lone bird

The bouquet of daisies fell into the vase, it stood quietly in the living room, and the two people eating in the dining room were also quiet, Shi An seemed to have no problems with picky eaters at all, no matter what was caught, it was It wasn't because of the ingredients he didn't like, he stuffed them all into his mouth.

Yan Feilan looked at Shi An eating in silence, and felt like a lemon tree grew in his heart.

"Eat slowly." Yan Feilan finally couldn't help it, and he added a glass of water to Shi An.

In the past, he seldom let Shi An drink water while eating, because his stomach was not good, if the rice was steamed hard and then he drank water while eating, Shi An's delicate stomach would torment Shi An.

Shi An didn't raise his head and let out a "hmm".

About Yan Feilan knot.Yu Yan Yu Yan.Regarding the matter of not getting married at the age of [-], Shi An admitted that he was abrupt and rude. He found that since Yan Feilan moved into his house, his life, his life began to get out of control.

The sentence I like you that has been pressed in my heart for so many years, I used to look forward and backward, there were so many opportunities to say it, but I couldn’t say it, but now I tell Yan Feilan over and over again, invisibly again and again Put pressure on Yan Feilan.

So is his life.

From the people's teacher who has never spoken to the students loudly, to the half-assed "thugs" who gather thugs to fight in groups, there is only a wild goose flying between them.

Yan Feilan added a rib to Shi An.

Shi An quickly spat out a piece of clean bone into the plate, he nodded and said, "It's delicious."

He was obviously being praised, but Yan Feilan couldn't be happy in his heart. He switched the ribs and the vegetable in front of Shi An, silently wanting Shi An to eat more.

Shi An was unhappy, Yan Feilan knew it.

Yan Feilan was also not happy, but Shi An didn't know.

Until Shi An wiped his mouth with a piece of paper after eating, Yan Feilan didn't eat a single bite.

When Shi An got up to leave, Yan Feilan put away the bowls and chopsticks, and when Shi An was about to leave the restaurant, Yan Feilan said: "There is no one who wants to come back."

This can be regarded as Yan Feilan's confession. Shi An confessed to Yan Feilan countless times in just one night, whether he was calm or crazy, in short, I like you in that sentence, Yan Feilan, I like you, no No response.

Yan Feilan's silence, Yan Feilan's good night, and when he went out and came back in the morning, he found an excuse to have breakfast with him, all of which were Yan Feilan's responses.

He wondered if Shi An could understand what he said to Teacher Li at Shi's house that day.

Someone I like is a teacher.

Yan Feilan lied that day, the teacher he liked was not a teacher who worked outside the city at all, that teacher was from Baijiang, and Yan Feilan was having dinner with him at the moment.

Because I like it so much, I don't want to drag him down at all.

It was like that when I was in school.

Yan Feilan couldn't figure out when he fell in love with Shi'an. At the beginning, he felt that this new classmate sitting at his front desk looked really annoying, and that boring teacher, what kind of mutual assistance did he do? The small group not only delays his sleep time but also delays the independent study time of his good classmates.

Especially when classmate Shi An was chasing after him with a workbook and calling him to do the questions, Yan Feilan knocked over a boatload of people with a stick at that moment. In his eyes, everyone who studied well was disgusting!

But later Shi An seemed to be less annoying. Under the shade of a tree, there was a low wooden table with two dusty elm coins on it. The shade of the tree hid the boy sitting at the table. He was dressed in clean black and white casual clothes and looked completely different from the boy in gray short sleeves who came over with a plate.

He is the morning star before nightfall.

It is a flower that blooms in late spring.

To keep shining, to keep blooming.

Shi An had already reached the door, he turned around and asked Yan Feilan, "What did you say?"

Yan Feilan lowered his shoulders, he sat on a chair and looked up at Shi An, Shi An was backed by the light, behind him was the setting sun reflected into the room, a soft light surrounded his figure.

"I said." Yan Feilan repeated: "There is no one who wants to come back, and I don't have anyone who wants to marry in a short time."

Shi An quickly digested the two words of Yan Feilan, he couldn't figure it out.

Yan Feilan understood Shi An's doubts, as if he knew Shi An liked him a long time ago.

Because I know, I can only pretend not to know.

The desks of good students are always clean, and as long as there is such a piece of paper, it looks extremely suspicious. The teenage Yan Feilan shook the piece of paper while he was away with the idea of ​​grabbing the bully. paper ball.

The handwriting is beautiful, the clouds are flowing, and the wrinkles of the paper have damaged half of the hazy crush in adolescence.

——Yan Feilan, hello.

I'm Shi An, the classmate sitting at your front desk, you know me, right?

These two lines of words do not seem to belong to the doctor of traditional Chinese medicine of the person who wrote this note, and the black handwriting is scribbled out, which is doomed to be a piece of waste paper that will never be sent out.

——Yan Feilan, hello.

I am Shi An, I like you.

Probably because I thought it was too straightforward, these two lines were crossed out like the above two lines.

——Yan Feilan, hello.

I'm Shi An, may I ask if you have someone you like?Excuse me, have you talked about your girlfriend?If not, would you mind trying it out with me?Although I am a boy, I can teach you to do math problems. I promise not to delay your study. I will take you to make progress together. Yan Feilan, it doesn’t matter if you don’t like me, but can you please don’t hate me? I?

This short paragraph still doesn't look satisfactory, "It doesn't matter if you don't like me" was crossed out forcefully, but the strokes were not very strict.

A few words were scrawled on the remaining half of the paper—very relevant! ! !

The three exclamation marks can fully show the attitude of the person who wrote the note towards Yan Feilan not liking him.

Hearing a classmate named Shi An at the door, half of his body was lying on his desk, and the "thief" who reached out to get the exercise book on the front desk, guiltily rolled the paper ball back into its original shape and put it back on the desk. inside.

He took the exercise book he wanted and spread it out on his desk. The handwriting on it was as beautiful as the handwriting on the uneven paper ball.

"Yan Feilan! The teacher said not to copy homework! You write it yourself! Ask me if you don't know how to do it!"

A person with good handwriting has a bad temper. It can be seen that the saying that handwriting is like a person is not completely correct.

Yan Feilan raised his head and made a face at the boy who rolled his eyes at him.

That phrase was heard a long time ago.

The sun was just right that day, the classroom was noisy, and everything looked beautiful.

"Shi An, I'm not capable of loving anyone right now." Yan Feilan's gaze has long since lost the childishness and freedom of the past.

There are too many burdens on him, and every step forward is difficult for him.

Of course, Yan Feilan wanted Shi An to attend in his future, but now it seemed that his future was in a bad state, how could he drag Shi An into such a time.

Shi An didn't know if he really understood, or if he was perfunctory to Yan Feilan, he nodded slightly and gave Yan Feilan a smile: "Okay, I understand."

Going back to the living room, Shi An sat on the sofa and fiddled with the words in the vase.

Shi An felt that this flower was a bit pitiful, and it had been being played with since it was in his hand.

Yan Feilan cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks, watching the detergent bubble up in the sink, as if something swelled up in his heart, and gradually, it filled the small place, blocking the geese. Feilan felt as if she was struggling to breathe.

From this day on, Tokigishi seemed to start to retreat.

He no longer sat in the back seat of Yan Feilan to accompany Yan Feilan to deliver food, he would rather reply to Zhan Ming's news all day at home alone, and would rather reread the movie he had never heard of at home over and over again. Movies I've seen.

Why can't you love someone?

Why can't we be together?

Shi An wanted to ask the director of the movie, and he also wanted to ask Yan Feilan.

That bouquet of daisies has been blooming for a long time, and there is no fresh bouquet to replace it, and Shi An is not willing to throw it away.

Hitting the Enter key, Shi An sent his revised thesis to Zhan Ming for him to sort out and correct mistakes. There was a password input sound at the door, and Shi An just came out of the study to pour water for himself.

Yan Feilan took off his shoes and entered the door, Shi An tilted his head, and the two happened to look at each other through the mirror.

"came back?"

"Ah."

The relationship between the two people seems to be a little distant, as if separated by a line, on one side of the Shi'an line, Yan Feilan guards the other side, no one crosses, it seems very well-behaved.

"Wait a minute." Yan Feilan stopped Shi An who was about to go back to the study. He knew that Shi An was busy recently, and he heard about it during dinner. After Shi An started school, there seemed to be some kind of competition or lecture. On a business trip, Tokigi has been busy with these things recently.

He was so busy that Yan Feilan was in the study when he got up and went out in the morning, and he was still in the study when Yan Feilan came back, and he returned to the study immediately after eating.

A bouquet of dried flowers full of baby's breath was handed to Shi An.

Tokigi didn't know why and looked at Yan Feilan.

"The flower won't wither."

Yan Feilan wanted to buy it a long time ago, but he just got free today. The platform has been extremely busy sending out orders for a while, and his breakfast time in the morning has been compressed to 10 minutes, and he has to go back in time for dinner at night. Cooking, when passing by the flower shop, I wanted to buy it, and just stepped on the steps to the door, there was a new order. Today, he closed the order delivery platform early, and plunged into the flower shop to choose a bunch of flowers that would not wither. Buy it and send it back time shore.

He went to the bathroom to take a shower, and said to Shi An before closing the door: "Don't drink water, I'll be eating in a while, and now I'm full after drinking water for a while and say I'm not hungry."

Shi An looked at him, just oh, he walked to the living room, put the water glass on the coffee table, put down the bunch of baby's breath, he was finally willing to take out the blooming daisies from the vase and throw them into the trash can.

The dried flowers don't need to be sorted, Shi An inserted the flowers, he was in a great mood, and completely forgot that he was about to start school and go to work.

Yan Feilan hadn't finished taking a shower when Shi An was called back to the study by the ringtone of the WeChat voice call.

It was the group call initiated by the group of students he led the competition. Shi An sat in front of the computer and pressed the answer button, wearing earphones. After a hello, all the students who participated in the call knew that Teacher Shi's mood had changed.

"Old time, we are all back!"

There was a little excitement in the boy's voice that didn't seem like school was about to start.

Shi An rubbed his forehead, thinking that after school started, he would have to face this group of students who would not change for a carload of monkeys, he felt that one head was two big.

"Still so excited that school is about to start?" Tokigi asked.

"Of course I'm excited! I'm excited when I think that I will see our handsome and suave Mr. Shi soon!"

These kids are always sweet.

"What's the matter with the phone call? You also made a group voice call. Is there something wrong with your papers and materials?" Shi An's tone was not fast or slow, and the ending sound rose slightly.

"It's nothing! We're just thinking that school won't start the day after tomorrow, and our competition is coming soon, why don't we have a meal together tomorrow night? Let's just treat it as if no one can do it and I'll do my best!"

No one is good, I am the best, this is the name given to the participating team by these students, the students voted unanimously, and the teacher who led the team was defeated by a weak force of one vote.

Shi An doesn't like socializing, not only with leaders, but also with students.

"Forget it, you go, I, an old man, will not mix with you."