw cups on another row of shelves, thinking that this supermarket is really endless.Why didn't she find the supermarket so easy to shop before?

With a smile on her face, Xu Fengyi decided to follow what she wanted, and continued to look at the cup.

These cups are cute in shape, and there are several styles that are prepared for couples at first glance.

Among them, two cups are particularly eye-catching.

One cup is in the shape of a honey can, round and very cute, with little bear and his friends painted on it, while the other cup is a little bear holding a honey can, which looks naive.

The two cups look like a pair, and they happen to be her favorite animation characters.

Xu Fengyi put the cup into the shopping cart without hesitation, full of joy in her heart.

The scene of her and Shu Jinshi using these two cups together has already appeared in her mind. Just putting their cups on the dining table is already a sweet picture, let alone using them together.

After picking and buying things, after checking out and putting them all in the trunk of the car, Xu Fengyi took the things out of the supermarket and was ready to go home.

It's just a holiday now, and the traffic on the road is constantly flowing, merging into a long river.

After going home and making a hasty lunch, Xu Fengyi went downstairs and drove to the airport to pick up Shu Jinshi when it was one o'clock at noon.

According to the original plan, she wanted Lao Luo to pick her up, but Xu Fengyi couldn't sit still, and couldn't wait for a minute. She wanted to see the other party earlier, so she couldn't hold back in the end, and she grabbed the pick-up place with Lao Luo. work.

In fact, Shu Jinshi will not land until three o'clock, and it is not that far from the airport, but thinking that holidays are special circumstances, the road conditions may be far more congested than imagined, Xu Fengyi was afraid that she would be late, so she went out early.

Her worry was not wrong. During the holidays, there were many people and vehicles, and there were more people going to the airport. Now there were more cars on the road than when she came back from the supermarket.

Every time there is a traffic light, there will always be traffic jams for a short while.

Xu Fengyi looked at the traffic ahead, and couldn't help feeling a little anxious, fearing that if the traffic jam continued, she would be late.Although it is still a little while before Shu Jinshi arrives here.

Fortunately, although there were many cars on the road, they were still moving forward. Xu Fengyi drove the car, and every time he passed a traffic light, he felt that he was a little closer to Shu Jinshi, and there was a wonderful sweetness.

At about two o'clock, Xu Fengyi had already arrived at the airport.

She parked the car in the parking lot and walked quickly into the waiting hall.

Although she knew that Shu Jinshi was on the plane and could not receive her text messages, she still couldn't help sending Shu Jinshi a text message, telling her that she had arrived at the airport.

There were people coming and going in the terminal, and there was some noise around, but Xu Fengyi focused all his attention on the exit, waiting for Shu Jinshi to appear.

Reluctantly, so many people came in and out, but none of them had the same figure as Shu Jinshi, which made Xu Fengyi's heart stuck in his chest, nervous but at the same time dare not relax at all.

1 minutes, 2 minutes, 3 minutes.

Finally, the moment Shu Jinshi, who was tall and slim and wearing a black coat, appeared, Xu Fengyi felt that the whole world became quiet.

At this moment, it was difficult for her to notice the voices around her, and her heart and eyes were all about Shu Jinshi.

After an unknown amount of time, Shu Jinshi finally came to her side: "Have you been waiting for a long time?"

Xu Fengyi has been thinking about what to say when she sees her these days, but when she really meets the person she thinks about day and night, she suddenly doesn't know what to say.

In the end, Xu Fengyi let out a soft "um", and quickly explained: "It's not been long, just a short while!"

She acted in a hurry, causing Shu Jinshi to chuckle, and asked, "Are you nervous to see me?"

Xu Fengyi held her head high, and answered righteously: "How is it possible! I'm not nervous at all."

"Haha, okay, let's go." Shu Jinshi looked at her with a nice smile.

Afterwards, Shu Jinshi lowered his head to send a message, and walked side by side with Xu Fengyi in the airport.

After passing through the busy crowd after another, Shu Jinshi finally finished his work and put away his mobile phone.

Seeing that her hands were finally empty, Xu Fengyi's heart pounded.

They are lovers now.It should be normal for lovers to hold hands, right?Look at everyone around, but all couples are very intimate.

Thinking in this way, Xu Fengyi moved his index finger, and when he swung his arm, he gently swayed his hand from his side to Shu Jinshi's side.

So, amidst the flow of people, Shu Jinshi clasped that hand tightly.

Tightly, never separated again.

At that moment, Xu Fengyi experienced what it means to have a honeypot overturned. In fact, a whole piece of sweetness flooded into her heart. No matter where she swam, everywhere she touched was sweetness that was wanton, so sweet that it almost fell from her body. Dimples rippling out.