withered lover

Shen Guiwan was tossed and tossed by Du Zhinian until midnight.

He couldn't remember what he said, his brain was groggy due to lack of oxygen, his reason was torn to shreds, and his whole figure was floating in the clouds, unable to find a support point, he could only hug Du Zhinian's shoulder tightly.

Du Zhinian was not very fierce, but Shen Guiwan couldn't take it anymore, and passed out before it was over.

He fell asleep peacefully in Du Zhinian's arms, the moist corners of his eyes were still red, and the scars on his body were covered by the mottled marks left by Du Zhinian.

Although Du Zhinian doesn't mind Shen Guiwan's indifference, he always prefers a docile and well-behaved lover afterwards.

He hugged Shen Guiwan tenderly for a while, until the sleeping person struggled a little, then carried him to the bathroom.

Shen Guiwan opened his eyes tiredly when the hot water poured on his body.

He glanced at Du Zhinian in confusion, then leaned against the edge of the bathtub and fell asleep again.

Shen Guiwan's eyes were very gentle, Du Zhinian enjoyed the long-lost joy, and now he has a good temper, patiently helping him clean it up carefully.

When Fu Shengui got up late, Du Zhinian noticed that there was a large bruise on his back, the color had changed from dark purple to light blue, but the area was large, and there was a scab around the edge of the shoulder blade. Wound.

Before, Du Zhinian was always in a face-to-face hug. Du Zhinian couldn't see Shen Guiwan's back. Now that he saw the wound, Du Zhinian remembered it belatedly. When Shen Guiwan was pushed against the wall, he seemed to have been Not very comfortable.

Du Zhinian reached out and touched the bruise on Shen Guiwan's back, his movement was very light, but it still woke Shen Guiwan up.

Shen Guiwan opened his eyes, and slowly stood up while supporting the edge of the bathtub.

His body was on the verge of exhaustion, he stood up and leaned against the wall for a while, before dragging out of the bathroom.

Shen Guiwan's footsteps were flimsy, and he walked unsteadily for a short distance. Du Zhinian was worried that he would fall, so he hurriedly followed him out.

He had just left the bathroom when he saw Shen Guiwan bent down and picked up the clothes that had been thrown on the floor.

Shen Guiwan moved very slowly, his arched back was exposed under the light, his skin glowed slightly, making the injured part even more dazzling.

Du Zhinian hurried forward and grabbed Shen Guiwan's wrist.

Shen Guiwan's body swayed, and Du Zhinian held onto his shoulders, "It's too late, I'll go back tomorrow."

It was too late, Shen Lu should have come back, Shen Guiwan didn't know if he would be discovered by Shen Lu if he didn't go back tonight, maybe not, but if he was caught tomorrow morning, he would inevitably be beaten again.

Although the pain from the wooden stick was not as painful as before, the injury on his back was still not healed, and he hadn't had time to buy the medicine he had run out of. He had been enduring the pain for a month, and Shen Guiwan couldn't bear it any longer.

He needs continuous pain to remind him, but when the pain accumulates to a certain limit, it will become a torture that is worse than death.

However, being tortured by Du Zhinian for several hours, Shen Guiwan's body and spirit were exhausted to the extreme, and he didn't even have the strength to put on his clothes.

Shen Guiwan lowered his head, looking at his wrist with chaotic eyes, Du Zhinian took his hand like the last fiery cage, imprisoning him tightly here.

He sighed weakly, let go of the strength in his hands, and the clothes hooked on his fingertips fell to the ground.

Seeing this, Du Zhinian took advantage of the situation and hugged Shen Guiwan to bed.

He wrapped Shen Guiwan in his arms, patted the uninjured shoulder on the other side, "Go to sleep."

It was the first time she slept with Du Zhinian, Shen Guiwan didn't sleep well.

His sleep has been terrible since coming home from college.

Now that there are more people around him, and he is not in an environment he is familiar with, Shen Guiwan woke up intermittently several times throughout the night, and only managed to fall into a deep sleep the next morning.

But he didn't sleep for long, and was woken up by the phone again.

The phone on the bedside table kept vibrating, and Shen Guiwan was woken up, so he could only sit up with his sore waist.

He sat on the edge of the bed, looking down at the number displayed on the phone screen.

It was a series of numbers that Shen Guiwan knew by heart so well that he didn't need to answer the phone, he could imagine what the other party would say to him.

Shen Guiwan leaned against the bedside table, propped his left elbow on his knee, rested his forehead with his palm, and closed his eyes wearily.

"Don't answer?" Du Zhinian's voice sounded from behind Shen Guiwan.

He woke up when Shen Guiwan got up, but only heard Shen Guiwan's cell phone ringing, and he didn't make a sound to disturb him.

Du Zhinian looked at Shen Guiwan's back, the pale skin covering the bones, the slightly protruding shoulder blades like a butterfly emerging from a chrysalis, as if it would spread its gorgeous wings in the next second.

Shen Guiwan's back is very beautiful, but the fly in the ointment is that there is an extra bruise on the left side. Du Zhinian felt it was a pity, but he didn't ask why Shen Guiwan was injured.

During a long period of silence, Du Zhinian heard Shen Guiwan sigh, and his raised shoulder blades drooped. The picture was like a butterfly with its bright wings closed, changing from fresh to lifeless.

Before Shen Guiwan hung up the phone, he picked it up.

Before the phone was attached to his ear, a familiar grumpy voice came out of the receiver. He listened to the voice on the phone in silence, without any response from the other party.

Du Zhinian lay behind Shen Guiwan's back, tracing the curvature of the protruding bones with his gaze along his back, over and over again, branding that beautiful shape in his mind.

He likes the feeling of touching Shen Guiwan's body, and also likes to caress the shape of bones under the skin, but he doesn't like the noisy voice of Shen Guiwan on the phone.

The call lasted 3 minutes and was hung up rudely.

Shen Guiwan put the phone on the bedside table, picked up the clothes on the chair and began to put them on.

"Leaving?" Du Zhinian lay on the bed, propping his head up and asked Shen Guiwan.

He only heard a man's voice, he couldn't hear what the other party said clearly, and he couldn't see the expression on Shen Guiwan's face, but from Shen Guiwan's back, he could tell that the other party was not very happy.

Shen Guiwan's hands froze, and he answered vaguely: "Yes."

He did too much last night, Shen Guiwan's whole body is sore now, if time permits, he actually wants to lie down and rest for a while before leaving.

But Shen Lu had already called to ask about his whereabouts, and if he didn't go back, then it would not be as simple as being sore.

Du Zhinian raised his eyebrows and asked, "I'm free next week, when will we meet again?"

He originally wanted to invite Shen Guiwan to have breakfast together, but thinking of Shen Guiwan's abnormal reaction last night, and this disturbing phone call, Du Zhinian felt that today might not be a good day to keep his lover.

Shen Guiwan put on the belt of the windbreaker and put the phone in his pocket, "Then next week, the time is up to you."

"Okay." Du Zhinian said, but sat up, and when Shen Guiwan was about to leave, he grabbed the belt of the windbreaker.

Shen Guiwan was brought down by inertia, and fell onto the bed.

Du Zhinian broke his face, smiled and said, "What's the matter with your back injury? Why didn't you tell me when it hurt you last night?"

"It's just a small injury." Du Zhinian squeezed Shen Guiwan's jaw sorely, and he frowned tightly, "It won't hinder you."

Du Zhinian stared at Shen Guiwan's frowning brows for a while, then planted a superficial kiss on his lips, "Be careful on the road."

Shen Guiwan walked out of the hotel lobby, the cold wind blowing against his face made his cheeks hurt.

This year it was extremely cold, the temperature dropped a lot overnight, Shen Guiwan's windbreaker couldn't resist the cold anymore.

Braving the cold wind, he bought painkillers and medicinal wine at a pharmacy near the hotel, grabbed another box of sterile applicators, and took a bag full of medicines into a taxi.

The windows of the taxi were not open, and the airless compartment was stuffy, but warmer than outside.

Shen Guiwan tucked his chin into the collar of the windbreaker, nestled in the back seat and dozed off for a while.

The master drove the car very fast, and did not slow down when passing the speed bump. The violent bumps woke Shen Guiwan from his light sleep, and he felt uncomfortable again.

He lowered his head, waited for the brief pain to disappear, then raised his head and looked out the window.

When the scene outside the car window gradually turned into a familiar scene, the sleepiness in Shen Guiwan's eyes disappeared instantly.

He remembered what Shen Lu had said on the phone, his expression slowly cooled down, and the phone in his pocket suddenly vibrated slightly.

Shen Guiwan thought it was his own illusion, but when he took out his phone, there was indeed an unread message displayed on the screen.

Du Zhinian was the only one who would send messages to himself now.

Shen Gui opened the message later and looked at the message from Du Zhinian.

The message was very short, as short as four words: Remember to apply the medicine.

Shen Guiwan hadn't received such news for a long time, and when he saw these four words, he was a little dazed for a while.

He pressed the message, looked at the options that popped up at the top, and paused for a long time on the third icon.

But until the car stopped and the taxi driver pressed the meter, Shen Guiwan didn't press that option.

He let go of his hand, set Du Zhinian's message as Do Not Disturb, and then swipe left with his finger to delete the entire dialog box.

After Shen Guiwan cleaned up the traces on the phone, he opened the door of the villa with the medicine in hand.

Before he went in, he just stood by the door, and Shen Lu rushed out from inside, dragging him into the room by his collar.

Shen Lu smelled heavily of alcohol, and his face was red, obviously from a hangover.

He threw Shen Guiwan to the ground fiercely, and shouted angrily: "Where did you go again? Did you go out to find a man again?"

"What else can you do besides seduce a man? Do you really deserve a beating like that!"

Shen Lu raised his hand, and slapped heavily on Shen Guiwan's shoulder, and the bag in Shen Guiwan's hand came out instantly.

The bag with the logo of the pharmacy fell to the ground. Bottles and cans rolled out of the bag. Some bottles rolled around on the ground several times before disappearing directly at the bottom of the sofa.

The painkillers in the plastic bottle were not damaged, but a bottle of medicinal wine placed at the bottom of the bag hit the hard tiles and was smashed to pieces. The medicinal wine flowed out from the broken opening of the bag, and the air was filled with a pungent medicinal smell.

The broken bottle of medicinal wine lay on the floor, the broken glass hurt Shen Guiwan's eyes, and the eyeballs ached sharply, evoking the bloody and crying memories in his memory.

Shen Guiwan covered his eyes and knelt on the ground, gritted his teeth and said two words: "Buy medicine."

Shen Lu didn't believe Shen Guiwan's explanation, he found the mobile phone from Shen Guiwan's body, and went through all the chat and payment records.

But he rummaged through his mobile phone, but found no evidence that Shen Guiwan was looking for a man, only saw a recent payment record for buying medicine.

Shen Lu couldn't find a reason to vent his anger, so he threw his phone at Shen Guiwan in anger.

"Disgusting stuff."

The blunt object hit the shoulder with a muffled sound, and Shen Guiwan's eyes turned black from the pain.

He knelt on the cold ground, curled up into a ball, using the cold tiles to relieve the pain.

Shen Guiwan didn't wear much on his body. After cooling down, the thin windbreaker couldn't block the cold wind, let alone stick it tightly to the tiles. His shoulders that were hurt by the impact soon became numb from the cold.

There was a slight vibration from the floor, and Shen Guiwan, who was lying on the ground, opened his eyes, but couldn't see anything clearly in his blurred vision, only vaguely seeing a black shadow disappearing quickly.

He lay down for a long time, and when his eyesight barely recovered, he reached out to reach for the medicine bottle in the bag.

Because of the pain and cold, Shen Guiwan's hands were trembling all the time, his fingertips slid along the smooth edge of the bottle, the medicine bottle flipped around in the bag, and finally rolled into his palm.

Trembling, he unscrewed the medicine bottle and poured out two painkillers.

The pill was very small, Shen Guiwan held it in his mouth and swallowed it together with his saliva.

But when he swallowed, the pill got stuck in his dry throat, Shen Guiwan bent over and coughed a few times before he managed to swallow the pill.