withered lover

Shen Guiwan returned to the room after the painkiller took effect.

Due to the intense affair, poor sleep, and the stimulation brought by Shen Lu, Shen Guiwan developed a high fever not long after he lay down.

He didn't sleep well all night, he was very tired, and the continuous high fever burned away his only sobriety.

Shen Guiwan woke up several times in a daze in his sleep, but every time he tried to open his eyes, he only saw a faint light and lost consciousness.

He didn't know that he had been sick for a few days, and his body temperature seemed to drop a little during the middle of the day, and his consciousness became clear for a while.

At that time, he struggled to open his sore and painful eyes, and fumbled for antipyretics in the drawer with difficulty.

There was only one tablet of antipyretics left, Shen Guiwan swallowed one, the bitterness of the tablet almost made him spit out the contents of his stomach.

However, the soreness caused by the high fever and the discomfort after the incident were superimposed, Shen Guiwan's muscles and joints all over his body were aching, and the simple act of looking for medicine exhausted his last bit of strength, and the bitterness of the pills became worse again. negligible.

The pain caused by the high fever was not fatal enough, Shen Guiwan curled up under the quilt, shivering from the cold, his body twitched uncontrollably, cold sweat penetrated the pajamas, soaking the sheets.

His forehead was scorching hot, his drowsy and painful head almost stopped functioning, and even sent wrong signals to his body.

When Shen Guiwan's consciousness was at its dimmest, there were bursts of stabbing pains in his heart, like an iron awl piercing into his heart hard, the pain made him unable to breathe.

He grabbed the clothes on his chest and lay on the bed, breathing painfully.

But the dry cold air sucked into the lungs brought new pain.

Shen Guiwan clutched his chest, a trace of despair suddenly appeared in his heart.

He thought, maybe he was destined to be like this, to be manipulated by men, humiliated by his so-called father, and then die of an unseemly illness.

Even though he had lived in a daze for many years, Shen Guiwan still felt it was a pity to die in such a hasty manner.

I don't know if anyone will be sad after he dies... Maybe there will be no more, the only person who will feel sorry for himself is already dead, and no one will care whether he is dead or alive.

Shen Guiwan even thought about what expression Shen Lu would show when he heard the news of his death, but the high fever did not take his life away.

The tingling pain in the heart only lasted for a short time, after the pain disappeared, Shen Guiwan's body temperature also slowly dropped back to the normal range.

He slept for a while after the fever subsided, and it was only light when he woke up. The mobile phone that was thrown in the corner was still on, and it was still on when he received the advertising text message.

Shen Guiwan curled up on the bed and turned on his mobile phone.

After the phone is unlocked, it still stays on the payment record interface, and the several advertisement pushes piled up in the notification bar are still not deleted. The only difference is that there is an exclamation point on the battery icon.

The date was displayed on the screen, and the electronic calendar told Shen Guiwan that only two days had passed since he returned from the hotel until his fever subsided.

Having suffered from a mild illness, Shen Guiwan's perception of time was somewhat confused.

He felt as if he had been ill for a long time, but the chaotic memory had become very long when he had a fever, and the broken and blurred pictures flashed in his mind, and it even ended without ending.

Shen Guiwan stared at the phone in a daze for a long time, until the battery dropped to 1%, and then slowly plugged in the phone.

He lay on the bed for a long time, the uncontained sweat hung on the ends of his hair, bending his slightly curly hair, and the cold sweat dripped on his forehead. After a high fever, his dull and weak body slowly regained consciousness.

When Shen Guiwan had a fever, he sweated profusely. He hadn't taken any water for a long time, and his throat was so hot that it was smoking.

He wanted to sit up and drink water, but he just raised his hand slightly, and the soreness from his wrist made him grunt in pain.

Not just the wrists, Shen Guiwan's whole body seemed to have been disassembled and reassembled, any slight and simple movement would cause pain in the joints and muscles.

Shen Guiwan had no choice but to turn sideways and slowly sit up while supporting the edge of the bed.

He kept a thermos filled with warm water on the bedside table before going to bed, but after two days, the water in the thermos had completely cooled down.

Shen Guiwan sat by the bed, holding the cold shell of the thermos cup, the stainless steel against his palm felt a chill, the discomfort in his throat became clearer and clearer.

His hands are not warm, but the place where the thermos cup is held is much warmer than other places that are directly exposed to the air.

Shen Guiwan looked down at the cup in his hand, and chose the latter between drinking it and pouring it again.

During this period of time, he was constantly suffering from illnesses, and if he touched cold water again, his stomach would hurt, so Shen Guiwan decided to treat himself a little better.

At noon on weekdays, Shen Lu is usually not at home.

The room was very quiet, the kettle made a slight sound, and the hot water vapor escaped from the spout and dissipated in the air.

The kettle was steaming, and the switch jumped when the kettle shook slightly.

Shen Guiwan poured hot water into the cup, added a little cold water, and drank it in small sips.

The warm water moistened the sore throat from dryness, and the flow into the stomach dispelled the cold and awakened the hunger.

He hadn't eaten for nearly three days, and he drank ice wine with a high degree of alcohol. The stomach acid in his overly hungry stomach was overflowing, and he started to throb and hurt after drinking warm water.

Shen Guiwan wanted to find something to eat to fill his stomach, but when he opened the refrigerator, he only saw two bottles of mineral water lying at the bottom of the refrigerator.

The refrigerator was empty, without anything for cooking, Shen Guiwan searched the kitchen for more than ten minutes before he found a pack of instant noodles in the corner of the cabinet.

But the instant noodles were spicy, and Shen Guiwan's stomach felt uncomfortable, so he didn't put any seasoning when cooking the noodles, only sprinkled a little salt.

The instant noodles were bubbling "gurgling" in the pot, mixed with the hot steam from the pot, Shen Guiwan looked at the bursting bubbles rising between the noodles, and suddenly remembered what Du Zhinian said two days ago .

"I'm free next week, when will we meet again?"

Before leaving, Du Zhinian asked him this way, and Shen Guiwan threw the question back, but the two of them didn't agree on a date to meet.

Shen Guiwan thought, if Du Zhinian was talking about these two days, he would probably have no choice but to reject Du Zhinian.

After a serious illness, his body was too weak, he couldn't bear the torment, and Du Zhinian couldn't enjoy himself, so it's better to just disappear than to break up.

But in all fairness, Shen Guiwan didn't hate staying with Du Zhinian.

It wasn't because Du Zhinian was so considerate afterwards, it was just that the joy he brought covered up the pain and filled Shen Guiwan's numb and empty heart.

Pain is addictive, and so is sex.

Shen Guiwan took out his phone, released Du Zhinian from Do Not Disturb, then turned off the fire, and poured the cooked instant noodles into a bowl.

In Shen Guiwan's hands, the instant noodles that were printed on the package and covered with red oil became clear and watery. He could cook, but his conditions were limited, so he could only make do with tasteless food.

Fortunately, although the taste of the instant noodles is bland, they are cooked soft and can be swallowed without chewing hard.

After filling his stomach completely, Shen Guiwan cleaned up the kitchen and returned to the room with the cup.

He cleaned the room again, and sat at the desk with a thermos cup in his hand.

There was a German novel on the table, Shen Guiwan read half of it before he was hospitalized, and never picked it up again.

The novel had been on the table for more than half a month, and a thin layer of dust fell on the open book, and a few tiny fluffs could still be seen vaguely.

Shen Guiwan swept the dust off the book, nestled in the chair and slowly flipped through the rest of the content.

The novel is difficult to understand, and a lot of cold German humor is interspersed in the article. Shen Guiwan read it slowly, and when he turned to the title page of the last chapter, the sky outside the window had already darkened.

The dark sky was not suitable for reading, so Shen Guiwan turned on the desk lamp and continued reading in the original posture.

The rhythm of the last chapter suddenly accelerated, the plot reached a climax, and the mobile phone on the table lit up inappropriately.

Shen Guiwan didn't care, and didn't put down the book until after reading the ending, and turned on the phone.

Du Zhinian, who hadn't contacted him for two whole days and only turned off Do Not Disturb a few hours ago, sent a message half an hour ago.

Du Zhinian: Come to my house at nine o'clock on Friday morning.

There was no attitude in the words of the statement, but Shen Guiwan read between the lines an undeniable tone.

Before he could reply, the phone vibrated again.

Du Zhinian sent over the location of the address, Shen Guiwan looked at the distance displayed on the map, and replied to Du Zhinian with three words: too early.

There are still three days until Friday, which is enough for Shen Gui to recover late, but it is still too difficult for him to make an appointment at nine o'clock in the morning.

Shen Lu runs his own company, so he doesn't need to clock in on time to go to work, and the time to go out every day is not fixed, and the community where Shen Gui lives is too remote, not to mention the inconvenience of taking a taxi. It will take nearly an hour to get to Du Zhinian alone .

With such a time condition in front of him, Shen Guiwan could only tell the other party the truth.

Du Zhinian was silent for a while, and then said, "You can choose one for lunch or dinner."

Shen Lu usually has entertainment on Friday night, one game after another, and it is already late at night when he returns home after the show, sometimes it is too late, and he will not even come back until noon the next day.

Shen Guiwan weighed it in his heart and gave Du Zhinian a definite answer.

Want starfish, thank you all.