mistakenly compared you to a star

Chu Zichen returned to the living room of Haojing Garden City again, in a dream.

After moving out of Yan Ke's house, he always came here frequently to see Chu Chen.

At first he resisted, because when he saw Chu Chen, he couldn't restrain the subtle jealousy in his heart. This jealousy reminded him mercilessly that he hadn't completely forgotten Yan Ke as expected.But he gradually got used to it, even if someone talked to him in his dream, it would be good, after all, the time alone is too long for a lovelorn.

Chu Chen really seemed to come to accompany him. When he didn't want to say anything, Chu Zichen didn't ask anything, but made a pot of herbal tea on the balcony in silence. Drink from the scorching noon to the evening when the sky is full of red clouds.

After meeting several times like this, in the end Chu Zichen couldn't help but speak first:

"Is it the same with you when I'm not around?"

Chu Chen said "hmm", and then asked again: "Here...don't you feel bored?"

"I know what you're worried about. Don't worry, I won't return to reality, let alone see Yan Ke."

Chu Zichen was taken aback for a moment, then burst out laughing.

"What are you laughing at?" Chu Chen held his chin and looked at him tenderly.

"Ah... I don't know... how should I say it." Chu Zichen searched for the right words, "When I saw you a few times ago, I thought you were just a quiet and handsome man, who was different from what they described in reality. Your aloof feeling is different. But just now you suddenly dispelled my doubts so directly, and I suddenly felt as if I could connect you with your appearance in reality. "

"In an unsuitable environment, people will always be forced to develop sharpness to protect themselves, and I am the same." Chu Chen poured tea for him with a smile, "But it is unnecessary when you come here. What's more, facing the You...you deserve all my tenderness, Zichen."

Chu Zichen's eyes were dim: "I... am I worthy... I used to think that Yan Ke was also very gentle to me, but I realized later that he just wanted to control me..."

"You deserve it. Someone who truly loves you will make you feel that you deserve all the good."

A long-suppressed soreness rose from the bottom of his heart, and Chu Zichen's eyes couldn't help but he lowered his head.Chu Chen walked in front of him and gently hugged him in his arms: "It's okay...it's okay."

The man's body smelled good, but it inexplicably gave Chu Zichen a mother-like feeling, strange and kind.He finally relaxed, rested his head on Chu Chen's chest with peace of mind, and cried silently for a while.

It felt good to cry out, and soon he regained his energy, raised his head and smiled at Chu Chen: "Thank you, but I didn't mean that just now... I was just worried, will you be lonely or something? of."

Chu Chen sighed and stroked his cheek gently: "My Zichen, you are always so kind. Because of you, I am not lonely."

He looked around: "This is our subconscious world. Most of the time, you won't look into this room, but I can always see your figure right here."

"Do you like stars?" He suddenly changed the topic, "People in the real world always say that those who love you are willing to pluck the stars from the sky for you."

Chu Zichen nodded blankly.Chu Chen raised one hand, and touched the void with his slender fingers, and a scene that shocked Chu Zichen appeared——

The sky seemed to be turned by Chu Chen's fingers, and the night stretched from left to right, covering the sky immediately, with sparkling stars falling on it, like diamonds inlaid on black velvet.

"Oh my god..." Chu Zichen was stunned.

Then, Chu Chen gently grasped towards the sky, and the brightest spot of light flew into his palm.He pulled Chu Zichen's left hand over and put something into his palm.

"Here, your star."

Chu Zichen opened his hand in disbelief, and found that there was really a small round stone lying inside, which was crystal clear and smeared with light...

"Some people's subpersonalities live in a part of the main personality's body. So you lived in my palm, Zichen. Now we have reversed, and I put myself in your palm."

"However, you can only see it with me, you can't bring it to the real world."

"So, you can come and see me often and see your stars."

Under the boundless night sky, the young man with a handsome face is dressed in starlight, his figure is like a god, but he is within reach.

Yan Ke knocked on the door several times, but no one answered, so he took out the key he asked for from the dormitory manager, and opened the door directly.

According to the report from the dormitory manager, Chu Zichen didn't leave the dormitory today. He knocked on the door for so long and didn't hear it, which made him a little nervous.

It has been two weeks since Chu Zichen moved out. In the past half month, Yan Ke came to the trainee dormitory to see him many times.

He found that Chu Zichen locked himself in the dormitory every day, reading some books such as "Pathological Psychoanalysis" and "Existence and Nothingness".In Yan Ke's view, once a person is addicted to these things, he will become abnormal. Since then, Yan Ke has become more worried about Chu Zichen's mental state, and he has to come and see if he has nothing to do.

As soon as the door was opened, the smell of alcohol filled the room.The curtains were not opened, and the room was dark. Yan Ke walked in cautiously, and found that there were wine bottles lying on the desk, and Chu Zichen was lying on it and fell asleep...

He was actually drinking...

Alcohol is the best way to avoid problems, but what kind of problems is Chu Zichen avoiding? Is it related to his illness, or is he avoiding the pain of being broken?

Yan Ke bent down with complicated emotions, and hugged the young man horizontally.The haggard and lonely appearance of the young man made him feel distressed for a while, but deep in his heart, there was an unstoppable sense of satisfaction——

You see, you still can't leave me after all.

However, when Chu Zichen was picked up, he suddenly saw him smiling.

He smiled sweetly in his dream, with a peaceful expression like a baby sleeping in his mother's arms. Yuyan.

Yan Ke's heart was suddenly captured by distorted jealousy.

Why, why can you still have a beautiful dream?

But after Chu Zichen left, he suffered from insomnia all night, and he couldn't drink the special coffee made by Chu Zichen himself in the morning, which made him groggy all day long, living like a zombie.

Why?How can you leave me and still be happy?

At this moment, Chu Zichen slowly opened his eyes and recognized Yan Ke.The smile on his face disappeared immediately, and he struggled resistingly: "Yan Ke? How did you get in... Who let you in? You go out. I let you out."

Because of the drunkenness, Chu Zichen's resistance was very weak, Yan Ke felt a black pleasure in his heart, and easily wrapped his arms around him, hugging him even tighter.

Want to get rid of me, forget me?no way.

The young man's cheeks were slightly pink due to shame and anger, Yan Ke greedily looked at this long-lost handsome face, his eyes couldn't help being attracted by the soft lips.This person used to be completely his own, no matter what kind of self he could accept, but now he would rather get drunk alone in this dark and narrow place than see himself again...

Resentment, impatience... mixed into a crazy emotion in his heart, he lifted the young man's chin, and kissed it down——

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