After being dressed as cannon fodder, I and the male protagonist are in HE

The wind outside the window was whistling, like a roaring beast, biting the night.

Shen Fuyan lay on the sofa and couldn't fall asleep. He sat up and looked into the room. The light in the crack of the door had been replaced by darkness.

Yu Chenxing should be asleep.

Shen Fuyan thought to herself.

Shen Fuyan got up and walked to the room, gently opened the door, the room was silent, just as he thought, Yu Chenxing fell asleep.

He groped his way to the desk and turned on the desk lamp. The sudden light made Yu Chenxing groan, and his eyebrows twitched into a ball. Seeing this, Shen Fuyan's back was stiff, and he stood still and did not dare to move.

Soon Yu Chenxing seemed to have gotten used to it, she stretched her eyebrows, turned over, and fell asleep again.

Hearing the sound of steady breathing, the tight string behind Shen Fuyan's back slowly relaxed.

The window was slightly closed, the night wind squeezed in, the curtains were swaying wantonly, Shen Fuyan frowned slightly, closed the window gently, walked to Yu Chenxing's bed, and squatted down.

Yu Chenxing's face was bathed in the light, her eyebrows were delicate, and there was a faint shadow under her long and curly eyelashes, trembling slightly.

For some reason, Shen Fuyan's heart throbbed, he really wanted to keep looking at him like this forever.

The corners of Shen Fuyan's mouth curled slightly, and he raised his hand to gently caress his cheek, like caring for a delicate ceramic doll, carefully, thin and dignified in the past, with eyes full of alienated boys, now there is a smile in the dark eyes, soft Almost pinch the water.

Shen Fuyan's hand moved down lightly, and finally rested on Chen Xing's lips. The tender and rosy lips seemed to be covered with a layer of honey. They were so delicious that one couldn't help but want to take a bite.

I don't know if it's because of too much movement or some discomfort, Yu Chenxing curled his mouth slightly, muttered a few words, raised his hand and scratched his face randomly, before Shen Fuyan had time to pay attention, Yu Chenxing suddenly turned to Shen Fuyan's side , Hugged his arm violently, rubbed his face, muttering something in his mouth, like an insecure cat, trying to get into his arms.

The messy hair brushed his chin lightly, itching, and his heart was tickled.

Yu Chenxing took a deep breath, and suppressed his increasingly restless heart. Shen Fuyan lowered his eyes, and his whole face was submerged in the bright yellow light, making him look extraordinarily gentle.

"Good night."

Shen Fuyan whispered in his ear, like the wind blowing outside the window, fleeting, hidden in the darkness, nowhere to be found.

He lightly twisted the quilt, and put the quilt that Yu Chenxing had just lifted back on him.

Shen Fuyan stood up, his eyes were still on Chen Xing's body, he was reluctant to leave, hesitated for a long time, leaned over, and hurriedly kissed him on the cheek, just as he was about to turn and leave.

"No, no."

Shen Fuyan's heart trembled, and he slowly turned his head stiffly.

Yu Chenxing closed his eyes and muttered in his mouth,

daydream......

"No, no, I don't want to go back."

Yu Chenxing shook his head vigorously, his face was terrified, cold sweat flowed down his cheeks like a brake, his lips were pale.

Reaching his arms, his hands are tight, feeling like he is about to grab something.

"I don't want to die! I don't want to go back, I want to stay in the book."

"I want to stay with Shen Fuyan."

"Ayan, hurry up and go."

The heart-piercing shouts gradually disappeared, and everything returned to calm.

What followed was the sound of shallow breathing.

It's as if nothing just happened.

"Book?"

"die?"

Shen Fuyan frowned, looking at the child lying on the bed, her thin lips parted slightly after a long time.

"You won't go, you will stay with me."

Yu Chenxing slept for a long, long time and had a long, long dream.

During the Lantern Festival, the lantern-colored red is dimly reflected in the night, like the morning glow, scattered snowflakes are dancing wantonly.

"Ayan, it's so lively." Yu Chenxing held Shen Fuyan's arm, blinked his eyes and looked around curiously. From time to time, there were some children beside him, running past in groups holding small lanterns.

"Look, Ayan." Suddenly Yu Chenxing exclaimed, and before Shen Fuyan could react, Yu Chenxing dragged Shen Fuyan's arm and ran over there.

I saw a huge crowd of people over there, and I couldn't see what was in the black patch.

Yu Chenxing held Shen Fuyan's hand tightly and squeezed into the crowd.

"Fuck, what are you doing kid?"

"Ouch."

"Stepped on my foot."

"Sorry, sorry, sorry."

"Sorry, give me a break."

"Give way."

When Yu Chenxing led Shen Fuyan through the crowd, his vision gradually widened.

It is a small river, and there are many lotus lanterns of different sizes floating in the river, emitting faint candlelight, like starlight hanging above the night sky.

People carefully put the lotus lantern into the river, let it float to the distance, put their hands together reverently on their chests, and closed their eyes to make a wish.

"Ayan, here it is."

Just when Shen Fuyan was absent-minded, Yu Chenxing, like magic, took out two lotus lanterns from nowhere and stuffed one of them into Shen Fuyan's arms.

"Make a wish." Yu Chenxing squatted down, followed their example and put the lotus lantern into the river, held it with one hand to prevent him from drifting away with the river, and raised his head: "I heard it's very spirit."

Shen Fuyan nodded, squatted down on one knee, put the lotus lantern into the river, and let go with Yu Chenxing.

"What did you promise?" Shen Fuyan saw Yu Chenxing earnestly making a wish, his lips slightly curled up, and his eyes were full of doting.

"I won't tell you." Yu Chenxing slowly opened his eyes, stood up, and blinked: "It's forbidden to say a wish, you can't say it."

Shen Fuyan stood up, lightly brushed the snowflakes on Chen Xing's head, gently embraced him, and whispered in his ear: "Is it cold?"

The itchy and warm breath blowing on the earlobe faintly.

It was the moment when Chen Xing lost his mind.

"boom."

A loud noise came from not far away, and the fireworks shot straight into the sky in a burst of flames, across the dark and quiet night sky.

People laughed and cheered, and under the fleeting lights, everyone's surprised expressions were reflected.

Everything is so beautiful. !

It was when Chen Xing was immersed in this joy.

Suddenly a wisp of pale smoke slid into the sky, and the fireworks did not bloom as expected.

Just when Yu Chenxing was in doubt, the original noisy voice stopped abruptly.

Everything seems to have been pressed the mute button.

Yu Chenxing held his breath and looked around.

The originally curious eyes shrunk suddenly, widened in horror, and subconsciously took Shen Fuyan's hand.

All the lanterns are being extinguished one by one for unknown reasons, and people's faces become distorted until they are elongated, deformed, and finally disappear.

"Ayan, what's going on!"

Yu Chenxing cried out in panic as if he had been electrocuted.

Just when the last light went out, the world was suddenly plunged into darkness, and he couldn't see his fingers. Fear was like a snake hovering around his body, and he was spitting out messages to him with great interest.

Yu Chenxing held his hand tightly, and the familiar warm touch made him feel relieved a lot.

Fortunately, Shen Fuyan is still there.

"Yu Chenxing, it's time to go back."

An old and hoarse voice sounded suddenly.

A ray of light pierced through the clouds and reached where Chen Xing and Shen Fuyan were, and would be enveloped by Chen Xing.

Obviously, light is a symbol of warmth, but...why is this ray of light so cold.

"Who is it?!" Yu Chenxing raised his head, the dazzling light made him unable to open his eyes: "Who are you!"

"I'm the one who brought you home." The voice sounded again, cold and emotionless, as if mechanical.

As soon as the words fell, Yu Chenxing and Shen Fuyan reacted urgently before they came. A pair of huge hands pierced the sky, and followed the ray of light, and grabbed Yu Chenxing.

"Yu Chenxing!" Shen Fuyan held Yu Chenxing's hand tightly, gritted his teeth, and tried hard to let Yu Chenxing break free from those hands.

His face, which had always been cold and expressionless, was now flushed from exertion, his joints turned white, his hands were trembling constantly, and even a creaking sound could be heard.

But... Shen Fuyan seemed as small as an ant in front of those hands.

All in vain.

Yu Chenxing's legs were gradually leaving the ground and hanging in the air, Yu Chenxing was completely panicked, his legs were staring wildly, trying to break free from the shackles.

"No! No!"

"No, no, I don't want to go back!"

Yu Chenxing broke down in tears.

Shen Fuyan's feet were also leaving the ground little by little, and his hands held tightly by Yu Chenxing were also separating little by little because of the strength of those hands.

"Yu Chenxing, don't go."

"Ayan, don't worry I won't leave."

"I don't want to go back, I want to stay in the book."

"I want to stay with Ayan."

Yu Chenxing screamed at the top of his lungs, and the tears couldn't stop flowing down, dripping on Shen Fuyan's face, but it was of no avail after all.

Their clenched hands were still loosened.

"Yu Chenxing, I love you."

At the moment when Shen Fuyan fell, he smiled and said softly to Yu Chenxing.

Then, like a bird with its wings broken, it fell into the endless darkness and disappeared.