lone bird

Yan Feilan's hands were not weak, he snapped back the fingers holding Zhan Ming violently, Zhan Ming had no time to react, his wrist was folded back with Yan Feilan's strength, and after exclaiming, he lifted the other hand. One hand made a gesture to hit Yan Feilan, but Yan Feilan's eyes were sharp and his hand quickly grabbed Zhan Ming's other hand.

"I don't count anything." Yan Feilan stared at Zhan Ming with a calm expression, and asked in a low voice: "After all, he is a person who has received higher education, why can't he even understand other people's faces? Others are easy to talk about and discuss." If you refuse to understand, do you have to make trouble like this? Don’t you feel ashamed? Huh? High-achieving student?”

Zhan Ming bared his teeth. All the waiters in the past looked this way. This was obviously a personal grievance. How could the waiter with the dishes in his hand dare to rush forward to help? Everyone just passed by with the mentality of watching the fun. became him.

Shi An is too gentle, and his bottom line is low enough to tolerate everything. Even if he doesn't like him, he can bite the bullet and give the other party some face. He always wants to leave a way for others, and leave a way for himself, and be his own way When he was blocked, he was still thinking about other people's problems.

"Let go!" Zhan Ming asked instinctively.

But Yan Feilan may not be able to meet his request.

"Don't be like a fly, you have to know how to stay away when others wave your hand." Yan Feilan's tone was flat, as if he was trying to reason with his ignorant younger brother, "Stay away from the shore of time, your Don't put this paw on Shi An again, it will be more than that next time."

"Security!" Zhan Ming called out.

It was the students in the room who heard the sound before the security guard.

When everyone opened the door and came out, Yan Feilan had already let go, and he took Shi An's wrist instead, and walked away without looking back.

Yan Feilan suppressed his anger. When he got off the elevator, he saw Shi An being blocked by the student in a very oppressive posture. The line was crossed in that instant, just because of the obvious unhappiness on Shi An's face.

Shi An staggered and followed Yan Feilan to the elevator.

Yan Feilan still didn't say a word, and he didn't let go of Shi An's hand. Shi An wanted to speak, but he was afraid that Yan Feilan would let go if he opened his mouth.

Even though it hurts a bit, she still wants to be held by Yan Feilan.

The pain in the wrist bone became more and more obvious, and Shi An was dragged by Yan Feilan out of the elevator.

Yan Feilan didn't let go until the two got into the car.

Sitting in the car, Yan Feilan didn't start the car immediately. He put his hands on the steering wheel, and his eyes fell on the outside of the windshield. He let out a breath slowly, and then reached out and pressed the start button.

Yan Feilan was angry.

Not only angry with Zhanming, but also angry with himself.

Shi An sat on the co-pilot holding the wrist that was pinched red by Yan Feilan. The old pendant on the rearview mirror had been taken off and replaced with the doll pendant in the picture message he just received. The boss put a smile on his face Well, that looks kind of silly.

He opened his mouth and wanted to say something twice, but he didn't say a word.

Yan Feilan didn't speak either.

The silence in the car seemed to be suffocating.

"sorry."

After a long time, Yan Feilan finally squeezed out three words, and he caught a glimpse of Shi An's flushed wrist from the corner of his eye.

He asked again, "Did it hurt you?"

Shi An shook his head: "No."

Yan Feilan was angry, and the anger still persisted.

Shi An's tail was really going to go up to the sky. If Yan Feilan only regarded him as a friend, according to Yan Feilan's temper, he would not have rushed forward just now and even raised his hand in public, so Not just friends.

The question that swelled in Shi An's mind seemed to have been answered in the affirmative.

The two of them didn't say a word during the journey, until Yan Feilan stopped the car when getting out of the car, and when Shi An was about to get out of the car, he heard him say: "The chicken is on the back seat."

Tokigi reached out and fished a plastic bag from the back seat.

Yan Feilan was too real. When Shi An said he wanted to eat, he bought a lot of them in a daze. That bag of chicken chops was very heavy in his hand.

"Why did you buy so much?" Shi An got off the car and walked behind Yan Feilan.

Yan Feilan's pace was originally fast, but today he seemed to be slowing down on purpose to wait for Teacher Shi behind him who was only busy eating chicken chops from the bag.

Shi An's thoughts were not all on the chicken chops, he stared at Yan Feilan's back, and had a great plan in his mind.

In the afternoon, he not only chatted with Shen Qi about the restaurant, but also about the flying wild geese.

There is no such thing as unworthy.

Tokigi likes it, that's the top match.

Yan Feilan stood at the door and entered the password, and the two entered the room one after the other to change their shoes.

Yan Feilan walked into the house and asked Shi An: "Do you want to eat something other than chicken chops?"

Shi An didn't think about eating at all, he didn't even change his shoes.

Yan Feilan only rolled up his sleeves, and he still didn't reconcile, neither with the rude Zhan Ming nor with his impulsive self.

When he saw Zhan Ming's hand on Shi An's shoulder, Yan Feilan's rationality was not as clear as when he went to the leader's private room to find Shi An that day, at least he could still think about what to do at that time It won't make Shi An lose face, what should be done so that Shi An won't make it difficult for Shi An in front of these people in the future.

Because he didn't know what to do, Yan Feilan chose to just stand there. He knew that Shi An would help him say what he couldn't say, and he just wanted to pick Shi An home.

But today is different, when Yan Feilan saw Zhan Ming's hand, he thought of Shi An's hand that crossed the line in the last wine game.

The reckless impulse does not know what kind of trouble it will bring to Shi An.

"Why don't you come in?" Yan Feilan walked a few steps into the house, and when he turned back, Shi An was still standing there, holding the bag of chicken chops in his hand, in a daze, wondering what he was thinking again.

"The wild goose flies."

"Ah."

Shi An's hand holding the bag tightened suddenly.

Nothing is impossible to love.

Yan Feilan is a very good Yan Feilan, even better than Shi An, whether it was Yan Feilan who helped Shi An drive away the flying insects on his shoulders under the shade of the tree, or Yan Feilan who helped Shi An drive away the flying insects on his shoulders five years ago The Yan Feilan who ruined his future by Shi An is still the calm and ruthless Yan Feilan today. The Yan Feilan who has been standing by Shi An's side for more than ten years is the best Yan Feilan.

Shi An likes Yan Feilan, no matter what kind of Yan Feilan, Shi An likes it very much.

So it's a good match.

Yan Feilan's present and future are not bad, because there will always be Shi An in those days,

"You like me, right?"

The problem of the time and shore is like a depth bomb. When it is thrown into the lake, it is as light as a stone. It slowly sinks, and there are only circles of ripples on the water surface. The sparkling light seems to reflect the past ten years. During the many times that the two of them missed, when it sank to the bottom, there was a huge water flow after the silent eruption, and the impact was so strong that Yan Feilan didn't know how to respond.

During the silence, Tokigi thought to himself mockingly, as if being too brave is not a good thing.

There seemed to be some embarrassment between the two of them now, and he seemed to have to do something to make this embarrassment go away.

The water flow was attracted by the gravity of the earth, and it smashed back to the lake surface heavily, and the water droplets smashed countless potholes on the water surface one after another.

Shi An put on his shoes and entered the house, walked up to Yan Feilan in a few steps, and put his arms around Yan Feilan's waist.

Anyway, it's already embarrassing, and it won't be awkward for a while, so it's better to make the scene even more embarrassing.

There are some words that Shi An endured for more than ten years, but he could still bear it forever. He originally planned to take it to the coffin, but it was Yan Feilan who recruited him first, and it was Yan Feilan who told him first that he didn't want to come back. It was Yan Feilan who gave him flowers first.

Shi An thought in his heart, even the embarrassment now is not his fault.

All blame Yan Feilan.

Shi An didn't dare to look at Yan Feilan, he was afraid that he wouldn't know what to say when he looked into Yan Feilan's eyes.

Wrapping his hands around Yan Feilan's waist, Shi An had practiced this movement countless times in his dreams. Yan Feilan couldn't push him away in this posture, so he could only stand here obediently and listen to his speech.

"Yan Feilan, I may have said it many times, but I never said it all." Shi An felt as if his heart was about to jump out of his chest, he couldn't hear Yan Feilan's heartbeat, he didn't know Is Yan Feilan as nervous as him? He only knows that his palms are already covered with sweat.

"I like you, not what kind of you you are, but I like you no matter what kind of you you are."

Yan Feilan is a bird, one of its wings has been stained with rain, it has not been dried by the sun, and its whole body is wet and even covered with a little dirt. After five years, he has no friends and his whole body is dirty. The bird is still a lone bird.

There is a picturesque shore.

He knew he shouldn't be polluted, shouldn't be polluted, but that was his only stop.

The lone bird loves the shore, and has reached the point of selfishness.

Knowing that it was not good for him, knowing that he had caused too much trouble, but he still did it for his own selfish desires, to satisfy his secret love that had flourished in his heart for many years, and for his longing that he could not express and did not dare to express for a long time.

He stood there, wanting the sun to dry him off quickly.

"It doesn't matter if we are not together, as long as you like me." Shi An said one sentence after another, without giving Yan Feilan any chance to deny him, "I know what you are worried about, don't be afraid, everything will be fine. "

After Shi An finished speaking, he didn't let go.

Yan Feilan's eyes fell on the watch on the wall.

The second hand went round and round.

He seemed to have something to say.

But what can be said.

"Ah."

Yan Feilan's answer was as simple as his math paper for the final exam, all steps were omitted and only one answer was written.

I don't know if this "um" is the answer to Shi An's question about whether he likes him, or Shi An's last sentence that everything will be better.

Shi An hugged Yan Feilan for a long time, but Yan Feilan didn't push him away.

Tokigi could just see out the window.

The sun sets in early autumn, and the cloud reflected on the window is as soft as a person's heart.

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Be brave and rest assured!