Infatuation is the most boring

My name is Zhou Mingkai, and I love Xu Jiayang.

When talking about Xu Jiayang, we must start with the city called Liucheng.

When I first arrived in Liucheng, I hated that city.I am used to the luxury and luxury of the imperial capital, and the luxury cars and high-rise buildings of the imperial capital. When I see the bicycles in the streets and alleys of Liucheng, I feel quite shabby.It's just that I don't like Liucheng any more, but a transfer order still brought me and my family to the imperial capital.

On the third day after I moved to the capital, my dad bought me a bicycle.Obviously the new home is not too far from the new school, but my dad still didn't need it.Because of his superfluous action, I met that arrogant young man.

16-year-old Xu Jiayang is self-willed and domineering, really.It's not that I hurt him, he was like that at that time, the kind that he could go to the sky with a paper airplane.

I regard Xu Jiayang as a friend.Because he is very loyal and has a good head, he is probably the most pleasing person in Minyu.Playing games in Internet cafes with Xu Jiayang, roller skating together, and eating hot pot together in the old days. I think about those years later and have to admit that they are indeed trivial and boring, but they have become the most precious in my life after many years. memories.

In my whole life, I have never rolled in the snow with anyone again.

The miss between me and Xu Jiayang probably cannot escape Teacher Lin.

Do I love Teacher Lin?No, I saw it all later.

At that time, Xu Jiayang and I provoked several people in the Internet cafe. Our two mouths were vicious and wicked, and we made those who were so angry that they blew their noses and stared at them, so we were followed after we went home and separated.I am not afraid of being beaten, I am not afraid of pain, but I am afraid of the dark.At that time, the eyes were black, without boundaries, and the whole person was like duckweed in the water.

But that voice made me no longer afraid, and made me feel very at ease.

There was no sign of the boy's feelings. When I opened my eyes, I saw Teacher Lin sitting in front of my hospital bed, and said Zhou Mingkai, don't be afraid, the teacher is here.Just a few words made my heart miss a few beats, and my mind was full of the figure protecting me and the voice that made me feel at ease at that time.

It is a kind of love and nostalgia, probably.

Obviously I don’t know anything about Mr. Lin, I don’t know much about him in my life, and I haven’t had any heartbeats since that time, but I still remember the voice that time, and I feel that just that voice is enough to make me miss it up.

When I was in the third year of high school, I silently kept Teacher Lin in my heart, and no one ever knew about that secret thought.

Xu Jiayang also changed after that, like a different person, with thorns all over his body, sensitive and irritable.He targets Mr. Lin in everything, and he doesn't care about anyone's troubles in class.At that time, I really looked down on him more and more. I always felt that he felt that he was hopeless facing the college entrance examination, so he began to give up on himself and vent his anger on others.

When I quarreled with Xu Jiayang, I was very depressed.People who have been around all the time, suddenly walked away one day, and the feeling that something is wrong there is very uncomfortable.

At that time, I thought about waiting for the college entrance examination to end. Xu Jiayang promised me that he would go to the university with me in the capital.I thought we were just quarreling and would always reconcile, but I didn't expect that there would be no chance of reconciliation until we separated.

I like Teacher Lin, but I never thought about what to do with him, because he is my teacher.I just didn't expect that after the college entrance examination, that would happen.

I know that incident happened in the chat group of the class. After the college entrance examination, I didn't go out much at home and played games almost every day.Some people in the class group said that now everyone in Liucheng knew about it. The newspapers and the media were all reporting it, and there were even TV programs following up.

I still don't believe that Mr. Lin is that kind of person.

But the victim was still Xu Jiayang.

At that time, the results of the college entrance examination had come out. I was the first in the class and the tenth in the whole grade, but I couldn't be happy.His mind was full of the case of Teacher Lin and Xu Jiayang.I don't know who to trust, what to do, what to do.But I am very worried about what will happen to Mr. Lin and what will happen to Xu Jiayang in the future.

After hesitating for a long time, I still went to Xu Jiayang's house. At that time, I didn't care that we hadn't reconciled. I just wanted to see Xu Jiayang's situation.

It's just that he didn't expect to hear the conversation between Xu Jiayang and his father at the door.

"That's right, to drug my teacher, to frame him for rape, to discredit him, to make him a brute... because I hate him, he is not worthy of being a teacher, never was, When I think about having such a class teacher for three years in high school, I feel disgusted. It’s all right now, it’s clean. You’re right, what can’t I do?”

I have never been able to forget what Xu Jiayang said.

I don't remember how I stumbled out of Xu's house, I only know that I have already walked downstairs, and I still can't believe what I heard.The phone rang again, I answered the call, it was Feng Tao, and he told me that Mr. Lin committed suicide.

Xu Jiayang framed him, and Teacher Lin committed suicide.

A few days later, I went to Xu's house again and found out that Xu Jiayang had left Liucheng.

It was a human life, how could he walk so calmly.That's what I thought at that time, I felt that Xu Jiayang didn't pay the corresponding price for what he did.I didn't know the truth of those years until many years later, when Xu Jiayang was no longer around, but it was too late at that time.

When the admission notice was sent home, my parents were very happy because I was admitted to the best university in the capital.Feng Tao was also admitted to the Imperial Capital University in the same class, and I heard that Lu Sinuo was also admitted to the Imperial Capital Business School.

I went back to the imperial capital to go to university alone, and met Feng Tao on the day of freshman registration. The two of us are in the same major and in the same dormitory.When I was in high school, my best friend was Xu Jiayang, and I was not familiar with Feng Tao. After I went to college, because I used to be classmates with Feng Tao, I had a good time with Feng Tao.

Many of my classmates in high school believed that Mr. Lin committed suicide in fear of crime, and Feng Tao did the same at first. Later, I told him what I heard at the door of Xu's house.

Thanks to me, Feng Tao is very shameless towards Xu Jiayang.

Those few years in college were very peaceful, I had no interest in the men or women around me, I always thought I was alone.I have never been able to forget what Teacher Lin said in my ear during that coma, and I have never been able to forget the throbbing at that time.

Similarly, Xu Jiayang's conspiracy cannot be forgotten.

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Should Zhou Mingkai abuse him in the episode...