The O that wants to mark the A

No one would want to remember their nightmares for a long time, scary things, of course, the sooner they are forgotten, the better.

Si Xia thought the same way, but he couldn't do it.

Because his nightmare is different from other people's, it is a collage of countless small moments that he wants to be forgotten, but deeply imprinted in his heart.

When he woke up, he didn't feel too much pain, or rather, compared to the pain, he felt more like he had fallen into a different space, his whole body was in a state of weightlessness, he couldn't reach the sky or the ground, he was floating in chaos, and he couldn't help himself.

Even the appearance of Luo Can feeding him was extremely dreamy and unreal, making him want to avoid it.

But after eavesdropping on Luo Can's phone call, his heart suddenly trembled.

In order to marry him, Luo Can was really ready to leave the Luo family.

Even a few hours ago, he was still being twisted, bitten, questioned, and alienated by him "unreasonably making trouble".

Even though he has been tortured physically and mentally by him intermittently.

And when he was mentioned to others, he could still laugh out loud, as if he brought Luo Can endless happiness.

He really hoped that Luo Can would be the same as in the past, only having some physical intimacy with him, see clearly that it is impossible for the two of them to be together, and not have any plans or hopes for the future of the two of them... so that he can firmly resent him and torture him he.

However, the more depressed he was, the more capricious and out-of-control he was, the more gentle Luo Can treated him and took care of him meticulously.

He was walking on the road of revenge, and he had already made up his mind to be merciless to Luo Can, otherwise he would be sorry for the dead Lin Wan.But when he thought that he would continue to hurt Luo Can until he ruined the other person's life, his hardened heart softened again, and it was shaken by the sledgehammer named "Despair" through the outer layer of iron skin that was getting thinner day by day endlessly.

So he fled.

Yet there was no escape.

Because he still couldn't help but open the bedroom door, allowing Luo Can to walk in again.

Come in and share the bed with yourself.

If you don't do this, the other party will definitely look at me pitifully like a little stray dog ​​who can't eat enough tomorrow.

Luo Can didn't know the many entanglements in Si Xia's heart, and believed in the words of "having a nightmare again".

He looked at Si Xia: the face close at hand was illuminated by the night lamp with a delicate luster like white porcelain, the arc shadow of the long eyelashes was slightly slanted, and the originally bright eyes dimmed several degrees, turning into random faces on the edge of the cave. The two khaki-black stones that were knocked down.

He was so distressed that he was at a loss for what to do. He just wanted to hug her into his arms and kiss and comfort him a little bit, saying that Sixia should not be afraid, it's all over, I'm always here, and I'll be with you whether you want to sleep or not.

But he didn't dare to go through it rashly.

As soon as Si Xia's name was called out, the night light went out in response.He didn't know whether it was necessary to say the following words.

Let me say one more thing, if Si Xia gets upset, sad or afraid again, his heart will definitely be burned red again, and he will have to go to his private doctor to prescribe Baoxin Pills tomorrow morning.

But at this time, Si Xia took the conversation: "What's wrong?"

"Uh, that..." Luo Can seemed like a student who hadn't reviewed yet. When she was called on to answer a question, she immediately turned into an ant on a hot pot, searching for topics in her chaotic mind, "I just want to ask what kind of students you like?" Decoration style? Mediterranean? Postmodern? American? European retro? Or some other style?"

After finishing speaking, he breathed a sigh of relief inwardly, feeling that his action was called quick witty, and he picked a good topic that would not touch the thunder at all.

"I don't have any preference for style." Si Xia replied.

Luo Can's heart thumped - Si Xia's house should not be big enough to choose any decoration style... She said another stupid thing.

Holding his head in frustration, he felt that the communication skills he had learned in the past were useless in front of Si Xia, no matter what he said, he looked clumsy, timid, and had no charm at all.

When thinking this way, Si Xia who had been silent for a moment suddenly added: "I like bright colors."

Luo Can raised her eyebrows, and followed the trend, "I like it too. How about decorating the bedroom with some bright flowers?"

"If you want to put it away tomorrow, I have no problem. However, compared to flowers, I think you need fluorescent stickers more." When Sixia said this, her voice softened, as light as a lark falling on a branch , "I can save you from moving slowly at night like a zombie entering the back garden, and I want you to turn on the night light."

There was real disgust in the words, but the voice didn't sound disgusting or dissatisfied.

Hearing this, Luo Can felt angry, and at the same time optimistically thought that he was overwhelmed and was making awkward gestures of goodwill. In an instant, she pursed her lips unconsciously, and said, "Okay, I'll see you tomorrow." I just bought it and posted it. But when I said decorating with flowers, I didn’t mean here, but the new house we lived in after we got married.”

"Why, before you get married, you are thinking about decorating the wedding room?" Si Xia's voice was still as light as snow, thin and cool, and her tone was half-doubtful.

"There's something left." Luo Can leaned over, tentatively holding his hand under the quilt, "In two months, I'll get you a permit to move."

Si Xia let him hold hands, but her voice was far away, and she seemed to turn her head: "Dong Luo has changed his sex?"

"No, I can't change him." Luo Can confessed.He clasped his five fingers into Si Xia's, and clenched it a little tighter, "I just use other bargaining chips to impress him and persuade him."

There was a rustling sound on the pillow, it was Sixia who turned her head back and looked at him in the dark: "What if it doesn't work?"

A warm wind blew from her neck, Luo Can shrank her neck comfortably, turned her face to the other party, and said with a faint smile: "The worst thing is to go out of the house, and it won't affect our marriage. It's just that at that time My net worth has plummeted from hundreds of billions to millions, so don't think I'm poor."

Si Xia sneered: "Heh, it's like I'm a rice bug, I can't live without your money."

Luo Can put his hand on her chest, and replied seriously: "Of course you are not a rice bug, you are a scholar, much better than a businessman like me."

Si Xia remained silent, not sure if he was not interested in his fanboy's speech, or simply wanted to end the topic and go to sleep.Luo Can didn't dare to speak now, so she followed him and closed her mouth. Who knew that the moment he closed his mouth, the other party's hand touched his neck, and immediately after, a kiss was printed on his lips.

.........

He felt that Sixia's mouth had a sweeter taste that he was familiar with than a few hours ago...

...Holding people onto her body—Sixia always likes to press him down and play with him, as if she suppressed him wholeheartedly, and he doesn't care about these things like other Alphas, but he is very happy to satisfy his thoughts. For every wish of Xia, if Si Xia is happy, he will be happy.

………………

Sixia's thin palms stuck to his hair and ears, stroking him with his fingers from time to time; his hand also patted the other's back lightly, as if he liked the other party as a baby.

After the kiss was over, Sixia lay on his body, with half of her face pressed against his neck, and breathed out strands of hot air: "Luo Can, are you going to let him look into my eyes?"

Luo Can was taken aback by this sudden question, but she quickly realized that "he" refers to her father.

——But just before he could react, the first thing that popped into his mind was the portrait he received in the morning.

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