The O that wants to mark the A

It was a long and terrible dream.

There are many gray memory fragments surging in the dream, like a long movie film, playing without beginning and ending, each fragment is seamlessly connected.

"Want some candy, kid? Let uncle give you a couple of kisses..." The bearded man stretched out a rainbow-colored lollipop in front of the young Sixia.

The cellophane printed with stars is shining, and the colorful candies are packaged into sweet magic sticks, attracting children's innocent eyes.Si Xia hardly hesitated, and walked up to the other party, unsuspectingly poked her head forward, but the other party's arms suddenly stretched out and hugged him, and her rough hands went under the clothes to caress frantically .

"I don't want to eat...let go...let me go..." Feeling uncomfortable and dangerous, he began to struggle, but his strength was so insignificant compared to a man, so he started screaming.

"Don't toast and don't eat fine wine, be careful I'll let the dean put you in confinement! Hiss... dare to bite me, you little bastard, you want to die!"

The child's strength was weak, but his ability to bite was unambiguous. The pain caused the other party to slap him on the head with his hand. He escaped from the restraint, screaming, and ran into the short white bungalow of the orphanage.

He ran all the way to the table in the indoor play area and climbed on all fours to a rickety old chair.There were a few sheets of advertising paper piled up on the table. He picked up a folded corner and tore off the edge, and folded a rose according to a handmade origami tutorial in the middle of the table.

"This child is beautiful and smart, shall we adopt him?" A hand gently caressed the top of his head with a soft and sweet voice.He turned his head, and there was a young woman wearing lace gloves standing behind her, her face was blurred because of the backlight, Si Xia only thought she should be very beautiful, because the hand on her head was soft and warm.

At this time, a man in a suit and leather shoes beside the young woman came over, took the hand that was caressing his head, turned his face away and said softly: "Honey, those eyes are beautiful, but they are also a symbol of genetic defects. Nine out of ten people with this kind of eyes will not be able to conceive, and may suffer from various special diseases..."

"Really?" The young woman couldn't believe it.

"Really, otherwise how could a beautiful and smart child stay in an orphanage?"

As the man said, he pulled the young woman behind him, seeing that Si Xia was still looking up at them, he took out a pen from his pocket and handed it to him, then took his wife to the distance.

He vaguely heard the young woman let out a slight sigh when she left, feeling an indescribable loss in his heart.

The backs of the two disappeared into the strong light outside the door, and he was still looking up and down, when he suddenly heard a cold voice in his ears, it was the trainer: "Zhou Sixia, someone is willing to adopt you, go to the reception room immediately."

Si Xia used the pen as a bookmark and put it in a small book, then ran to the stairs and walked two steps to the reception room on the second floor.

The door of the reception room was ajar, and the director of the orphanage had his back to the door. He was not very old at that time, in his fifties, and his hair was still there.Opposite him sat a woman wearing a black veil, puffing on a slender pipe: "Birth? Betas in this world haven't reached the point where no one can give birth. I don't need him to be able to give birth." .”

He knocked on the door and walked into the reception room. Standing behind the dean, he looked at the woman vigilantly, but the woman was heavily made up, and the veil covered half of her face. She couldn't see her true face, only her expression and posture.

The woman seems to have met the requirements for adoption. According to the usual practice, he will be picked up by the woman to get along with him for a day and then sent back to the orphanage. This lasts for about a week, and he can go through the adoption procedures after mutual consent.

Si Xia followed her, and when he was about to walk out of the orphanage gate, he suddenly asked: "You don't need me to give birth, so what do you need me to do?"

The woman stopped and leaned over to touch his face.Her ten fingertips are scarlet and very cold: "You just need to maintain your beauty, the rest I will slowly train you, relax, do as I say, I promise you will not Endure hardships, but also taste a lot of sweetness."

Si Xia's brows twitched, and she stared at her eyes, showing a strange smile: "These eyes are enough to make many people fall in love with them..."

He shivered, ran back, ran upstairs in one breath, and ran behind the dean: "I don't want to go with her!"

...and many, many more.

Many eyes looked at him, many hands touched him.

Those pairs of eyes are filled with the blazing evil that violates morality, the helpless pity and sympathy, the unavoidable disgust, and the satisfaction after judging and extracting value.

Those hands brought rough or gentle touches, some playful, some bullying, sometimes meaningless.

Those hands and eyes gathered around him, more and more gathered, and the darkness covered all the light that was not much in the first place.He gradually became angry and disgusted with them, and began to stare at the surroundings with cold and sharp eyes, raised his stick high and swung at the black shadow, trying to make a clean path for himself: "Go away, go away , Don't touch me! Don't touch me!"

As he swung the stick one after another, the black shadows scattered and fled. In the end, there was only one left, but he couldn't get rid of it no matter how hard he tried. Instead, he became more and more white after being beaten, and became a blurred figure with a little color other than black and white. .

The figure is tall, the face is foggy, only one mouth can be seen clearly, and the corners of the mouth are curved upwards, and it is smiling.

Seeing the man laughing, Si Xia felt his heart ache, raised the stick in his hand and knocked over it again, but the fog suddenly dissipated, and he suddenly looked sideways in fear, and closed his eyes tightly , as if very afraid of knowing the true face of the people in the mist.

The moment the stick hit the entity, he felt that his heart was also shattered.

Opening his eyes and returning to reality, Luo Can's voice came from his ears: "Sixia, did you have a nightmare..."

He looked up and saw the other's lips in action—healthy color and perfect shape.

It really looks like the mouth in the dream.

[The author has something to say: mandarin duck pupils are both a beauty and a curse. 】