mistakenly compared you to a star

The bed was a mess, but the messy quilt room did not smell warm, it was more like a battlefield soaked in blood and tears.

As soon as Yan Ke got off the bed, Chu Zichen suddenly lay down on the side of the bed, and vomited out with a "wow--".

"Zichen? What's wrong with you!" Yan Ke was taken aback, and took a few steps back, unable to understand what was happening before him.

But Chu Zichen vomited very badly, his body was convulsed one after another, he couldn't answer at all, and he didn't intend to answer.Yan Ke stood by at a loss, a thought that terrified him emerged in his mind.

Is it because of yourself?Does Chu Zichen really hate himself to this extent?

Chu Zichen was in a hurry to escape from City A yesterday. He didn't eat anything on the way to the train station. He vomited up the contents of his stomach quickly, but he was still trembling all over.

Yan Ke finally realized something was wrong and called Hong Gang.Sure enough, things were similar to what he had guessed:

"It may be chronic poisoning caused by sedatives. Don't worry, I will call the underground doctor I am familiar with now." Hong Gang said.

Soon the doctor came and left some medicine.After the doctor left, Yan Ke came to the bedside with the medicine.

Chu Zichen, who finally stopped vomiting, lay motionless in the quilt, his face was pale, only his eyes and lips were slightly red, and his eyes were watery.Yan Ke was so distressed that he sat on the edge of the bed patiently coaxing him to take the medicine.

"Zichen, you can't make trouble with your body."

Chu Zichen didn't respond, his eyes were fixed on the ceiling without blinking.

Yan Ke didn't know how everyone usually coaxed children to take medicine, because he had never experienced it himself.He could only say according to his own imagination: "How about this, you have a sip, I'll take a sip, okay?" There was pleading in his voice.

But Chu Zichen made up his mind, no matter what Yan Ke said, he would rather continue to be next to him than take medicine.

The medicine became cold little by little in his hand, Yan Ke was anxious and angry.If you refuse to take medicine, then there is only one last way...

In the middle of the night, Yan Ke decided to give Chu Zichen a drip while he was asleep.

This is the first time he has given a needle.He thought it was a very simple matter, but he didn't expect that when he held Chu Zichen's hand, he trembled uncontrollably.

The needle pierced the skin easily, as if passing through a piece of extremely thin and fragile paper.A bright red surged up and down in the infusion tube, tugging at his heart.

The moonlight gave everything in the house a cold color and a cruel unreality.Until the bottle of drip was finished, he sat quietly by the bed, staring at Chu Zichen's hand.

How did things come to this?

After this happened, how can Chu Zichen forgive him in the future...

After one night, Yan Ke secretly gave Chu Zichen an IV, which seemed to have some effect.

The next day, Chu Zichen woke up slowly. He felt that his body seemed to relax a lot, and his limbs were not as heavy and cold as yesterday.

He moved his rusty body and slowly sat up from the bed.The room was eerily quiet, and he looked around blankly, only to find that there was no one in the room.

Has Yan Ke gone out?

Then can I take the opportunity to escape?

The thought made his blood flow again.He suddenly gained strength, lifted the quilt and turned around to get out of bed.

At this time, there was a cold confinement feeling on the wrist - it was a shackle, and the other end was connected to the head of the bed.

Chu Zichen looked at the shackles, like a robot that had lost its signal, not knowing what expression to make.

After a while, he retracted his feet and slowly lay back.

It seemed that there was nothing he couldn't bear anymore.

When he vomited in front of Yan Ke yesterday, for a moment, he was so ashamed that he almost shed tears.You know, how carefully that Chu Zichen, who was infatuated with Yan Ke, maintained his image.

But even that shame lasted only for a moment.People who are used to pain will eventually become numb, and this is how he is now.

What else is there to care about?Yan Ke had already turned into someone he didn't know.In other words, he never really knew Yan Ke, because the other party never gave him a chance, and he was just Yan Ke's pet.

Just pets.As long as I think about it this way, I don't seem to feel so uncomfortable in my heart.

At this time, there was a sound of heavy footsteps coming from far and near.The door of the room was suddenly pushed open from the outside, and several sturdy strange men walked in one after another carrying things.

Those people were taken aback when they saw the shackles on his wrists.Chu Zichen could imagine that what was reflected in their eyes was such a scene - a man who was so weak that he was only skinned was handcuffed at the head of the bed, his eyes were covered with a layer of ashes, and he stared blankly at everything in front of him. , as if seeing and not seeming.

They walked into the room one by one, put down their bulky suitcases and then left silently.After a while of fuss, the house returned to silence, and Yan Ke appeared.

"Zichen, you're awake. You look much better."

"I'm sorry, I just went downstairs. I didn't expect you to wake up just in time."

He stepped forward, opened the shackles with his key, and explained in a nonchalant tone: "Look, I hired someone to bring back all your belongings in the dormitory. You should move back in the future, this is your home .”

……My items?

Chu Zichen raised his eyelids and recognized his clothes, luggage, books, and the small house model with trivial parts.

Yan Ke actually took them back in a short period of time and moved them all into this bedroom.Objects large and small, especially those cherished by him that contained the memories of the two of them, surrounded him in this bedroom.It seemed that Yan Ke had no intention of letting him leave this bedroom at all.

Yan Ke wanted to use these things to evoke the common memory of the two of them, but how could Yan Ke understand that in his eyes, this practice was tantamount to tarnishing the few pure and beautiful memories.

"Yan Ke."

"Well, I'm here." Yan Ke didn't hide his surprise, after all, this was the first time Chu Zichen called his name after returning home.

"Send me to a mental hospital."

Yan Ke's cheeks tightened, and his smile shattered like a mask.

"... Zichen, what else do you want from me?"

Chu Zichen closed his eyes and lay back without answering.

The conversation was over, and Yan Ke wanted to get angry for a moment, but finally held back, and left the bedroom with a stomach full of bitterness.

When he came to the living room, Yan Ke sank into the sofa, recalling the call he received this morning before Chu Zichen woke up.

The call was from a doctor at the municipal psychiatric sanatorium.He received too many calls like this, and he didn't take it seriously until the other party mentioned the latest treatment technology in the hospital.

"Our nursing home has superb treatment technology imported from abroad. It can go deep into the subconscious and talk to the personality, activate his energy, and then heal the patient fundamentally. We have internationally certified qualifications, which you can find on the Internet... ..."

Yan Ke was a little surprised when he heard this statement.Finding the master personality from the subconscious mind, this treatment concept is different from what he has heard in the past... At this time, the other party reported a few English abbreviations, Yan Ke suddenly recovered, and quickly grabbed a note and wrote it down.

"Of course, even if the master personality cannot be restored, it can also cure the patient's current possible bipolar disorder, as well as other mental instability problems. You must know that if the existing psychological problems are left alone, the condition will only get worse and worse. Heavy, it may even split into another personality..."

What he said made Yan Ke's heart flustered.He didn't reply right away, only saying that he still needed to think about it.

After hanging up the phone, he looked up the qualifications provided by the other party on the Internet, and there were indeed traces to follow.

Still he couldn't make up his mind.

Finding Chu Chen was obviously what he had been looking forward to doing the most, not to mention the current Chu Zichen was unwilling to give him any more chances.But for some reason, he always felt that it was not time to let go.He can't do it.

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