withered lover

The coffee shop was less than 100 meters ahead, the street was too cold, and Shen Guiwan's clothes were not warm enough. Du Zhinian was afraid that he would catch another cold, so he didn't let him follow.

Du Zhinian planned to go there quickly, but there were too many people going out together on Christmas Day, and Du Zhinian, who was caught in the crowd, walked for 5 minutes before reaching the door of the coffee shop.

The owner of the coffee shop wrapped the coffee beans in advance, and when he saw Du Zhinian coming in, he asked the clerk to bring him the coffee beans.

Du Zhinian wanted to pick up the coffee beans and go back straight away, but when he saw the new sweet orange tea bags in the store, he turned back and picked for a while.

A lot of tea bags were given out in the store for events before, Du Zhinian didn't drink much fruit tea, and there were a lot left over after a long time, but since Shen Guiwan moved in late, those stocks gradually decreased.

After paying the bill, Du Zhinian glanced at the time on his phone and realized that he had spent nearly half an hour in the store.

Shen Guiwan was still waiting for him in the milk tea shop, Du Zhinian was completely unaware that he had been away for such a long time, and hurried out of the coffee shop with his bag.

Du Zhinian walked quickly to the intersection, but the red light was on in front of him.

He stood aside to calm his shortness of breath, and out of the corner of his eye he caught a glimpse of a familiar figure standing opposite, and upon closer inspection it turned out to be Shen Guiwan.

He was standing across the road, holding a paper cup from the milk tea shop in his hand. The light from the street lamps and the milk tea shop shrouded him, and his whole body exuded a soft halo.

Du Zhinian stared blankly at Shen Guiwan across the busy road.

The flow of traffic and pedestrians slowed down, and all the surrounding sounds were separated by an invisible barrier, and suddenly only Shen Guiwan was left in front of his eyes.

Shen Guiwan stood there calmly, with a bit of indifference and tiredness in his warm eyes, like a noble creature who strayed into the mortal world, despising the impetuousness and unbearableness of the world.

But Shen Guiwan has never been someone who can proudly puff up his chest and show off wantonly.

He was coaxed and desecrated by human beings with ulterior motives, and became a boring and numb doll in his population. He was disgusted by ruthless and vicious people, abandoned in a pale ward, and treated by a kind doctor, and became the lover of the other party.

His body was covered with hideous and terrifying scars, stained with the most despicable dust in the world, but the mottled marks on his body could not erase the sense of alienation from society on his body.

People with sinister intentions separated Shen Guiwan from the world. He lived a miserable life, but he was out of tune with this world.

The heart in Du Zhinian's chest was beating non-stop, and the sound of the heartbeat, which had been amplified countless times, echoed in his ears.

He didn't know how long he looked at it, the blurred red light outside his vision flickered again, and was replaced by silent green again.

Until someone bumped his shoulder from behind, the disappearing voice flooded into Du Zhinian's ears like a tide, and the world where the mute button was pressed became noisy again.

The crowd was bustling with hurried travelers walking across the zebra crossing. Shen Guiwan, who was standing on the opposite side of the road, looked at him and tilted his head slightly, as if asking him why he didn't come.

The green light started to flash, Du Zhinian trotted across the road, rushed to Shen Guiwan and hugged him tightly.

Du Zhinian hugged him tightly, Shen Guiwan struggled slightly, but was hugged even tighter.

He snorted uncomfortably, and patted Du Zhinian on the back, "What's wrong with you?"

"Let's go home." Du Zhinian rubbed against Shen Guiwan, his voice trembling slightly.

His heart was beating violently, and his chest was filled with unprecedented panic, as if he would only calm down when he returned to that warm room.

On the way home, Du Zhinian walked in a hurry, Shen Guiwan was almost pulled forward by him, and finally had to trot a few steps to catch up.

When he got home, Shen Guiwan fumbled to turn on the light, but was picked up by Du Zhinian on his hips.

"Shen Guiwan, Shen Guiwan." Du Zhinian leaned against his ear and kept calling his name.

Shen Guiwan hugged Du Zhinian's neck and whispered, "I'm here."

The tote bag fell to the floor with a thud, and the contents of the bag were scattered on the floor, but no one paid attention.

Du Zhinian carried Shen Guiwan into the bedroom, pressed him on the carpet and kissed.

The soft tongue swept and plundered Shen Guiwan's mouth, the moist and hot kiss snatched away the last oxygen in his lungs, and crushed whimpers and groans in his throat.

After a long and entangled kiss, Du Zhinian got up and turned on the lamp and fireplace, sat on the carpet with Shen Guiwan in his arms, and slowly kissed down from behind the ear.

He left a string of rosy marks on Shen Guiwan's neck, and stretched his hands along the hem of his clothes, groping for the protruding bones.

Half of Shen Guiwan's clothes were taken off during the kiss, Du Zhinian felt the uneven scar on his back, and his hot head suddenly calmed down.

Du Zhinian stopped suddenly, Shen Guiwan leaned into his arms and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

"Don't do it." Du Zhinian hugged Shen Guiwan tightly, "Your injury will heal, just take a few more days to heal."

His whole body was tense, as if holding back something, Shen Guiwan touched the stiff body under his hands, and suddenly broke free from his embrace.

Shen Guiwan knelt down in front of Du Zhinian, gently touched the place where he could not bear it, and said in a hoarse voice, "I will help you."

Du Zhinian was stunned for a moment, seeing that Shen Guiwan was about to lower his head, he quickly pressed his shoulder.

"Wait!" Du Zhinian said hurriedly, with a rare bewildered expression on his face.

The two sat on the carpet for a while, and finally Du Zhinian stood up and walked towards the bathroom.

The sound of water in the bathroom rang for a while and then stopped, and then with a "click", Du Zhinian opened the door of the bathroom.

He came out wearing a bath towel, sat at the end of the bed and waved to Shen Guiwan who was kneeling on the carpet.

"come over."

Shen Guiwan knelt in front of Du Zhinian, put his hands on his knees, and slowly lowered his head.

Lips glowing with water flashed past Du Zhinian's eyes, Shen Guiwan's breath swept across his lower abdomen, the overheated temperature in his mouth made him grab Shen Guiwan's hair violently.

Shen Guiwan let out a muffled snort, and obediently lay on his lap, her slightly raised hair swept across Du Zhinian's thigh, causing a shiver.

Du Zhinian let go of his hand and rubbed the place he had grabbed.

He lowered his head to look at Shen Guiwan's undulating back, the slightly protruding shoulder blades dangling in front of his eyes, so beautiful that he couldn't help but want to touch them.

Du Zhinian arched his waist, covering Shen Guiwan completely in his own shadow, his fingertips touched the scar left after the wound healed, and outlined the scar little by little along the uneven edge.

The bedroom was very quiet, the fireplace was operating quietly, Du Zhinian's short breathing was intertwined with Shen Guiwan's swallowing in his throat.

Shen Guiwan did it for the second time, much more proficient than the first time, carefully put away his teeth, and did not knock Du Zhinian again.

After an unbearable gasp, Shen Guiwan sat up straight.

He knelt on the ground and looked up at Du Zhinian, his throat moved up and down, swallowing what was in his mouth.

Du Zhinian was panting heavily, feeling his body was burning again.

He pinched Shen Guiwan's chin, leaned over and kissed those moist rosy lips.

Warm breaths were entangled, and the fireplace with false flames quietly raised the temperature.