lone bird

Shi An didn't expect that Yan Feilan would take the initiative to ask to stay here. He thought that Yan Feilan would soon go back to Linshan with the person he so-called liked. Facing Yan Feilan's request, he was a little surprised and surprised. It's inevitable that he was stunned for a while, and he was more thinking about Yan Feilan living here, so who is the person Yan Feilan likes?

Nearly [-] years old, he is still troubled by these problems that existed in his youth. Shi An wonders why every book is teaching people to make progress, and why there is no one that teaches people to retreat. If there is one, he will definitely be able to study hard .

"If it doesn't work, forget it." Yan Feilan said quickly, then lowered his head and quietly chewed the mouthful of rice he just put into his mouth.

Shi An knew that his absence was misunderstood, he didn't explain, he just asked: "Then what if you can't find a job?"

Compared with Yan Feilan's self-confidence, Shi'an's basin of cold water is reality.

"can not find a job..."

"If you can't find a job, you have no money to pay the rent." Shi An put down his chopsticks to lick off the rice grains stuck to the corner of his mouth, and asked Yan Feilan solemnly: "How can I pay the rent if I don't have money?"

Yan Feilan even stopped chewing, he was seriously thinking about Shi An's problem.

"How about this." The person who asked the question also proposed a solution: "When you can't find a job, you can cook and deduct it. I will buy the ingredients for three meals a day, but I require at least two dishes and one soup."

There is nothing wrong with Shi An, he is just a little picky eater, and he is much better now.

Yan Feilan readily agreed, Shi An picked up the chopsticks and added half a bowl of rice.

After the meal, Yan Feilan automatically took over the job of washing the dishes, and Shi An went into the study to do the work without any hesitation. He watched Yan Feilan take out a bottle of mineral water from the refrigerator that had been put in before the meal, and looked up. Filled half a bottle.

Water with only a layer of cold air seems to be a contraband in early autumn, and it is completely dangerous for people with stomach problems like Shi An, but Shi An is restless, the more dangerous he is, the more he wants to taste it, especially the wild goose. Feilan still drank with relish.

"What's wrong?" Yan Feilan turned his head and saw Shi An staring at his hand in a daze.

Shi An didn't hide it, he turned his eyes away neatly and walked to the refrigerator, and said as he walked, "It's okay, I'm thirsty too, and I want to drink water."

The refrigerator door was opened a small crack by Shi An, and Yan Feilan closed it again. Yan Feilan stood beside Shi An, stared at Shi An, and said with a serious expression: "No, my stomach hurts."

Shi An suddenly lost his temper. His stomach problem started when he was in high school, and the illness came like a mountain. He only drank half a bottle of cold water at first, but ended up lying on the table with a pale face after less than half a class. He couldn't even straighten his back, and he never drank such a cool thing since then. When he walked to the school supermarket and tried to get a cool drink from the freezer, there would always be a shaved man behind him. The warrior holding the caliper asked him fiercely, "What are you going to do?"

Today's Yan Feilan is really much gentler than when she was in school.

But it's not that Shi An hasn't had cold drinks since he had a stomach problem. When Yan Feilan refused his visit for the first time, Shi An went home to the supermarket downstairs to retaliate and bought five bottles and put them in the freezer for the last time. He drank three bottles of the drinks in it in one go, and he was about to die of anger.

By the time Shi An realized how stupid his behavior was, he was already on a drip in the emergency room.

"It's much better." Shi'an retorted Yan Feilan in a low voice, no matter how he heard it, he seemed to lack confidence, "I opened the refrigerator and didn't say that I wanted ice water. Can I eat fruit?"

Shi An's excuses are always lame.

"It's over there." Yan Feilan turned his head and pointed to the fruit on the cooking table that hadn't arrived yet and half of the fruit that had been put in the refrigerator.

When Shi An went to the supermarket to buy a lot of things and came back, Yan Feilan packed up all the things while cooking, leaving half of the fruit outside the refrigerator, and planned to wash it for Shi An after eating.

Yan Feilan raised his chin towards the living room: "Wait on the sofa, I'll wash it for you, eat grapes or something?"

The plan to drink ice water was completely disrupted, Shi An lost his temper, and said with a puckered mouth: "Whatever."

Sitting on the sofa, listening to the continuous sound of running water in the kitchen, Shi An wondered if he was a little too awkward today, and would get angry about everything, would Yan Feilan annoy his temper one day, after all, he was a little bit too awkward since he went to school. It was like this when I was in school, but at school Yan Feilan could at least threaten Shi An to find a carload of people to beat him up if he didn't talk about the topic, but now Yan Feilan doesn't say that anymore.

Because I grew up.

All those youthful and childish but beautiful times were labeled as "past" by the word growing up.

I can't chase after yesterday, but Shi'an still feels missed.

I miss the days when Yan Feilan turned around in class, I miss the days when I could take a nap on the same bed with Yan Feilan, and when I woke up, I would worry about the homework assigned by the teacher on the low table at the door.

"Grape."

Shi An glanced at the grapes and then looked up at Yan Feilan. He raised his head and asked, "Why are the grapes you washed so bright?"

Yan Feilan didn't understand what Shi'an meant for a while.

"It's as if I haven't washed it after I washed it." Shi An picked up the grapes that were still dripping in the bowl and put them in his mouth to sip. The grapes that Yan Feilan washed were not only cleaner than those he washed himself, but the grapes It was also much sweeter than the grapes he ate when he was alone.

Shi An handed one to Yan Feilan: "Try it, it's very sweet."

Yan Feilan took the grapes, and before eating them, he said: "Washing the grapes with flour will make them cleaner."

After eating the grapes, Yan Feilan frowned slightly.

"Is it sweet?" Shi An completely ignored Yan Feilan's suggestion that washing with flour would be cleaner, and he looked at Yan Feilan expectantly.

"sweet."

Yan Feilan said it was sweet, but Shi An felt that the grapes were even sweeter. He patted the seat beside him and signaled Yan Feilan to come and sit, and Yan Feilan sat down.

Shi An still has a bunch of courseware that he hasn't done yet, all of which will be handed over to the college for inspection at the beginning of the next semester, and there are no preparation materials for the two competitions after the start of the semester. Today, some students have already urged him in the group, but what is he today? I don't want to do it.

"Watching a movie?" Tokigi asked.

"all good."

Shi An glanced at Yan Feilan, slapped Yan Feilan's back mercilessly, frowned and said, "Straighten your back!"

They found a movie that both of them loved to watch when they were in school, Shi An was eating grapes, but his mind was not on the movie at all.

"The wild goose flies."

"Ah."

"Do you want to go back and see grandma? I happen to be free these two days."

Shi An lied, his daily free time was already occupied by various urgent tasks, but he didn't say that, as long as Yan Feilan said he wanted to go, he was free anytime.

Yan Feilan was silent, and wanted to go home. Of course he wanted to go home to see the grandmother Shi An mentioned in his letter who was not in good physical and mental condition, but he had no money.

When it came to money, Yan Feilan suddenly thought that Shi An had been doing his filial piety for him in the past few years, whether it was the nursing home or the demolition of his home, it was Shi An who was helping. It seems that what he owes Shi An now is not just the rent. up.

"Go back and have a look." Shi An seemed relaxed and said: "I told you in the previous letter... the letter told you that grandma's condition is not very good, and the doctor also said that one day counts as one day. Grandma never blamed you. Grandma has been waiting for you, let's go tomorrow, tomorrow we will go back to Linshan to see grandma, and you can go find a job when you come back."

"I..." Yan Feilan faltered.

It's not true that Yan Feilan doesn't have a dime. In the past few years he has been in prison, Shi An has sent clothes and food to his account, but there is an upper limit. From Shi'an's first deposit to the last deposit, a total of 3000 yuan was saved. The 3000 yuan was put in the handbag that Shi'an helped Yan Feilan put in the guest bedroom, and he took him to write to Yan Feilan. Feilan's letters were all pushed down at the bottom.

But Yan Feilan didn't want to touch the money, he told Yansheng that he planned to find a chance to return all the money to Shi An.

"What are you, are you going back?" Shi An turned his head and stared at Yan Feilan.

Yan Feilan pursed his lips slightly and said, "Okay, come back."

Satisfied, Tokigi turned to eat grapes and watch a movie.

Yan Feilan didn't even set his eyes on the TV, he took advantage of Shi An's concentration while watching, and wantonly looked at this friend who hadn't seen him for five years and was sitting next to him at this moment.

Shi An hasn't changed at all, his eyebrows and eyes are still gentle, and his temper is still terribly stinky, but he is very coaxable. When he was in school, he could get Shi An's smiling face by filling in the blanks with a good English question. A string of sour grapes, a sweet word, and a good word can soothe Tokigi's blown hair.

Yan Feilan pursed the corners of his lips lightly, he thought, time is such a good thing, pushing people forward desperately, but it’s not good for us who are pushed by time, we always desperately want to remember the past, I miss the past, and what's more, I want to go back to the past.

As long as Yan Feilan sat on the sofa, so did Shi An, and when Yan Feilan looked over again, Shi An was about to close his eyes.

After warming a glass of milk, Yan Feilan stood in front of the microwave and waited for the ding, Shi An seemed to have fallen asleep, the house was quiet, only the movie that had automatically skipped to the next one was still playing, and there was a microwave A very slight humming sound when working.

Yan Feilan thought, if only the microwave oven could heat and keep warm for time.

"Shi'an." Yan Feilan put the hot milk in front of Shi'an, he patted Shi'an's shoulder lightly and said: "Drink a cup of hot milk, take a shower before going to bed."

Shi An was sleeping hazyly, and when he opened his eyes, he saw the gentleness belonging to Yan Feilan rushing towards him. He quickly recovered from his doze, and stared at Yan Feilan's face presumptuously with the excuse of being sleepy. The eyes have seen enough.

"The wild goose flies."

"Ah."

"The grapes are sour."

"I know."

"Then you still say it's sweet?" Shi An asked Yan Feilan, leaning on the sofa in the same position as when he was asleep.

Yan Feilan lightly hooked the corners of his lips and said to Shi An, "Good night."

Whether the grapes are sweet or not doesn't matter.