lone bird

Shi An treated this bouquet of daisies too solemnly, Yan Feilan was busy cooking in the kitchen, he took a stool from the dining room and went to the master bedroom and study room for a while, and when he moved out the third time, he and Yan Fei Lan said hello.

"I'll go find something in the cabinet in your room." As if afraid of Yan Feilan's disagreement, Shi An added: "I'll go to the cabinet to find something, and I won't upset you."

The bedroom was given to Yan Feilan, so every inch of air in the room was occupied by Yan Feilan, Shi An would never move rashly.

But he didn't look like he was greeting Yan Feilan sincerely. Before Yan Feilan could say yes or no, he went into the room with a stool.

Yan Feilan didn't know what Shi An was doing, he wanted to ask, but when he walked out of the kitchen and looked at the vases already on the table, he understood what it meant.

Counting the vase on the cabinet in Yan Feilan's room, five vases were found at home by volunteers. There were originally four or five flower pots, but the little daisy didn't need a flower pot, and the vase and The flowerpots were all housewarming presents given to him by Mr. Li as his mother when he moved in. Mr. Li also pressed two peach blossoms for Shi An at the beginning, saying that it was good to grow flowers. Fresh.

Shi An didn't argue with Mr. Li, what kind of calculations Mr. Li had with those two peach blossoms, only Feifei later didn't know what was going on.

The flower is a good flower, but it's a pity that it was raised in Shi'an's house. For a person who can spend a week to feed the vigorous green radish that can live for a long time as long as there is water, what kind of vase is it not a waste?

On the day when all the flowers died, Shi An gritted his teeth and gave away all the flower pots behind Mr. Li's back in order to stop himself from harming the flowers again. He only kept these few vases. The florist picked some random flowers for himself, but since the vase was idle until today, nothing has been raised.

Teacher Li always asked Shi An if he bought flowers and continued to raise them, but Shi An always said that he was struggling to raise himself, and he still raised flowers.

The enthusiasm that was extinguished by life was completely ignited by a bouquet of daisies today.

Shi An put the dining room stool back to its original position, and he ran back to the living room without saying a word.

On the coffee table are those vases that almost became family heirlooms.

Shi An unpacked the little daisies, and inserted a bouquet of flowers in those vases again and again, all the vases were dusty, Shi An never inserted all the flowers in it.

He planned to wipe the vase clean, otherwise it would be difficult to get the flowers dirty.

After choosing for a long time, Shi An still couldn't choose a reason, the sound of a shovel touching the pot was already heard from the kitchen, probably Yan Feilan choked the pot with something, the house was very fragrant.

There is not only one person in this family, what's more, Yan Feilan bought the flowers. Shi An squatted in front of the coffee table and thought, strictly speaking, Yan Feilan should be regarded as the father of this bouquet of flowers. As an adoptive father, you still have to listen to your own father how to arrange for the children.

Shi An chose two vases that he liked but hesitated from among several vases, and carried them to the kitchen.

He arched the sliding door of the kitchen with his shoulders, and asked Yan Feilan with a vase in his hand, "Which one looks better than the bouquet you gave me?"

Yan Feilan just turned his head briefly. The things in the pot need to be stir-fried constantly. If it is a little mushy, the elated person standing at the door now will definitely pull his face off and won't touch the dish even a bite.

"It's all pretty."

Yan Feilan didn't perfunctory Shi An, it was the same as when Shi An forced him to do multiple-choice questions when he was in school, he either made a mistake on purpose, or thought that any one would do.

"Oh!" Shi An became impatient, and he raised his voice and asked again: "Yan Feilan! Let me ask you which one looks better!"

Yan Feilan hurriedly turned her head and said, "It's really pretty."

In Shi An's eyes, this is perfunctory, proper perfunctory.

He quit, broke into the kitchen with two vases, brought them to Yan Feilan and asked, "Which one looks better? Which one looks better for the bouquet you gave me?"

Yan Feilan looked at it carefully for a long time before saying: "Otherwise, you should keep holding that bouquet of flowers."

This is not perfunctory, any vase looks good, Shi An is the best.

Any vase is suitable for that bouquet of flowers, Shi An is the best match.

Shi An immediately kicked Yan Feilan's calf, Yan Feilan leaned forward unexpectedly, Shi An was not worried at all whether he would be in danger of falling into the pot.

Anyway, he wanted to understand why the young couple in the school gazebo were arguing endlessly that day.

These men!Too perfunctory!

Shi An is not forgiving.

Yan Feilan was busy serving vegetables, and was afraid that Shi An would be scalded, and wanted to tell Shi An to avoid him, but was afraid that Shi An would be even more unhappy if he heard it, so the words he used to say when he was going to school accidentally popped out of his mouth .

"Hey, my ancestors, any one is fine, really, both are good-looking, hurry up, make room for me, don't burn you."

Shi An mechanically moved two steps to the side, he blinked twice, his arms were sore from lifting the vase, he held the dusty vase in his arms, and stood there like a vase Looking at Yan Feilan who was serving the dishes.

In fact, Yan Feilan hasn't changed much compared to before.

When he said these words, Shi An still felt that it would be great if he could live with him and listen to him say such things for the rest of his life.

When Yan Feilan turned back to put the pot on, Shi An hugged the ashes in his arms.

He reached out and released the two vases from Shi An's arms, and walked out while saying: "I still hold them when they are all dusty, and when they get dirty, they will say that they can't be washed clean, and they will say that they smell like dust."

When he was a child, Shi An was hypocritical, so hypocritical that Yan Feilan really wanted to call a car of people to beat him up as a hypocrite.

Shi An stood there watching Yan Feilan go out carrying the vase, and then watched Yan Feilan walk in.

When Yan Feilan opened the door and broke in, Shi An was a little astonished, and he was a little at a loss in his surprised eyes.

"The wild goose flies."

"Ok?"

Shi An said selfishly and boldly: "Yan Feilan, don't get married, just live in my house like you are now."

The words were considered, but not deliberate.

Shi An felt that he was not only sick, but also very sick.

Yan Feilan didn't say anything, and he didn't do anything. He once thought in his heart to occupy the rest of Yan Feilan's life that belonged to that beautiful female teacher.

Yan Feilan looked at Shi An seriously, and he shook his head seriously: "No, I still want to get married."

Shi An didn't say anything, and walked out of the kitchen without even having time to choose an expression.

Yan Feilan knew that he had messed up again, and he knew that he had made Shi An sad, so he hit him on the mouth, gritted his teeth and scolded himself in his heart.

Shi An has expressed his feelings for him several times, just overnight, Yan Feilan did not follow the agreement with Shi An to sit until dawn and forget, Yan Feilan stayed up all night, opened his eyes until dawn, everything he thought in his heart It's Shi An's words.

He wanted to hug Shi'an, and of course he wanted to confess to Shi'an, but his life was too bad.

When the flamboyant bouquet was delivered to him this morning, Yan Feilan regretted it a bit. At that time, he could calmly tell himself that Shi An should be liked by better people, not him, but for Shi An When buying flowers, he seemed to have lost his mind.

At that time, Yan Feilan thought, Shi An liked him, and if Shi An could still say that he liked him under such circumstances, he probably wouldn't mind him for the past five years. Since Shi An didn't care, why did he Be mindful.

After buying the flowers and coming out of the flower shop, Yan Feilan's rationality returned instantly. Those who are worthy of such flowers should have a future like flowers.

But when Anan received the call at that time, Yan Feilan's mind bounced back like a spring.

This thought continued until Shi An asked him if he could not get married.

He blurted out Can't.

Yan Feilan wanted to get married, but in the sleepless nights he imagined his wedding with Shi An, there should be a wedding.

Shi An should be wearing a white suit and waiting for him to hold his hand, waiting for him to walk towards him step by step.

Those who want to get married, those who want to marry Shi An.

When everything gets better, the facts of the past five years are beyond his power to change, but Yan Feilan thinks that he can change the present at any rate, he wants to run takeaways first, save money little by little and start a small business If the restaurant can grow big, it will grow slowly. If it can't, at least his life will not be as gray as it is now.

Tokigishi should be matched with a colorful world.

In the end, the choice of the vase was just dictated by such a naive little game that was destined to end from the very beginning.

Shi An couldn't say he was angry, but he felt a little uncomfortable, and more than half of this discomfort was due to his own selfishness.

Yan Feilan was right, he had to get married.

After flushing the vase in the bathroom, Shi An returned to the bathroom with the vase in his hand. Teacher Shi did not think of wiping the flushed vase with a rag at all when his living standard was low. From the bathroom to the living room, water drops along the His trajectory left a trail of traces, which seemed to twinkle like lost stars on the milky white tiles of the evening.

Yan Feilan finished cooking and came out of the kitchen. He first went to the bathroom to get a mop to wipe off the water droplets on the floor. He sent the mop back and then returned to the living room. Shi An had already inserted the bouquet of daisies.

Shi An sent all the flowers and vases to Yan Feilan.

He asked Yan Feilan: "Does it look good?"

Yan Feilan looked at Shi An through the flowers, and said, "It's pretty."

Shi An put down the flowers in satisfaction, he nodded and said, "I think it looks pretty too."

Yan Feilan said sorry stuck in his throat and didn't know what to do, Shi An stood there looking down at the flowers without speaking or moving.

After a while, Yan Feilan said in a low voice, "I'm not getting married anymore."

Shi An raised his head, looked at Yan Feilan like a fool, and said, "What are you talking about, I'm just joking with you." He passed by Yan Feilan, raised his hand and patted Yan Feilan on the shoulder. Pai said: "Hurry up and eat."