After being dressed as cannon fodder, I and the male protagonist are in HE

From that day on, for some reason, Yu Chenxing had an inexplicable feeling towards Shen Fuyan, which was very strange.

He began to avoid him everywhere, but Shen Fuyan remained the same as usual, either reading books or writing exercises.

Things on the forum come and go quickly. There may be a breaking news today, and it may be replaced by another breaking news tomorrow, so after a while everyone forgets about it, let alone those few In this photo, they never saw Shen Fuyan and Yu Chenxing walking together again.

The days passed so lightly, the weather gradually became cooler, and it will soon be the time of the Chinese New Year.

The third year of high school is different from the first and second year of high school. There are no winter and summer vacations, only seven days of Chinese New Year holidays. The couplets and red lanterns titled on the gold list are hung up early in the school. Against the backdrop of the snow falling on the branches, it looks extra festive.

Because tomorrow will be a holiday, the students, who were overwhelmed by the high pressure of study, came to the corridor to get some fresh air, taking advantage of the snow and not having to do exercises between classes.

Of course, Yu Qiang and Yu Chenxing are indispensable for this.

"Where's the tree?"

Yu Qiang stomped his feet, rubbed his hands, and asked Yu Chenxing angrily.

"In the classroom, doing homework."

Yu Chenxing stretched out his hand to catch a snowflake. When the snowflake touched his palm, it melted instantly and turned into a puddle of water.

"It's only been half a year, what do you plan to do?"

"What was the plan?"

Yu Qiang asked knowingly, but lowered his head and did not look at Yu Chenxing.

"With your grades, which school do you plan to take?"

Yu Chenxing's tone was indifferent and serious, which made Yu Qiang feel goosebumps involuntarily.

"I...I haven't figured it out yet."

Yu Qiang rubbed his ear embarrassedly.

"Anyway, my dad said, the money is enough for me, it doesn't matter if I don't go to college, and brother Xing, I'm not as smart as you, so I can't improve my grades so fast like you.

"I am not smart."

Yu Chenxing pursed his lips and looked into the distance. It has been half a year since he came to the book, and his current life is basically very different from the content in the book. Except that Shen Fuyan and Yao Manyue are still not together, everything else has changed.

The attitude of the teacher towards Chen Xing, the attitude of the classmates towards Chen Xing, Shen Fuyan's attitude towards Chen Xing, everything has changed.

Yu Chenxing sighed, and held his forehead weakly. He only knew that the original owner died in the winter of the third year of high school. He didn't know the exact day, whether that day would come, or whether he would go home because of it.

Yu Chenxing lowered his eyes, staring at his already frozen red hands, his eyes were slightly absent-minded.

Somehow, he kind of... doesn't want to go back.

"It's not smart anymore."

Yu Qiang's voice brought back Chenxing's thoughts drifting away.

"Brother Xing's three monthly exams are better than the last one. You can see that he has entered the top fifty of the grade."

"You can too."

Yu Chenxing looked at Yu Qiang quite seriously, and said.

"People always have to rely on themselves. If one day your father has no money, what will you do..."

Yu Chenxing made Yu Qiang feel very strange today, but he couldn't tell exactly what was so strange.

"How come, my father's career is getting better and better now, and my mother has said enough to support several of me."

"Then...you will lose two friends, me and Chu Jiashu, after all."

Looking at Yu Qiang's dodging eyes, Yu Chenxing thought of his tragic ending in the book, his throat was blocked for some reason, and a deep sense of powerlessness spread from his heart.

"Why, although the school will be different in the future, we can still be friends."

Yu Qiang scratched his head in some puzzlement, his mouth curled down, and his face froze, apparently Yu Chenxing's words made him a little at a loss.

"Brother Xing, isn't it? If I don't study, you won't play with me? We are tight buddies, and we almost don't wear a pair of pants."

"No."

Yu Chenxing shook his head.

"It's not that we don't want to play with you. We choose different paths. Over time, the topics and interests will change. One day, we will leave each other in our own world."

With the last sentence, Yu Chenxing looked at Shen Fuyan who was not far away, not knowing if he was speaking to Qiang, or...

In the end, Yu Chenxing looked away and sighed: "There is still half a year, not too long or too short, it's too late."

Seeing Yu Chenxing's serious expression, Yu Qiang was startled. In fact, he didn't like studying very much, but when he remembered what Yu Chenxing had just told him, he would part ways with them if he didn't go to university, and he would lose these two friends ever since.

Yu Qiang was more or less reluctant and moved in his heart.

"Can you make it......"

Yu Qiang muttered to himself, and asked without a clue in his heart.

"Then let me try."

"There's still half a year left, let's work together, if you don't understand any questions, you can ask Shuzi or me."

Seeing Yu Qiang's obedient response, Yu Chenxing hugged his shoulders in satisfaction and smiled brightly.

"Although, we are not as good as Shen Fuyan, but it is absolutely no problem to tutor you."

As soon as Yu Chenxing finished speaking, the "buzzing buzzing" sound of the mobile phone vibrating rang in his pocket. Yu Chenxing took it out and squinted his eyes to check the call.

It's Shen Fuyan's mother.

Yu Chenxing was a little surprised, after hesitating for a while, he pressed the connect button.

Yu Chenxing: "Hello, Auntie."

"Xing Xing, you haven't come to Auntie's house for dinner for a long time. I heard from Yanyan that you are on holiday tomorrow. Would you like to come to Auntie's house for dinner? Auntie will make dumplings for you."

A gentle female voice rang on the phone.

Yu Chenxing was stunned for a moment, hesitated, and did not speak for a long time.

Qin Fang heard the silence on the phone for a long time, and couldn't help but speak: "Xing Xing? Did you hear that?"

"Yes, Auntie."

"is it okay?"

Qin Fang asked cautiously.

Yu Chenxing couldn't bear to hear him say that, and after a long time slowly said: "Yes, auntie."

When the other party heard that Yu Chenxing had agreed, he was overjoyed, and quickly said: "Yeah, good Xingxing, remember to come tomorrow."

As the Chinese New Year approached, the streets and alleys began to be decorated with lights and festoons, and it was very lively. Yu Chenxing brought the fruits bought in the supermarket and came to Shen Fuyan's house by memory.

"When the stars come, they will come. What fruit do you bring? It's so cold outside, it must be frozen. Come in, come in."

Qin Fang said reproachfully, Shen Fuyan passed by the door with a plate of steaming dumplings at this time, and saw Yu Chenxing was obviously taken aback, Yu Chenxing was wearing a black scarf, her fair cheeks were puffy from the cold, haha White gas.

"How did you come."

"I asked Xing Xing to come here, Xing Xing, come in quickly, you don't need to change your shoes, just come in directly."

Qin Fang warmly called Yu Chenxing to come in, and poured him a glass of water in the kitchen.

Yu Chenxing took it: "Thank you, Auntie."

Yu Chenxing sat obediently on the sofa, and soon there was a shadow on the top of his head. Yu Chenxing raised his head, his eyes met, his dark eyes seemed to be approaching him unexpectedly, and Shen Fuyan held a blanket in his hand.

This is the only intersection they have had in so many days.

Not knowing whether they stared at each other for a second or a minute, Yu Chenxing hastily turned his head away.

"What's wrong? You're so afraid of seeing me."

The corners of Shen Fuyan's mouth curled up in a self-deprecating manner, his long eyelashes were lowered, and a trace of disappointment slipped through his eyes unconsciously.

"No."

Yu Chenxing still didn't look back, and said softly.

Shen Fuyan took advantage of the opportunity and sat beside Yu Chenxing, and gently covered Yu Chenxing's body with the blanket in his hand, and the faint sandalwood fragrance lingered around him slowly.

"You've been avoiding me recently."

Shen Fuyan is a declarative sentence, not an interrogative sentence.

Yu Chenxing's heart moved, and he frowned to avoid Shen Fuyan's words. He didn't expect Shen Fuyan to notice that something was wrong with him recently.

Silence means acquiescence.

"why?"

Shen Fuyan put it on his lap and tapped it lightly. His back was facing the light and his face was covered by shadows. If you don't look carefully, you can't see his emotions at all.

At this moment, Yu Chenxing felt that he had entered a den of thieves, and wanted to escape but could not.

"Is it because of a comment on the forum?"

Shen Fuyan spoke unhurriedly, and Yu Chenxing felt that their atmosphere was extremely weird at this time.

"Xingxing, Yanyan, come and eat."

"Yeah, good auntie."

Qin Fang's words instantly rescued Yu Chenxing, and he ran to the dining table in a panic.

The meal was very embarrassing, Yu Chenxing sat on the chair like a pinch, he had never felt that the time was so difficult, Qin Fang was the only one talking at the whole table, Yu Chenxing greeted a few words from time to time, while Shen Fuyan was from the beginning to the end He didn't even raise his head, as if he was thinking about something.

The weather in Linjiang is always changing. When Yu Chenxing came, the sky was gloomy. As a result, a heavy snow fell outside the window after a meal, and the street was completely covered with thick white. At the beginning, the vehicles were still struggling. Shuttle among them, the traffic was soon paralyzed, and many vehicles were stuck in the snow, unable to move.

Qin Fang looked nervous at the orange blizzard warning sent by the Linjiang Weather Bureau, "Xing Xing, why don't we leave tomorrow, today's snow is so heavy that it scares people to death."

Yu Chenxing opened the curtains and just stuck his head out of the window when the huge wind and snow made his face ache. He put his head back in a daze and patted the snow off his head. After thinking for a while, Helplessly nodded.

"Well, that's fine."

"Xingxing, you and Yanyan should sleep together."

Qin Fang said while tidying up the dishes.

"No need, Auntie."

Yu Chenxing shook his head.

"I'll just sleep on the sofa."

"It's so cold to sleep in the living room in this weather, it's okay, you sleep with Yanyan, don't be embarrassed."

As soon as the words fell, Shen Fuyan walked out from the room with a quilt and a pillow, put them on the sofa, and said coldly to Yu Chenxing: "I sleep on the sofa."

Yu Chenxing just wanted to refuse, but when he turned his head and saw Shen Fuyan's cold eyes, he couldn't say anything.

"Well, okay... let's go."

Yu Chenxing paused and touched his nose in embarrassment.

"If the living room is too cold, you can sleep with me. I don't snore or grind my teeth, so you can make up for it."

Because there is no air conditioner in Shen Fuyan's house, there is a small hole in the corner of a window in the living room. It is usually fine during the day, but the temperature drops sharply at night. Sleeping on the narrow sofa must be cold and uncomfortable.

Yu Chenxing felt somewhat unbearable.

"okay."

Shen Fuyan's tone was light.

This is the second time Yu Chenxing stepped into Shen Fuyan's room.

Although it was small, he tidied it up very neatly. There was a small desk lamp on the table, and the warm yellow light filled the room, giving people a warm feeling.

Yu Chenxing walked a few steps and sat on the bed. The quilt cover and pillowcase seemed to be just changed, they were clean and tidy, and he could even smell the faint smell of washing powder. He swung his legs and looked up at the room carefully.

Last time when Shen Fuyan dragged him in, he just cast a quick glance and didn't take a closer look.

The mottled walls are covered with large and small awards, the dilapidated desk is full of exercises and books, and there is almost nothing in the room other than learning, except for a photo frame.

Because of the very dim light, it was blurry, and Yu Chenxing couldn't see it clearly.

Yu Chenxing jumped off the bed and walked over.

Yu Chenxing picked up the photo frame, and after seeing it clearly, her heart was pounding non-stop, her cheeks were smeared with rich red, like feathers floating in the air, gently fiddled with her skin, making her feel numb.

The photo in the frame is exactly the "marriage registration photo" that he and Shen Fuyan took at the playground.