lone bird

Shi An couldn't understand why such a person really existed, and he couldn't even understand why Yan Feilan swallowed this breath.

When the steaming ice cream was handed to him, Tokigi lost his appetite at all.

Ever since he had a stomach problem, Shi An has always been particularly interested in these cold and exciting things. People are just weird. When they can eat and cook, they don’t want to eat or cook. The more they tell them they can’t eat or cook, the more they want to eat. The more I want to do it.

Originally, when Shi An saw these cold things, even if he didn't want to eat them anymore, he would hold them for nothing, maybe he wouldn't have a stomachache and still enjoy himself, but now he just holds them in his hand as a toy.

Yan Feilan and Shi An were sitting on the side of the road, the main road was separated by a line of books, Yan Feilan was eating ice cream with the smell of car exhaust.

"Okay, don't be angry." Yan Feilan ate half of the ice cream and turned to look at Shi An. Shi An still lowered his head and looked sleepy. What a good job to do, suffering and being wronged is a common thing, could it be possible to stop doing it because of such a trivial matter?"

Tokigi lowered his head and said nothing.

Yan Feilan is right, there is no good job these days, and his decent-looking classroom work is not as glamorous as everyone sees, and when he was taken to drink, no one said that the teacher is really good now. It's not easy to do, but can he quit this job because he was dragged to drink?

Obviously not, because he has no way out.

But Yan Feilan is different.

The ice cream in Shi An's hand was about to melt, he took a deep breath, as if he had made a huge decision.

He didn't have a way out, but Yan Feilan did. Yan Feilan's way out was just set aside by him. He originally planned to talk about it later, but Shi'an couldn't wait any longer. This job is quit.

"The wild goose flies."

"Ok?"

Shi An struggled with how to say it so that Yan Feilan would not feel that he was thanking him for stepping forward five years ago, but also could not take away Yan Feilan's self-esteem for wanting to make a living by himself.

The ringtone of the phone didn't give Shi An a chance to continue.

"The phone is ringing." Yan Feilan looked at Shi An who was in a daze, and he raised his chin towards Shi An, indicating that he was calling.

Shi An breathed a sigh of relief and said slowly: "Oh."

Calls from unfamiliar numbers are a common occurrence for Shi An. There are always students who like to call him during the holidays, whether they are asking about papers or competitions.

"Hi, hello, I'm Shi An."

"Hello, Teacher Shi."

Shi An frowned slightly, and it was war cry.

Shi An, who never treats students differently, decided to treat Zhan Ming differently from the morning. This difference was not started by him, but by Zhan Ming. From the day Zhan Ming fell in love with him, he crossed the line between teachers and students From the first day, Zhan Ming began to force Shi An to treat him differently.

"It's not too warm today. Teacher Shi is sitting on the side of the road eating ice cream? Aren't you afraid of turning around and having a stomachache?"

When Shi An heard Zhan Ming say this, he almost immediately got up and looked around, and finally saw Zhan Ming standing across the road.

Zhan Ming didn't hang up the phone, he didn't know where he came from, and he was still carrying a small shopping bag in his hand. He waved his hand towards Shi An with his mobile phone, then put the phone back to his ear and said, "Mr. So flustered?"

Whether as a student or a suitor, Zhan Ming seemed a little too entangled, Shi An didn't like this.

"What's wrong?" Yan Feilan asked in a low voice.

Tokigi shook his head at him, meaning it was okay.

"It's just a chance encounter, Mr. Shi, don't think too much." Zhan Ming's tone was not hurried.

Shi An didn't think much about it at first, his mind was full of Yan Feilan's affairs now, and he didn't have time to think about Zhan Ming's matters at all.

What's more, the matter of Zhan Ming is nothing to Shi An at all, but he is just a young and ignorant child. It's competitive or maybe he hasn't played enough, but he believes that Zhan Ming will have enough fun one day.

"Is there anything you want to call?" Shi An's tone seemed a little indifferent, completely different from his usual talking and laughing personality, he made up his mind to let Zhan Ming post a few cold asses.

"It's okay, can't you call my teacher if you're okay?"

Shi An peeled off the cover of the ice cream with one hand, and took a bite. The ice cream that had already spent more than half of it tasted bad. As a result, the anger didn't go away, but instead, the unhappiness caused by eating unpalatable food increased.

"Hang up if you have nothing to do." Tokigi made a gesture to hang up.

The war cry over there stopped Shi An.

"Mr. Shi, I am responsible for writing the thesis for our team. The thesis has been completed today. Do you think you have time to guide me?"

This is a serious matter. What each participating team has to bring to the competition is not only a plan, but also products and papers that can be supported by data. Each participating team has a clear division of labor. Zhan Ming is assigned to write papers, and Shi An also Not surprisingly.

Zhan Ming's academic report card is indeed good, he has received a scholarship for two semesters in a row, and almost all the teachers of the required courses have returned to the office to praise him.

"Send me your email, and I'll fix it."

Shi An still dealt with it coldly, and then hung up the phone without waiting for Zhan Ming to call him again.

Yan Feilan found that Shi An seemed to be even more unhappy. He guessed who made the call, it should be the student who sent flowers to Shi An in the morning.

No evidence, just a hunch, because only people who like someone can pester like this, like him.

How many times did the teacher tell him to change his seat to the side of the podium when he was in school, but he never moved once, from being assigned to the same class with Shi An to graduating from university, Yan Feilan was always sitting at the back table of Shi An .

It is also now, Yan Feilan has many choices, he can take the money Shi An gave him to temporarily rent a house, slowly save up the money and return it to Shi An, but he doesn't, just for his own little bit of psychology Selfishness just stayed at Shi An's house.

So did the bouquet this morning.

Yan Feilan was not happy, he thought it was good at that time, but when he walked out of Shi An's house, no matter how he thought about it, he felt bad, so he bought a little daisy for Shi An.

It's the same as Zhan Ming, Yan Feilan compares it in his heart, he feels that he and Zhan Ming are the same, both are pestering Shi An, but it's just because Shi An doesn't like Zhan Ming, he's just relying on Shi An now Kishi's liking is why he can be so unscrupulously entangled.

"What are you thinking about?" Shi An looked at Yan Feilan's expression, wondering what Yan Feilan was thinking.

Yan Feilan rolled up the garbage in his hand and shook his head, "I didn't think about anything." He glanced at the ice cream in Shi'an's hand and said, "Don't eat it, it's all melted."

"No." Shi An immediately protected the thing in his hand.

Melted is also good.

Even if it is melted, it is rare.

After all, Yan Feilan ate the whole ice cream along Shi An.

When the two got up, Yan Feilan asked him: "Aren't you happy?"

Shi An straddled the back seat of the battery car and asked, "Yan Feilan, you haven't seen someone you like suffer a loss, have you?"

Yan Feilan was left speechless by Shi An's question.

It's not that I was surprised by Shi An's words about the person I like, but I just want to tell Shi An that I met him, just two days ago.

He is also unhappy, even more unhappy than the current Shi An, but Shi An is powerless, and he is even more powerless.

At that time, seeing Shi An who was obviously pinched on the wine table, Shi An who couldn't drink and was still holding on, Yan Feilan wanted to rush in and smash the table surrounded by beasts in clothes, when Shi An walked around He clearly saw someone touching Shi An's leg.

"Let's go." Shi An hooked Yan Feilan.

No matter how difficult it is, we have to continue, and no matter how unhappy life is, we have to live.

You can't really quit after suffering a loss, Shi An thinks it's better to wait until the restaurant's affairs are all settled before telling Yan Feilan that he invested in his name.

Yan Feilan didn't say anything until dinner was over. Taking orders, picking up food, and delivering food were the same as before the episode. When he went downstairs, he could see the time when he was waiting for him in the back seat of the car with flowers in his arms. shore.

"Do you want to go home to eat tonight?" Shi An asked after Yan Feilan finished another order.

"Well, go home, we'll go home now."

Yan Feilan's voice was low, mixed with the wind whistling past his ears, Shi An felt itchy in his heart, he held Yan Feilan's waist with one hand, and held Yan Feilan's hand in the other hand. Lan sent him flowers.

He said us.

The word "we" is too attractive to Shi An, it's not you and me, it's not a separated relationship with no intersection, it's us, it's a connected relationship.

The beauty of the word "we" is far greater than "I love you" in Shi'an's heart.

Yan Feilan took Shi An home on an electric scooter, and when he parked downstairs, he saw the big bouquet of flowers standing guard next to the trash can.

"Why did you throw it away?" Yan Feilan looked at the flower and asked.

Tokigi took off his helmet, shook his messed up hair, and flicked it with his hands twice before saying nonchalantly, "I don't like it, so I threw it away."

Yan Feilan smiled and said, "You don't like this, so what do you like?"

Originally, it was just a casual question, but Shi An unexpectedly answered seriously. He raised the small bouquet of daisies in his hand, which was not enough to match the champagne roses, and said, "Here, I like this one."

Shi An put the helmet in the basket in front of Yan Feilan's car, and he withdrew his hand before asking Yan Feilan: "Can I still receive something like this in the future?"

Afraid that the answer he got would not be what he wanted, or that escaping would become a habit, Shi An seemed very chic, and entered the unit door very carelessly.

Yan Feilan stood on the spot and looked at Shi An's back, he was a little happy in his heart, this bunch of daisies was exchanged for those orders he ran yesterday.

When Tokishi likes it, he feels very happy.

Tomorrow, I will probably run more. Since Shi An likes it, I will give him another bundle tomorrow.

It is better to pester him with flowers than to hold back his supposedly happy life with empty hands.

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