After being dressed as cannon fodder, I and the male protagonist are in HE

When Chen Xing woke up, the snow outside had stopped, and a long-lost sunlight squeezed out from the clouds.

He sat on the bed expressionlessly, staring blankly not far away.A fear spread in my heart.

He was not afraid of the horrible plot in the dream, but... In the dream, he held Shen Fuyan's arm affectionately.

Why do you have such a dream.

why.......

It is said that what is dreamed in a dream is what is thought in the heart, shouldn't it...

Could it be that he fell in love with him?

I go!

Yu Chenxing's face became hot, and he looked up at the mottled and yellowed ceiling, lost in thought.

"woke up?"

A deep voice came along with the "creaking" sound of the door opening.

The sudden sound made Yu Chenxing's body stiff, he turned his head slowly, and seeing that it was Shen Fuyan, Yu Chenxing's face became more and more red, he coughed lightly in guilt, and nodded embarrassingly.

"Ah."

"Let's have breakfast, my mother cooked some porridge."

Shen Fuyan's voice was low, he raised his eyes lightly, and saw his flushed face, and the corners of his mouth curled up.

"Did you have a spring dream?"

"Huh? What?"

Yu Chenxing didn't quite understand at first, Shen Fuyan raised his eyebrows and fixed his eyes on his face, Yu Chenxing understood instantly.

"Cough cough cough."

Yu Chenxing choked on his own saliva, and turned his face away guiltily.

"How could I have a dream, don't talk nonsense."

"My face is quite red."

Shen Fuyan said lightly, with a smile in his eyes.

He said this to Yu Chenxing, recalling the friendly "Ayan" in his dream, Yu Chenxing covered his head under the quilt in shame, the red color on his neck was particularly conspicuous.

"Ayan, ah no, Shen Fuyan."

Shen Fuyan saw that the red color on Yu Chenxing's neck became more intense at a speed visible to the naked eye.

"Hurry up and get out, I...I'm going to get up!"

Yu Chenxing spoke softly, stirring Shen Fuyan's heart like a feather.

"Ah."

Shen Fuyan responded, but he didn't take any steps, nor did he speak.

Yu Chenxing didn't hear the voice of speaking or the sound of closing the door, he hesitated for a while and poked his head out of the quilt curiously.

"Fuck."

A pair of pitch-black eyes popped out with a "swoosh", Yu Chenxing was startled, and instinctively moved her body backwards.

"Shen Fuyan, are you a ghost?"

Yu Chenxing put the quilt on his head again with lightning speed.

"Star."

Shen Fuyan called Yu Chenxing's name softly. The words from Shen Fuyan's mouth made Yu Chenxing feel in a daze for a while, feeling as if he was in the dream he had last night.

"Don't want to see me?"

"You grabbed my hand last night and refused to let me go. That's not the case."

Shen Fuyan's low and deep voice came faintly, and there was a bit of grievance in the clearly cold tone.

Yu Chenxing was stunned for a moment, what does this tone feel like...it feels like he doesn't recognize anyone when he puts on his pants.

He lifted up the quilt to reveal a gap, secretly looked at Shen Fuyan, and coughed lightly: "Really? Was I really like this yesterday?"

"Ah."

Shen Fuyan raised his eyes and glanced at the arched quilt, the curvature of the corner of his mouth became more and more obvious.

"And you said a lot."

Yu Chenxing was curious: "What did I say, stop joking, I never talk in my sleep."

"It didn't say anything."

Shen Fuyan lowered his eyes and played with his fingers, his long eyelashes drooped, covered with a faint shadow, and the cunning flashed in the corner of his eyes.

"Just said I love you."

Yu Chenxing: "!!!"

The understatement made Yu Chenxing's heart explode in an instant, his heart thumped wildly, his body froze, as if something blocked his throat, he took a breath, opened his mouth slightly, and couldn't say anything.

After a few seconds, he grabbed the pillow beside him and threw it at Shen Fuyan.

"Shen Fuyan, you are such a dog!"

Yu Chenxing's face was about to bleed, he said through gritted teeth.

"is it?"

Shen Fuyan took the pillow easily, and took a look at him. At this time, Yu Chenxing was like a kitten whose inner thoughts had been exposed all the time. It was furry and cute.

Shen Fuyan didn't want to tease him anymore, and walked outside with a pillow. When he reached the door, he suddenly turned his head, and stared at Yu Chenxing meaningfully with his ink-like pupils: "Ayan, it sounds very good."

Yu Chenxing was reluctant to get up because of what happened just now and the weather was a bit cold, but he also felt that it was not good to stay in bed at someone else's house, so he struggled on the bed for a long time before carefully walking out of the room.

Contrary to what he expected, he did not see Shen Fuyan's figure.

"Star, wake up."

Qin Fang was doing housework, seeing Yu Chenxing getting up and talking enthusiastically.

"You must be hungry. I cooked some porridge in the morning in the kitchen."

Yu Chenxing stretched his neck and looked around.

"Auntie, where did Shen Fuyan go?"

"He said that you like the steamed stuffed bun in the south of the city, and he just went out to buy steamed stuffed buns."

Qin Fang said casually.

"Buy buns?"

Yu Chenxing murmured, his heart skipped a beat, he ran to the window, opened it, stuck his head out, and the bitter wind blew over like a blade.

The snow has stopped, the snow on the road has been cleared, and the snow has begun to melt into a wet piece. It is the coldest time, but somehow my heart is warm.

"In such a cold day, if you go to buy some steamed buns, you won't be afraid of being frozen."

Yu Chenxing's voice was not very loud, but because there were only him and Qin Fang in the living room, his words reached Qin Fang's ears verbatim.

"Boys, it's all right."

As soon as Qin Fang's words fell, there was a knock on the door, and she said in surprise: "It's Yanyan who came back."

She put down the mop in her hand, and when she was about to open the door, Yu Chenxing took the first step and ran to the door: "Auntie, let me open the door."

Yu Chenxing happily opened the door, but when he saw the man standing at the door, he froze.

It was a strange middle-aged man, wearing a gray padded jacket, wearing a black scarf, with a cropped cut, sunken eye sockets, a gray face, and a conspicuous scar on his forehead.

It's not a good thing at first glance.

"you are?"

Yu Chenxing opened his mouth slowly, and clasped the door with his hand. When he was about to close the door, the man spoke.

The other party was obviously stunned when he saw Yu Chenxing, he hesitated for a long time and asked, "Is it Yanyan?"

Seeing that Yu Chenxing didn't speak, he thought it was acquiescence, and said with a smile: "Yo, I haven't seen you for more than ten years and you have grown so tall. Is your mother at home?"

"Star, who is it?"

Qin Fang's voice came from inside the house.

"Auntie, I don't know you."

Yu Chenxing turned around and shouted at Qin Fang at the top of his voice. After speaking, he took a step back and tried to close the door.

It's a pity that the other party had sharp eyesight and quick hands, stuck the door with his foot, and then pushed the door open.

Shen Gang's eyes became gloomy, he put his shoulder against the door, took out a cigarette from his trouser pocket, lit it, took a deep breath, and exhaled the cigarette on Yu Chenxing's face.

"Auntie? It seems that you are not Yanyan, the little baby knows how to get out of here."

Shen Gang flicked the cigarette ash with his hand, and shouted at the door.

"Qin Fang, you come out to Laozi, I know you are at home."

Yu Chenxing glanced away in disgust, the smell of inferior cigarettes made him feel a little uncomfortable.

Qin Fang was shocked by the familiarity and fierceness, her pupils opened suddenly, her hands trembled uncontrollably, her already sickly face turned extremely pale at this moment, her lips were tightly pursed, her body was trembling, and she looked at Yu Chenxing as if asking for help : "Xingxing... don't let him in the house, please... Auntie please."

Qin Fang's voice is almost not her own now.

Yu Chenxing nodded, without saying a word, the strength in his hands increased. The other party obviously didn't expect it, and staggered back, but his feet were still firmly stuck in the doorway, motionless.

He gritted his teeth in pain: "Qin Fang, you bitch, I'll go to my hometown to find you. I heard from your brother that your house is going to be demolished soon. It's not bad, it's quite well hidden."

Shen Gang laughed, the sharp voice was eerie, and Yu Chenxing felt a little nervous when he heard it.

"Although it was wrong for me to abandon you, Shen Fuyan is also my seed after all, so I should have a share of the money anyway."

Hearing this, Yu Chenxing understood that this brazen man...is Shen Fuyan's father who abandoned his wife and son.

So disgusting.

The feeling of disgust spread through the blood to the marrow of the limbs.

"It's really shameless to be so old."

Yu Chenxing pressed his hands hard, talking lazily.

Qin Fang was so frightened that she sat paralyzed on the spot, her eyes turned red, she never thought that Shen Gang would come to her door one day.

"You little baby, labor and management are not in the mood to make trouble for you."

Shen Gang gave Yu Chenxing a hard look, and didn't take him seriously at all. His only goal now is money.

"Qin Fang, let me tell you the truth, I owe a lot of debt, we should be a husband and wife anyway, and I can pay the debt if you give me the money."

"I...I have no money."

Qin Fang clenched her fists tightly, her joints turned white, but the words that came to her mouth were powerless.

"I have to go to dialysis every week, Yanyan has to go to college, we really have no money."

"fart!"

Shen Gang suddenly turned red and roared.

"Your brother said that all the house and land demolition in my hometown will be given to you. How can you have no money!"

"No demolition..."

Qin Fang wiped the tears from her face, and said with her head down.

"Yanyan didn't ask me to sign."

Qin Fang was disheartened, no matter how stupid she was, she understood at this moment that the reason why Shen Gang came to her was because of her brother who thought she was very good to her.

Not only did he lie to Shen Gang that she was rich, maybe even the address of her home was given by him, otherwise how would Shen Gang know where she lived after all these years.

Why?Why?Why is this happening?

Is it because she didn't agree to sign the demolition contract?

"Qin Fang, to tell you the truth, my life has not been very good these years. I owed a lot of debts from gambling, and my wife ran away. There is no hope for me to live."

Shen Gang squinted at Yu Chenxing who was standing in front of him, took advantage of Yu Chenxing's stunned gap, and pushed the door open forcefully, he saw Qin Fang sitting on the ground paralyzed, his eyes fixed on her, from nowhere He took out a dagger and kept waving it in his hands.

"Qin Fang, you know my temperament, you can handle it yourself."

Seeing the shining knife, Qin Fang exclaimed, covered her mouth, her face turned paler, and her tears fell silently like broken pearls.

If you ask her what she regrets the most in her life, it is probably marrying Shen Gang.

They were relatively conservative in their thinking at that time, and had few opportunities to contact the opposite sex. Most of them were arranged marriages by their parents, and Qin Fang and Shen Gang were no exception.

At that time, Shen Gang was naughty and playful. His parents felt that as long as he got married, it would be different if he had a daughter-in-law. Later, under the introduction of a local friend, he met Qin Fang, who was honest, gentle, and beautiful. After Shen Gang's parents and Qin Fang's parents It hit it off, and two people who didn't love each other came together.

Qin Fang thought it was nothing. She thought that her parents were doing it for her own good, and that a husband who had given him a thousand choices would also be good to her. Because of a little daisy, I will give up the colorful world outside.As the days passed, Shen Gang became more and more tired of Qin Fang, and even punched and kicked her when he was drunk. Qin Fang's parents saw it and felt pain in their hearts, but they were helpless.

They were afraid that the young couple would divorce because of their own intervention. After all, divorce was a very shameful thing in that era.

The end of Qin Fang's nightmare lasted until she was diagnosed with uremia. The huge hospitalization fee became the reason for Shen Gang to leave her in a high-sounding manner. The next day he ran away with a woman, leaving her and Shen Fuyan alone .

Many people laughed at her, thinking that she couldn't even keep a man, and many people felt sorry for her, even if she had uremia, the man ran away.

In fact, for Qin Fang, the existence of Shen Gang is more terrifying than suffering from uremia. Sometimes she even rejoices that she is ill, otherwise... She doesn't know when Shen Gang, the devil, will disappear from her life .

The hateful thing is... the devil has come again.

Qin Fang trembled slightly, supported the ground, stood up reluctantly, took a deep breath, and said calmly, "Shen Gang, you... came to find me, and it's none of other people's business."

She paused, and looked at Yu Chenxing with tender eyes. She knew that Shen Gang had come for real. Once he came for real, the consequences would be unimaginable. Although she was afraid, she couldn't let Yu Chenxing be involved.

"Chenchen, you... go first, this matter has nothing to do with you... you can't..."

"Auntie, what you said is wrong."

Yu Chenxing glanced at the knife in Shen Gang's hand from the corner of his eye, and frowned at Qin Fang.

"I can't let you stay alone with this...no, you can't be called a human, it should be a beast."

"Who the hell are you calling a beast?"

Shen Gang looked Yu Chenxing up and down, his eyes gradually changed from indifference to viciousness, and he said word by word: "Labor and management gave you a chance, it's because you don't cherish it, don't blame me, you meddling little baby."

After finishing speaking, he kicked hard at the door. Due to its age, the door quickly shattered, and sawdust flew around in all directions.

Hearing the loud noise, those on the same floor opened the door one after another, poked their heads and looked curiously, but seeing Shen Gang's appearance of wanting to eat people, they retracted their heads one after another, and closed the door firmly.

"Damn, this dog man is quite strong."

Yu Chenxing cursed in a low voice, dodged aside, and patted the sawdust on his body.

At this moment, Shen Gang grabbed the dagger in his hand violently, and stabbed at Yu Chenxing. Yu Chenxing tilted his head, dodged over, grabbed his arm, raised his knee, and slammed into his stomach fiercely.

Shen Gang was in pain, and the dagger fell to the ground with a wail.

"With your three-legged cat's skill, you still come to find fault. I'm really not ashamed."

Yu Chenxing was obviously unwilling to let him go like this, he picked up his head and smashed it against the wall, blood gushed out instantly and dripped down his cheeks to the ground.

Shen Gang was dizzy from being hit, but the moment Yu Chenxing let go, he slid slowly along the wall and fell to the ground.

Yu Chenxing looked at the blood on his hand in disgust, and asked Qin Fang for credit, "Auntie, was I handsome just now?"

"Handsome." Qin Fang glanced at Shen Gang who couldn't move on the ground, smiled, and said to Yu Chenxing.

But just when the two thought that Shen Gang would no longer pose a threat, a figure suddenly flashed and quickly came to Qin Fang's side, pulled her hair, and dragged her to his side.

Qin Fang's eyes widened, and she was dragged away before she even had time to call for help.

When Yu Chenxing saw it clearly, his body stiffened involuntarily and his mind went blank.

It's Shen Gang, wasn't he just lying on the ground dying, why...

Yu Chenxing turned his head, and there was no shadow of Shen Gang on the ground, only a pool of blood remained.

Shen Gang spit out a mouthful of blood foam, opened his mouth and laughed at Qin Fang, he kissed Qin Fang's nose: "This kid is pretty good, almost killed me, but unfortunately... a little stupid."

Qin Fang held her breath, bit her lips tightly, and kept moving her body backwards, trying to distance herself from him: "Shen Gang, please, let me go."

"Why, you are my wife... my dear... old... woman."

Shen Gang elongated his tone and his expression became indifferent.Looking down at Qin Fang, the dagger that had fallen to the ground appeared in his hand again, and he slid the tip of the knife across Qin Fang's face.

"But...my wife doesn't want to give me a penny, even if I'm going to be beaten to death by those loan sharks, I don't want to, tsk tsk tsk, what should I do?"

"Damn it, put the knife down for me."

The moment Yu Chenxing saw the knife on Qin Fang's neck, the anger in his heart gushed out like a flood, and he blushed and shouted.

"You fucking shut up, believe it or not, I'll kill you right now."

"Yu Chenxing, hurry... let's go."

Qin Fang's voice was hoarse, her mind was buzzing, her body was trembling uncontrollably, her eyes were filled with fear, she grabbed Shen Gang's arm with all her strength, and signaled him not to embarrass Chen Xing.

"Shen Gang, I really have no money, we haven't paid this month's rent..."

"Qin Fang, if you don't want to give it to your mother, just tell me, what are you pretending to be?"

Shen Gang, who firmly insisted that Qin Fang lied to him, lost his mind at this moment. He grabbed his neck and pressed it against the wall, his eyes darkened.

"Do you think I'm so easy to deceive?"

"You let go."

Yu Chenxing was trembling all over, clenched his fists tightly, his joints creaked, and now he didn't dare to do anything, he was afraid that Qin Fang would be hurt.

"I just want money, I have it."

"You little brat, I don't think your hair is all grown yet, and you still have money."

Shen Gang glanced at him, taking his words as a joke.

"I heard that your brother bought you an insurance policy."

Shen Gang increased the strength in his hands, squinted his eyes, and sneered: "Then it seems that I have to let you die."

"no, do not want."

After finishing speaking, Shen Gang raised his dagger and stabbed at Qin Fang.

Shen Gang was stunned when he saw Yu Chenxing who suddenly appeared in front of him. He lowered his head and looked at Yu Chenxing's chest. He opened his eyes wide and opened his mouth wide, and stabbed the dagger in a panic.

He just wanted to scare Qin Fang, he didn't...he didn't want to kill anyone.

"Star!!!!!"

"Yu Chenxing!!!!!!"

Blood bloomed on Chen Xing's chest like flowers from the other side, and the pain began to spread from the chest to the surroundings. Amidst the woman's scream and the man's shout... His head became heavier and heavier, and his vision became blurred.

Really... like in the book... stabbed to death?

Really... are you going back?

The moment he fell down, he lay in a warm embrace, the familiar smell wrapped him up, he tried hard to open his eyes, and put his hands on his face.

"Ayan, why did you come here, I'm so...I'm in so much pain."