Infatuation is the most boring

There are still three days before the college entrance examination, and I have no feeling about the college entrance examination in my heart. I have a feeling that I have a lot of debts and don't worry about it, so I simply don't take the review at all.Originally, I wanted to find Zhao Erhou to play, but after a second thought, I didn't want to take the exam well, maybe someone else would, so I went to the Internet cafe by myself.

I always feel that there are not many students in Liucheng who are about to take the college entrance examination and still want to play games online.

When playing games, it was like seeing a ghost. I lost the first few rounds inexplicably, and I died after all kinds of recovery.After losing a few rounds, the machine was always stuck, and it was stuck here when I played the game. I was upset and asked the network administrator to change a machine.

A new computer, just as I sat down, I received a call from Zhao Erhou's mother.My mother was the only one at home when I went out, and Zhao's mother must have gone to my house to accompany my mother. I don't know why she called me.

I was already afraid of the inseparable marriage between my parents. I didn't want to hear any news. When I saw Zhao's mother's phone number, I immediately cut it off.

Mother Zhao called a second time, and I hung up again, and turned it off on mute.

The phone was cleaned up, and I restarted a game, and lost within 5 minutes.After another game, the machine started to freeze again, which made me depressed for a long time, and I was not in the mood to change the machine again, so I just sat in front of the computer in a daze.

I turned on the phone again, and there were more than ten missed calls, all of which were from Mother Zhao.Xu said it would be outrageous not to answer, so I had no choice but to call, and as soon as I got through, I heard Zhao's mother's anxious voice.

"Jiayang, why doesn't your child answer the phone?"

"I didn't hear that just now, aunt, what's the matter?"

"I called you when I came out of your house. How long has it been since you answered the phone?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Didn't your father send home a lot of divorce agreements back and forth and your mother didn't even see it? Today your father brought that person surnamed Lin to come to talk! I don't know what they will tell your mother, don't do it again. stimulated her."

I was startled, "You said my dad and Lin Qingyi went to my house..."

"Isn't that right?" Zhao's mother said, "How did your father do it? He brought that man surnamed Lin to force your mother to divorce. It's the first time I heard that the cheating man brought San'er to the door! Go home and have a look." Come on, don't let your mother suffer."

I hung up the phone and leaned against the chair a little irritatedly. I didn't want to go back and take care of their affairs, I wanted to keep my annoyance out of sight, but I was so annoyed to death.

No way, I turned off the phone, took my phone and keys and rushed home.

The Internet cafe is quite far from my home. I walked for more than 20 minutes to reach the intersection, where I met my dad's car. Both he and Lin Qingyi saw me, slowed down and stopped beside me. Before I had time to speak to me, I just ignored him and walked over.

I walked a long way before I heard the sound of the car moving.

When I entered the community, I always felt uncomfortable as if something was pressed on my heart. I can't explain the reason. I was fine when I was in the Internet cafe before, but suddenly I felt uncomfortable.I touched my pocket, took out my cell phone, and called my mother.

I answered the call almost as soon as I called, but there was no sound for a long time. No matter how long I shouted, there was always silence there.

About a minute later, my mother's deep and hoarse voice rang on the other end of the phone.

She said: "Jiayang, mother is not reconciled, not reconciled to wasting her best years, not reconciled to being cheated for 20 years, not reconciled to spending half her life making wedding dresses for others, not reconciled...even if she dies, I also want to die as Xu Yuanshan's wife. So be it..."

I was a little startled when I heard that, the ominous premonition became stronger and stronger, and the oppressive feeling in my heart became more and more irresistible.

I walked into the unit building and heard her say: "Jiayang, promise mom that you will be happy."

The phone was disconnected, and I rushed to the elevator impatiently, but the elevator was still descending on the 26th floor, and every minute and every second was very difficult.

"Bang!" There was a loud noise, the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground.

After a few seconds of blank mind, my blood began to cool from the soles of my feet little by little. Although it was not cold, I shivered, feeling that the wind in the corridor was a bit strong.

I don't know what's wrong with my hand, I can't hold the phone and keys steadily, and they fall to the ground.

I dare not look back, dare not move at all.

I don't know how long it took before I heard someone shouting outside: "Someone jumped off the building!"

"Oh my god, someone jumped off the building!"

I pulled out a somewhat distorted smile, every subtle expression made my facial nerves ache, tears fell like broken threads.

I'm not sad.

I do not know how it happened.

When people are most sad, the body's defense mechanism will protect you, weaken the pain, and make you unable to feel it.It's like being trapped in your own world, and you can't wake up from a big dream.But that pain won't go away, it's accumulated over time.

I don't know anything, obviously I'm not sad, but in an instant tears are all over my face, obviously I don't know anything.I don't know how long I just stood like this, my legs were numb and unconscious like they were filled with lead.

Someone came in and saw me, "Xu Jiayang, that's your mother, go and have a look!"

I came back to my senses, laughed suddenly, pressed the elevator, and wanted to escape in a panic, "My mother is at home, she was still on the phone with me just now, you misread."

"May……"

"I said you got it wrong, you fucking got it wrong!" I almost yelled out.

At this time, the elevator came, and I wanted to go into the elevator, but the man grabbed me, pulled me out, and said softly, "Xu Jiayang, don't panic, we're calling an ambulance..."

My legs were weak, and I knelt at the door of the elevator, and begged: "You guys are really wrong. It's not my mother. My mother is at home. If you don't believe me, go and see with me. My mother is at home... She is at home well, you Don't talk nonsense, okay?"

The man just stood there, not knowing what to do.

I want to stand up, but the elevator is gone again, I have to stand up and press it again, I have to go home, my mother must be angry when I go out to play games, I have to go back and coax her.

But I couldn't stand up, my feet didn't seem to be mine, and I couldn't control them no matter what.

"I have to go home, my mother is angry at home..."

"Can you pull me up? I have to go home, otherwise she will be very angry and scary... Pull me up, help me... help me..."

I told myself, I can't turn back, if I turn back, I can't go back to anything.

There is no turning back.

No.

After a long time, I exhausted all my strength and stood up, weakly supporting the wall next to the elevator.Finally turned around and used all the courage of youth on this one look.

That piece of red became my spell later on.

I saw coquettish red roses blooming from the blood on the ground, I saw the white floral skirt slowly covered with blood, and I saw her long black hair scattered in a pool of blood.

I saw the ring on her ring finger, dyed vermilion.