Infatuation is the most boring

"Immortal Demon Record" finally ushered in the public beta for players after the closed beta of Yu's Group. This is currently the most important job in Zhou Mingkai's hands. After the end, he felt relieved.

It's just that Young Master Yu Mo on the other side is obviously not very happy. After "The Record of Immortals and Demons" is over, he has no excuse to come to "Mingfeng" to see Zhou Mingkai.

On the day of the public beta, Zhou Mingkai attended for more than half an hour, and even brought Alexander II with him. When there were formal occasions where he needed to show up, he asked his assistant to watch Alexander II.

Before the public beta was over, Zhou Mingkai left with the second generation of Alexander, and returned to the apartment to continue the retreat.Young master Yu Mo immediately drove to catch up but couldn't find him.

Zhou Mingkai is now living more and more in isolation, he doesn't go out very much every day, and lives in seclusion. This kind of life is quite similar to the last time when I was with him.It’s just that at that time I could still wait for him to come back every day, but now he lives even more alone, with only the second generation of Alexander by his side.

I have noticed that my body has disappeared several times, and I can recover quickly at the beginning, and then the recovery time gradually becomes longer each time.

I was not as scared as I expected. After all, when I decided to end my life, what I wanted was to get rid of everything, once and for all, and there was nothing else.

The pot of cactus on the balcony finally died. It survived the hot summer in the imperial capital, but it did not survive the rare winter.Probably it also knew that Xu Jiayang was dead, and no one cared about leaving a touch of green on the balcony.

People, in fact, are most afraid of lingering in the past, not waking up from the big dream.

However, I really want to have a dream now.

To meet, that period of plain white time that I have struggled for a long time.

At the end of May, all senior high school students in Liucheng stopped evening self-study. The focus of the school is no longer to work overtime to impose any knowledge on students, but to do various psychological evacuation and various decompression, for fear that students will not perform well in the college entrance examination. , or those with poor psychological quality have no courage to take the exam.

Our senior three and seven classes have almost stopped teaching tasks. The teachers of various subjects come to class, basically they don’t bring books. Instead, they move a small bench to sit on the podium, chatting with the students, talking nonsense, and talking about college life. , bet on the college entrance examination questions.

At that time, I was terribly confused about the future. I really didn’t have the confidence to look at the results of several mock exams.

Zhou Mingkai's scores in several mock exams were among the top five in his grade, and the top three in his class. Lin Qingyi directly said in class that there are at least five students in our class who can be key points, Zhou Mingkai, Lu Sinuo, Lin Xue, Feng Tao , and Wang Chaoqing.

There has been a stalemate between Zhou Mingkai and I, and no one has any intention of reconciling.But I wasn't really angry with him. I thought that if he was admitted to Imperial University and I went there, I would reconcile sooner or later, and we could play games and rollerblade together.

Starting from June [-]st, the senior year of high school is a five-day holiday, and June [-]th is the college entrance examination.The graduation party of our third and seventh class was on the night of June [-]st. We went to KTV together and asked for a big private room.

Everyone sang one after another of those famous songs in the graduation season. Halfway through, Wang Chaoqing sang "We Are All Good Boys", which was obviously out of tune and ran out of the sky, but it still made many people cry.

When we were young, what we wanted was that we were all good children, serious and sensible, but we found that there is no shortage of serious and sensible children in youth.But in the future, we will not be children anymore, neither the good nor the bad.

Lin Qingyi brought several subject teachers over, and everyone chatted about a lot of interesting things in class, or those things that made people remember deeply.At that time, I was sitting in the corner with Lu Sinuo, knocking melon seeds, and many teachers mentioned me, probably saying that Xu Jiayang was a troublesome and likable student.

In our youth, there will always be some people who are not very capable, but have first-class ability to stir up troubled waters, and they live extremely flamboyantly. They obviously have nothing special, but they make people feel good, and they can't be hated.

At the end of the party, I got impatient with knocking melon seeds, and peeked at Zhou Mingkai from a long distance. He and Feng Tao were talking about something, and they smiled from time to time.

I passed the beer into my mouth, spilled some on my neckline, pretended to be full of alcohol and squeezed towards Zhou Mingkai, finally when I touched Zhou Mingkai, I grabbed his shoulder , said in a slightly drunken tone: "Zhou Mingkai, I want to be with you forever!"

When I was pushed away by Zhou Mingkai, I was a little disappointed, and I said it again: "It's a lifetime, a year, a month, a day, an hour, it's not a lifetime! But I, Xu Jiayang, said a lifetime, not even a second Miss you."

That was what Leslie Cheung said in "Farewell My Concubine", and it was also the most ignorant promise I made to Zhou Mingkai when I was most ignorant.

Zhou Mingkai shook my shoulder and asked, "How much did you drink?"

Later, it was Lu Sinuo who couldn't stand it anymore and didn't expose me, but he couldn't stand my poor acting skills anymore, so he dragged me away, keeping Zhou Mingkai far away, he was on the far left, and we were on the far right.

When the party ended, it was already past twelve o'clock in the evening. The sober classmates sent the drunk classmates home. Zhou Mingkai once again wanted to send Wang Chaoqing, who had asked him to post all the lucky money, back home.As soon as he left, I stopped pretending and left with Lu Sinuo bouncing around.

I have been in a bad mood since I stepped into the elevator. I don’t know when I was afraid to go home. Maybe it’s my mother’s listlessness and nervousness every day, or maybe it’s because she saw her put Alexander on the table bloody. up the dining table.Every time I feel a little out of breath at home, it is a feeling of depression.

I opened the door and entered the house without turning on the light, but I could still see my mother sitting at the dining table by the moonlight, where she sat after killing Alexander.

Such a picture always makes people a little scared. I stood at the door and didn't know what to say.

I couldn't see my mother's expression clearly, I just heard her very low voice: "Your father sent the divorce agreement again."

In just ten days, my dad sent twelve divorce agreements to my home, each of which was the same. He didn't want any property, and he didn't want me, he just wanted to be free.

I don't know how repressed and lacking freedom his Xu Yuanshan's marriage has been for so many years, how it gave me the feeling that he is going to divorce desperately.

"How about..." I whispered, "Sign it..."

As soon as I made a sound, my mother stood up as if stimulated by something, and looked at me: "Signed? Why should I sign? Why should I sign? I let him go, who will let me go?"

I hurried over to hug her, and was pushed by her several times without letting go, comforting her: "Okay, okay, don't sign, don't sign, we won't sign if we don't sign. No matter what, I'm on your side .”

My mother still pushed me away forcefully, tore up the divorce agreement on the table, and muttered in a dazed way: "Don't sign it, don't sign it... don't let him go... no..."

This night, I spent a lot of energy before my mother persuaded me to go to bed.

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Tomorrow, Xu Jiayang's mother will die