lone bird

When they were in school, Shi An and Yan Feilan were the last people who should not be friends, but they were best friends. Shi An had seen Yan Feilan accept a girl's chocolate, and heard Yan Feilan report a girl The class number of his friend, but he had never seen Yan Feilan holding hands with other girls. He had been curious since he was in school, what kind of person Yan Feilan would like.

Just as curious today.

"Yan Feilan." When Shi An called Yan Feilan's name, his tone always sounded flat, but only Shi An knew the hidden emotions hidden in it that were hidden from outsiders.

Because I like it so much, I have to pretend to be as calm and calm as everyone else every time I call his name. The excitement and joy can only be left alone in the night when the moon is not shining through. Wait slowly to dissipate.

Yan Feilan raised his head and asked Shi An: "What's wrong?"

Shi An rarely had the opportunity to look at Yan Feilan condescendingly. He found that Yan Feilan should have the 360-degree face with no dead ends as mentioned on the Internet. No matter how you look at it, no matter whether the face is fat or thin, he always I will be moved for him.

"What kind of person do you like?" Shi An asked abruptly.

After hearing the question, Yan Feilan lowered his head and continued to tidy up the refrigerator. It wasn't that he didn't answer Shi An, but that he didn't know how to say the answer.

"Ask you." Shi An kicked the discarded garbage bag that Yan Feilan had brought out with his toes, and the clattering sound was a timer for Yan Feilan, "Why, is it possible that you already have someone you like? Now You also got into the coquettish thing with me, hurry up and talk about it, what kind of person do you like, or what kind of person is that?"

Yan Feilan was still silent, Shi An squatted beside him, bumping into him like a tumbler.

Shi An discovered that people are really strange.

It's like how I always like to use my tongue to push the mouth after a mouth ulcer. I know it will hurt but I can't help but push it.

Knowing that the answer will always be like a pot of cold water poured down in three or nine days to him no matter why, but he still wants to know.

Even if there is no chance to be together, even if sooner or later they will part ways, but he just wants to know what kind of person Yan Feilan will find to stand by his side in the future, and he wants to know what kind of person he should envy.

"Say it." Shi An kept asking.

Yan Feilan's temper is much better than before. If Shi'an dared to make such a fuss in the past, he would definitely throw him out of the door with his collar, but now he just let Shi'an make trouble.

After the last layer of frost was cleared, Yan Feilan said, "I have someone I like."

Shi An's movements stopped, and the distance between the two was only a punch. The distance between the two punches was like a refrigerator door that was not closed tightly. Shi An was also frozen.

"Hahaha." Shi An's dry laugh sounded particularly unpleasant, he still squatted on the spot, and said, "That's pretty good, when did it happen? Why didn't I hear you say it?"

Yan Feilan felt very uncomfortable listening to Shi An's smile. He stood up as if nothing had happened, picked up all the garbage on the ground and threw it into the trash can. He was going to find a bigger garbage bag and put all the garbage together in the By the door, easy to take away when you go out.

"It's been a long time." Yan Feilan said while flipping through the garbage bags.

Shi An was still squatting there, the refrigerator door had been closed by Yan Feilan, the smooth surface reflected the stiff and ugly smile on his face, he suppressed his smile almost instantly, and asked in his heart: "You just used this Is that expression smiling at him? It’s better not to smile.”

"What about her?" Shi An stared at himself reflected by the refrigerator door, opened and closed his lips, and worked hard to make a sharp knife for himself, "Has she visited you in recent years?"

Yan Feilan said before walking out of the kitchen, "Yes."

Tokigi suddenly felt relieved that he had been rejected 59 visits.

When Yan Feilan first entered, Shi An knew that there was only one chance to visit each month, and each time was only half an hour to an hour.

It turned out that there was a reason for not seeing him.

Shi An was a little sad.

But for a total of five years, a total of sixty months, why didn't he even want to allocate one meeting to his best "friend"?

But Shi An felt a little lucky again.

Fortunately, there are people who love Yan Feilan, and fortunately, Yan Feilan didn't push him away just because he has a criminal record like a weakling.

Tokigi began to use his imagination freely, thinking about what kind of girl that would be.

It must be gentle and gentle, with long black hair and beautiful eyes.

When Yan Feilan was asked about his sister-in-law's class when he was in school, Shi An went to observe at the gate of the class he applied for, and stayed for three days in a row. With his little understanding, the class flower in that class is like this .

In spring, that girl should wear a white dress to meet Yan Feilan.

In summer, I should wear a floral skirt to meet him.

What about autumn?Will they wear high ponytails, autumn shirts and short boots like those girls in their school?

In winter, girls should bring a snowflake outside to show Yan Feilan, right?

Year after year, where is that girl now, and why didn't she go to pick up Yan Feilan today?

"What are you thinking about?" Yan Feilan came back and saw Shi'an was still squatting there, he reached out to help Shi'an: "What are you still squatting here, aren't your legs numb?"

Shi An followed Yan Feilan's strength and got up, just as he was about to say no, Yan Feilan's hand just let go, and he tilted without warning. Supporting Shi An, Shi An leaned half of his body in Yan Feilan's arms.

Neither of them moved until Shi An gasped and said, "It's numb."

Yan Feilan sighed, as if helpless against Shi An's never-ending childishness, he strengthened Shi An's hand, and said, "Say sooner if you're numb!"

Shi An turned his head and glared at Yan Feilan: "Then you know that I will numb you and still let go?"

Yan Feilan: "..."

Shi An was not always like this before, most of the quarrels between him and Yan Feilan were won by Yan Feilan, and Shi An usually turned red and white in anger, then frowned and said fiercely: Yan Feilan, Whoever we are talking to is the dog.

In less than two classes, Yan Feilan came barking.

No way, high school mathematics can make all hard-backed people learn to bow their heads.

"Shi An, teach me this question, the monkey said just now, if you ask me in the next class that I don't know how to do it, you will be sitting in a row."

At this time, Tokigi still understood the meaning of the steps, so he went down along the way.

But today, Shi An didn't want to, he said it was okay to be angry with Yan Feilan, or he was annoyed because he was not qualified to be jealous, he just wanted to quarrel with Yan Feilan.

It's just a matter of quarreling, only one person can't quarrel.

Yan Feilan supported Shi An and stood in the kitchen for 10 minutes. Finally, Shi An stood up straight and said, "Cook, I'm starving to death."

"it is good."

"Yan Feilan!" Shi An gritted his teeth and called out.

Yan Feilan looked back at Shi An inexplicably and asked, "What's wrong?"

He didn't say anything, his face turned red with anger.

Shi An stared at Yan Feilan, as if wishing to eat him, stammered for a long time and said: "Can you straighten your back! Why are you stooping! You are not eighty!"

Yan Feilan looked at Shi An's back which was obviously angry, and Zheng straightened up a little bit in a daze, his back which had been used to being rickety for five years.

It’s not as messy as you imagined. If you can’t learn how to bend over, you’ll suffer a lot. The trouble there is not the good-looking front desk that lets you figure out the last big question of the math paper. The time spent bending After a long time, the waist will be finished naturally. Now I can straighten up but I always forget to straighten up. When I straighten up, I always think about whether I am worthy or not.

Shi An didn't know who he was angry with. He sat on the sofa without saying a word and watched the TV that was not turned on. Oily smoke soon came out of the kitchen and asked. With a single sound, Yan Feilan was heard in the kitchen turning on the range hood.

The whirring sound of smoking caught Shi An's attention, and Shi An secretly looked at the guest in the guest bedroom standing in the kitchen who was cooking dinner for him in his own home.

So he wants to go back to Linshan because that girl is in Linshan now?

The girl didn't come today, it must be due to some delays in Linshan, what about tomorrow?Can't come back tomorrow, if that girl comes tomorrow, will Yan Feilan have to leave with her, what will happen after she leaves?Will you get married?Yan Feilan will definitely invite him to be the best man at the wedding, right?Do you want to refuse?Definitely want it.

It doesn't sound very smart to be the best man for someone you like. Tokigi thinks he is a smart person, and he will never do such a thing.

"Have a meal."

When Shi An smelled the familiar smell of tomato and beef brisket floating in the air, he felt as if he had returned to that old house. He and Yan Feilan were only seventeen or eighteen years old, and everyone only needed to think about tomorrow's math. Just how to deal with the quiz, instead of worrying about who he loves like now, and not worrying about what to do in the future.

Yan Feilan didn't like to talk much when he was eating, but now he even chewed the rice less vigorously.

"Tokigishi, I think..."

Shi An didn't look up, he was waiting for Yan Feilan's next words.

He will always leave. For a person like Yan Feilan, words like pride and self-esteem are engraved in every bone. How could he allow himself to be a person who depends on others.

Of course Shi An wanted to stay, just like everyone wanted to solve the last big question of the math test paper back then.

"I think..." Yan Feilan pursed her lips, looking a little bit embarrassed and embarrassed: "Can you stay here for a while now, I won't live in vain! I will go out tomorrow to find a job, and I will pay for it if I find a job." Your rent."