mistakenly compared you to a star

So Yan Ke took Chu Zichen to Lu Kuan's house to pick up things.

Hearing that Zichen was back, Lu Kuan pulled him to ask him how he was, and was very kind, and then he simply dragged him aside secretly to avoid Yan Ke.

Yan Ke was restless waiting outside, without thinking about it, Lu Kuan must have said a lot of bad things about himself, and asked Zichen if he really wanted to live with him.He now has self-knowledge, knowing that neither his attractiveness nor his authority will have much effect on Zichen.It's really hard to say what Zichen will do after Lu Kuan babbles about it.

However, after a while, the housekeeper of Lu Kuan's family came with Zichen's belongings and moved them to Yan Ke's cart. Yan Ke knew that Zichen finally chose himself.Seeing Zichen walking towards him in a wheelchair, he was so moved that he wished he could hug her and kiss him hard.

Back home, Yan Ke took Zichen's luggage into the guest room, and it took several hours to pack things, before it was time for dinner before he knew it.He carried Zichen to the sofa and went into the kitchen to cook by himself.

Zichen was watching TV on the sofa, when he suddenly heard Yan Ke shout: "Zichen?"

"Ok?"

"No, I just wanted to shout." Yan Ke poked his head out from the kitchen and smiled embarrassedly, "It doesn't feel real."

Zichen didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and felt that such a Yan Ke was also very unreal.

At the dinner table, Zichen was eating quietly. Yan Ke asked him while serving him food: "What are your plans for the future? Is there anything you want to do? Do you want to work or rest at home?"

Zichen shook his head and asked him in turn: "What about your work? How is the studio?"

In his memory, for so many days, Yan Ke has been with Chenchen almost all day long, and he is completely different from the previous workaholic who answered emails with a notebook wherever he went.

Yan Ke didn't want to mention those things about Fu Jingyu, so he said vaguely: "I resigned. The previous savings were enough for us to live on. Now I just want to be with you."

He suddenly raised his head, held Zichen's hand, and said softly, "As long as you want, I can always be with you like this."

Zichen felt his cheeks heat up, and Yan Ke's sudden behavior made people not used to it.He immediately withdrew his hand: "I don't want to. None of us are anyone's appendages. I know you like to work, and work is very important to you. Do what you like well."

"But what I like most now is to be with you and take care of you. You smile at me, and I'm happier than getting tens of millions of dividends."

Zichen looked at Yan Ke in disbelief, his eyes were sincere, warm and cautious, not like a hypocritical gesture.But why, I still feel so uncomfortable in my heart.

His appearance has not changed from before, his brows, nose bridge and lips are all sharp and straight lines, handsome and compelling, but his temperament has changed too much.He is no longer the same Yan Ke who said nothing.This feeling made Chu Zichen feel a little strange and a little scared.All kinds of complicated emotions are entangled together, and there is no way to sort them out.

The bad mood directly affected his appetite, so he put away the dishes without eating much.

After the meal, he wanted to go to the kitchen to help wash the dishes, but the sink was higher than his elbow, so it was not easy to operate.Just when he was thinking about whether to put something under the wheelchair, Yan Ke discovered him. Yan Ke pushed the wheelchair and sent him to the balcony.

"You don't need to do anything, just come here and let the air blow."

Chu Zichen had no choice but to sit here, looking at the night view outside the balcony, and couldn't help but recall that during the New Year's Eve, the two of them were still here making a wish while doing AI.

What was the wish at that time... I wanted to see the vastness of the world, and I wanted to stay by Yan Ke's side.

And just now, Yan Ke sent this signal to him: You can do everything you want, and I will be by your side unconditionally.

The wish seems to have come true.

But why didn't I feel happy?He looked at the reflection in the glass in confusion, and he sat helplessly in a wheelchair, like an octogenarian who had gone too far in the years and had no expectations.

And the night view of the city spreading under his feet no longer brought him longing, but a sense of panic of falling.

Everything has changed.He didn't want to believe in Yan Ke's feelings, but he couldn't find the strength to give it a go and respond enthusiastically to the other party.

Yan Ke settled Zichen in the guest room very well, where the suitcase he brought from Lu Kuan's house was placed there.Zichen entered the guest room, opened the cabinet, and saw his previous personal belongings.When he was imprisoned here by Yan Ke, all the belongings brought from the company's trainee dormitory had already left the cardboard boxes used for moving, and they were neatly arranged in the cabinet, as if waiting for him to come back to live.

At this time Yan Ke also came in, opened the suitcase and began to take things out.Chu Zichen hurriedly stopped: "Why did you take it out? It's too troublesome to clean it up again when you move out."

Yan Ke kept moving his hands, and took out some clothes from the box, as well as Chenchen's toys and books: "No trouble. What if the clothes are stuffy in the box, you have to take them out to dry and change them."

Zichen looked down at his legs: "I look like this, how many times can I go out?"

"Pajamas and underwear must always be worn. By the way," Yan Ke got up and took out a set from the cabinet, "Just right, the pajamas you put here with me, I just took them out to dry three days ago, and the sun The smell of it. Let me change it for you."

Zichen thanked and took it over: "I can do it myself."

"You can change the coat yourself, and I'll help you with the trousers." Yan Ke helped Chenchen change clothes a lot at Lu Kuan's house, knowing that it was very difficult for him to lift his legs and feet, so he came over and reached out to help him change.

Chu Zichen quickly pressed the waistband of his trousers: "I said I can do it. I can't ask you to help me every time I put on my trousers."

Yan Ke was puzzled: "Why not? You can find me whenever you need it."

Zichen sighed, feeling that it didn't make sense to him, so he didn't want to talk anymore.Yan Ke was most afraid of his silence, so he sat down beside him and asked, "Are you shy or afraid?"

Zichen was very tired and didn't want to look at him: "No, you go out."

Yan Ke's expression changed from unwillingness, grievance to forbearance, and finally he pursed his lips: "Okay."

He exited the guest room, closed the door and said, "I'm right outside the door, call me if you need anything."

After the door closed, Chu Zichen breathed a sigh of relief, and took off his clothes with difficulty.

Looking at his legs that were shrinking due to not exercising for a long time, he thought to himself mockingly, he was really hypocritical, who would be interested in that when looking at such weak and thin legs.

Although he refused Yan Ke's help, it was not because he was worried about this.

It did take a long time to change into his pants, especially because he didn't want Yan Ke to hear any movement in them.However, when he changed his clothes and Yan Ke came in, his breathing that had not completely calmed down, together with the depressed mood just now, seemed to be seen by the other party at a glance.

Yan Ke came to the bed and sat down next to him, gently wrapping his arms around his shoulders.

"Don't be sad, it will get better. Do you believe me?"

The man's voice is always so powerful and convincing.Zichen stared blankly at him, unable to speak, but there seemed to be a seedling of hope in his heart.

The hour hand on the wall just passed 10 o'clock, Yan Ke took a look and asked him: "Do you want to rest, or go outside to watch TV?"

Chu Zichen clearly knew that it would be dangerous to get closer to this person, but he also felt that Yan Ke had indeed changed a bit. He was just watching TV, so he shouldn't be so guarded.After hesitating, Yan Ke added, "There is a cross talk show you like tonight, let's watch it together?"

Zichen was tickled by Yan Ke's gentle voice, and nodded lightly.The guest room is only a short distance away from the living room, Yan Ke didn't push the wheelchair over, but bowed down as if to hug him.

Zichen hesitated for a while, but still stretched out his arms to wrap around the opponent's neck.Yan Ke picked him up horizontally and walked towards the living room.

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I have to go out on weekends but the manuscript is on the verge of bottoming out...

(rolling around on the keyboard in worry)