lone bird

Two cases of beer and a bottle of beer were served first.

Shi An raised his eyebrows, his eyes swept around, and sure enough, this group of brats came here to drink.

"Hey hey hey." Shi An tapped the table twice with his fingers, and asked after attracting the attention of the whole table: "What's going on? Didn't you say you don't drink? How about lying to me? What are these?"

A boy at the table bared his neat teeth and laughed. He is the main player in this competition. He is usually a good student and cheerful. He has the closest relationship with Shi An, "When we were old, we were all adults. If you don’t drink alcohol, then it can be called a party! Besides, we are doing it for ourselves today! Then there is no reason to do it with juice.”

"That's right." The classmates around him began to boo again, "We are all adults now, let's do something that adults should do."

Shi An felt helpless, the children in this circle were only sophomores, and the oldest was only 22 years old. As an adult, the age of becoming a fart has crossed the threshold of eighteen, and the mentality may not be as good as eighteen. big.

But young people always seem to be like this. When they stand in their youth, they can’t wait to leave the sun that can make their backs sweaty, but when they walk into the shade of the society, they always look back. The sun that can no longer catch up with them.

They were like this, and Shi An was like this back then.

Just grow up.

Just grow up.

But only when you grow up do you know that growing up is not good at all.

Shi An fingered the students one by one, then shook his head and said, "You guys, one by one."

The wine was all on the top, and when it was poured into Shi'an's cup, Shi'an couldn't easily put his hand on the rim of the cup. Fortunately, this group of children knew how to restrain themselves, and they poured beer for Shi'an.

Shi An thought that he would drink two less drinks with everyone and eat a few mouthfuls of food, so he would find an excuse to run away, and go home and eat something with Yan Feilan, wouldn't it be better than sitting here guarding a table of unrecognizable food fragrant?

The topics among everyone are as easy as ever, from which level of scholarship you got last semester, to which courses in the next semester you need to occupy the front row in advance, to the next competition, the competition among peers Like a magnet, there is always a steady stream of topics.

In fact, Kishi liked to be in contact with these children, so that he could look a little more energetic and lively.

Everyone doesn't force Shi'an to chat. When Shi'an hears a topic he likes, he will intervene in a timely manner when he can talk about a few topics. No one is forcing him to drink, and no one talks about unpopular topics. Kishi felt as if the sun was shining on him again.

The table was bustling with people, Shi An glanced at the time with his mobile phone, but caught a glimpse of the message Yan Feilan sent him. It was a picture message, and the lock screen interface could not be previewed. Shi An took the phone and did not hide it. Go under the table and look at it openly.

In the picture is a doll pendant, the size is just right for hanging on the rearview mirror of the car. The doll looks like it was mass-produced in the factory. The stitches are dense and cute. It looks better than the thing hanging on his rearview mirror now. thousands of miles.

Yan Feilan added another message.

[There are new ones. 】

Shi An's chuckle seemed so unclear in the hot chat of everyone, with a smile on the end of his eyes, he typed a line of words on the keyboard with his fingers and then pressed send.

[Then replace the old one, don’t throw it away, just put it in the empty space next to the ashtray. 】

Putting the phone upside down on the table, Shi An picked up the cup and wanted to take a sip, but from the corner of his eye, he saw Zhan Ming who had been beside him seemed to be staring at him.

Shi An is uncomfortable. No matter who it is, there must always be a line between people. There is a line between him and Yan Feilan, let alone Zhan Ming, but Zhan Ming crossed the line, even if Even after being rejected, his crossing the line still hasn't stopped and seems to be getting worse.

Zhan Ming's gaze was very straightforward, not only Shi An saw it, but also the classmates at the table, but no one noticed Shi An's unhappiness, and everyone consciously stopped looking at the two of them. A table gave Zhan Ming a quiet space.

"What are you looking at?" Shi An turned his head to meet Zhan Ming's gaze, and he asked, "Is there something on Teacher's face?"

Shi An deliberately emphasizes the word teacher every time he talks to Zhan Ming.

Since Zhan Ming can't see that line, then he wants you to take the trouble to draw that line more strikingly again and again.

Zhan Ming didn't speak, he turned his head and didn't look at Shi An anymore.

Tokigi wanted to leave.

Can't wait to go back and see that new pendant.

"Come on! Old Shi! Let's have a drink together." The student called Shi An.

Tokigi raised his glass according to his words.

In less than an hour, Shi An had already drank five bottles with the group of children, and if he drank it home, someone would be upset.

Yan Feilan never gets angry, no matter how unhappy he is, he is just bored in his heart, and his face is calmly written with displeasure, and he will not ignore people, and the words he speaks always feel like they are pulled together from three or nine days. of.

Tokigi didn't want to make fun of himself.

"You guys drink, I'll go to the bathroom." When Shi An got up, he took his mobile phone, he was going out to call Yan Feilan, and asked where he was, and if he could stop by and buy a chicken chop that he likes to eat and then Come and take him home.

Kishi was about to make a phone call the moment he stepped out of the box.

As soon as the phone was dialed, someone pulled his wrist.

"Zhan Ming, what are you doing? Let go!"

"Hello? Tokigi? What's the matter?"

Yan Feilan's voice came from the mobile phone attached to his ear.

Shi An glanced at Zhan Ming and then quickly said to Yan Feilan: "Let's talk about it later, I have something to do here."

There are waiters walking around serving food in the corridor. People are descending from the elevator. They seem to be here for a family reunion. The distance between the two sides is not too far. If Shi An speaks louder, he can attract the attention of everyone in the corridor. This is so ugly.

Zhan Ming drank a lot, he blushed from his face to his neck, and he took Shi An's hand with a lot of strength.

"Shi An, talk to me." Zhan Ming was calm when he spoke.

Shi An wanted to have a good chat with Zhan Ming from the day Zhan Ming said he liked him. Teacher Shi has always been good at reasoning and empathizing.

He didn't know if today was a good time, but it was better than dragging Zhan Ming to the office at school and letting him stand for a training session.

"Let go and I'll talk to you." When Shi An looked at Zhan Ming, his eyes were not as gentle as when he used to look at students. He knew that standing in front of him was not his obedient and well-behaved student, but just a entangled suitor That's all.

Zhan Ming let go, and he turned to leave.

Shi An asked, "Where are you going?"

"Don't you want to chat? Find a place where no one is around." Zhan Ming looked Shi An up and down and asked with a glance: "Or does Teacher Shi want to stand here and let everyone who comes and goes know that Teacher Shi is gay?"

Tokigi doesn't mind this, what shame is homosexuality?What's more, does anyone who comes and goes here know who he is?Even if you know it, so what, everyone is busy singing the scripture in their hands, who cares how other people's wooden fish beats.

"I don't think you really want to talk, don't waste my time." Shi An was choosing between going around Zhan Ming to the bathroom or turning back to the private room.

Zhan Ming grabbed Shi An's shoulder when he was about to leave, and he pushed him against the wall with a little force.

He stared into Shi An's eyes and asked: "Why did you come by yourself? Didn't I say that I will pick you up? Teacher Shi, I waited downstairs for half an hour at your house. Did you come here by yourself? Or did someone send you off?" ? Who sent you the message on your phone just now? Is it the delivery guy from last time?"

Zhan Ming didn't look like he wanted to chat, but he was questioning Shi An.

The distance between the two has exceeded Shi An's tolerance, Shi An looked at Zhan Ming and said, "Zhan Ming, you are too close to me."

Not only the current distance.

There was only one step between the two, and Zhan Ming snorted, and he asked Shi An: "You don't feel comfortable with me being close to you? Then who do you want to get close to you? That delivery guy that day? Teacher Shi, do you still want me to tell you?" How many times have I liked you?"

It doesn't make sense.

Shi An secretly shook his head in his heart.

Does it mean that if you like it, you will definitely get an affirmative answer?

He can tell Zhanming, not necessarily.

"Zhan Ming, I've said it many times. The relationship between us is just a teacher-student relationship. It was in the past, it is now, and it will be in the future. Today is the last time. From now on, I hope you can keep the line between us. I don't like your cross-line behavior very much, your behavior has caused me great trouble, I hope you can respect me, and I hope you can respect yourself."

Shi An's face was gentle, even if he frowned now, there was no trace of viciousness.

Zhan Ming held Shi An's shoulder, getting closer and closer, he asked Shi An: "What if I don't?"

This gesture was too much like kissing, Shi Kishi raised his hand and waved Zhan Ming's hand on his shoulder, he didn't fight Zhan Ming because of their identities.

"Shi An!" Zhan Ming gritted his teeth and called Shi An, and put his hand on Shi An's shoulder again. He asked, "Where is my difference? Tell me where I am?"

Zhan Ming raised his voice, and everyone passing by in the corridor was looking this way. Shi An didn't mind that everyone knew he was gay, but that didn't mean Shi An didn't mind being ashamed.

"Zhan Ming, let go, get out of the way."

Shi An was still confronting Zhan Ming, and the atmosphere between the two seemed to have dropped to freezing point.

Zhan Ming wanted to say something, but a voice rushed to speak before him.

"Shi An, is it over? I'll take you home."

Yan Feilan was standing a few steps away from the two of them. He watched Shi An talk to Shi An, completely shielding the person standing in front of Shi An.

"Can we go?" Yan Feilan asked Shi An again.

Shi An nodded and said, "Yes."

"Who said it's okay?" Zhan Mingfa stared at Yan Feilan fiercely, and he asked, "You came to pick Shi'an home? What are you?"

Yan Feilan took a deep breath, stepped forward in two steps, his eyes fell on Zhan Ming's hand on Shi An's shoulder, and he asked, "What did you just say?"

"I said," Zhan Ming said harshly, "what are you!"