Infatuation is the most boring

After Zhou Mingkai returned to the hotel, he fell asleep. It was not too late, it was only xx o'clock, and several male students walked to the hotel entrance with him, feeling like they had forgotten their old friends.

Zhou Mingkai slept all night, and didn't get up the next morning. I saw that the sun outside had already risen, but Zhou Mingkai's quilt didn't even have a trace of moving.When he got closer, he closed his eyes tightly, his face was unnaturally red, and there was dense sweat on his forehead.

I know Zhou Mingkai has a high fever.

Zhou Mingkai and I have been together for three years. Basically, Zhou Mingkai has never had a high fever, and he rarely even catches a cold.But I know that people who don't often have a high fever will find it difficult to recover once they have a high fever.Now that I've turned into a ghost, I'm still very worried about Zhou Mingkai's health, but I can't even pour him a cup of hot water.

Zhou Mingkai still didn't wake up until noon, his whole body was burning in a daze, and he would utter a few ravings from time to time.

After a long time, it seemed that he woke up from thirst, Zhou Mingkai finally got up, he even struggled to lift the quilt, and spent a long time looking for slippers when he got out of bed.

Zhou Mingkai dragged his heavy body to the coffee table, took the kettle and poured a glass of water, and when it was almost near his mouth, he lost his grip for some reason, and the glass and it fell to the ground.Zhou Mingkai didn't pick it up, but took another cup, and when pouring water, he found that there was no water in the kettle.

Zhou Mingkai smiled wryly, his lips were so dry, he took the quilt and went to the water dispenser to get a glass of water. He didn't seem to be in a hurry to drink it anymore, but walked slowly to the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking at the teaching of civil education in a far away place. Lou, took a sip of water lightly.

"I dreamed of you, Xu Jiayang."

Zhou Mingkai spoke suddenly, his voice was hoarse and slurred.

"From the age of 16 to 28, from Liucheng to the imperial capital...those years when I should have loved you, why didn't I like you?"

Zhou Mingkai seemed to be asking himself: "Zhou Mingkai, Zhou Mingkai, how can you not love Xu Jiayang?"

"How...how can it be! How can you not love Xu Jiayang?"

Zhou Mingkai asked, but did not give an answer.In fact, this is a question I want to ask until the end of my life. From 16 to 28, from Liucheng to the imperial capital, Xu Jiayang who is young and flamboyant, Xu Jiayang who is mature and vicious, so good Xu Jiayang, why doesn’t Zhou Mingkai love him?

But why everything is irreparable, but love again?

After drinking a glass of water, Zhou Mingkai said in a daze, "What should I do, I... really want to see you again."

The sunlight coated Zhou Mingkai's surroundings with a layer of warm color, and I just stood behind him, wanting to hug his back and not want to let go, want to bury my head in his back, want to get closer to him.This is probably a sequela of loving Zhou Mingkai for so many years, as long as I see him, I want to get close to him.

Love itself is very beautiful, all cruelty is love itself.

Zhou Mingkai left the hotel in the evening. When he passed by the front desk, the little girl at the front desk saw that he had a bad face and asked him if he needed to go to the hospital. He politely refused.

Zhou Mingkai went to the old time to have a meal. He ordered a few vegetarian dishes by himself, paired with a bowl of rice, and began to eat without haste.

There was no one else in the store at this time, so Lao Wang pulled a stool and sat on the table next to Zhou Mingkai to chat with him.

"What school did you go to later?"

"Computer major at Imperial University."

"Where's Xiao Jiayang?"

Zhou Mingkai was startled, "Don't you know? He didn't take the college entrance examination."

Lao Wang didn't take it seriously and laughed, "He didn't pass the grade test. You can go back and tell him. I'm not afraid that he will find out that I said bad things about him. He knows, that's just my temper."

Zhou Mingkai didn't speak, I saw that he couldn't eat anymore.

"You guys are all promising, you kids." Lao Wang finished sighing and added, "Remember, next time you come back, call Xiao Jiayang together, and tell him, I still have a perverted spicy hot pot here!"

I felt a bitterness in my heart for a while, which was very unpleasant. When I looked down, my hand began to disappear again, and it didn't recover for a long time.There was an urge to cry.

Zhou Mingkai bought the bill in a hurry and went out, but Lao Wang still said that he would ask me to come back with him next time.Zhou Mingkai didn't tell the truth, he opened his mouth, but couldn't say a good word.

After all, it is easy to deceive others, but difficult to deceive oneself.

Zhou Mingkai came out from Minyu's side and stood at the bus stop for a while.I have some impressions of this position. When I was in high school, it was rumored that there were perverts haunting me. Lin Xue asked the boys in my class to be responsible for sending the girls home.The person Zhou Mingkai was responsible for delivering was Wang Chaoqing, but fortunately, he would send people here every day and take a taxi for them.It is estimated that all the New Year's money for the New Year has been posted to others for the fare.

Zhou Mingkai stepped forward, which was the direction we used to go home together.The streets on both sides are very wide, planted with camphor trees, and a lot of snow has accumulated on the leaves and trunks.

Zhou Mingkai walked a long distance in front of me, and the snow on the side of the road melted faster and faster under the sun.

When we arrived at the intersection where we had separated countless times before, Zhou Mingkai walked in the direction of my house before. I don't know why looking at that familiar road, I was a little flustered.If you are close to your hometown, you will feel timid, and if you are close to your family, you will be even more timid.

Zhou Mingkai has already walked to the entrance of the community. What impressed me most in this position is that Li Jingnian said that the slogans displayed during the sales of this community are people who live in the clouds.Now that I think about it, it is actually very ironic. People who live in the clouds will always fall from the clouds one day.

For example, I fell for several years.